I don't know why, hearing Jiang Xinran say that he was going to leave his own world, a trace of reluctance flashed in Ming Huaijiu's heart. But this reluctance was just a flash, and then it was followed by a fierce sigh of relief and joy.

Rejoice, it's not that he won't entangle her in the future, but ......

"After leaving my world, you also live a normal life, right?" Ming Huaijiu said from the bottom of his heart, "That's good. The two of us, one of us finally lived a normal life. ”

Jiang Xinran understood what he meant.

He, a person who has been riddled with diseases since he was born in his mother's womb, is unlikely to live a normal life in this life. And she, since she fell in love with him, can't say that she is a normal person. Where can a normal person cling to an impossible relationship for more than ten years? Normal people, where is there as long as they remember that the person on the tip of their heart does not have a little happiness, only full of pain?

Leaving his world, will she live a normal life?

Jiang Xinran himself was not very sure. She just knew that if she left his world, she would die once.

But whether it will be reborn in Nirvana or just collapse, she can't say now.

Anyway, at this moment, it was pitch black in front of her eyes.

The relieved emotion in Ming Huaijiu's eyes, Jiang Xinran could see it clearly, she knew that it was a feeling of guilt for not being able to respond to her feelings, and when she heard that she was going to let go of herself, she was happy for her from the bottom of her heart. She finally won't hang herself on his crooked neck tree Ming Huaijiu. He's breathing a sigh of relief for her.

But in my heart, it still doesn't taste great.

"Even if you want to send away me, a prisoner who has been pestering you for many years, don't show it so obviously, right? I'm a big girl, don't you have a face?! ”

Ming Huaijiu hooked the corners of his lips, "Xinran, it will definitely be painful for you to leave my world." The pain will continue for a while, but it doesn't matter, it's okay. These hard days will pass, and letting go of me must be much easier than if you like me. It's just that it's always difficult at the beginning. It's over, and it's fine. ”

Jiang Xinran pouted, "What you said, why is it so similar to my family's security officer." ”

"Security officer?" Ming Huaijiu was stunned for a moment, and then reacted to who the security officer Jiang Xinran was talking about, and his smile deepened a little, "I always heard you Ning'er Ning'er mention her, but I never thought that she was the wife of Fifth Master Quan." ”

"Hey, can you not laugh so brightly when you mention another woman in front of me? Even though she's my best friend, I'm jealous. ”

"Mrs. Kwon is indeed very charming and fascinating."

Jiang Xinran rolled his eyes, "You can pull it down - if Quan Wu hears this, he will definitely kill you." ”

Ming Huaijiu just smiled and stopped talking.

Jiang Xinran looked at him seriously, "You like Ning'er very much?" ”

"I only met once at the birthday banquet of the eldest sister of the Quan family, and I can't talk about whether I like it or not, but I just have some good feelings." Ming Huaijiu said honestly, "Don't you think, Mrs. Quan is very attractive." There won't be a man who doesn't have a crush on her. ”

In his heart, he was slightly sour, but Jiang Xinran did not leave much trace in his heart.

For many years, Ming Huaijiu's girlfriends have changed one after another, and he has never shied away from her. He admires a girl, and he never hides it from her. Her heart has long been used to it.

"Even if you have vision, our security inspector is a good woman who can't be found in the past five hundred years and five hundred years in the future. If you have a crush on her, it's that you're not blind. But it's a pity, her security inspector is now the only blooming delicate flower in Quan Wuye's house, no matter how much you have a good impression of her, you can only think about it in your head. ”

Robbing a woman with the right five?

I'm afraid I'm really tired of being alive and want to go to Lord Yama to play mahjong in black and white!

Ming Huaijiu didn't know what he remembered, and his eyes suddenly had a little more brilliance.

Jiang Xinran saw the changes in his eyes well in this series of eyes.

She sighed softly in her heart, sad for a moment.

In order to push her away, has Ming Huaijiu done anything to this point?

Despite the women around him, he never shied away from her. But in the end, she is still the little sister who chased after his ass when she was a child, and Ming Huaijiu will take care of her mood to some extent. But when mentioning Ning'er, Ming Huaijiu almost lifted the quilt and jumped off the bed, holding roses to confess to Ning'er.

In order to let her leave his world completely, Ming Huaijiu was really ruthless.

Well, he has always been extremely ruthless to her.

"Anyway, I'm coming to see you today, on the one hand, to tell you that I've decided to let you go. On the other hand, I want to ask you one last time. Jiang Xinran's big eyes kept flickering, "Ming Huaijiu, have you ever liked me?" Even if it's only for a second, a flash of like, have you ever had it? ”

Ming Huaijiu lowered his eyelids, staggered his gaze to meet her, and sighed softly, "Xinran, isn't this answer already clear?" ”

If he had liked her for a second, he would have accepted her a long time ago. Why bother to let her suffer for so many years in vain.

In his heart, he also didn't want to hurt this little sister who liked him unreservedly.

But love is such an impersonal thing. It's not that you like it, he must respond to your liking. Time can heal all wounds. time, but it can't make a person like someone he doesn't like.

Jiang Xinran has always been clear about this answer.

But she still didn't give up asking, "Don't avoid me, answer me directly." Ming Huaijiu, even for a second, have you ever liked me? ”

"Nope." Ming Huaijiu raised his eyelids and looked at her, sincere and apologetic, "Xinran, if liking someone can be controlled by yourself, I also want to let myself like you." It must be a pleasure to be with you. Pity...... I'm sorry, but I only treat you like a sister. ”

Sister card.

She received a sister card from Ming Huaijiu again!

Is...... It's so irritating!

"If I could, I wouldn't want to be treated like a bullshit sister by you!" Jiang Xinran habitually began to be unreasonable again, "If you don't treat me as my sister, but treat me as a woman, you will definitely say that I am very attractive!" ”

Ming Huaijiu was unreasonable to Jiang Xinran, and he had long been accustomed to it.

He waved at the nurses, who had just reached the bedroom door, and motioned for them to wait a moment and not come in and disturb them.

"Xinran, but when you appeared in front of me, you were as a sister. There's no way to change that. Ming Huaijiu looked at Jiang Xinran, who bowed his head and was silent, and felt very sorry for her in his heart, but it was just a kind of distress for his brother and sister, and there was no distress for a man for a woman.

"Xinran, you always ask me why I don't like you. But have you ever thought about this from my point of view? ”

Jiang Xinran looked at him with teary eyes, "Your angle? What an angle! ”

"The first time I saw you, you were just a little bit old, still in school. I can only treat you as a sister. Yes, after all these years, you have also grown up. Grow up to be a woman who touches. But I've always watched you grow up, watching you go from a little girl who followed your brother and me every day, clamoring for candy, to the woman you are now. My feelings for you are actually similar to your brother's. It's more appropriate to say that you're not so much my sister as you are the child I watched grow up. ”

It's rare for Ming Huaijiu to say a heart-wrenching word to her.

But if he digs out his heart, why does he dig out her heart so much?

It hurts, it fucking hurts!

Just because his identity is not suitable, he is destined to never like her, and he will never respond to her feelings?

The bullshit near the water gets the moon first!

She would rather not meet Ming Huaijiu when she was sixteen years old! If he knew Ming Huaijiu now, he would at least treat her as a woman, not that bullshit sister!

Because from the time she appeared, Ming Huaijiu positioned her as a younger sister. So no matter how good she is, no matter how much she likes him, the fact that he treats her as a sister will not change anything.

Even though she was already a woman, in his heart, she was still the little broken child who would chase after his ass and ask for candy.

Come to think of it, it's also cruel.

Just because the order of appearance and identity are not suitable, she is destined to be unable to enter Ming Huaijiu's eyes......

Does the right person have to be at the right time and place?

If the time and occasion are not right, will the right person become the wrong person?

"Gladly." Ming Huaijiu finally reached out and touched her head, like a big brother, "Only time and order." Only when the occasion is right can you be called the right person. Indispensable. ”

Missing any of these necessary conditions is not the right person.

Why doesn't such a smart girl as she understand this?

It is not what is destined by the order and identity of the appearance, but what is determined by the order and identity of the appearance.

Sucked the tip of his nose, Jiang Xinran had wanted him to touch his hair countless times, but now he really got it, but it was so sad.

In the end, he was only willing to say a few words to her as an older brother.

If she hadn't decided to give up liking him today, I'm afraid that Ming Huaijiu would still be the same as before, lukewarmly maintaining the most basic politeness and politeness, and then sending off guests.

And his minimum politeness and politeness was not at her, but at the Jiang family and her brother behind her.

can find the person you like, relying on your family and brother. can let the person he likes say a few more words to him and touch his head because he treats himself as a sister.

Jiang Xinran suddenly felt that there was probably no one more sad than her in this world. If she didn't have the surname Jiang, if she didn't have her brother as her brother, I'm afraid she would have been completely blacklisted by Ming Huaijiu many years ago, and she wouldn't even have a chance to see him, right?

"It seems that it is really the wisest thing for me to give up liking you."

"Glad ......"

"Ming Huaijiu, do you know, losing me is the most regrettable thing for you. Giving up liking you is probably the smartest thing I've ever done. In contrast, you are much more pitiful than me. ”

Ming Huaijiu looked at her distressedly.

He...... Like her?

The answer, of course, is yes. But this kind of liking, I'm sorry, it's still my brother's liking for my sister. The optimism and cheerfulness of Xinran is impossible for anyone not to like. As an older brother, he likes this little sister very much. But for a man......

Jiang Xinran, he really can't like it.

There is no reason, whether you can like someone or not, in fact, at the first glance of the first meeting, everyone already has the answer in their hearts. I don't know why, hearing Jiang Xinran say that he was going to leave his own world, a trace of reluctance flashed in Ming Huaijiu's heart. But this reluctance was just a flash, and then it was followed by a fierce sigh of relief and joy.