"Hanchuan ......" Xiao Luo read his name very seriously, pulled his arm out of his hand, walked to the side of the road in silence and sat on the bench, Wutong Road is lined with farms, surrounded by a high fence, the night is dark, she looked at the swaying tree shadows in the distance, and said softly: "Who doesn't want to live happily?" But God seems to like to make fun of people. ”

She opened her palm, and the wind gently brushed her palm to bring a chill, "There was a time when I liked you very much, and while I liked it, I felt inferior at the same time, and I tried to catch up with you like crazy, but you fell in love with someone else......"

Lu Hanchuan's throat was astringent, his eyes looked at her quiet side face with complicated eyes, and the emotions in his heart were surging for a long time.

Young boys and girls will inevitably have some different emotions after getting along for a long time, they have grown up together, and the friendship is naturally deeper, he secretly guessed Xiao Luo's heart for her, and tried to confess to her implicitly, but the result was all in vain.

After being with Ding Xiaoran, he rarely met Xiao Luo again, even if he met occasionally, he would only greet him politely, and the tone was so unfamiliar that it seemed that the two had never met, and it was at that time that he was sure that Xiao Luo had no intention of him.

Hearing this belated confession, and thinking about the later love experience of the two, it was more or less sad, Lu Hanchuan sighed, leaned on the back of the chair and stood in the thin cool night, his white shirt was blown up and down by the wind, "It's a shame to say anything now, it's the right thing to look at now." ”

Xiao Luo looked up at Lu Hanchuan, there was a flash of water in his black eyes, "Hanchuan, have you really let go?" Got rid of Ding Xiaoran and decided to live a good life? ”

"It's actually a lie to say that you let it go." Lu Hanchuan looked up at the stars in the sky, with a self-deprecating smile on his face, "When I first broke up, I worked like crazy, just like making a lot of money, and then getting ahead, so that everyone can see that I Lu Hanchuan is not a useless man." Later, I got sick and didn't have the strength to turn over while lying in bed, so I didn't dare to tell my parents and friends, so I forced myself to go to the pharmacy to buy medicine, and on the way back with the medicine, I was thinking, do I have to die in this relationship? ”

Lu Hanchuan squatted down, picked up a stone and threw it into the field, his tone was also a little more emotional, "I didn't want to study after the college entrance examination, but my mother nagged in my ear all day long, I gritted my teeth and applied for the medical department of C University, and now I have become a working machine because of a failed relationship, even if I succeed in the end and become China, even if I am the most famous doctor in the world, what is the point of these for me?" ”

"What I want is a free and wanton life, not a daily routine life for the sake of living." Lu Hanchuan threw another stone and threw it in the field, and there was a clear sound of falling water in the distance, he laughed, his voice was refreshing and crisp, "I'm really happy to meet you today, because I'm going to leave City C in two days." ”

Xiao Luo's heart tightened, and he turned his head and asked him, "Where are you going?" ”

"'The sea is wide and the fish jumps, and the sky is high for the birds to fly', the world is so big, can't you find a place to stay?" Lu Hanchuan stood up and patted Xiao Luo's shoulder, "Just like when we were children, we crowded in front of the TV to watch martial arts dramas, goodbye today, I don't know when we will meet, but please cherish it." ”

Xiao Luo stared at his face deadly, the night was deep, and she couldn't see his eyebrows clearly, but she could guess the expression on his face, it must be chic and happy, just like the proud and yearning look on his face when he talked about the rivers and lakes of the motherland when he was a child.

The heart that had been silent for a long time began to beat wildly, she clenched her palms, but she couldn't stop the hot blood in her chest, yes, she was also a person with a dream, the dream that accompanied her for countless days and nights, ordinary but shining.

She grabbed Lu Hanchuan's wrist, and her shoulders couldn't help trembling because of excitement, "Lu Hanchuan, it's also my luck to meet you." ”

She stood up, picked up a pebble and threw it hard, and there was a popping sound of falling water in the distance, "Since I decided to leave China with Yi Zeran, I have always been anxious in my heart, but I don't know what I am anxious about, but now I finally know." ”

"I've always been a person who follows my goals, and before college, I worked hard to get into the best schools; After college, in order to be worthy of your excellence, I constantly participated in various competitions and forced myself to stand out from the crowd. ”

Xiao Luo blinked his eyes, with a faint smile on his face, "Even if I don't have you later, I want to finish my studies well, find a good job, and don't seek to be rich and rich, as long as I can support my mother and me...... But then everything changed......"

"When my mother died, Yi Zeran appeared, I became a duckweed floating on the water, and Yi Zeran was the fish pond, when the wind blew and waves, I swayed with it, forgetting all my goals and ideals."

Xiao Luo stood up and stood side by side with Lu Hanchuan on the ridge, the night wind was impetuous, Lin shook slightly, and her ears were full of the rustle of the cliding leaves, she took a deep breath, opened her voice and shouted to her heart's content, the wind in the field became a messenger, spreading the sound farther and farther.

"I'm going to get a good job! I want to be beautiful or! I want more people to see my work! ”

"I want to travel all over the world, and I want to become the best explorer! I'm going to climb to the highest peak and take pictures for Xiao Luo! ”

Xiao Luo snorted and laughed, raised his arm and slapped Lu Hanchuan, "Who wants to see your photos, keep them for yourself." ”

After some catharsis, the two of them were in a good mood, and walked to the end of Wutong Road with a smile, Lu Hanchuan was still reluctant to leave, so he dragged Xiao Luo to eat supper, and the nearby barbecue restaurant was about to close and was called back by Lu Hanchuan repeatedly.

The young boss sat with them to barbecue and drink, Xiao Luo became a veritable domestic servant, taking care of the barbecue while opening a beer, the smell of barbecue filled the small storefront, and the ears were full of the shouts of two men calling brothers, and in the distance an old woman who set up a stall pushed a cart along the path farther and farther, and the thin shadow was pulled far away by the street lamp.

She took a deep breath, and a sentence popped into her head: This is life.

If you can't enjoy the wealth and wealth, it's good to just live day by day.

She opened the beer and looked up to drink, but before Lu Hanchuan snatched the wine glass to her mouth, under the firelight, the man's cheeks were red and bright, and his eyes were even brighter than the stars, "You can't drink wine, go to the store to find some boiled water." ”

"No, you don't." The man who was drinking stretched out his arm and shook his head, his dark skin was shining in the light of the fire, "I have good things at home, and the woman is just right, wait, I'll get it for you." ”

It turned out to be mare's milk wine, and the moment I opened the wine cork, Xiao Luo's eyes lit up, and the small shop was suddenly filled with a rich milky aroma, and even the aroma of barbecue meat was compared.

The boss deliberately took a porcelain bowl and poured wine for Xiao Luo, his rough face was full of pride, "This is what my wife just brought from Tibet a few days ago, I didn't want to drink it, I smelled it all and enjoyed it, I will take it out today and let you taste what is called authentic mare's milk wine!" ”

Xiao Luo stared at the thick white liquid falling into the porcelain bowl, the fragrance seemed to drill into her nostrils along the white smoke of the barbecue grill, and before she could hold the porcelain bowl, she couldn't help but swallow her saliva, causing Lu Hanchuan to laugh at him as a glutton.

The taste is indeed no different from what she has drunk in Tibet, and even the craftsmanship is better than what her mother has done before, she drank her eyebrows and eyes, and she couldn't help but talk more, "Last time I went to Tibet and drank a lot of mare's milk wine, the taste has not been forgotten for a long time, but it is difficult to buy authentic taste when you leave Tibet, and mutton soup, I can't remember the specific name, anyway, eating it once can make people forget the way home." ”

The boss couldn't help but look at Xiao Luo twice, and slapped the table excitedly when he heard the back, "Yes, I've been out of Tibet for several years, and I don't think about anything, except for the drinking and eating over there. ”

The boss's tone was funny, and his expression was also very funny, which made Xiao Luo laugh while holding a bowl, and Lu Hanchuan also echoed on the side, joking with the boss with a beer.

"If it weren't for the children still studying here, I would have closed the store and gone back to my hometown.

"Well said." Lu Hanchuan smiled and clinked glasses with him, "I heard you two talk about the Tibetan area so well, I'll go there in a few days to taste whether the wine is really more fragrant than the one in my hand!" ”

The boss's eyes lit up when he heard this, and he pulled Lu Hanchuan's arm and called out to his younger brother, "If you really go to Tibet, my brother will ask you to bring something over, didn't my wife just come back from Tibet?" Saying that my mother is sick, I want to send her some supplements, but it is inconvenient to go back and forth from the mountains and roads, so if you stop by the way, you can help me piggyback on it? ”

Xiao Luo held the wine bowl and drank it in small sips, did he look up at Lu Hanchuan, and the light flashed in his black and white eyes.

Lu Hanchuan looked funny, pinched the beer can and shook it in front of her eyes, "Do you want to drink?" How do you look at it? ”

Xiao Luo shook his head, was silent for a while and couldn't help but look up at him, "You really want to go to Tibet?" ”

"Really going." Lu Hanchuan patted the boss on the shoulder, tilted his head and spoke to Xiao Luo, "Didn't I say that if you want to travel all over the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, the first stop will be to Tibet...... How? Do you have something for me to bring? ”

"Nope." Xiao Luo lowered his head, put the wine bowl on the table upright, and said softly: "That place has a special meaning to me, I can't help but pay attention to it." ”

Moreover, she is also going to pass, there is her mother there, and it is a relationship that cannot be let go wherever she goes.

It's just that she can't say these words to Lu Hanchuan, if she knew that she was going too, Lu Hanchuan would definitely want to go with her, but he was going on a tourist adventure, and taking her with him would become a drag.

And she doesn't want to be a drag on anyone.