Chapter 187: Just cry out
After arriving in C City, Xiao fell ill for a long time, first gastrointestinal discomfort and then developed into headache and brain fever, the medicine left by the person was no longer useful, she held the hot water kettle and drank hot water desperately, and then fell into the quilt and sweated, so tossed for two days and finally showed signs of improvement.
The next evening, the hotel's room service specially knocked on the door to greet him, for fear that something would happen to the closed guest, Xiao Luo ordered a light meal, sat in front of the window and ate one bite at a time with a spoon, adding a layer of sweat to his forehead after eating, and recovering a lot of strength.
The mobile phone was completely broken in the water, Xiao Luo fiddled with it a few times and threw it in the suitcase, but fortunately, there was still some money in the bank card, which was enough for her to go out and buy a copycat machine for a while.
At this time, the weather has turned cooler, especially in the evening, the temperature is low, the old people and children who come out for a walk have added coats, Xiaoluo is still the simplest summer dress, the wind blows, and the thin material is directly attached to the skin.
I went to the bank to withdraw money, turned around and went to the next door to buy a cheap mobile phone, and it was completely dark when I came out, and a few stars were scattered under the deep night, far less dazzling than the flickering neon lights on both sides of the street, and most of the guests were students, chatting and laughing together.
It turned out that this was a very popular commercial street next to C University, and she often came to buy some gadgets when she was a student, but she didn't recognize it just now, Xiao Luo lowered her head and sighed, and walked slowly along the street, but she was not in a hurry to go back to rest.
The most on the street is the milk tea shop, every time the students queuing up at the end of class time can crowd the store, even in their free time, the store is also full of guests studying and chatting, Su Qing likes milk tea for a while, and every time he has to run over after lunch to order a cup, the most complete ingredients, a large cup is more than the amount of porridge.
Walking in such a street full of life, her thinking also became slow, and all kinds of interesting things from her student days came to her mind one by one, such as standing in front of a milk tea shop, she could think of Su Qing's smug expression when she analyzed that flavor of milk tea was the best.
There are not many customers in the store, Xiao Luo ordered a cup of milk tea with the most amount, and sat in the innermost position to pass the time, usually this position is mostly students with textbooks to review, the proprietress is good, the store is quiet, and students who can't grab seats in the library like to come here.
Just sat down for a while, the milk tea was prepared in front, Xiao Luo was about to stand up to get it, the milk tea cup was firmly placed on the table in front of her, and she looked forward with the slender fingers holding the cup, and it was Lu Hanchuan's smiling face.
He has changed a lot, between his eyebrows and eyes, he has lost the vigor of his student days, and the dress of suits and leather shoes makes him more mature and heroic, but the smile in his eyes is still innocent, like a spring breeze blowing suddenly by the lake plucking the willow heads, which makes Xiao Luo's heartstrings tremble, and there is an illusion of returning to his student days.
Just a moment of shaking, Xiao Luo sat up straight calmly, the milk tea in her hand was very hot, which just warmed her cold palm, Lu Hanchuan sat directly opposite her, and after taking off her blazer, she was still the handsome senior.
"What a coincidence." Xiao Luo raised the corners of his lips and greeted Lu Hanchuan, "I didn't expect you to meet you here." ”
It was a real accident, but also a real joy, probably he was the first ray of sunshine she had seen after experiencing the haze, and subconsciously she magnified that ray of sunshine into the sun.
"Friends have a treat, it's around here, I'm chatting with them at the door, I looked at the back image of you, so I came over to take a look, I didn't expect it to be." Lu Hanchuan looked up at the two men who were walking towards the store and smiled, "I can't wait for this moment." ”
Xiao Luo turned his head, and sure enough, he saw two men, one fat and one thin, lying at the front desk chatting with the proprietress, his eyes glancing at her from time to time, although there was no malice in this move, but it was always uncomfortable.
"Lu ......" Xiao Luo paused, looked at the man in front of him hesitantly, and didn't know what to call him for a while, she called him Hanchuan, and then with Ding Xiaoran, she changed her name to Senior Lu in order to avoid suspicion, now that they have graduated, it is definitely not appropriate to call her senior again, but she can't say the word "Hanchuan".
"What's wrong?" Lu Hanchuan stood up, looked at the frowning brow in confusion, and when she looked up, a gentle smile appeared on her face, "You wait a minute, I'll go talk to them." ”
Xiao Luo answered, and saw Lu Hanchuan striding between the two men, explaining the reason with a smile, they spoke loudly, and she could hear it clearly when she sat in the corner.
"It's my sister over there, I haven't seen you for a long time, it's time to chat for a while, you two go back first."
Xiao Luo's heart hurt when she heard the word "sister", and Jiang Yuxiao's face with rain flashed vaguely in front of her, she really hated this word, she hated it before, and she hates it now.
There were two men's joking voices over there, asking about the relationship between the two of them in a roundabout way, Lu Hanchuan was too lazy to deal with it, and even pushed and dragged people out of the milk tea shop, and when he came back, Xiao Luo was still holding his chin, and his face was full of unhappiness.
"Some time ago, someone from Yi Zeran's side came to ask me about your news, I was confused, let's talk about it, what happened?" Lu Hanchuan bent down and inserted the straw into the cup and handed it to Xiao Luo by the way, and his tone was relaxed.
Xiao Luo was stunned for a moment, staring at Lu Hanchuan's eyes with a dull gaze, and the words "Yi Zeran" kept echoing in his ears, and he even forgot his words.
Lu Hanchuan glanced at her absent-minded appearance, sat opposite her, supported the table with his hand and sighed, "I knew that something must have happened to you, otherwise that person would not have done everything possible to find out the news from me, if you really don't want to say it, forget it, just don't hold it all the time, what if you suffocate it?" ”
Xiao Luo pinched the milk tea cup tightly, biting his lip and biting it white, but never spit out a word.
"I know that you look soft and weak on the surface, but in fact, you are very strong in your heart, just when you first entered school, I saw that you were busy all day long in order to work part-time, and I couldn't help it many times when I wanted to open my mouth to help you." Lu Hanchuan looked at her, with a hint of distress in his eyes, "I'm afraid of hurting your self-esteem, so I can only find a way to introduce you to some easy jobs, but Xiao Luo, there are always some things in this world that a person can't resist." ”
"I can resist it." Xiao Luo's voice was low, and his eyes were already wet, but he couldn't hold back his tears, "I can't resist just breaking up, how many men and women in the world can't survive." ”
"It's still strong!" Lu Hanchuan's tone was a little serious, "If you are sad, you will cry, and if you are aggrieved, you will shout out, and I will accompany you to the end today!" ”
Xiao Luo bit her lip tightly, and lowered her head and tears rolled down her cheeks, she didn't want to cry, she had cried too many times in the past few days, if people's tears were limited, then she might have used up all the tears in her life, but as long as she saw Lu Hanchuan's stoic eyes, the tears fell uncontrollably.
When my father had just died, my mother was so busy that she couldn't see anyone all day, she cried and asked her mother, and no one persuaded her to eat, and then her mother came back and reprimanded her fiercely, and then she still refused to eat, stubbornly shrunk in the corner and stared at the closed door, and the resentment in her heart was about to stare out of her eyes.
In those days, Lu Hanchuan has been squatting in the corner with her, she doesn't eat, he doesn't eat, so anxious that Lu's mother stood next to her and shed tears, she gritted her teeth and drove him away, kicked with her feet, smashed him with stones, and wanted to knock him out of the yard.
Lu Hanchuan was smashed on the head by her, sat on the ground with his forehead covered and cried, pointing at her while crying and shouting: "If you are sad, cry out, I will cry with you!" ”
Then she collapsed on the ground and cried heartbreakingly, the two children cried louder than the other, causing all the neighbors to stand in front of the yard and stretch out their heads to look, Lu's father and Lu's mother carried the hungry child back to the house, looking at the two gobbling children, and couldn't help shedding tears.
She remembered late, and she forgot all about many things when she was young, but she remembered Lu Hanchuan crying at her clearly, so that every time she saw him with a serious expression, she would think of the two children crying bitterly that day.
There is sadness, but more is warmth and touching, which is also the reason why she took the initiative to avoid suspicion after knowing that Lu Hanchuan and Ding Xiaoran were together, she likes Lu Hanchuan, and respects Lu Hanchuan in her heart, he can live happily, and it doesn't matter if she leaves some regrets.
Lu Hanchuan took out a tissue to wipe her tears, and her tense expression returned to her usual gentleness and amiability, "Do you remember the Wutong Road I took you to before, there are many attractions added to that place, I'll take you to see it." ”
Lu Hanchuan just got his driver's license in the second semester of his freshman year, and he drove his family's car around with Xiao Luo beautifully, his driving skills were limited, he didn't dare to drive to the downtown area, so he followed the navigation all the way to the outskirts of the city, and there was a section of the road planted with French plane trees, it was autumn, and the boundless red was more beautiful than the burning clouds hanging in the sky.
Later, that section of the road was discovered by more and more people, and many literary and artistic young people deliberately went there to shoot the scene, and the wild interest in it would naturally disappear when there were more people, in order not to destroy the thoughts in his heart, Xiao Luo never went back.
At night, there is no disturbance from tourists on the Wutong Road, so quiet that only the whirring wind remains, and three or two stars dodge the cover of the plane tree leaves and hang in the forest like bricks and stones, flickering with the swing of the leaves.
Xiao Luo was wearing Lu Hanchuan's blazer, walking very slowly, letting the cool breeze hit her cheeks, the cooler the wind, the calmer the restless heart in her chest, she sighed, looked up and winked at the stars hanging in the treetops, and a string of light laughter came out of her throat.
Lu Hanchuan also laughed with her, "After breaking up with Xiaoran, I often come here to blow the wind, and the grievances in my heart are like the green leaves of the tree, destroyed by time and gone. ”
He grabbed Xiao Luo's arm, his eyes were exceptionally bright in the dark, "Xiao Luo, you are a person who has suffered, in the future, I hope you can live happily." ”