But those outsiders will not understand that Jin Haofeng, who has an infinite appearance, is not a robot, and he will also be tired and need to rest. But once he stops being busy, the whole person will be inexplicably empty and buried in the bottomless thoughts like a swamp, so he lets the endless busyness numb himself, so that he can miss Mingyue less, and he can't help but disturb her life!

For Jin Haofeng, the heartache of being away from Mingyue is far more unbearable than facing her malicious slander. When Mingyue was at her most vulnerable, he couldn't even look at her from afar, and he could only get a little bit of news from her through a few pages of the detective agency's report, which was probably the most forced decision in his life......

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In the wee hours of the morning, as soon as the sky was dark, Mingyue was awakened by a familiar nightmare, and the dull pain in her chest extended from the dream to reality. She hugged her shoulders and curled herself into a small ball, warming herself with her icy body heat.

Several girls in the same room were asleep, and Mingyue closed her eyes and felt time flow quietly in the dimly lit dormitory.

The body gradually warmed up, and there was no sleep, Mingyue took out her ipad and entered the campus forum, and directly clicked into Lang Qinger's ID, and the purpose was still the chicken soup for the soul she wrote and the text that deliberately led people to think that she was a happy little woman, and the necklace of "Ran Ran with the same style" appeared at a very high rate.

Mingyue sneered, but she also had to sigh that a scheming girl is really more terrifying than a villain.

The more ambiguous Lang Qing'er shows off her happiness, and the more she doesn't respond to comments full of blessings, the more others think that she and An Yi want to have a low-key relationship, which is not too jealous, and has won her a lot of support.

Mingyue couldn't help but hook the corners of her mouth mockingly, saying that the entertainment industry is complicated, who would have thought that the first-class universities in China are also mixed. A so-called tie flower actually has loyal fans, and she didn't even see Lang Qing'er and An Yi's intimate photo alone, and many people have already identified her identity as a genuine girlfriend.

Although An Yi didn't admit it publicly, and it was difficult to see the two people glued together, An Yi didn't deny it, did he?

Besides, the more high-ranking people are, the more worried they are about being disturbed, don't celebrities try their best to hide their romance?

With such an envious and adoring mentality, a group of onlookers found various reasons for Lang Qing'er, which greatly satisfied her vanity.

Putting down the ipad tastelessly, such a pediatric trick, Mingyue despised it from the bottom of her heart, perhaps because of her good family background since childhood, she quite didn't understand the mentality of some girls who wanted to fly on the branches to be phoenixes, in her opinion, there was no happiness for people in different circles to barely live together.

Mingyue is not advocating the right marriage, but she feels that the different growth environments since childhood will inevitably develop their own living habits, and there must be obvious gaps in the personalities and experiences of the two people.

Thinking about things that had nothing to do with her like this, she finally waited until the sky was pale white, Mingyue got up from the bed, and after a simple wash, she tiptoed out of the dormitory without even combing her hair properly.

The hallway was emptier than ever, and it seemed long and endless.

Mingyue's steps were not slow, even a little hurried, she wanted to escape from the nightmarish narrow situation too much.

Walking out of the dormitory building, the oncoming wind carried a cold breath, Mingyue wrapped the thin coat on her body tightly and walked in the direction of the runway.

Walking alone in the empty and quiet campus, it was still early, and I couldn't even hear the sound of birds foraging.

She walked unhurriedly, her eyes always looking to the east, as if she wanted to wait for the first rays of the sun this morning to drive away the sorrow of dreams.

The blood-colored traces in the dream that have been lingering in her mind want to devour her, and the incomparably real bloody breath that lingers between her breaths will drive her crazy, if she can't escape to a place with plenty of oxygen, Mingyue will really be hit by the full memories to the verge of suffocation......

On the red rubber runway, her shadow was thin and slanted, and the treetops not far away rustled in the morning breeze.

Walking in circles, there is no beginning and no end.

She didn't know how long she had walked, and she didn't know how long she was going to walk, and the road in front of her seemed to be so long that there was no end in sight.

Until the sky became a clear light blue, until the cold body gradually revealed warmth, and a touching red appeared in the east.

Mingyue stopped, and let the rising sun slowly reflect her eyes, even if it was dazzling, she stared intently, because she was convinced that every sunrise and sunset, heaven would open its doors, and the "people" living there could see the mortal dust.

It was this paranoid-like obsession that made her feel that in fact, life and death had not been able to really block them, maybe Haoxi was also looking down on herself at the moment, and she could also see the blue that was almost inseparable from her neck, although she had carelessly lost it, but the lost and recovered bright moon was more cherished than before.

She believed that Haoxi could see everything, but she couldn't see him for the time being. One day, they will meet again in another world, maybe by then, Mingyue's face has grown old, and Haoxi is still as handsome as ever!

In the woods behind him, the white figure slowly approached, and Mingyue was immersed in fantasy, unaware.

An Yi shuttled between the spruce trees, patting the thick trunks of the trees from time to time, the birds in the bird's nest on the trees were frightened and fluttered their wings and scattered, An Yi stood depressedly against the trees, how could he feel sleepless in such a cool morning?

The early morning sun is warm but not scorching, just like the appearance of first love in an idol drama, deep love surrounds you, and it will not make you feel the slightest pressure.

Mingyue looked at the quietly bright sky, and thought very firmly that if they could stay with Haoxi for a lifetime, they would never be like other lovers and couples, trapped in a strange circle of quarrels, boredom, and the seven-year itch to the final separation.

It seems that everyone is like this, for those feelings that are deeply in love but are forced to separate, always fantasizing that they must have a perfect ending that is different from others;

When you have to stop doing something, you always believe that "wait a little longer, and I'll make ......"

Such a mindset will stay with you for a long time, if not the rest of your life.

As a result, we hate those external factors immensely, and we resent someone who directly or indirectly created them......

If we are not partial, and think calmly, we will think, are those lovers who break up really 100% because of other people's obstruction? Do we really have a clairvoyant eye that can go through decades of time and see that we and the person we love have not changed our original intentions?