Chapter 81: I also despaired
Jin Haofeng's focus was a bit absurd, he didn't think about how bloody it would be to fall from a tall building, nor how painful it would be.
He wants to be liberated, not just by paralyzing himself with overwork, not needing to swallow more and more sleeping pills every night to fall asleep, but longing for salvation in the depths of his soul.
But Jin Haofeng knows that he is also greedy, attached to the world with bright moon, even if he is hated, hurt, and cursed, he is still reluctant to really leave, maybe he was not hurt deep enough, maybe he was already numb to pain......
Jin Haofeng stroked the scar on his arm through thin clothes, it was a scar caused by Mingyue's own hands!
Countless times, when Jin Haofeng wanted to give up his life, there was always a voice shouting at him in his heart: "If you die, Mingyue will really only be able to watch when she is in danger, but you will no longer be able to protect her at all."
It was this belief that accompanied him through those years of life.
Kangyi stood in the hallway, holding the doorknob, and did not enter.
Looking through the glass at Jin Haofeng, who was shrouded in the afternoon sun, Kang Yi couldn't bear to disturb his temporary peace.
He understands Jin Haofeng's little-known helplessness, has seen his helplessness that he rarely shows, and knows that he pays in obscurity......
Kang Yi sighed more than once that the girl who was loved by Haofeng was so happy!
Before Jin Haofeng turned around, he put away all his emotions, pushed the door and walked in.
Jin Haofeng turned his head when he heard this, and smiled very lightly as a greeting, the two did not communicate verbally, but they tacitly understood like close friends who had been together for many years, in fact, the time they had worked together was indeed not short.
Jin Haofeng sat on the hospital bed, immersed in the large pile of documents that Kang Yi brought.
The clock was still ticking away, and Kang Yi sat on the sofa as if it didn't exist, he knew that Jin Haofeng hated being disturbed the most when he was working.
For his masochistic workaholic posture, Kang Yi persuaded him, but of course the ending was useless. also out of kindness to report the matter to the chairman, Jin Zhenlin was silent for a moment before reluctantly speaking: "Let him go, too much free time will only make him cranky." ”
Working for the Jin family for so long, Kang Yi has rarely seen such a powerless side of the chairman who is widely praised and dominating in the shopping mall, and almost every time such a state appears, it is definitely closely related to his precious granddaughter who lives in a fairy tale castle.
Kang Yi has no prejudice against the approachable eldest lady from a wealthy family, on the contrary, because of her girl-like affinity next door, people have an inexplicable favor.
It's just that she can affect Jin Haofeng's emotions too easily, such a girl will inevitably give people the illusion of "red face and trouble", you don't have to guess to know that Jin Haofeng's admission to the hospital this time is inseparable from Miss Mingyue, at least indirectly caused by her!
A few days ago, Kang Yi received a call from Kim Haofeng in the morning, asking him to bring a folder from his office to the hospital.
The whole day before, Jin Haofeng didn't come to work, and all the company employees, including Kang Yi, couldn't contact him, which had never happened before.
It happened to be the day when Jin Haofeng signed a contract with a foreign-funded company, and from the initial negotiation to the relevant details of the contract, Jin Haofeng has always been personally involved, which shows the importance that JM Group attaches to this cooperation.
At this time, the representative sent by the other party had already rushed here by plane, but the general manager was nowhere to be found, which inevitably made the elites panic.
Just as the company's top management was about to hold an emergency meeting to discuss who would replace the general manager to meet with customers, the chairman suddenly called and said that he had rushed to the airport in person, and everyone was immediately relieved.
Although the chairman of the board of directors appears in the company from time to time, he is actually in a state of semi-retirement. Earlier, he announced on the board of directors that Jin Haofeng would handle the company's affairs on his behalf, and the group was in an uproar at that time, and the general manager was capable of doing well, which was obvious to all, but he was still young, and the chairman chose to delegate power at this time, which was too risky.
However, it turned out that Jin Haofeng had a talent for management and investment, and those doubts were transformed into praise as his decisions brought benefits to the company.
But no matter what, the chairman has an irreplaceable position in the hearts of employees, especially in the minds of the shareholders who created the JM business kingdom with him.
The signing ceremony was a great success, and many domestic media reported on it.
At that time, Jin Haofeng was lying unconscious on the hospital bed.
Kang Yiyi, who received the call the next day, didn't have time to think about it, hurriedly got the documents, and then drove to the hospital.
As soon as he stepped into the ward, he was taken aback, and after only one day of not seeing him, Jin Haofeng was so haggard that he seemed to be seriously ill, and he himself handled official affairs indifferently, and told Kang Yi and the people in the company to explain that he was temporarily going abroad to do some private affairs, so as not to cause unnecessary panic.
Kang Yi could only agree, and he later asked the nurse to learn that Jin Haofeng had been taken to the hospital with an acute stomach hemorrhage attack, and he was in a coma when the ambulance arrived.
He was terrified when he heard it, and Jin Haofeng kept saying that there was a small problem, is it a big problem if he dies?
In the end, it was Jin Zhenlin who spoke, asking Jin Haofeng to recuperate with peace of mind, and the specific time of discharge would be agreed after he communicated with the doctor.
couldn't resist his grandfather's stubborn temper, Jin Haofeng could only obey and secretly moved the office to the ward.
Maybe it's a delusion! Kang Yi secretly looked at Jin Haofeng, who was signing the document, he had been recuperating in the hospital for many days, but there was still no blood on his face, could it be that he needed a heart medicine? Presumably, Miss Mingyue's warm smile is worth all the panacea!
However, fortunately, Jin Haofeng obeyed the chairman's kindness, otherwise he would have been jealous of his talents if he drank and socialized a few times without healing from his serious illness.
Kang Yi looked at the clock, it was also time for lunch, and he quietly left to buy a nutritious lunch for Jin Haofeng.
This is also what the chairman personally instructed him - "I'm going to trouble you to take care of and supervise Xiaofeng more recently, don't let him be too tired......"
Kang Yi is naturally duty-bound and conscientious.
did not notice Kang Yi's departure, Jin Haofeng's rigor and hard work are comparable to model workers, and people in the company privately joked that they should be awarded an international most motivated award to Mr. Jin, plus a one-year long vacation, which shows how much effort he has put in to achieve today's achievements.