Chapter 4: The Last Effort

The school held a graduation ceremony, Gu Xiaoyu also packed all her luggage, and then prepared to leave like this.

Gu Xiaoyu hadn't seen him for more than 3 years, but he still wanted to see him when he graduated, and he could take a photo with him.

When I saw the space he posted that day, and saw his strange and familiar face, I was suddenly stunned, so that she didn't listen to the jokes that her classmates said three times next to her, but just watched the photos he sent many times, and then silently saved them.

If I want to talk to him, I went to QQ to chat with him as soon as possible and congratulated him on his graduation. Unfortunately, he never replied again.

For someone who doesn't want to reply to your messages, they won't reply anyway. Gu Xiaoyu suddenly became a little lost, and even forgot the sadness of parting between classmates on the day he left school.

When I got to the place where I worked, I felt so uncomfortable, I desperately thought about every lovely classmate, and I wanted to talk to them well.

So, Gu Xiaoyu cheered up and sent an email to every classmate, telling seemingly relaxed and somewhat sad words, looking forward to the reply from his classmates, but he was afraid that he was too sensational, and felt contrived, and after sending it, he would rather the other party didn't see it.

Gu Xiaoyu's contradiction affected the mood of the whole weekend, and the sense of relief after the hair was not reduced much, but more of a faint worry about the work that was about to be on the right track in the future.

During the internship, I experienced the sophistication of human feelings, and I only felt tired in the midst of intrigues. I just want to find a shell and read a book quietly inside.

Gu Xiaoyu is really a person who is not good at expressing himself. Some stories retreated before they could start, and some things they wanted to chase were always unreminded, trapped and dominated by laziness, Gu Xiaoyu felt that life was very meaningless.

How can a person who has forgotten the way he came come to reach a distant place, Gu Xiaoyu lacks a kind of confidence in doing things now, becomes frustrated, and becomes unclear about his position.

Then I was at a loss, and I lost myself. Gu Xiaoyu knows in her heart that there is no pure friendship in the workplace anymore, but she will still maintain a closeness as if she were nothing.

Seeing that everyone worked so hard, Gu Xiaoyu was indifferent, this is the most terrifying. The university has been abandoned for too long, I don't know why Gu Xiaoyu has degenerated into this, when he was supposed to work hard, he always thought about things that were not nutritious.

Then I was intoxicated and couldn't extricate myself. Maybe it's such a person, Gu Xiaoyu has become unable to love life, is weak, and doesn't want to do anything.

Others trouble her with one thing, she also pushes back, interpersonal relationships are tense, knowing that she can never be a good friend again, Gu Xiaoyu is actually still a little uncomfortable, the best people often need to endure loneliness, and the power of loneliness is what Gu Xiaoyu needs most now.

You don't have to eat together, you don't have to go to the supermarket together, you don't have to go back to the dormitory together, you don't need to be urged by everyone, but you follow your own footsteps to reach distant places.

You need to balance work and study, you need to excel in everything you do, not make excuses, in fact, there really is no excuse to find success, you can prove it with results.

Gu Xiaoyu cheered himself up, he had to get up early to exercise, he had to go to read a book early, he had to return late to get familiar with the business, he had to finish his work quickly, he had to be good at expressing himself, he had to know what he needed, he had to believe in himself, he had to overcome laziness, he had to overcome temptation, he had to bear the kindness of others, he had to learn to be lonely, and he had to bear the unbearable weight of life.

Gu Xiaoyu has too many things to do, to exercise, to learn Cantonese well, to save money, to learn to control his emotions, to learn to talk to his heart.

Gu Xiaoyu tried to find what he really needed in his heart, Gu Xiaoyu wanted to change, an ugly duckling's summer has undergone transformation, I want to see how beautiful it is.