Chapter 3: Gu Xiaoyu's Spell
When Gu Xiaoyu lost him, it happened to be the final exam, and his heart was in a mess, but he still had to force himself to prepare for the exam seriously. In the last few days of review time, Gu Xiaoyu always thought of him uncontrollably, and then looked at his roommate and didn't have any desire to talk. So he ran to the dormitory next door, where he cried to himself. The student next door who was crying was very flustered and inexplicable, and after crying once, Gu Xiaoyu was in a better mood. I can read books again, although I haven't read much.
Gu Xiaoyu is actually a dedicated person from the heart, and she can't forget him, but so what? Gu Xiaoyu still accepted the pursuit of someone she didn't like. How so? Gu Xiaoyu felt that she was too stupid, and would rather have someone she liked than like herself, and felt that she was very tired of loving it, so she wanted to try to accept someone who liked her. Speaking of this, in fact, Gu Xiaoyu was a little frustrated, this person still knew her first boyfriend before she met her, but she didn't feel anything, and there was no progress. This is not just out of love, it is very uncomfortable, and then I easily accepted this boy. This boy is called Mr. H for the time being, he looks actually quite ugly, but he doesn't necessarily like Gu Xiaoyu. may be lonely, and there is a lot of possibility of finding Gu Xiaoyu for a date. It's a pity that Gu Xiaoyu is stupid and doesn't understand anything, so he just wants to find someone to heal. Now I feel that Gu Xiaoyu's approach is very wrong, but she also knows that she is lost, and every time she compares it, she still finds that her first boyfriend is really good to her, so this healing has become another injury. In Gu Xiaoyu's eyes, this boy really has no fun at all except for bragging, he won't buy anything for her, he won't invite her to watch movies, it seems to be very bitter, and he can't give up anything. The second time was when Gu Xiaoyu invited him to dinner, only Gu Xiaoyu naively thought that he had returned the favor, the last time his classmates came over and found him with a stranger to borrow a student card, and then they met. After meeting him at the door of the library, he followed him all the way to the seventh floor before he plucked up the courage to tell him that he wanted to borrow a campus card. The boy naturally doesn't have a good impression of this girl who is not good-looking, at most, Gu Xiaoyu is self-righteous and human, which makes the boy misunderstand. In the end, it developed into an embarrassing situation of being together casually, so that the quick breakup did not make Gu Xiaoyu sad.
In fact, what Gu Xiaoyu couldn't stand the most was that one day someone suddenly added her WeChat, and after she agreed, she was inexplicably insulted and intimidated, which made Gu Xiaoyu panic instantly. I suddenly felt like I was the third party of Mr. H.,In fact, we weren't together at that time.,I can't stand it when I suddenly receive this.。 I went to ask Mr. H what was going on, but unfortunately he always flickered, Gu Xiaoyu felt that this person was really hypocritical, but fortunately, he was divided. Later, it was almost two years later, and it was very embarrassing to meet, when Gu Xiaoyu was interning, he went to look for her, and asked Gu Xiaoyu where she was in front of her? He even forgot what she looked like, although Gu Xiaoyu was angry, he didn't plan to pay attention to him, why bother him if he felt that there were dispensables, but later he chatted and said that Gu Xiaoyu's acne on his face made Gu Xiaoyu almost blow up. Gu Xiaoyu muttered in her heart, why? How handsome you are again, you don't feel anything else except that you feel very ugly and old. Later, Gu Xiaoyu ignored it, and the matter passed. Gu Xiaoyu and Mr. H's confused past has passed. Anyway, Gu Xiaoyu didn't feel at ease, and later Mr. H would also ask Gu Xiaoyu for a phone number on QQ, although Gu Xiaoyu was soft-hearted, he didn't give it, and it was very bad to know that he wanted a number for no reason.
Gu Xiaoyu changed majors in her sophomore year, changed to a new dormitory, and had new roommates. In fact, Gu Xiaoyu is a very difficult person to befriend, so she has very few friends. I had a good friend in junior high school, but the other party didn't treat her as a friend, so I was very sad. I finally got along with a good friend in high school, but I didn't have much contact with me in college, so I felt that the relationship was a little weaker. When I got to college, I made a good friend, and I wanted to do everything together, and I could do it together. There are very few new professional boys, and Gu Xiaoyu feels that she may not be in love. But it's true. There really is no boy who likes her anymore, she has become a girl with a pimple-riddled face, a super high forehead and a bit of a weird temper. She doesn't know why it's like this, anyway, no boy confesses to her anymore, but she's also used to being alone.
The other three people in the dormitory had boyfriends, and they broke up and made another one. Only she has been single all along. It's not because her heart is like ashes and she doesn't have illusions about love, it's just that she doesn't know how hard to work, it seems that boys chased her before. Later, there was a class where a handsome teaching assistant made her heart pound. He lived up to all her visions. She cheekily asked her classmates for his WeChat, she blushed and asked him for difficult problems, she didn't even dare to look at her, at that time she chatted with him every day until late. Until she tactfully asked him if he had a girlfriend, but unfortunately she did. Then Gu Xiaoyu flinched, she was not strong enough to snatch someone else's boyfriend. Therefore, in the later chat, Gu Xiaoyu was happy but also disappointed, she had to try to comfort him and help him come up with ideas when they quarreled, she was really stupid at that time, but she felt very happy, because there was a person she liked was very happy. Later, she finally mustered up the courage to confess to him, but that confession burst out all her courage, and then she kept restraining herself from going to him, and then she really did it, but she was not happy, but she was not too sad, and she felt that it was a very good memory. A year later, the teaching assistant got married to his girlfriend after graduating from graduate school, and he felt quite happy. It's just that to Gu Xiaoyu's surprise, his other half is not the kind of beauty that is very beautiful, just a slightly chubby woman, and she looks very ordinary.
After Gu Xiaoyu and the teaching assistant turned the page, he really felt that he should be single for a long time. No matter what Valentine's Day, no one accompanies her, gives her flowers and chocolates. Although someone gave chocolate later, it didn't work out in the end, or I couldn't cultivate at home, or I lacked too much self to let the boys appreciate it.
After the roommate changed to a new boyfriend, he introduced his boyfriend's colleague to me by the way, but so what, after chatting on WeChat, the embarrassment that came to him as soon as they met instantly made him and Gu Xiaoyu not want to talk more. Gu Xiaoyu gave the boy milk, she herself was reluctant to buy such good milk to drink, and then the boy went to Hong Kong to buy her a box of chocolates, and she was as happy as anything. It's a pity that Gu Xiaoyu really has too little experience, after all, he is a person in society, and he can see through it at a glance with a few catties and taels, and when he saw him in the past, he lost a business, so there is nothing to say. His paranoia and his liking for pet cats made Gu Xiaoyu particularly depressed, so when he returned to Xi'an in order to find a cat, she was a little cautious in her speech. In fact, Gu Xiaoyu was a little afraid of these furry animals, the green eyes that he saw at home when he was a child were particularly shining in the dark night, leaving an indelible impression on Gu Xiaoyu. still remembers that he talked to her about games, although Gu Xiaoyu didn't like any games, she still went to Baidu seriously. Anyway, he didn't contact him later, he also quickly got a girlfriend, maybe he really rushed to get married, Gu Xiaoyu is not a suitable person to marry.
Every time Gu Xiaoyu was looking forward to it, and then disappointed. She gradually became numb, feeling that no matter how hard she tried, no one looked down on her, and once suspected that she was gay. This is a bit abrupt, but it's just a guess, and it turns out that Gu Xiaoyu is not interested in girls anymore.
Gu Xiaoyu had a feeling of waking up from a dream that he knew the current Mr. Z, and they were introduced by a colleague on a blind date. It's a pity that even though Gu Xiaoyu dressed up well with the help of his colleagues, he didn't satisfy Mr. Z. I added it because I don't know what to talk about. However, Gu Xiaoyu has always been chatting with him, and she feels that this time she is completely on her own. This is really very encouraged, from a real case of a colleague who has been particularly nice to her. Anyway, as soon as Gu Xiaoyu thought of giving up in her heart, that enthusiastic colleague would ask her Have you tried to understand him? Then Gu Xiaoyu sent him WeChat as if nothing had happened. It's always her who takes the initiative, she knows that he doesn't like her, and it's always him talking when they meet twice for dinner, she has nothing to say, and the scene is very embarrassing for a while. Then it was more embarrassing to watch the movie later. For this reason, I almost quarreled in WeChat. It's okay to just say it like this, Gu Xiaoyu feels that it's good to have someone who can point out his shortcomings, at least there is a direction for change. Later, every other day or a few days in a row, Gu Xiaoyu talked to him. But he also confessed frankly that Gu Xiaoyu had regarded him as a task before, and felt that he had to be with him. But when I seriously communicated the feelings of both parties, I found that I didn't like him that much. Just felt filial piety and politeness, which captured Gu Xiaoyu's heart. Gu Xiaoyu is still a little superficial, or she is just looking for a marriage partner. So some are in a hurry. But fortunately, she knew that she didn't have that kind of heart-pounding feeling for Mr. Z, so she was at ease, and she let go of the fact that she always needed to take the initiative herself, and she felt that it was nothing. also generously wished the other party to find someone he liked as soon as possible, saying that Gu Xiaoyu really felt a lot more relaxed, it seemed that he really regarded him as a task.