Xiuxiu...... Xiuxiu......

He had never called me in such a soft and deep tone.

I came out of the back house and met Song Zhiyi, who came to look for me, and I could see that he was very worried about me, so I smiled and asked him, "Is Liang Shixiu really pregnant?" ”

Song Zhiyi said in a low voice: "Yesterday, the Liang family sent someone to send some of her things over, and I saw some things that were safe for the fetus, so I sneaked to the Liang Mansion to have a look." ”

"How long?"

"Three months, I don't know."

I nodded, looked at Song Zheyi's half-white green silk, and said sorry to him.

"It's nothing, it's been like this for a long time, but I don't want people to see it, now that there is a pillow person, it will be seen after all, and there is no need to hide it."

Pillow man, how sarcastic.

I said, "If you are not satisfied with this marriage, you can quit." ”

Although I know that Song Zhiyi will not easily withdraw from this marriage, except for the fact that Liang Shixiu is pregnant, the church is over, and he has no reason to withdraw from the marriage, but if Liang Shixiu is pregnant, maybe I will be even more embarrassed.

Song Zhiyi hugged me from behind, after I got married, unless there was a difficulty, he never hugged me again, I suddenly felt a little sour at the tip of my nose, because I suddenly missed a little when I was a child, carefree and waiting to grow up, at that time how much I looked forward to growing up, how much I looked forward to stepping into this muddy water as soon as possible, and experienced the calamity happily, I didn't know at that time, the tribulation turned out to be really bitter.

He said: "I will not let her give birth to the child, for you, I can do anything, sleep ......"

Song Zhiyi called me in a low voice, lower than the "Xiuxiu" that Li sighed, in the end, Song Zhiyi loved me the most, and Li Si's rhetoric was all to coax me to play.

Back to the Second Prince's Mansion, I stood by the pond and thought for a long time, the spring water is civilized, there is no wind and no waves, the pond water is as quiet as a mirror, I watched quietly, and saw that a few months ago when it was frozen, Li Si pushed me with an ice cart, and circled around the pool, the snow fell so hard that day, I pointed to the red carp swimming around in the ice, and said to him: "You look at our relationship, like water and fish, you can't live without me." Li Si sneered and retorted, "Without you, this king is still pure." ”

It turns out that he has always liked purity like this, so he likes a quiet woman like Liang Shixiu who only loves to sing poetry?

Then, he took me out of Beijing, gave me wind and snow, gave me earthly pleasures, gave me small bridges and flowing water, and gave me love and affection.

I never think that those are fake, I have always secretly hoped that Li Si can give me a reasonable explanation, maybe he did too many good things and was backlashed, and he deliberately wanted to push me away. Then I will tell him, relax, after this life has passed, we still have many, many years, tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of years to slowly understand each other's minds, life is in a hurry, there is no need to rush.

I stood by the pond for a long time, and the pictures in my memory were clear frame by frame, until it was dark and the night wind blew the mirror-like water surface, and I felt that my eyes hurt very much, so I went to Li Si's room and sat in the dark and waited for him.

When Li Si came back, he had a slight smell of alcohol, it turned out that he didn't have the habit of lighting the lamp, after closing the door, he chose a random place, and sat down tiredly with his forehead on his forehead, he didn't notice me, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

I opened my mouth and asked, "When?" ”

Li Si suddenly looked in my direction, as if he was a little surprised.

"When did you and Liang Shixiu start?"

Li Si sank slightly, and said lightly, "It was an accident." ”

"Heh, accident, don't say that you recognize the wrong person and take her for me."

"Not really."

"That is, she took the initiative to dedicate herself, and you didn't refuse?"

"Yes, I didn't refuse."

Yes, why did he refuse, he is a dignified son, and he will still be the prince and the son of heaven in the future, how can there be only one woman in that kind of identity, not to mention that at that time, he did not have a woman.

I said, "Can't you tell me the truth?" ”

"Tell you, you might kill her."

I stood up on the small table in annoyance, clenched the folding fan in my hand, walked to him step by step, looked at the words at the bottom of the fan, and looked into his eyes, "In your eyes, I am such a person, I can't tolerate a grain of sand, and I will let him die if I am unhappy?" What have I done, let you look down on me like this, since I married into the Second Prince's Mansion for many years, there has been a death in this mansion, I don't like to put on a compassionate face, but you touch your conscience, I Su Mianmian can not bear you? I look forward to your early death every day, I have so many opportunities, can I really hurt you once? ”

"That's because it's not yet time for you to want me dead."

I gave him a slap in the face, after giving, my tears fell down, I hated myself, hated my duplicity, I was reluctant to let him die, even if he had made me so angry that I vomited blood today, I was reluctant to let him die, he didn't know, after returning from a trip, he began to vomit blood, I was often vomiting blood, and the people around me only thought I was morning sickness, and no one found out.

Once the Dimensity Roulette wheel is opened, anyone who wants to go against it will be counterattacked. In those days, I couldn't help but think, how to steal a cent of heaven's will, how to make Li Si not have to die, every time I thought about it, I vomited blood, and the more I thought about it, the more I vomited.

But what was he doing at that time? He's writing sour poems, he's hunting wild food!

I have never suffered such a grievance in my life, I am a god, and I can't stand such a grievance. I said, "Take the child out of Liang Shixiu's belly, don't force me to do it myself." ”

Li sighed and pursed his lips, obviously not wanting to agree.

I stared at him, at his solemn face in the dark, this face was already very familiar, so familiar that it was so pleasing to the eye that it was as uncomfortable not looking at it for a day as if I hadn't eaten, I couldn't bear it, I couldn't bear to look at the eyes of other women, I couldn't bear this soft and deep lips calling her people's milk names.

So I had a bold idea, and when I came up with this idea, the fist in Li Si's sleeve couldn't help but clench, and he was a little nervous, frowning slightly, and asked me what I wanted to do.

I approached, sat down on top of him, and hooked the placket of his shirt with a small fan, so that it was loose and loose, revealing a delicate and tight chest.

I gently scraped his skin over and over again with my fan, and said with a smile, "What am I going to do, guess what." ”

"Let go of me."

"Ah, you can't move."

I was a little surprised, and said innocently: "Don't you know spells, untie them yourself, I was very shallow when I was an immortal, but now that I am a mortal, the Dao is even more rusty, and it should be easy to unravel." ”

Li sighed or said, "Let go of me!" ”

Let go? The old lady's mana will recover a little bit today, and if you don't do it, it won't be easy to use tomorrow, how can you let him go easily if she catches him this time.

I didn't, I continued to hook his clothes with a small fan, but unfortunately I never asked Yanyan for the skills of wide clothes, and the hook was not sultry, and it took a long time to remove half of his clothes, revealing the whole textured shoulders and arms.

"Let me guess, when Liang Shixiu dedicated herself to you, was this what she looked like? She's so gentle, she must be very good at untying her clothes, what about you, can you do her own thing, or do you pestle like now, and let her perform by herself? ”

Li Si's lips were still tightly pursed, and I pulled his clothes down again, revealing his entire upper body. I know he's not cold, but when the night wind hits the window lattice, I still feel his skin shrink slightly, and I can't even bear to let him get a little cold, but he uses this body that can only be used to hug me, and hugs others naked.

I hated to give him two whips, but that would have seemed like I might have some special hobby, so I had to lie on his shoulder and bite down that piece of intact skin, which made Li sigh and groan in pain, and bit until I tasted blood in my mouth. But I'm still not angry.

I'm really angry, I think I can only relieve my anger by eating him, but he's so big, I can't eat it, what the hell am I going to do to erase those traces, those traces of his lingering intersection with people.

I could only hold him tightly, so tight that I wanted to put my arms into his flesh, I also bit my lips tightly, I couldn't control a voice in my head, Li Si is mine, it can only be mine, I never want to share it with anyone, whether he lives or dies, it can only be for me.

So I hugged him madly, comforted myself madly, what I hugged was mine, Li Si is mine at this moment!

Li sighed and moved, I don't know if it was Jiang Neng moved, or in fact, my little mana couldn't suppress him at all, he didn't push me away, he picked me up in this position, and walked to the side of the bed step by step, and put the two of us on the bed together.

He didn't say a word, he didn't have any expression on his face, he personally helped me through the most tangled level of my life, and then he still didn't say a word, left me in the room, put on a single coat and walked out.

I lay on the bed, looking at the blurred bed, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh, I finally betrayed the original intention of reincarnation, I fell in love with someone, someone who could endure and endure no matter what he did to me.

I like him, even if I like him, it makes me feel like a thousand tastes stirred into a pool of bitter water, I still like him, I can't change it, and I don't want to change it.