After admitting in my heart that I was a water-based Yang Huo who saw something different, my heart became much more free. It turns out that the so-called love is nothing more than that, whether it is love for a long time or falling in love at first sight, it is just a blind eye, the desire in front of me is far more straightforward than the thoughts on the horizon, no matter how I try to recall Bai Jinghong's face, in the end, it is Li sigh that lingers in my mind.

I once went to heaven and earth for Bai Jinghong, and I was sure that no matter in the past life or the next life, I would live for him, if I betrayed these, I would be extremely ashamed of it, and when I did betray it, I knew that the wind passed through the ears and the flowers flowed, and the heart flowed in the red dust, and it was not so shameful.

I am very calm, calm to the point of passivity, so negative that I no longer actively think about the things that have gone through the calamity, since there is a providence in the dark, why should I bother to spend time and effort, after all, I am just a fool.

I go to see Li Si every day, he is very busy, busy taking advantage of his emperor Lao Tzu's poor health and not yet dead, holding the court little by little, Li Si is not like this in the script, Li Si in the script can't stay by Su Mianmian's side for twelve hours a day, and he has never been interested in politics, so he was later killed by Song Zhiyi, in the world, it is not a pity at all, Li Si in the script is too benevolent, always with great compassion, reluctant to resent, reluctant to hurt people, and indeed can't be a good monarch.

So when I stood in the misty early morning with the spring breeze, watching Li Si walk out of the majestic palace step by step, talking and laughing with the officials of the next dynasty or-for-tat, seeing his gold and jade, and seeing his complacent ambition, I felt that I had never changed in the matter of looking at a man's vision.

In order to be able to look at him more, I developed the habit of getting up early, Li Si didn't like me to pick him up, but he still had to give me face in front of hundreds of officials, mainly to give my father face.

I didn't speak, but got into the carriage and sat quietly beside him, and though the atmosphere was often stiff, it was better to sit together than to be able to sit together.

But Li Si thought that I was torturing him, and he said, "From tomorrow onwards, you don't have to take this king to the next dynasty." ”

He has said this many times, but I don't listen, Yanyan said that liking is presumptuous, I like him, but he doesn't like me, if I don't dare to be presumptuous, it's too bad to treat myself. When I returned to the Second Prince's Mansion, he would always avoid me, and only at this time, in order not to publicize the family affairs, he would sit with me all the way without arguing or arguing.

Sometimes I will use spells to stretch this path longer and longer until my body can't stand it anymore and then I will lift the spell. And these boring techniques, Bai Jinghong didn't teach me when I was in the Fairy Trail Forest, and I learned that when I like someone, many things will be self-taught.

I didn't speak, and Li sighed and said, "Don't make me look so well-behaved, this king knows what you're thinking?" ”

"Huh? So what do you think I'm thinking? ”

"I made these changes just because I want this king to pity you."

I laughed, "What pity do I have, I didn't get your heart, or I didn't get your person, even if I didn't get your heart, you are so unpredictable, can other women get it, since no one can get it, at least I still have your people, you know, as long as I have a mind, you can only sit there and commit obediently without doing anything, aren't you also very happy at that time?" ”

Li sighed and scolded me for being shameless.

It's shameless again, I don't know if he remembers, I told him that someone once scolded me for being shameless, and then he slept with me. In this way, the person who scolds me for being shameless is afraid that he is very fond of this shamelessness.

Later, Li Si simply moved out to live, saying that by the way, he was urging the construction of the East Palace and wanted to renovate it inside and out. I didn't go with it, because my health was getting worse and worse, and the hematemesis had been seen by Xiaoyu, she was very worried about me, so I could only go to the Southern Demon Demon, who looked at me, didn't need to check the pulse, stared at my bulging belly and asked how long.

"It should have been half a year."

"I'm not asking about the pillow, I'm asking how long you've really been pregnant?"

Ah, I protected her with spiritual power, and she could see that her tail had indeed grown. I took out the pillow in my stomach and put it aside, touched my lower abdomen, which had not yet changed, and said, "It's just the matter of the past two months, and it just happens to be covered by this pillow, and even Xiaoyu won't know if you don't say it." ”

"And then, what are you going to do?"

"Follow fate, if you can be born, you will be born, and if you can't be born, you should indeed be pregnant with a pillow."

"You're not going to tell him?"

Tell Li Si? The ghost knows what he's planning, maybe he will stab me twice in the stomach, and besides, the script says that he can't be born, and there is a high probability that he can't be born, and telling him that it is one person's bad luck that becomes two people's bad luck, and it can't be drawn.

In short, the tribulation is my own business, and I will not tell anyone about it related to the tribulation.

The Southern Demon frowned, "No wonder your body is so bad, I thought it was really because of the backlash." ”

I didn't do anything hurtful, after vomiting blood, I was also very well-behaved, the round house should be pregnant, there is no reason to suffer any more backlash, the poor health is because I don't want to be discovered, and I am afraid that this child will be short-lived, and every bit of spiritual power recovered recently has been sent into the stomach.

But my physical body is a mortal fetus, it can't bear such consumption, and it's normal to be a little weak.

I said: "I have a sense of proportion, now I use my own essence and blood to keep it, if one day I really can't keep it, I also know that I don't have to worry about the truth of running out of firewood, and I won't toss myself to death." ”

The Southern Demon said it was better to be like this.

If you don't follow what the script says, intentionally or unintentionally, you will really have to suffer another backlash.

"And when exactly are you going to tell him?"

"When he comes to ask me, he asks me and I say that if he doesn't ask, I'll take it as if it's none of his business."

If I can be lucky enough to keep this fetus, when Liang Shixiu is born over there, Li Si will probably let me play a childbirth scene for him, and then hold Liang Shixiu's child and say that I gave birth, and then I will take off the pillow and show him a real big belly, and I will shock him to death, it is very exciting to think about it.

The Southern Demon thought I was sick, but he still promised to help me keep it a secret, and came over every now and then to teach me how to use my spiritual power more freely.

After that, the Heavenly Family confirmed Li Yuan's death, and the Dayue Emperor who was nested in the sickbed was also announced by the imperial doctor that he was not long dead, but now he will be Li Si as the crown prince, which inevitably seems too hasty, after all, he has been a fool for nearly 20 years, and he has not yet gotten rid of the impression of a fool in the hearts of the people outside the imperial city.

It's very simple to say this thing from the mouth of the minister, just send a few young generals who are behind the pot, quarrel with those Hu Tartars at the border pass, and then make an appointment, fight, trigger a small-scale team battle, and then send Li Si over, pretend to beat him twice, give General Hu Tarzi some benefits, and talk about peace in a vague way, and the matter is over.

Concubine Niangniang was still not worried about Li Si's safety, and sent Song Zhiyi to guard her, but the two cousins didn't know who smoked the wind first on the road, saying that General Hu Tarzi was a traitor to the country for glory, rape and plunder, and life was a scourge, so it was better to simply screw the dog's head off for him this time. And they made a bet, if whoever unscrews the bad general's dog head first, who will have to give his wife to the other party unconditionally, I think most of this bad idea was proposed by Li Si, but I don't understand why Song Zhiyi, such a steady person, just agreed.

At the time of this bet, there were many sergeants present to testify, but the sergeants felt that they were talking nonsense, and the plans for the trip had been arranged, and no one really took the war to heart.

So on the first night of arriving at the border pass, neither of the two generals went to the meeting to direct tomorrow's brawl, but both went to the enemy camp and were both imprisoned.

The general Hu Tarzi found that such a good thing fell from the sky, and after arresting Li Si, he was ready to make a big accusation to the Emperor Dayue, and the Emperor Dayue was reluctant to lose another son, but what a heroic woman the concubine was, she insisted that her son would never be fine, and this expedition was for meritorious service, and he could not be so embarrassed, so he asked Emperor Dayue to immediately call Subei Mansion to send troops and go to the border to cut the son of a bitch.

Emperor Dayue believed in the evil of Concubine Shu, and issued a military order to order Subei Mansion to send troops, I also know about this, in the script, Subei Mansion swept the Tartars in this expedition, but Subei Hou did not survive until the day of the triumphant request, and was plotted to die in the barracks.

Naturally, it was Concubine Shu who plotted against him, because Concubine Shu had to take the credit back from Li Si, but the perpetrator was Song Zheyi, and Song Zheyi framed Li Si for this matter, which led to the complete break between Subei Mansion and the Li family of the Heavenly Family.

That's what the script says, and I can't tell what the actual situation will be.

The script has come to this point, and there is not much left, I should be glad that it is, but my father is going to die, and that is my own father.

I tried to use sleep to obscure the guilt of not being able to save myself, telling myself that although the Marquis of Su Bei had killed countless people in this life, he had actually accumulated a lot of yin virtue, and he would be full of blessings in his next life, and it would be a good thing to die early and be born early.

The southern demon turned into a ball at night, rolled under the bed and called me, "Fairy, I am in so much pain, I seem to be dying......"