19 Redemption

Lu Sheng and Du Yalin have been separated for two months, and the other classmates saw that the two of them had no eye contact and daily contact during this time, and they felt something was wrong at first, but then slowly understood.

Du Yalin calculated the time he had been with Lu Sheng, less than a year, 235 days, how short, it was a ridiculous and sad number. The 235-day love period, if you had known that it was so short, you would have saved a little.

In the two months after the breakup, she resisted the urge not to call or send messages to Lu Sheng countless times, and she always expected Lu Sheng to take the initiative to save her.

In the past two months, she has also been constantly reflecting, why did she break up with Lu Sheng? The answer she came to in her heart was that she had let the relationship end from beginning to end.

Du Yalin thought that she was too ridiculous, she was arguing with her mother at the time, how could she be angry and say to her mother that Lu Sheng was a gangster, Lu Sheng was different, he was a very attractive boy.

She also felt that the reason for her breakup at that time was too capricious, how could she be so determined that her mother's misfortune would be repeated to her? Even if she will be frightened by Lu Sheng's fight, even if her mother will oppose it (at this time, Du Yalin has already put aside her revenge), but when she is with Lu Sheng, the sweetness and pleasure in her heart have long outweighed those.

Lu Sheng didn't come to him, she felt lost, but it didn't matter, she decided to go to Lu Sheng, put aside those thoughts that bound her, put aside her pride and even self-esteem, and did not hesitate. This is the proof of Du Yalin's deep love for land life.

Du Yalin sent a message to Lu Sheng and asked him to meet him at the bubble tea shop. Lu Sheng did not refuse.

Du Yalin arrived at the bubble tea shop in advance. Before Lu Sheng came, Du Yalin had always been nervous, she had written a draft before this, and prepared a thousand words to confide in Lu Sheng, but after coming here, her mind was blank and she couldn't think of a word.

Lu Sheng arrived at the agreed place on time.

"Do you have anything to do with me?"

Du Yalin stammered for a moment, and finally plucked up her courage and said, "Lu Sheng, do you remember this place?" This is the bubble tea shop we stayed in that day, and this is the table and chair we sat on that day,...... Although I can't turn back time and undo the things I regret doing, I hope that we can change what we have done in the same place...... I'm sorry, but I take back what I said earlier...... Can we go back to the way things were? ”

Lu Sheng was silent for a moment, "I'm sorry." ”

"Why? Don't you like me? Or is it ...... Are you already in love with someone else? Du Yalin was a little emotional, raised her voice, and the appearance of Yi Nan appeared in her mind.

"Arlinn, I wouldn't fall in love with someone so easily, and I wouldn't forget someone so easily......"

"Then you still have me in your heart, and you still like me, right?" Du Yalin was emotional.

"No, I don't like you anymore, but you're still a friend I care about."

"Friends?" Du Yalin squeezed out a wry smile, and after a while, she said with a crying voice, "Lu Sheng, what if I plead with you?" Du Yalin eagerly grabbed Lu Sheng's hand on the table.

Lu Sheng was surprised, he broke free of Du Yalin's hand, "Arlinn, you have always been optimistic in my heart, this expired relationship is not worthy of you." ”

Du Yalin became more and more uncomfortable when she listened, "Actually, I'm not optimistic...... Lu Sheng, do you think that if I hanged myself, you thought I was swinging there optimistically, but you didn't realize that I was about to die...... Do you know? After breaking up with you, I have been regretting and suffering, I have found that I like you very much, I can't lose you......" Du Yalin sobbed and wiped her tears with the back of her hand.

"I'm sorry, I can't." Lu Sheng took a few tissues on the table and handed them to Du Yalin, Du Yalin didn't answer, he put the tissues on the table in front of her.

Du Yalin never used a tissue to wipe away her tears, letting the tears burst the embankment, and Lu Sheng's few words of "I'm sorry" made her feel the pain that she would never forget.

Lu Sheng turned his head to look at the bustling crowd outside the standing window, he didn't want to see Du Yalin crying, he was afraid that he would feel deeper guilt.

After Lu Sheng waited for Du Yalin to calm down, he said goodbye to Du Yalin and left the bubble tea shop. Du Yalin sat in the bubble tea shop for a long time, forget it if she can't get it back, for a moment, Du Yalin was relieved, but when she turned her head, her heart was still like a knife, and she still couldn't give up Lu Sheng.

Whether it is meeting the wrong person at the right time, or meeting the right person at the wrong time, or meeting the wrong person at the wrong time, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that its end will be the beginning of another relationship for you, so that you can meet the right person at the right time after going through thousands of mountains and rivers, don't be depressed, don't be timid, don't regret, don't regret, time will make us forget all the past, start again, as long as you have a courage.

I hope Du Yalin can understand that some people don't belong to themselves, and it's not bad to meet them, so you don't have to be persistent.

Dejected, she returned home and locked the door.

She lay on the bed, buried her face in the pillow, suppressed her crying, and began to cry.

Du Yi knew that Du Yalin was out of love, because Du Yalin looked lost and depressed when she came home every day. Du Yi was happy for Du Yalin and felt sorry for her at the same time.

Du Yi stood at Du Yalin's door, heard a faint whimper from inside, raised his hand and wanted to knock on the door, but his hand slowly lowered again, wanting to say a few words of comfort, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't say anything, and he couldn't think of what to say.

It would be nice if I could be as honest as other mothers would say to her, "Mom will always be the one who loves you the most," Du Yi thought.

Maybe her comfort would disgust her.

Du Yalin's association with the gangsters really inspired Du Yi's helplessness and panic. Maybe she is prejudiced against gangsters, and she is afraid that her daughter, like herself, has an unsuitable relationship with an unsuitable person in adolescence, and this unsuitable relationship is destined to end in tragedy, and the deeper the love, the deeper the hurt.

The love affair in adolescence is the purest, it has nothing to do with interests, it has nothing to do with lust It has nothing to do with the bride price and dowry of marriage between adults, only two fiery hearts are attracted to each other, and sparks are produced after the collision, therefore, it is obligatory and will not let you look forward and backward. However, in the love of youth, how many can walk hand in hand into the palace of happy marriage, most of them let go halfway and start their next relationship, how easy it is to talk about a love without breaking up. The road is long, and you can search for love until you find the right person.

There are two sides to everything, and adolescent love can heal or destroy a person.

At that time, Du Yi was desperate for love, and in the end he suffered a love affair, and he broke his head and bled and regretted it.

Some time ago, the psychiatrist said to Du Yi: "Your daughter is in adolescence and is prone to rebellion. In fact, in your heart, you still love your daughter, you are just influenced by someone and don't want to face it. Your relationship is still strained, and if your relationship is not handled well at this stage, it will be serious, and it will greatly affect the child's daily life, interpersonal communication, and even the entire school. As a mother, you have to defeat the demons in your heart, take the first step bravely, break the barrier between you and your daughter, and be brave enough to communicate with your daughter, which is the greatest help for you and your daughter. ”

During this time, Du Yi tried to muster up the courage to face Du Yalin every day, and wanted to communicate with her calmly, but that courage quickly deflated like a deflated balloon. Even now that Du Yalin has fallen out of love, she doesn't have the courage to comfort her, which makes Du Yi feel frustrated.

Du Yi no longer goes out early and returns late, and no longer hides from Du Yalin. Although the atmosphere was awkward when the two were alone, Du Yi was willing to endure the suffocating air.

The next morning, Du Yi got up early to prepare a hearty breakfast, last night Du Yi was entangled in what breakfast to cook for Du Yalin, she didn't know what her daughter liked to eat, which made her feel guilty.

After she set the dishes and chopsticks, she sat quietly at the dining table, waiting for Du Yalin to get up. Du Yalin opened the door and came out, and heard Du Yi say, "Come over for breakfast after washing." ”

Although it is just a daily word in an ordinary family, it does not belong to their virtual home. Du Yalin was flattered, Du Yi's words were not indifferent, nor unfamiliar, only a little rusty.

After the two sat down to eat, they were silent.

"Can you go with me to a place today to meet someone?" Du Yi hesitated again and again, and finally said the words that had been filtered in his mind many times.

Du Yalin was shocked, and forgot to swallow everything in her mouth. Du Yi actually spoke to himself calmly in a pleading tone, without the indifference and disgust of the past.

Du Yalin did not refuse.

Du Yi took Du Yalin to a private psychological clinic. Du Yalin was puzzled, not knowing why.

As soon as they entered, the middle-aged female doctor sitting at the desk immediately stood up to greet them, and said with a look of surprise on her face, "Finally, you are Arlinn, you are so beautiful." ”

Du Yalin faintly felt that something was wrong, how could this psychiatrist know herself?

The doctor told the two to sit down, and Du Yi pulled Du Yalin to the sofa, Du Yalin's uneasiness widened, and she shook off Du Yi's hand.

"I'm mentally fine, I don't need to see it, it's you who is sick, I'm leaving!" Du Yalin thought that Du Yi had taken her to see a psychiatrist, and she was furious.

"Yes, I'm the one who is sick!" Du Yi was emotional.

Du Yalin stopped and turned her head to look at Du Yi in confusion, Du Yi gasped for breath and her eyes were hazy with tears.

"Can you give me a chance? Understand me, okay? Du Yi said in a trembling voice.

Du Yi has been pleading with Du Yalin today.

The doctor stood aside, looking at the mother and daughter tormenting each other, shaking his head and sighing.

……

After coming out of the clinic, Du Yalin still hadn't recovered from the doctor's words. She was shocked and couldn't accept the fact that the doctor said for a while. She didn't know how to face Du Yi, but in her heart, her resentment towards Du Yi was not so strong, and maybe she had a little more sympathy and pity for Du Yi in her heart.

The improvement of the relationship is not something that can be achieved overnight, because the relationship has lasted too long and needs to be repaired slowly and carefully in order to fill the gaps, repair the cracks, and finally make good changes.