18 Cherish the people around you
"Do you know how tormented and heartbroken I am? I can only numb my mind with a lot of busy work, so that my brain no longer thinks about you, but in the dead of night, I can't help but miss you madly. I was also forced by my mother to kiss a few times, but I couldn't look down on it, because my heart has stayed for you, and when you leave, my heart is dead, and it was difficult to turn the sea into water...... I've been back to China a few times, and I've been anxious to look for you where you used to live, but you moved away, to a place I don't know, and I asked your friends out to ask them where you had been, and they all said that you disappeared before you finished your studies...... Pepe, I feel like I can let you go...... But I still can't let it go...... Two years ago, I was thirty-eight years old, my mother saw that I had not yet started a family, she was very anxious, but she couldn't help me, and finally she told me all the things that I was looking for you back then, and asked me to pursue my own love and find you......"
"I spent two years looking for you, in these two years, I have been hoping that you are the same as me, you have not started a family, I am afraid that you will get married, I am afraid that you have already had children with others, how can no one chase a good girl like you? As scared as I am, I want to see you, I want to see that girl I'm crazy about...... I'm very glad, I'm very lucky, you didn't get married, you gave birth to a son for me, and you let your son have the same surname as me...... Pepe, how are we together? For the rest of my life, I want to continue to love you. Lu Zhiming's words were sincere and sincere, tears glistened, he stood up, walked to Lin Pei's side and hugged her.
Lin Pei couldn't cry anymore, and she nodded vigorously.
As long as you yearn for happiness in your heart and live actively and diligently, happiness will not disappoint your waiting, it will come to you one day and embrace you.
After Lu Sheng ran out, he had been walking aimlessly on the street, his face solemn. When Yi Nan saw Lu Sheng, he reflexively wanted to avoid Lu Sheng and keep his distance from Lu Sheng. Yi Nan quickly turned around, took a step or two but stopped, she found that Lu Sheng was frowning, as if he was in a bad mood.
Yi Nan hesitated in his heart for a while, and decided to quietly follow Lu Sheng. Yi Nan and Lu Sheng were separated by a distance of three or four meters, and Lu Sheng had not noticed it for the time being.
Yi Nan feels that when a person you love or cherish is in a bad mood, you don't need to rack your brains to say some comforting words, you just need to stay quietly by his side and accompany him.
The mobile phone lying in Lu Sheng's pocket vibrate.
Lu Sheng's mobile phone vibrated several times in succession, but Lu Sheng didn't answer, he knew that it must be his mother calling.
In the end, a message came from the mobile phone, Lu Sheng didn't want to care about the content of the message, probably if he asked him to go back, but he couldn't help but take out his mobile phone to read, but the content of the text message surprised Lu Sheng. Lu Sheng slowly stopped, staring at the text message for a long time.
The content of the text message is: Ah Sheng, I'm sorry, forgive me for being a ruthless mother, it's my mother who made you lose your father's love since you were a child. I didn't blame your dad for breaking up, you two are the people I love the most, and I hope you can sit down and talk about it calmly.
Lu Sheng finally knew that the gossip he heard when he was a child was groundless, and he never asked his mother for verification, because he was afraid that his mother would be sad and sad when she remembered the past.
Lu Sheng put the phone in his pocket, his eyebrows furrowed, and he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
Yi Nan cautiously followed behind Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng stopped, and she also stopped, standing there at a loss.
"Are you sure you want to stay with me like this?" Lu Sheng turned to look at Yi Nan, and the corners of his mouth hooked up an imperceptible smile.
"So you found me, haha...... How did you find mine? Yi Nan stood opposite Lu Sheng with an embarrassed face and smiled.
"There was a large glass window in the place we passed just now, and I looked at it twice because I thought it was suspicious." Lu Sheng looked at Yi Nan with a smile.
When Yi Nan heard Lu Sheng say that his behavior was suspicious, he felt embarrassed and embarrassed, his face was so hot that he could only smirk when he stood there.
Yi Nan and Lu Sheng stood on the sparsely populated street, separated by three or four meters.
"May I ask you a question?"
"Ahh Well, what's the problem? ”
"With someone who is actually a relative, but not a relative...... Awkward...... Conflict...... What to do? Lu Sheng really didn't know what words to use to describe the situation between him and Lu Zhiming. Lu Sheng has always wanted to know who his father is, and today he finally found out, he was a little surprised in his heart, but he blamed Lu Zhiming even more, although he now knew that it was his mother who proposed to Lu Zhiming to break up.
As soon as Lu Sheng finished speaking, he immediately said again, "Forget it, you didn't say it to me...... I'm gone, and you can go back quickly. Lu Sheng felt like he was asking an idiotic question.
"Lu Sheng," Yi Nan called out to him, "I think relatives should love each other and understand each other, life is short, you must learn to cherish the relatives around you, because you don't know when they will leave you, cherish the people around you...... I don't know how to resolve conflicts between relatives, you may have misunderstandings, but I believe that to try to understand each other, understanding is the most important thing. When Yi Nan said this, she thought of her deceased parents, her nose was sour, and the more she spoke, the more she wanted to cry, and finally tears overflowed her eyes.
Lu Sheng listened to Yi Nan's words, and his heart was touched. He found that he had asked a question, and Yi Nan answered it well every time. Lu Sheng looked at Yi Nan, who was suddenly immersed in sadness, a little confused. He hurriedly stepped forward and felt in his pocket, which contained only a mobile phone and money, no tissues.
Lu Sheng looked at the silly girl in front of him who was crying with red and swollen eyes and red nose, a little helpless, he raised his hand and stretched out to Yi Nan's eyes.
Yi Nan didn't understand Lu Sheng's movements, and blinked his eyes, looking dazed.
"What are you crying about? Don't cry, my sleeve will wipe your tears, wipe it. Lu Sheng's tone was very gentle.
Yi Nan was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and suddenly couldn't help but laugh.
A few crisp laughter like silver bells rang out in the deserted streets.
Yi Nan shook his head and said with a crying voice, "Thank you, it will stain your clothes," and then raised his hand to wipe the tears from his face, rubbed his red eyes, and sniffed.
Lu Sheng unnaturally put his hand down, the roots of his ears were slightly red, I don't know if it was frozen red in this cold early winter.
Neither of them noticed that at first the distance they were standing at was three or four meters, but now their distance had narrowed, and they were closer to each other, imperceptibly.
In the end, the two happily parted around the corner, said "goodbye", and went back to their homes.