Chapter 305: Confession

"At that time, I lived a very fulfilling life...... Feng Fan said.

Since coming to the United States, they have rarely had the opportunity to talk about trivial matters in life, perhaps not because they have no opportunity or time, but because they are avoiding something from each other!

Feng Fan let go of Mingyue and said with great sincerity: "...... Soon after I arrived, I was fortunate enough to find a similar job as a part-time translator for a trading company in China. I admit that at first I couldn't bear the pain of being away from you, but you will definitely not be able to control your feelings by her side', and I kept reminding myself like this, and after a long time, no matter how unbearable the pain was, it lost its original power. ”

Wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Mingyue adjusted her mood and asked cautiously: "Do you think An Yi is an obstacle between us, if it weren't for him, you and I would have been together a long time ago?" ”

"I did think so, and I said that he was braver than me, so I was convinced."

"You didn't lose, I was the one who lost."

“……”

"I guess you guessed it, I broke up with An Yi."

It's one thing to guess, it's another thing to be confirmed, Feng Fan still couldn't hide his surprise, and blurted out: "Why?" ”

Mingyue's answer was not what she asked: "I brought it up, and the reason will tell you later." Actually, An Yi is not an obstacle between you and me, even if you confess to me before him, even if I ...... I love you so much that I can't help myself, and my choice will not change. If he wasn't in M University, I wouldn't have gone there, and I wouldn't have met you. ”

"That's right, I went for An Yi, to be precise, the purpose was to have a relationship with him......"

In this way, a lot of things can be explained, why Mingyue has affection for him, but he watched him leave.

It's not that he wasn't shocked, Feng Fan also felt very hurt, he blamed himself for several months, and now he learned that he was not qualified to compete with An Yi at all, it was a big joke!

"Why would you?" So do it?

Feng Fan's voice suddenly floated from a distant place, and Mingyue's eyes suddenly dimmed, and she felt alienated.

She raised her left hand, palm facing Feng Fan, "You didn't ask me how this scar came about, haven't you never been curious?" ”

The long, narrow scar that might never be erased suddenly burst into view, and Feng Fan closed his eyes in pain, he had indeed wondered why Mingyue's left hand was always wearing exaggerated ornaments.

On the first day of the reunion, Feng Fan saw the scar on her wrist and chose not to ask, just because he understood that the color of blood often meant unbearable pain in life.

"Hehe, the attitudes of boys and girls are really different, my best friend is so surprised that it is simple for the first time, I don't want her to ask, it's a fool's dream."

Thinking of Ran Ran, Mingyue couldn't help but sigh: "She must hate me to death!" ”

"Him?" Feng Fan mistakenly thought it was An Yi.

"It doesn't matter." Mingyue went back to the topic: "Because of excessive sadness, there was a stage when I was alcoholic, so there was an accident. She winked at the frightened Feng Fan, "You must not have thought that I also have a crazy side." ”

Feng Fan was really shocked, he didn't know what kind of secret the girl in front of him had, he only knew that his so-called "understanding Mingyue" was just the tip of the iceberg!

The thunder roared and the rain did not stop.

The dark clouds pressed down, and the living room seemed to be in chaos!

"Due to the death of my boyfriend, I have been decadent for a long time, and he is the one who accompanied me to Australia as mentioned before, and this matter is also the ...... I went to M University."

From her background and growth environment, to the death of Kim Haoxi, to the grievances with An Yi, as well as the dangers she encountered, and finally the reason why she was forced to break up, Mingyue did not hide any details that she could remember......

Feng Fan seems to see Mingyue's life in his gentle narration, happy, sad, happy, and unfortunate, and it is hard to imagine what kind of psychological gap Mingyue has endured.

But he knew that if one day he had to fall from heaven to hell, many people would rather not reach the top of happiness than experience the beauty of heaven, and they would not find hell so difficult!

What kind of desperation did she have to go through to calm her as if she were telling someone else's story?