After getting along these days, Feng Fan has become accustomed to saying good morning and good night to Mingyue every day, the first thing he sees when he opens his eyes is her, and the last thing he sees when he closes his eyes is also her;

Accustomed to Mingyue seeing herself go out, you can see her when she comes back from school......

But today, he was in a mess, and Feng Fan realized that he coveted the feeling of Mingyue staying by his side, and even longed for more......

"Don't go too far alone?" muttering this sentence, Mingyue seemed to understand the meaning of it.

"Promise me, okay?"

I can't bear to break your expectations, but I shouldn't let you have more expectations! Mingyue shook Feng Fan's hand back and said softly: "I have something to say to you, and after listening to you, you will decide whether you need me to give you an answer." You sit down first, it's not something you can finish in a sentence or two. ”

Mingyue's self-loathing smile stung Feng Fan's heart, he wanted to say, I reject the things that will make you miserable!

But under Mingyue's intently gaze, Feng Fan pulled over the chair and sat beside her, and solemnly declared: "I'm not interested in those, and I don't want you to force yourself." But if you really want to say it, I'll listen to you. ”

The story is so long, where do you start?

"Do you hate me? When I chose to be with An Yi, when you first arrived in the United States and called me, my cold attitude, and ......" Mingyue recalled what she said at the beginning, "Feelings can't withstand the double destruction of distance and time, you have gone so far, to a completely unfamiliar environment, and even skin tones similar to you and me are no longer visible everywhere, how long do you think your heart can remain unchanged?" When you hear these words, you should hate me so much! "I thought I hated myself like that.

To this day, Mingyue is still haunted, no matter what the purpose, her words are hurtful enough, although Feng Fan's attitude is no different from before, but Mingyue feels that the relationship between them was once like walking on thin ice......

The dark clouds are accumulating thicker and thicker, as if pressing on Mingyue's heart, deep guilt stains her eyes, she is waiting for Feng Fan's answer, and she is also waiting for the late verdict.

"There is never a trace of blame for you, where does the hatred come from?"

Now thinking back to Mingyue's tone at that time, Feng Fan's heart will still ache faintly, but he understands her distress, after all, she was already dating An Yi at that time, compared to ......

"What I can't let go of is my own recklessness, thinking about you breaking up with An Yi, forgetting that you will be embarrassed by this......"

"Don't say that, you don't want to ...... Say so! Tears fell like rain in an instant, and the bright moon interrupted Feng Fan's "self-examination" with a painful voice: "It's me who is wrong, it's always me who ......"

The rain poured down, drowning out the sobbing cries of the bright moon.

"Don't cry, don't cry, behave, it's all over......"

Patting her on the back, Feng Fan took the trouble to soothe Mingyue who had collapsed over and over again, he looked at the rain curtain outside the window, and sighed silently, I don't want you to cry, if only tears can explain your concern, then I really would rather you ignore me.

So, please don't cry, I will feel the pain of every tear I shed for you!

Long.

Mingyue's shoulders finally stopped trembling, and her voice still carried a thick cry: "If it weren't for me, you might not have to go abroad, at least you could wait until a more appropriate time." ”

The start and holiday dates in the United States are different from those in China, and the time when Feng Fan chose to go abroad does not match the start time of the university here, Mingyue doesn't know how he negotiated with M University, and he doesn't ask what Feng Fan has done during the period from his arrival in New York to the beginning of the new semester in October, and he can't imagine how Feng Fan, who first arrived in a country, has nothing to rely on and doesn't even have a place to live, how to spend the most difficult days.