Chapter II
The "uninvited guest" in front of him suddenly smiled and said, "Old classmates don't recognize me anymore? I'm He Yingying! She put her clothes on the hanger and sat down in the empty seat with a smile.
The students here began to stir, everyone has been in the society for several years, and they are all overwhelmed by the burden of survival, and even more than half of them are already much more vicissitudes than their actual age just from their appearance. Who would have thought that more than ten years of time would not leave any traces on He Yingying's face. Although the passage of time can greatly change a person's appearance, He Yingying has been so beautiful and refined since she was a child, which is unforgettable at a glance. Although a person's appearance will change, it is difficult to change his temperament. Whenever she appears, she is the center of attention, and she still stands out from the crowd.
The most shocked in the crowd was Feng Luode, who looked at the dream lover who he had been thinking about for a long time, love and hate, and his mouth was stunned and speechless. He was already very tall, and he could even be called handsome, but in front of He Yingying, he still felt ashamed of himself.
The squad leader took the initiative to toast Feng Luode, and the people around him looked silent: "Luode, I heard that your current job is an iron rice bowl, and in less than 15 years, you will be the future leader!" When the time comes, you have to promote us well. The others burst into laughter when they heard this, and perhaps in their hearts this flattering remark should be understood as sarcasm and sarcasm - how much good will the boy who was once discredited by Banhua for his confession have in the future.
Feng Luo knew that this was Wang Zhao's usual small method of resolving embarrassment, so he just smiled faintly and did not continue to talk. He was stuck in memories of the past, and in the cardamom years, even a tiny thorn would immediately poison and fester. He didn't want to have a normal communication with He Yingying, but He Yingying was really hurt too deeply, obviously he never wanted to recall the painful experience in the past, but he could no longer separate from it in his memories.
"How many years have passed since the last time I parted with her? If you can start a new journey in life with her now, what will be the result? Occasionally, such thoughts will pop into my mind. Will the enthusiasm for her come back to life? After all, it just doesn't work out of the "what ifs". The object of my affection is only "the her at that time and place", and even if I can meet her again, it is only the other party at this point in time. If you still maintain the posture you had at that time, and the other party has not changed much from then. Then I guess I'm going to fall in love with him again. There can be nothing wrong with everything, but at best it is a meaningless assumption. After all, no one can stop the passage of time. ”
"What do you think, Lorde, so obsessed. The party is over. A sentence interrupted his thoughts, making him come back to his senses from the memories of the past, Wang Zhao looked at Feng Luo and said lightly.
King Feng Luo looked around, there were already classmates leaving one after another, and more than half of the seats in the private room were vacant, it turned out that when he fell into contemplation, two hours had passed, and the food in front of him had not been touched.
He sensed that there was a woman in the box whose eyes were staring straight at him, as if she wanted to talk to her, but she lacked the courage she deserved. If that woman is not He Yingying, who else could it be?
Wang Zhao guessed his thoughts, waved his hand and said, "I won't bother, you two can talk by yourself." ”
Everyone else will also understand, and they left one after another, until only the two of them were left in the private room of Nuoda.
"Is that you? Von Lord? He Yingying was the first to break the silence and looked at him with a hint of doubt, "We should not have seen each other for 12 years since we graduated last time." ”
Although Feng Luo knew that his heart was beating faster, he still forcibly pretended to be unhurried and replied, "Yes." I really didn't expect to see you again. ”
He Yingying looked at me with some embarrassment: "At that time, I was still young, I didn't know that doing so would cause you so much harm, and then I heard that you went to the next city in high school, and there was no news of you after that." A hint of guilt was evident in her tone.
Feng Luode really didn't expect He Yingying to mention this disgraceful past before him, but he was embarrassed to say too much, he could only cough awkwardly and said: "That's all in the past, and it really doesn't make sense to say too much, just let it go with the wind." ”
"Are you free now? This is not the place to chat, I invite you to a drink and let's have a good chat, shall we? He Yingying said.
Feng Luo really didn't believe his ears, the goddess he had been in love with since adolescence actually took the initiative to invite him to drink? If this invitation had happened in junior high school, he would have woken up with a smile every day in his dreams, but now that time has passed, there is a very strange ripple in Feng Lord's heart.
"Didn't we drink enough tonight? And I've never dated a married man alone. He had already shown that he was not very interested in the private meeting that followed.
If there was someone else in front of him, I am afraid that anyone who touched this big nail would leave immediately without saying a word.
But He Yingying was unusual, and put down the goddess's shelf: "I didn't drink much, let's go to a coffee shop next to it, I treat it as the compensation I paid for what I did in the past, don't you want to know why I did it at that time?" Her tone was sincere, soft and hard, and Feng Luo felt that she should have asked for herself, otherwise she would not be so enthusiastic. Should I say no, or should I say yes?
In the end, Von Lorde really had no reason to continue refusing, so he went to a nearby café with her, and when talking to her about her recent situation, she seemed a little lost, it should be that there are many unpleasant things that have plagued her recently.
"I heard from my classmates that you're married?" Feng Luo wanted to divert the topic, but he clumsily put the topic in an even more embarrassing situation.
He Yingying said lightly: "My husband is from Hong Kong, works in Hong Kong's Silver Star Company, and has invested in the movie "This Life Together" starring Zhang Xiangyue in the past. Under normal circumstances, when a wife talks about her beloved husband, her eyebrows should be fluttering, but judging from her bland expression, it can be easily seen that He Yingying is not happy at all.
"And how did you meet?" Knowing that it was already very rude to ask people directly about their marital status like this, Feng Luo still couldn't stop his curiosity. It should be said that when he learned that He Yingying actually had such an outstanding husband, he felt more sad in his heart, which could even be called jealousy.
He Yingying didn't react too much to his impolite situation, but said lightly: "Because I am also a film planner myself, I chatted with him by chance in a very accidental situation, and it just so happens that I also like Zhang Xiangyue's song "Connected with the Same Fate". After chatting, I found out that we were still fellow countrymen, and as we got to know each other, we naturally got married. ”
"Then he should be waiting for you at home now, won't he be worried if you go back so late?" Feng Luode's tone was very unkind, and the jealousy in his heart instantly swelled up.
Perhaps this sentence was said abruptly, so that He Yingying's body shook suddenly: "He still has a lot of work to do in Hong Kong, and it should take a while before he can return to the mainland." I live in a villa in the suburbs. ”
Her eyes were a little haggard when she stared at me, and she felt that her dark circles were really serious, which should be caused by staying up late for a long time.
Feng Luo was uncomfortable staring at him like this, and he also felt that it would be even more embarrassing to ask like this, so he hurriedly changed the topic: "I didn't expect you to study film studies, I think you should be an actor more, your appearance conditions fully meet the standards." ”
But these compliments are obviously too much for a naturally beautiful beauty like He Yingying, and her expression is as usual: "I really wanted to be a movie star in the past, but then I found that I really couldn't accept such complicated interpersonal relationships, and I still felt that it was best to be self-reliant and down-to-earth." Although her dark circles are a little serious, her eyes are very clear, "Actually, I should say sorry to you, when you sent me a love letter, I actually tore it up in front of the whole class and sued the teacher, which made you very faceless and hurt your self-esteem." Later, when I grew up, I felt very guilty whenever I remembered the hurt I had done to you in the past. ”
The words she said made Feng Luode's heart very uncomfortable, and when he thought about the grievances that he shouldn't have suffered, tears glistened in the corners of his eyes.
"Why are you still crying? The past has been wronged, right, take it. He Yingying handed over the tissue.
Feng Luo took the tissue, and he didn't expect that tears would inadvertently slide down his cheeks. Feng Luo didn't know why, but when he saw her, he would recall a lot of things from the past, and those images haunted his heart, as if what happened yesterday, which was unforgettable.
He Yingying's eyes had a lonely and melancholy look, and then she asked a very ruinous sentence: "Do you believe that there are ghosts in this world?" ”
Feng Luo looked at her stunned, he didn't expect He Yingying to suddenly ask this sentence: "Have you ever encountered something strange?" I am quite experienced in this area, the soul is a consciousness that can exist independently of the body for each person, just like light is an energy. ”
He Yingying's brows furrowed even tighter: "My home is very spacious and bright, and Xinyu Community is one of the few high-end villa residential areas in the city, but I felt that something strange happened within a few days of moving in." Her body trembled with emotion, "I can often feel that when I am alone at home, I will be stared at by a pair of unfamiliar eyes, and even the feeling is so strong that I can't help but feel fear." ”
Feng Luode was very surprised, he thought of the conversation between Da Liu and Wang Zhao in the class reunion just now, He Yingying once committed suicide with her boyfriend Wu Haoran at the time, but she was completely timid after seeing the tragic situation of Wu Haoran's suicide, so that she no longer dared to commit suicide. Maybe when she learned the news of Wu Haoran's mother's death, she felt extremely guilty in her heart, and maybe she had this hallucination over time. After all, long-term guilt will bring her deep mental depression.
"It's not a big deal, you're just mentally responsible. You have a stable income, a high degree of education, and a husband who has a successful career, and you already have a lot more than the average person. Why be tormented by such unwarranted fantasies? If you really can't stand it, you can go to see a psychiatrist, I know Dr. Yang Hehuai from the city hospital, he is an authority on psychological counseling. ”
To his surprise, as soon as He Yingying heard Dr. Yang's name, He Yingying suddenly snorted coldly: "Dr. Yang, his reputation is not small, I just went to his side for a consultation a few days ago, and I don't want to go the second time after the first time." ”
Feng Luo was surprised: "Have you seen Dr. Yang? ”
A rather disdainful look appeared on He Yingying's face; "I've seen it before, he looked at me as if he was looking at a schizophrenic patient, and it really made me uncomfortable to be stared at by such a strange gaze." He quietly recounted a series of strange things that he had encountered in the previous stage.