What is First Love? It's a word that's hard to define exactly, and it often happens when boys and girls are at their most innocent, when their minds are not yet fully mature, and there is no social intrigue or intrigue in reality. Perhaps most people would define it this way: "First love is the experience of falling in love for the first time in life." But the interpretation of it should not only stay on its surface meaning, but also say that it actually represents the most sincere emotion in life.

Even if you have been in love many times in your life, or you may combine with different partners to produce different families, in your heart, the status of first love is definitely not easily shaken. Because it is difficult to completely erase the person who has loved him with all his body and mind at that time. But as a human being, there will definitely be some obsession with something or a certain aspect, and first love is the most unforgettable memory in life, the first time I couldn't ask for it, and I tossed and turned.

Looking back after decades, you may be surprised to ask yourself why you were able to give everything to one person at that time. Two people failed to finally come together for various reasons, and your unwillingness to use the catalyst of the years to transform into the obsession of life, become a knot in your heart that cannot be twisted, piled up in time, and entangled yourself every second. Therefore, what people can't let go of is not that first love, but the inability to let go of the obsession that is entangled in their hearts from time to time. First love means more than just a former lover to you, but more like a lost youth. When you miss him, you are nostalgic for the past, nostalgic for you who liked him, and nostalgic for that youthful youth.

"Why didn't we end up together?" Maybe this sentence has haunted you for a lifetime and become a regret that you often worry about. But people are like this, and only after losing will they understand the meaning of cherishing. The cruelest thing in life is that there is only one time. So first love is like a lost landscape, and it can only be reproduced in the mind. And that ephemeral scenery will be like a frozen picture, forever sealed in the bottom of my heart, becoming a precious memory specimen.

And the first love has a special meaning for Feng Luode, that is, "the first broken love".

And when he learned that his "first love" would actually participate in the class reunion, he was about to jump up with excitement, after all, the class reunion is the best way to meet his first love, but he couldn't help but hesitate for a long time, and tried to persuade himself countless times not to be bored. It was because of this embarrassment that he had never participated in any form of class reunion. What's more, he is full of inexplicable and complicated emotions for the three words "class reunion".

Class reunion, as the name suggests, is a reunion between classmates, which means the parting between classmates, whether it is a reunion after a short separation, or a reunion of classmates after many years of separation. Ten years of cold window, take away youth and friendship, the vast life of meeting and acquaintance is also fate, and after many years of not seeing, friendship lasts forever, and it is always inevitable that it is the class reunion.

Faced with a party invited by classmates, there are naturally two choices, go or not. A lot of people want to go, but going means it's boring. Because the times have changed, today's class reunion has already become a big show, not the love of classmates, but most of the personal skills. Some are powerful, some have become bosses, some have driven luxury cars, and some have become company managers.

Not to mention the comparison, there are all kinds of ridicule, I feel that I have participated in the activities of the three religions and nine streams in the martial arts film, and it is noisy and abnormal. What the classmates talked about was nothing more than the memories of the past. But what has been going on for so long is really only willing to be put in my heart, and should not be taken out and discussed. All kinds of gossip are also endless, who married a rich man, who bought how many apartments, and whose children went to what kind of prestigious schools.

The reunion that was supposed to be nostalgic and reminiscent of the good old days has obviously turned into Vanity Fair. Nowadays, the students in the alumni association are busy showing off how successful their careers are. And what is the past time? Using one's own ability and ability to show off in front of classmates has long lost the meaning of class reunions. Therefore, there is a group of more unusual people who never participate in any form of class reunion.

They are broadly divided into three categories: First, low-key people. Second, the disparity in status. Third, the mature thinker.

However, von Lorde is not one of these three categories, but for a very complex personal reason. He never attended any kind of class reunion, whether it was a junior high school reunion, a high school reunion, a college reunion, or a graduate reunion. Because as long as he saw his former junior high school classmates, Feng Luo would remember the extremely humiliating sniff that was buried deep in his heart.

Von Lode was still young at that time, but in fact, it could not be considered very small. Because he was already 16 years old, he was in the early years of love, at that time, out of the desire and yearning for love, when he was about to take the high school entrance examination, he couldn't hold back the blazing love fire in his heart, so he wrote a love letter of nearly 20,000 words to the goddess in his heart. Although he knew that nine times out of ten he would be rejected by the goddess, how could he think about it so thoroughly when he was in unrequited love. He was more concerned about the slim possibility of acceptance. It's not that Feng Luo doesn't know the risks, but he likes He Yingying too much, and he likes it to the point of getting carried away, and he just wants to leave a precious memory for his three years of junior high school life.

But who could have predicted that He Yingying would actually tear up this love letter in front of the whole class, and also spoke ill of him, and that kind of unceremonious ridicule caused the whole class to laugh, and it didn't take long for it to spread throughout the school. This was not enough, and she fell into the well and complained fiercely to the head teacher, so that Feng Luo couldn't raise his head in front of the whole school teachers and students.

Originally, Von Lord's studies were not bad, and he was in the top five in his grade in every mock exam organized by the school, but because of this incident, his self-esteem was greatly affected and his grades plummeted. Later, he couldn't stand the ridicule and teasing of his classmates around him, so he had to choose to go to a high school in another province.

Later, whenever Feng Luo recalled the past of the year, he suddenly beat his chest and hated himself for being too weak. He wanted to question He Yingying many times in person why he humiliated himself so much, but later, with the increase of experience, he also understood that many things were not as simple as they had seen in the past, and after graduating from graduate school, he was busy with official business, so he didn't care much about the sad past events in the past.

"Will you meet her today? How should I face her when I see her? Feng Luode, who was speeding on the highway, felt an indescribable sense of excitement when he thought that he was about to meet the dream lover he had once haunted and resented. This feeling even overrides the pain of the past.

When Feng Luo arrived, the class reunion was about halfway through, and it had already passed the group toast and bragging to each other. Only a few people from far away could not make it, and there were 35 people present. The party was set up in a luxurious private room in the hotel. As soon as the female classmates saw him, they all whispered in a low voice; When the male classmates saw him, they all looked at him with that kind of extremely surprised eyes.

"Von Lord! Two horses who write love letters! Ermazi was his nickname in junior high school, and this sentence stood up very harshly, and I don't know who it came from, but it had an extremely shocking chain reaction. The speaker had no intention of listening, and for a while, the laughter completely crushed Feng Luode's fantasy of the class reunion, he didn't even take off his clothes, and turned around with a blushing face and walked out of the door of the private room.

"Lorde, they drink too much and like to make noise, you are highly educated, don't be like them." Feng Luo looked back and saw a person, this person was short and fat, giving people a very kind feeling, and at a glance he knew that he was an old slippery head who was like a fish in water in society.

But Feng Luode, who turned around, snorted coldly: "Squad leader, if you hadn't taken the initiative to contact me, I wouldn't have been able to come over at all, I didn't expect that after so many years, I would still suffer this kind of ridicule." Although his voice was low, it was difficult to hide his resentment and loss.

The squad leader was ridiculed by him like this, but he was not angry, and still greeted him with a smile: "I know that you have not forgotten the pain that your classmates have brought you." At that time, we were all young and ignorant, and they were just coaxing. Lorde, since you're here, come into the house if you have anything to say. He grabbed Von Lord's arm, "If you leave like this without a sound today, they will laugh at you for the rest of your life." ”

Feng Luode didn't plan to come to this party, but he couldn't resist the persuasion of the squad leader Wang Zhao, "The whole year has to be complete", he never mentioned the embarrassing past, and he missed so many gatherings in the past, it was really impossible to say if he didn't participate this time, and finally had to agree to the squad leader's invitation.

In this way, Feng Luo was dragged into the private room by the squad leader, and made a gesture to signal that others were not allowed to act excessively, and everyone would also understand, so they didn't say anything more. Feng Luo sat alone in the innermost corner without saying a word, not even raising his eyelids, and when the others saw him behaving like this, naturally no one was willing to pay attention to him anymore.

The other classmates ignored Feng Lord, and ate and drank and bragged on their own. Most of the topics of the chat are talking about Bitcoin, blockchain, and what the Internet sharing economy. Feng Luode's face was blue, although he would still like each other and occasionally comment on each other in the circle of friends and his past junior high school classmates, but he was almost completely unfamiliar with their respective lives. He wanted to forget the inglorious memories so much that he had little contact with his former classmates, thinking that he would reduce the unpleasant feelings, but how could others forget them completely.

Feng Luo seemed so out of place in that group of male classmates, they had all begun to lose their figures, most of them were married, and some even had children several years old. Feng Luo didn't care much about anything, all he cared about was He Yingying, but when he looked around, he couldn't even see a corner of He Yingying's clothes. This made him a little disappointed, and Wang Zhao beside him looked at him with a smile, as if he had already guessed all his thoughts: "I know that what you are thinking about now must be the class flower of our class, but unfortunately, although I have been informed, I have not seen him until now." ”

Ban Hua, apart from He Yingying, who else can be recognized as Ban Hua just by her appearance? Von Lorde couldn't help but smile wryly, it seemed that the encounter he was most looking forward to had not happened.

Wang Zhao then sighed and said, "I advise you not to see her!" ”

Although this sentence was low, Feng Luo could hear it clearly, and he asked puzzledly: "Did she have an accident, so there was no way to rush over?" ”

Wang Zhao laughed, but his smile was full of disdain: "He Yingying can still have an accident?" She was a surprise to others. His words were so loud that they overwhelmed the entire meeting.

The students present all heard this, and everyone stopped talking. I don't know who muttered in a low voice: "That harmful spirit wanted to die, but she asked Wu Haoran to jump off the building together, but she didn't die, but Wu Haoran lost her life!" ”

"It's two people who want to kill themselves together! However, Wu Haoran was the first to jump off the building, seeing this tragic situation, even if the second person wanted to commit suicide, there was a 99% chance that he would retreat. A bespectacled man who appeared to be very knowledgeable took over.

Wang Zhao said to the classmate who wore glasses: "Da Liu, although you are studying psychology, there is really no need to excuse that kind of woman!" She not only cheated Lorde, but also cheated Haoran's life! ”

Da Liu, who wore glasses, replied coldly: "No, you miscalculated, she didn't cheat a life, you haven't counted the life of Haoran's mother who committed suicide because of her son's death!" ”

This sentence made Feng Luo completely stunned, how could he have thought that since he left junior high school, so many things would happen in just a few months, judging from the expressions of his classmates, this does not seem to be fake. Wu Haoran in their mouth is also his classmate in junior high school, and his position is a sports committee, and he has always been an athlete focused on cultivating by the school. Feng Luo didn't have much contact with him, that is, a normal classmate relationship, in his impression, Wu Haoran has always been very sunny, how could he suddenly commit suicide?

Perhaps noticing the abnormality in Feng Luode's complexion, Wang Zhao patiently explained: "Lord, this happened about half a month before the college entrance examination. You've already transferred schools by then, so you haven't heard of it. It may be that He Yingying felt uncomfortable stepping on you under her feet in such a disgraceful way, coupled with the pointing of the teachers and students of the whole school, so she had suicidal tendencies, so she made an appointment with her boyfriend Wu Haoran at the time to commit suicide, but she did not die, but took the life of someone Haoran in vain. ”

Da Liu immediately interjected: "Lorde, you think it will be embarrassing to come to this class reunion, in fact, with the increase of age and experience, we can already understand that He Yingying's approach is to increase the attention of other boys to her, but this vanity still hurt her in the end." ”

Wang Zhao pointed at Da Liu and motioned for him to stop: "Let's not comment on it, He Yingying went to Hong Kong to study in high school, and now she has graduated from the University of Hong Kong, and she has a master's degree!" He is now married, and his husband is still an executive of a film company! Tell me which of you can compare. ”

As soon as these words came out, there was an uproar.

Da Liu snorted coldly: "Killing two lives, you can still mix in the society, God is really so unfair!" Feng Luo remembered this person, Da Liu, whose original name should be Liu Xiaodong, openly pursued He Yingying when he was in junior high school, but no matter how attentive he was, He Yingying didn't even look at him with a straight eye. Although he said these things as true, it was more like a kind of jealousy that he couldn't eat grapes, but said that grapes were sour.

Hearing a gentle knock on the door outside, Wang Zhao trotted over to open the door, and a beautiful woman entered the private room, looking from the outside, she was about 20 years old. Her appearance is definitely not far behind compared to the popular female stars today. Thoroughly, I compared all the female classmates here.

"Did this college girl go to the wrong room?" Others were talking.