082 Do what I think is right
On this day, Song Zhiyi was very excited, and his hands grabbed Li Si's clothes full of folds, and Li Si grabbed him with a solemn face, and he didn't fight back, nor did he fight back, as if he recognized everything, but he just didn't change.
I'm afraid that they will fight, if Li Si really makes a move, Song Zhiyi will definitely not be able to bear it, fortunately, after receiving two punches, Li Si still has no intention of making a move, he just wiped the blood on the corner of his lips with his thumb, and quietly looked at Song Zhiyi, who was almost crazy, and his eyes were a little compassionate, as if the gods in the sky looked at the ignorant and helpless mortals, so sad and watching.
What impressed me most was Song Zhiyi's repeated words that day, "I have given you everything, why can't you be nice to her." ”
After that, Song Zhiyi stopped coming, according to the script, he should have worked hard to make Li Si angry. However, although others did not come, they often sent some storytellers and singers to come, and told me a story outside the courtyard, and every time the story was told, he would respectfully ask, "Niangniang is too disturbed, if you feel disturbed, you will knock on a sound, if you don't get tired of it, the villain will come again tomorrow." ”
It's not disturbing, after all, it's not chattering outside all day and night, picking is when I'm ready to sleep, but I actually don't have much to listen to, but I'm even more reluctant to shirk Song Dieyi's kindness.
Li Si was embarrassed to take advantage of this, and from time to time floated into my room, holding a book and listening leisurely. I just thought that this person didn't exist, and I simply stopped trying to pry my mouth open and force me to talk to him, sometimes he would bring me something to eat, and sometimes even left two jars of wine.
Naturally, I won't touch anything he brought, but I sat on the bed and looked at the two jars of antique wine, and suddenly remembered a sentence written by Yan Yan in his book, Yan Yan said: "When a sad person doesn't even want to drink the wine in front of him, it means that his heart is indeed dead." ”
I don't think I'm so badly dead, I'm a rock made of ice, and now I just have the appearance of some stones.
It's another year of winter, a few times of light snow one after another, I looked at Xiao Su outside the barrier, the cold wind rolled the fallen leaves, and the snow particles fell on the barrier and turned into water droplets, I don't know if it was because of the barrier, or the lotus heart played a role, or I was used to being cold, and the body couldn't feel the excess cold, I still subconsciously tightened the placket, and suddenly felt this painless taste, it was also a little uncomfortable, I probably still haven't gotten used to how to make a stone that keeps to myself.
Li Si floated into the yard, approached with a dashing step, and stuffed a hand stove into my arms, I didn't know the cold, and I was not greedy for heat, I wanted to throw it away, Li Si waved his hand, removed the barrier outside the hospital, and the wind and snow poured in in an instant, and I subconsciously hugged the stove in my arms.
Li sighed and smiled, closed the door, and said to himself: "It's too cold, the storyteller won't come." ”
In bad weather, the storyteller and singer really didn't come, and it was good not to come, so as not to bring me unnecessary pressure because of being too persistent. Song Zheyi has never been a person with a tendon, this ordinary person is sophisticated, it seems that he knows everything in his chest, I am very relieved, there are such gentle and transparent people in the world.
Li Si asked me: "You are not moved, you have to live as a stone?" ”
I still didn't speak, I sat back on the bed with the stove, Li Si had to sigh, stretched out his sleeves to conjure up a tea stove, and cooked the tea in style, this cooking was the whole night, I sat in bed all night, but the winter night was very long, and it seemed that no matter how it was consumed, it could not be consumed.
I finally opened my mouth and asked, "Don't you have to go to the morning court?" ”
Li sighed and scooped up the tea, and said lightly: "The emperor is seriously ill and can't get up. ”
"What about the edict?"
He scooped another cup in the case, as if he was chatting with someone on the other side, and still said lightly: "I don't know." ”
I speculate that if Emperor Dayue knows that his life is short, even if he is afraid of the long eagle order of Northern Jiangsu, the edict will always have to be hard-headed.
The reason why the edict could not be issued was because the people around the emperor did it, and the person who was most qualified to do this was the concubine who had been looking forward to the world for a lifetime.
I said, "You have the power of mana, and it's not easy to change an edict." ”
"Song Zheyi is already preparing to raise troops, under the heavy army, what is the weight of an edict, it will soon be Chinese New Year's Eve, do you really not persuade him?"
This year's Chinese New Year's Eve is a big day, and Li sighs the death period in the script. Li Si asked me to persuade Song Zhiyi, of course, to persuade him not to rebel, but it was written in the script, not by me.
"Do you want me to persuade him, but are you afraid of fighting him?"
Li Si smiled softly, took a sip of tea and looked at me and said, "You should always do something that you think is right, if the so-called tribulation is such a disregard for life and death, what is the point of such a calamity." ”
Recently, I've been thinking about this issue too, in the script, Su Mianmian didn't want Song Zhiyi to fight with Li Si, Su Mianmian even instigated Li Si to run away when he felt that the momentum was not good, but Li Sian was unwilling to be such a coward, unwilling to leave his father and wife behind.
I have long figured out that the root cause of my entanglement in this calamity is that I know everything, and I am not a qualified actor, and I can't regulate myself from Su Mianmian's perspective and personality.
But what Li Si said is right, if this catastrophe is meaningless after all, why don't I do something I think I should do, I have not been able to live as a Su Mianmian, I should always live as a self and do what I think is right.
I went to find Song Zhiyi, Li Si didn't stop me, at that time he was staying up all night in the mansion to study the plan of rebellion, I pressed my five fingers on the drawing, and asked him: "Brother, what is the relationship between you and Concubine Shu?" ”
Song Zhiyi was surprised by my appearance, but his eyes dodged, "Why do you suddenly ask this." ”
I said, "If my brother won't tell me, I'll go and ask Lady, and I think she's hoping for my help now." ”
Song Zheyi then recruited, which was not much different from what I imagined.
Twenty-three years ago, Concubine Shu gave birth to a baby boy on the same day as her sister who married into the Song family, but what she didn't expect was that the son born by Concubine Shu turned out to be a fool, and Concubine Shu's woman was strong for a lifetime, and she couldn't stand the ridicule and ridicule of others.
Song Zhiyi has been watched by Concubine Shu since she was a child, because her son is stupid, Concubine Shu likes this child very much, and Song Zhiyi has been very good since she was a child, and she was jealous of Concubine Shu's mother. It was Concubine Shu who designed to harm the Song family, the purpose was to turn herself into Song Zhiyi's only relative, and for many years afterward, she did not neglect the education of Song Zhiyi, looking forward to the day when Song Zhiyi could replace her stupid son Li Si and let her live the life of a mother.
But Song Zhiyi is a character who does not fight or grab, and he is not interested in royal power and wealth at all, so Concubine Shuniang married me to Li Si in order to inspire Song Zhiyi, only by becoming the strongest man can you get the woman you want. But Song Zhiyi still kept to himself, but fortunately, at this time, Li sighed and woke up, and this chess piece became no longer so important.
"It wasn't until that time that Concubine Shu poisoned you, I rescued you, and when she whipped me after I went back, I saw the birthmark on my body and realized that I had recognized the wrong son all these years."
"Could it be that she wants to use you and deceive you like this?" Because the script really doesn't mention a word about the change.
In fact, Song Zhiyi didn't know either, he just shook his head and said, "Do you think Concubine Shu likes Li Si very much?" She would rather have an obedient person to be her son than be suppressed by a person who has been raised by herself for twenty years, and I have been running the affairs of Subei Mansion so smoothly over the years, and it is also with the help of Concubine Shu, she seems to really plan to get rid of Li Si, and the flesh and blood in Liang Shixiu's abdomen are all done by her. ”
I believe this, Concubine Shu has calculated the children in other people's wombs all her life, and I am afraid that there is no one in the world who is better at this than her, so even a shrewd person like Li Si has not been able to guard against it three times and twice.
"Since she is determined not to admit Li Si, why don't you tell the emperor directly?"
"She has done a lot of evil for her rights over the years, and has even been poisoning the emperor, Li Si has a handle in her hands for these things, even if the emperor is willing to recognize me and pass the throne to me, she will never let this woman continue to live in the world, after all, what she cares about is whether she can be the queen mother in peace, as for who is the emperor, she doesn't care." Song Zheyi said.
Concubine Shu's actions are quite consistent with the characters in the script, and I took a deep breath, "So I'm still not sure, whether you are Li Si or not, and whether Li Si is Song Zhiyi." ”
"Why do you care about that?"
Because Li Si is going to die, but if there is indeed such a thing as changing identities, the one who dies is Song Zhiyi, he regards himself as my closest person, it is true that throughout my life for more than 20 years, except for Xiaoyu, Song Zhiyi is my closest person, but because I have always regarded him as a future enemy, I have never cherished him.
I said, "Brother Oriyi, let's escape, let's go to find the Void Place, and go up the water along the Delusion, and then we can return to the heavens, and when we reach the Nine Heavens, everything is over." ”
Song Zhiyi wasn't sure whether my words were true or false, so I held his hand and was extremely serious: "No matter who you are, I don't want you to die." ”