I don't seem to be a mortal, or maybe not even a human being to be exact, I often have strange dreams, sometimes I seem to be a drop of water, sometimes I seem to be a stone that will not be melted through the ages, I flow in the green and clear river, or sleep in the mountains and mountains, there are so many people who have walked by me, with joyful or sad expressions, I can see them, but I can't remember them, because there are so many people who come and go, so many that I don't know how to describe the word "many". But the only thing I can remember is the handsome face of a young man.

It was an indifferent young man, he looked at me, as if it was not me, his eyes were cold and a little confused, looking at it, he suddenly smiled slightly, every time he smiled, I would wake up with a particularly comfortable and throbbing mood.

At first, I thought it was a fetal dream, thinking that the young man I saw in the dream might be my future son, but it wasn't until the dream became deeper and deeper that I vaguely recognized that it was Bai Jinghong when I was a teenager.

At that time, he was only thirteen or fourteen years old as a mortal, and it was twenty thousand years ago in the immortal world. It stands to reason that if I hadn't remembered it myself, I wouldn't have known about what happened 20,000 years ago. Coincidentally, although Yanyan is very lazy in practice, she is very keen on human affairs, in order to integrate herself into the circle of immortals as soon as possible, she read through the chronicles of the fairy world, of course, most of them can't remember, but she pays special attention to the Hongchen scandal, so she remembers such a thing.

It is said that 10,000 years ago, there was a hot-tempered god who failed to be the boss, and he hit the Buzhou Mountain in anger, the heavenly pillar was broken, the earth was extinct, and the sky was tilted to the northwest, so the sun, moon and stars shifted, and the earth was not satisfied with the southeast, so the water and dust returned, in short, the sky fell. So the mother goddess Nuwa melted the colorful stone to make up for the sky, and the essence and blood were exhausted and ready to go to the ancients, but she was worried that if the five-colored divine stone fell into disrepair and had no after-sales service, I was afraid that the sky would leak again, so she took the water of the weak river and condensed it into a treasure mirror, and placed it at the intersection of the five-colored divine light, so that the five divine lights echoed each other and urged each other to be long-lasting.

This is the origin of the mirror, and there is nothing crimson to speak of.

About 20,000 years ago, there was a rumor floating in the heavenly realm. Said that the demon palace Shaojun Bai Jinghong, because of the harassment of the little fan sister, injured a few pampered fairies, and his teacher Cheng Yu Tianjun took him to the mirror to take a look, watching the red dust rolling back and forth in the mirror, in the hope that he can understand, everything is ordinary, the world is so beautiful, but you are so irritable, so bad, not good.

Now it seems that Bai Jinghong's indifferent, arrogant and unreasonable temperament did not realize any truth in front of the mirror at the beginning, but after he left, the mirror was red and changed for 7749 days, with a shy and shy brilliance, like a delicate girl.

Naturally, this matter has not been recorded in the long history of the fairy world, but it has been passed on by word of mouth among Bai Jinghong's little fans for more than 20,000 years. ”

So the mirror that has been silent for thousands of years has become a tourist holy place for fairies and immortals to visit in these 20,000 years, until two hundred years ago, on a lonely night, the mirror suddenly broke, and the second night, Yanyan stood outside the Nantian Gate with her stomach upright.

It turned out that I was the one who had been sleeping for thousands of years, reflecting the red dust of thousands of years and the reincarnation of thousands of years, so I also coldly looked at the mundane joy and the sorrow of the world for thousands of years.

It turns out that in my past and present lives, I came for him, my young monarch of the Demon Mansion.

To this day, I can't discern what the charm of Bai Jinghong is, he can smile a stone and bloom, think about it, I think it should be a disaster caused by loneliness, just like now I am in the world, in the mansion of the two princes, if Li Si smiles at me, I can secretly bloom a flower in my heart.

It turns out that as long as loneliness is enough, even stones will meet strange thoughts.

Now that I have even conceived a child, and I am still a scum in the world who cultivates the Demon Dao, I asked myself that I had no shame to go to see Bai Jinghong again, and confided in him some of the heartfelt feelings that I would remember. This made me feel that the mortal world was insignificant and lifeless, and I became infected with the vice of not eating or drinking.

Covered with a lotus heart, it is true that people will not die, but they will lose weight, lose their metabolism, and become old day by day. Fortunately, since Xiaoyu's death, there have been no more personal employees around me, and Li Si is afraid that outsiders will know that he has made me so virtuous.

Later, the people of the Second Prince's Mansion gradually moved to the East Palace, and the mansion became more and more clean, and I couldn't even hear the sound of a decent bird, and Emperor Feiyu and Yanyan no longer pulled me into the realm of too illusory to meet.

No matter how much I don't want to, all I can see is Li Si, and only when I see him, can I be sure that I am indeed still alive in this world, or that this living world really still exists, and there are still people who remember me, and some things are still related to me.

Every time he came, I would take a serious look into his eyes, mainly to see how haggard I was in his eyes, and to calculate how long the rest of my life would be for the rest of my life.

But when people get old, they will become less caring, for example, Li Si told me how he planned to make Song Zhiyi and Liang Shixiu reconcile, I don't care, he sent Song Zhiyi out to fight bandits everywhere, I don't care, he said that Liang Shixiu is pregnant again, so I am ready to go out in a few months to publicly hug my son, I still don't care.

I realized that it's a good thing not to care, because some things don't care, and the results are much worse. Liang Shixiu still failed to give birth to the child, and this time I don't know who made the trouble.

When Liang Shixiu had a miscarriage for the third time, Li Si finally couldn't hold it back and came to me and asked: "What is the matter, are you willing to fulfill me and Xiuxiu?" ”

I wanted to vomit when I heard these two words, but I still didn't speak, and since the child was gone, I haven't said a word to Li Si in the past two years. Li Si came up and pinched my jaw and forced me to open my mouth.

I looked at him, at the imprisoned impersonal me in his dark eyes, yes, I look like a ghost, he thinks of others in his heart, and it should be.

I finally opened my mouth, and because I hadn't spoken for too long, the words I spat out were very light and soft, and I said, "Why? ”

Why did he make other people's bellies bigger, but he asked me to be responsible, three times, three times!

With a long eagle order issued by my father before his death, I don't know what happened to the Northern Jiangsu Mansion in the hands of Song Zheyi in the past two years, but the seriously ill emperor will still be afraid of the Northern Jiangsu Mansion for a generation, as long as I can't give birth to a son, he won't dare to make Li Si the prince in a grand manner, and as long as he is not the prince, he can't bring Liang Shixiu into his home in a grand manner, this kind of juncture, Emperor Dayue will not agree.

I just don't understand, Li Si wants to do Liang Shixiu, just do it in private, why do you have to give her a name. Besides, with the first two miscarriages, I believe that Li Si and Liang Shixiu have been very careful, the reason why there is this third time is not necessarily that they were killed, it is likely that Liang Shixiu, a mortal woman, can't conceive Li Si's little demon species, the race is incompatible, and she can't complain.

Li Si narrowed his eyes, looked at me and said, "With this country, there will always be a master, do you have to see me and Song Zhiyi fight for you to be satisfied?" ”

I said yes.

Li Si smiled, "After all, in your heart, there is nothing more important than the tribulation, even if you know that if I fight with Song Zhiyi, it will definitely stain the imperial city with blood, and there will be life and death between me and him, and you are not willing to meddle in the change, just like when the Marquis of Subei died." ”

Little brother, this is that you are not sensible, how do you know that I didn't think about saving my father at all, I went to the border at that time, I originally planned to take a look at him by the way, and pull him if possible, but in order to save you, I suffered a lot of internal injuries, and I didn't have the strength to go to see him.

Pity the calf I took my life to protect at the beginning, a white-eyed wolf.

I stopped talking, and Li Si nodded, "It's you who insist on killing him, and the ending won't disappoint you." ”

Of course I won't be disappointed, otherwise he thinks what I've been doing in the past two years of being locked up, I have saved a lot of spiritual power, and when the time comes, I will give it all to Song Zhiyi and let him kill Li Si for me.

When I saw Song Zhiyi again, it was two months later, and this night was Li Si's birthday, and I calculated that he was drinking and cheating with Liang Shixiu in a restaurant.

I don't want to forget the excess, I'm afraid I'll vomit to death.

Thinking about this time three years ago, we were still in distress in the red plum forest, but unfortunately I was covered by Li Si at that time, and I didn't see the scene of the red plum falling to the sky and rushing blood, and it was very romantic to think about it.

Just as I was thinking about it, I heard footsteps coming from outside the hospital. Except for Li Si's occasional visit, my place is already deserted, but every time he comes, he will wave his sleeves to sweep away the dust and fallen leaves, but he may have waved too hard, and there is no bird's nest left, so there is usually no movement, it is a slow footsteps, and it is very clear to hear.

Suddenly, I thought I had miscalculated, Li Si was not in the restaurant at this time, but I waited and waited before I was sure that it was Song Zhiyi's footsteps.

In the past two years, Song Zheyi has also been here a few times, and I didn't want him to see my decadent appearance, so I never opened the door to see him, but only said a few words to him inside, so that he was sure that I was still alive.

I sat on my bed and listened to the people outside ask, "Sleepy, have you slept?" ”

I didn't speak, he said to himself, "Today is my birthday, I ...... Suddenly I don't really want to be alone, if you don't like to bother, knock on the window, I'll stay for a while and leave. ”

It's not a disturbance, and I won't knock on the window because I'm too lazy to get out of bed.

I leaned on the bed and listened to him, "Everything is fine in Subei Mansion now, but I haven't told Aunt Xiang now that Xiaoyu is no longer there." When I was in Beijing, I would go to worship Uncle Su every month and burn a lot of paper money, even your share. The generals said that as long as the Eagle Order does not work for a day, they will not forget the Hou Ye's entrustment for a day, so you can rest assured, as long as your brother and the generals are still there, you will definitely not let anyone except Li Si bully you. He said, smiling lowly, "You have to be willing to be bullied by him, and my brother can't do anything about you, so if he bullies you, you don't have to tell me, I only live here alone if you like to be pure, which is also good." ”

What a reasonable young man, how good it would be if Li Si had half of him.

I closed my eyes and listened to his chatter, and found that this was a fairly enjoyable thing, Song Zhiyi said a greeting and had nothing else to say, but he was reluctant to go, so he said: "By the way, you haven't been to the teahouse for a long time to listen to books, and recently gentlemen have released a lot of new romances, there is a "Kangping Romance", my brother said to you. Then he cleared his throat, "The poem says: Prosperity is like a light cloud, immortality must also build a great honor, the strong strategy wants to help the sky fall, and the ambition will not enter the crossbow group......"

After chanting the poem, he told the story seriously, and it sounded like a small table, a folding fan and a waking wood were needed to support a family of teahouses.

At first, I just listened casually and fell asleep, and when I listened to it, I brought the story in, but when it happened to be the climax, Song Zhiyi suddenly stopped, and I waited in bed for a while, thinking that he was tired, so I went back.

I got out of bed, opened the crack in the door and looked out, and saw Song Zhiyi carrying a bucket of water coming from the side, taking a few sips of water, wiping his mouth with his sleeve, clearing his throat and preparing to continue.

It's just that when he raised his eyes, he happened to glance at me in the crack of the door, I hurriedly closed the door, and Song Zhiyi stopped talking, and excitedly evoked "sleep".

It's impossible to see him, I'm looking like a ghost now, and I don't want to see anyone except Li Si.

I stayed in the door, and Song Zhiyi wanted to come in, but he couldn't get in, and when he took two steps forward, he was bounced away by the barrier, and fell to the ground with his buttocks, sounding like he was vomiting blood.

I have an obstacle here, Song Zhiyi knows about it, but this obstacle was not so powerful before, because my mana is recovering day by day, and it is reinforced and strengthened by Li Si, and mortals will die if they touch it.

I hurriedly opened the door, glanced sideways at him, and asked, "Are you okay?" ”

Song Zhiyi got up and wanted to break in, but I had to persuade: "Don't touch it, he has an obstacle, you will know if you touch him." "Yu Xi said exactly the same thing to me back then, but I coaxed it, and I really didn't dare to touch it again when he said this, but Song Zhiyi didn't coerce, he still got closer, endured the pain and put a palm on the barrier, looked at me and said: "Mianmian, you come closer, my brother wants to see you more clearly." ”

Old and ugly, what is there to see, I turned my body back a little, leaving him with a back of dissipation, I don't know what Song Zhiyi's expression is at the moment, but I can hear that his breathing is very heavy.

He's not blind, he's not very far away, and I can always see what the hell I look like.

At this time, Li Si floated over, leaned against the courtyard gate with his arms, and said coolly: "It's been two years, Lord Song has always been obsessed with Neiko, and this king doesn't know whether to be relieved or annoyed." ”

Song Zhiyi turned to Li Si, grabbed his collar, and hated to lift the person in front of him, but unfortunately Li Sian was so tall and big, he didn't move, so he could only ask hatefully: "How could she be like this, you tell me, why did she become like this!" ”

I actually don't know what I look like in Song Zhiyi's eyes, but even if I am an ordinary person, I haven't seen each other for two years, and there will be some changes when I see each other again, and my change is just a little intense, and Song Zhiyi probably can't accept it for a while.

I completely hid my body behind the door, and then I felt that I was being ruined, and it was not only my own business, but also in the eyes of people who cared about me, and they couldn't accept it. That's why Yanyan risked her life to beg Bai Jinghong to let me go, and then I looked for death and turned myself into a mortal, and Yanyan never complained about me. It's better to be a simple mortal than to be a ruined immortal.

I blame myself a little, I shouldn't have let Song Zhiyi see it, how uncomfortable he felt at this moment.

Li Si said: "What this king can do to her, it is all her willing." ”

"Is she willing to do it herself?" Song Zhiyi smiled desolately, "Is she willing to give herself to you, is it for you to spoil her like this, leave her here alone and don't ask, but you are drinking with other women in the land of fireworks, wine and meat, look at her, such a flamboyant and fearless girl, but hiding behind the door and not even daring to see the closest people, Li sighed," With this call, a line of tears flowed down Song Zhiyi's face, "I said to treat her better, I said to let you treat her better!" ”