I can't figure it out, and I can't figure it out.

"Why did I suddenly think of him in my mind, why did I think of him?" Mu Zi stared in disbelief, always thinking that his heart was rejecting Jiang Lai, but it turned out that at a critical time, he would still "reveal his true form".

I can't deceive myself, are these invisible infections because you are hot and care about my heart?

"Ye, are you busy?" Yan Jin looked at Gao Xinye's avatar without any life, gray, which made people feel suffocated unconsciously. She didn't know if he was hiding from him, or if he really didn't want to pay attention to himself. Or maybe there's something else......

I don't understand, I really don't understand.

A few seconds passed, and there was no reply, and the words began to become unstable. It felt as if he had vanished into the air, without any trace or mark. It's just that the way he looks in his mind is so clear, but it also brings more uneasiness and anxiety to Yan Jin.

It seemed to instantly become dark and there was no color in sight.

At least give me an answer, whatever it is, and I don't want you to ignore me and hide from me for no reason.

I'm not air......

I feel that the cranial nerves are not enough for myself, and I don't know why I chose to accept this relationship in the first place. It turns out that if you really love someone, you will be so tired and uncomfortable.

"Mu Zi, what's wrong...... " was in a daze, and it took a long time to find out the message sent by Mu Zi, Yan replied today, and she was worried in her heart, but if she ignored Mu Zi, she would also be sad.

It's just that I'm still a little sad, even if I don't say it, but when I really want to express my heart to you at that moment, you don't know where to go......

It was as if there was only a lonely bird flying in the sky.

Lonely, lonely......

"Well, it's fine!" Mu Zi responded, and after waiting for a long time to receive a reply, she suddenly didn't know how to talk to Yan Jin. Just now, she had thought of a lot of things to say to Yan Jin, but now, she also understood.

"What's wrong? I didn't see what you sent just now, so I ......" Yan Jin responded, she thought Mu Zi was angry, she knew that because of Gao Xinye, she couldn't see anyone in her eyes during this time, and she couldn't think of anything else in her heart. For Mu Zi, this good best friend, she is very guilty.

"It's really fine! It's just a little thing, and it's really okay now. ”

"By the way, what time are you going to school tomorrow?" Mu Zi continued to reply, and it was obvious that she was instantly changing the subject, trying to divert Yan Jin's attention.

"Tomorrow? That's right! I'm going to school again tomorrow and I forgot about ......"

"Late! I don't want to go to school so early,......" Yan Jin replied, she really didn't want to go to school that early, and even wanted to never be in school. Because she was afraid that she would inadvertently see that familiar face and that familiar back, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't know what kind of mentality to use to face it. In fact, he was more afraid of seeing Gao Xinye's indifferent eyes.

"Alright! Then you remember not to be late......" Mu Zi said with concern, she felt that Yan Jin's mood was not very high, and she couldn't help but sigh a lot, the two of them were the same.

Helpless, both of them have their own troubles, and they can't say it and don't know how to solve it, so they can only bear it helplessly and silently.

"Mmmm, I know, so are you, then we'll see you at school tomorrow......" Yan Jin replied, she knew that Mu Zi had something to say to herself, but her current mood couldn't comfort others at all, even if others said happy things, she couldn't be happy.

The heart is signed, how can it be called?

"Ye, I just want you to tell me why. Why did you suddenly ignore me? I just want to know the reason, give me a reason, okay? After thinking about it, Yan Jin still plans to settle down and ask Gao Xinye, even if it is really like what they said, the shelf life of love is no more than four months, but she still wants to hear Gao Xinye say it to herself and tell herself all this.

"We've been over four months, haven't we?" Yan Jin said silently in her heart, she was so sad.

The answer I'm most afraid of is not that I don't love you anymore, it's not that I don't feel for you anymore, it's not that I'm tired of it, but it's an attitude of indifference, an attitude, a word, an answer can make me think a lot.

"I'm busy...... Gao Xinye replied quickly, and continued to look down at the mathematical formula Qi Xiao wrote to himself, not knowing that she in the other direction was thinking nonsense. And he has only one goal now, that is, to be admitted to university, not to let Yang Xin grasp his handle, so that Yan Jin and himself can become stable.

"You tell me first, and then you continue to work on your ......" Yan Jin gritted her teeth and continued to respond, she didn't want to hear these "excuses" again, no matter what the real reason was, she just didn't want to hear such an indifferent answer.

"Answer me......" Yan Jin looked at Gao Xinye and didn't reply to herself, and continued to ask, she must break the casserole today and ask to the end, she must know.

Your heart is bleeding, but you don't know it, does that mean it all?

"My mother......" Gao Xinye simply typed in two words, he could only tell Yan Jin that Yang Xin had already let go of his words, he could only solve the task of taking the university entrance examination first, he was a man, he had to puff up his chest, and he had to use all his strength to protect her.

That person, that she, it's just that she doesn't know, it seems that there is still a bit of a misunderstanding, it's just that he doesn't want to explain, he just wants to do what he should do. Maybe he felt that some things could be solved and expressed with actions, but he didn't know that the waiting of the other party made her cranky.

"What? Did his mom know? How would you know? Could it be related to the little aunt I met on the road? A lot of questions appeared in Yan Jin's mind, but she hadn't reacted yet, it seemed that the reflex arc was a little long, and she had not been able to get out of Gao Xinye's words.

"Did they quarrel? Is it because of yourself? Yan Jin suddenly thought about it in a panic, Yang Xin's sudden appearance seemed to be scared, and he began to worry blindly.

"What to do? Do you want to continue to ask Gao Xinye? Is he okay now? Yan Jin was worried in her heart, she didn't dare to continue to ask Gao Xinye, she lost her courage in an instant, and the thing she was afraid of still appeared after all......

Ay!

There may be a time when you suddenly feel hopeless, that the whole world has turned its back on you, and that to live is to bear humiliation and pain.

Thinking of that back, thinking of yourself, and not wanting to continue thinking about it, let your thoughts drift away with the autumn wind!

"Lin, do you want to go to school together?" Lu Chengzhu sent a message, he knew that Ou Lin must still be sad in his heart now, watching the girl he liked walking with other men, and he didn't even have a chance to confess. In fact, he really didn't want to show up today, maybe it was also his selfishness, but he really couldn't stand Oulin's depression these days.

How I wish I hadn't fallen into this emotional whirlpool in the first place, how I wished I hadn't seen that scene, a knife, straight into my heart.

"You go first! I want to go late, I don't want to ...... so early" Orin responded, thinking about going to school, it was useless to consume time, and he wished he would never go, although sometimes he wanted to see the back of the one he missed.

Is it all worth it?

What I want to give, what you want, I am willing to give it to you. Just, are you really willing to accept it?

has been immersed in his own world, and seems to be approaching a dead end, thinking about Yang Xin, Yan Jin no longer has the strength to think about himself and Gao Xinye, and he can't say what it feels like in his heart.

In another room, there is one sentence after another.

"Husband, when are you coming back? Is all the work out there taken care of? Yang Xin closed the door and said to the other end with the phone.

"Soon, I'll be able to go back soon when things are taken care of."

"How is Xin Ye's recent studies? You're staring a little more, it's going to be an exam, right? The other end of the phone said that he was Gao Xinye's father, Gao Musen. Even outside, my heart is worried about my home.

"Hmmm! I'll keep an eye on him, don't worry! Yang Xin sighed after speaking, she couldn't tell him about her son's situation, so she could only deal with it slowly.

After hanging up the phone, they sighed tacitly.

In fact, Yan Jin knows that it is not easy for every mother, when he was young, his family was not wealthy, and it was very hard to watch his mother work every day. But I am still young, and I can't do a lot of things, and I can't help my mother share them. Mom is doing this all for herself and for life.

Watching her father grow crops in the field every day, although she thought it was fun for her father to be in the field at that time, but later she watched her father come home and drag his tired body into the house, she knew how difficult life was. Therefore, since I was a child, I made myself clearly aware that every parent wants their children to be good, even if they are tired and hard, they are just for their children.

Yan Jin realized that it is not easy for every mother to be pregnant, conceive in October, give birth once, and then raise their children every day and every night with a handful of and urine, no matter how hard they work and how tired, they just hope that their children can grow up healthy and happy.

Although they didn't get along for a long time, they clearly understood what kind of character Gao Xinye was. pondering whether to try to tell Gao Xinye not to say those disobedient words, how sad it would be for Yang Xin, after all, Yang Xin was his mother. However, after all, he has no right to ask, and he is nothing in his family.

I feel very uncomfortable, and I don't know what I should do, is it really the best ending to choose to give up......

What we don't know is that every mother, after listening to her child's rebellious words, only silently shed tears in the dark night when you are asleep, and only sadness remains. Therefore, we must all understand the difficulties and hardships of our parents, and don't let their hearts be silent in the dark and break their whole hearts.

This night, Yan Jin wondered if Gao Xinye and Yang Xin were okay, whether they were still arguing, and whether they were still in a cold war.

Thinking about it, I actually fell asleep quietly unconsciously.

The moonlight is very hazy, and some things should be solved clearly, not as hazy as this moonlight.

Confused!