Chapter Seventy-Seven: Gao Xinye's Sense of Crisis
It seems that those memories at the beginning are all illusions, as if they were a dream. Even I almost forgot how long I hadn't contacted him, and even I wanted to give up. A man who had given himself a shoulder to lean on not long ago suddenly became different.
It seems that he is used to the conversation between him and himself without him, and I don't know why he has begun to stiffen his heart and no longer become so hot.
However, memories are always so beautiful, always such a moment, always do not want to forget, always remember in my heart, do not want to forget, do not want to forget, but recall that the scene at that time is so heartbreaking compared to the present.
The heart hurts unconsciously, and no one can understand that kind of throbbing.
Thinking of that time, the boy was bent on chasing himself and clinging to himself all the time; Thinking of when they first got together at that time, they always felt that the time with each other passed too fast, too fast, they always had endless topics, and there were always many, many reluctances to part, but why ...... now?
She doesn't understand......
Yan Jin didn't know if something happened between Gao Xinye and Yang Xin, or what Yang Xin said to Gao Xinye, and he didn't know what the reason was, Yan Jin always felt that Gao Xinye didn't care about himself as much as he did at the beginning.
Thinking of that time, thinking of now, even if she doesn't want to compare them, but it's so obvious, Yan Jin's heart is very uncomfortable, she doesn't want this kind of love, she would rather never appear in her life, she would rather be the joke that she plays with her friends every day, and she doesn't want to think about it every day. Days like this are too painful, she can't hold on anymore.
Sometimes she is like suffering from depression, and she will suddenly be in a bad mood; Occasionally, as if suffering from autism, he would suddenly stop talking. Gao Xinye only chatted with Yan Jin occasionally, and then disappeared unconsciously. Although Yan Jin felt very uncomfortable, she still silently put it in her heart, and she swallowed her tears into her stomach. Keep telling yourself that it's okay, just get used to it, just get used to it.
It's okay to be bland, it's good to be long......
Empty room, she was alone. She became reluctant to talk to others and didn't want to talk to anyone. Every time a meal is delivered, she will eat one bite or two on the spot, and the decadent life is only despair in her eyes.
Everything is lifeless, and the light in my heart has been completely extinguished. During her time in the United States, she had been cut off from the rest of the world, and no matter who tried to get close to her, she was still like a shell.
"Dad, I will let all the Ye family's property inherit in my name." Now Yu Kun, who was talking on the phone in front of the window, said proudly, as if the matter had been decided.
"Ye Yongjin is very optimistic about me, you and him are world friends, he wants to marry his daughter to me, and when the time comes, the Ye family will be my final say."
"Son, you didn't disappoint me, you did a good job."
"However, you also have to get Ziling's heart as soon as possible, after all, she is also my uncle who has been called me for more than ten years! You're still going to be kind to her......" admonished the other end of the line, as if giving an order. He is Yu Kun's father, Yu Jianxiong.
"Knowing Dad, I will, at least until I get Ye Yongjin's approval, I won't ignore his daughter's ......" Yu Kun said that he was going to hang up the phone, his eyes staring outside, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, as if he was planning something.
"A person who only has a shell left, and who loves only that irresponsible boy, and who has had an abortion for him, still wants me to marry her? Hum! Yu Kun said disdainfully, although they are father and son, he and Yu Jianxiong seem to have different ideas.
The lunch break is always so fast, and I want to get a good night's sleep, but I cruelly only have a few minutes to go to class.
"Mu Zi, you wait for me, I'll take the information of the club to Ou Lin first......" Yan Jin finished talking to Mu Zi, glanced at the things in the cabinet, took a can of drink, turned around and walked out of the door of the bedroom, she was going to find Ou Lin.
"Okay, hurry up! Otherwise, it won't be too late to go to the classroom......" Mu Zi said to Yan Jin's back, she didn't want to eat the "fried chestnuts" of the old class! Anyone who has eaten it once will be unforgettable, and no one wants to eat it.
Just didn't see it, didn't see it with my own eyes, should I believe it or should I pretend not to know?
"Oulin, this is for you, all the information is in it, if you don't understand something, you can take a look at the things here, all the analysis is in this, you will be familiar with it, I was like this at the beginning, the club will be handed over to you, I can rest assured that ......" Yan Jin handed over all the information in his hand to Oulin's hands, and explained the time of the club in the future.
I took what I received from your hand, and when I touched it with my ten fingers, I felt your residual warmth......
"Okay......" was just a simple answer, he didn't know what else he had to say, and he said that he was just temporarily taking his place as president. Thinking about it, it turned out that I had refused at that time, and now, she is standing in front of my eyes, I want to touch but I can't touch it anymore, because she doesn't belong to me......
"Well, this drink is for you ......" Yan Jin handed the drink in his hand to Ou Lin, thinking that Ou Lin would take over the position for him, no matter what, he was still very grateful to him in his heart, and he could help himself when he encountered "little trouble".
Looking at the drink that Yan Jin handed to him, Ou Lin took it carefully, this was the first time he heard his heart, it was pounding and pounding, telling himself that the person in front of him, he really wanted to ......
After taking the drink handed by the other party, the person in front of him smiled at him, without any emotion, and he didn't know what it meant for a moment.
In the window, there was a pair of eyes that had been staring at Yan Jin and Ou Lin, and the reflection of the glass made Yan Jin and Ou Lin not aware of the existence of those eyes, as if they had been monitoring the two of them.
"Then I'll go back! You'll have to worry more about the affairs of the club when the time comes! Come on! Yan Jin said to Orin with a smile, and when he turned to leave, he ushered in another movement of his.
Ou Lin looked at Yan Jin, he unconsciously stretched out his hand and gently stroked the top of Yan Jin's hair, what should he do, how should he speak to his heart, what should he do......
It was too sudden, Yan Jin didn't react, but she felt the temperature of Oulin's palm above her head, she couldn't help but look at Oulin with wide eyes, she wanted to dodge, but found that he was looking at her dotingly.
Yan Jin tilted her head to the other in embarrassment, she didn't understand what was wrong with Orin.
It wasn't until Orin's hand was lowered that she raised her head and said, "I'll go back first, and I still have to go to class!"
"Well, go ahead!" Ou Lin responded simply, looking at Yan Jin's eyes leaving him, he didn't know what was wrong with him, why there was such an action, after all, he couldn't deceive his heart.
It's just that the eyes that have been staring at them have quietly left without realizing it, what is he looking for?
I haven't reacted yet, I don't know if I was just blindly imagining it at that moment, or if it's true, do you want me to treat you like this? If you don't want to, why don't you say no? Why not say it!
Always blindly blaming herself, in fact, Yan Jin really didn't know about Oulin's actions, maybe she didn't think elsewhere, she felt that Oulin took care of her like her brother, and was good to her, purely just a single good.
"Ye, your words are about to be snatched away by others today, are you still in the mood to play here......" Xu Chang said loudly on the court, suddenly everyone looked at Gao Xinye, he scratched his head in embarrassment, he wanted to beat Xu Chang hard now, he felt that he was very faceless, whether the matter was true or false, he would check it himself.
"Don't be noisy! Quick, come here, come here, play the ball, play the ball......" Gao Xinye roared embarrassedly, perhaps to relieve his uneasiness, and in an instant, all the people continued to grab the ball again, and regained their vitality just now.
However, the heart has become absent-minded, and there is a scarred scar, which is afraid that the blood will flow when it is revealed, but if it is not revealed, how can we know what the real inner reason is!
It's finally time for the holidays! I'm happily waiting, looking forward to ......
But they rarely go out to play even on small holidays, they are busy with their own affairs, and they rarely have their own time. So as the days passed, maybe there was a gap between them, and they began to become tacit and ignore each other.
In school, they are both students, and at home, they are also children, only in the world of the two of them is the identity of a couple, but this couple, this boyfriend and girlfriend are only called by outsiders, just called ......
"Orin, when did you go downstairs to buy a drink and not tell me?" Lu Chengzhu, who searched around and didn't find Oulin, looked at Oulin holding a thick stack of white paper and a bottle of drink in his hand.
"I'll get it for you! Give me a drink! Lu Chengzhu continued to ask, looking at Ou Lin holding such a pile of things, he felt that he should help him carry them, after all, he was empty-handed.
"No need, don't touch my drink...... Ou Lin immediately reflexively dodged away, how he didn't want to know the existence of Gao Xinye, the drink was given to him by Yan Jin, he didn't want others to take this thing, he was reluctant. Even sometimes I would rather never know that Yan Jin existed, there was always such a person, and she changed everyone.
Yan Jin's life is only left with the last life exam and a boy she loves deeply, and sometimes because of a boy's smile, her world will become brighter. Then, the reverse is also true.
Everyone is just a supporting character in someone else's world, and they are no exception. Yan Jin's lack of initiative, Gao Xinye's gradual coldness, caused the distance between them to become longer and longer. Gao Xinye only chatted with Yan Jin a few times a week, and sometimes only once or twice a month. However, Yan Jin is used to it, and her heart will no longer become excited and excited because of Gao Xinye's appearance. From the previous speechlessness to the current speechlessness, maybe no one is wrong, what is wrong is love.
It's just wrong, is it really wrong? We haven't had any quarrels with each other, but what about this time?
The computer's system suddenly makes a sound, and someone adds them as friends. Yan Jin nodded curiously, she wondered who this was, she seemed to have set up someone else to want to add her as a friend, only through her own account, but, who is this?
"We know each other, you're right!" The attached message shows that it is even more strange that this person actually knows himself. She clicked Add as Friend, but she was still confused.
"Hello! I'm Yanjin, who are you? Yan Jin looked at the news and asked a little surprised, because she didn't know who it was?
"Don't you know me? I've liked you for a long time, and I've always liked you since you were in junior high school......"
"I haven't seen you in years, and now you're a lot older, right? I'm back looking for you, I want you ......" the other party replied quickly, and then Yan Jin looked confused.
Who is he?
Yan Jin didn't answer, she kept thinking, who is this person? Why is it happening like this?