Volume 4 Perhaps Wei Ying Xu Leaves Chapter 22

When Benwan was five years old, Ham died. Everyone was very sad, and Sen secretly cried twice.

Wanwan refused to eat and cried for several days. Ye Yin tells her about death and separation.

Wanwan suddenly said, Mom, you live, let the cancer die.

Ye Yin looked at Wanwan in a daze, not knowing what to say.

Sen picked up the bend and asked, who did you listen to?

I heard Rose and Grandma say that Mom was going to die. Fortunately, the bend is still young, and I know that death is not good, but I don't understand the specific meaning.

Sen put down the bend and walked out, but was stopped by Ye Yin, who said that no one would say this in front of the bend, and this was true. Sen sat down in a chair and touched his bent head.

Sometimes the shade of the leaves ignores the crooked crying. Sen was anxious and said that you still had me as a punching bag when you were a child. Ye Yin said that no matter how young a child is, she also has her emotions, as long as she vents it, ignore it, and let her calm herself, life often needs to be adjusted by herself in this way. Sen didn't know if she was right, and the big bend didn't seem to have a bad temper.

Wanwan sometimes deliberately flatters like an adult, such as stuffing a small stool under Ping's buttocks while squatting and working, or handing Ye Yin a dirty piece of paper when she coughs, she can't deny the kindness of children, but Ye Yin feels that sometimes children, who have not yet established a small sense of security, also rely on this way to obtain affirmation and praise, which is the kind of care she needs. Therefore, whenever Wanwan has this kind of behavior, Ye Yin will give her a lot of praise and enthusiasm. The occasional helpless look would make her feel how pitiful this little person was. For the rest of her life, she hopes to watch Wanwan become a secure child who has the confidence and trusts the kindness of others.

Ye Yin thought that the child's congenital deficiency was caused by his frailty, so he adjusted the diet to the bend. But the bends are getting heavier and heavier. Mori and Haruharu accompanied Ye Yin to bend for an examination, but it turned out to be a congenital heart disease, and even surgery could not fundamentally solve the problem.

Qingqing was so anxious that she kept asking the doctor, and the doctor said that the reason was unknown, and after listing many possible reasons, she added unintentionally, it may have been more before, because there are many close relatives who are married. Ye Yin looked at the doctor blankly. Sen's heart shuddered.

Ye Yin decided to give the curvature surgery. The doctor sighed and said to arrange it as soon as possible. Because he accompanied Ye Yin to see a doctor before, Sen understood the meaning of the doctor's sigh very well, and Ye Yin also understood it as a former doctor.

Ye Yin told Wanwan that she wanted surgery like an adult, and told her why she wanted surgery, Wanwan cried in fright, but quickly agreed bravely. Everyone couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. But then he bent and asked Ye Yin if he could make some requests, Qingqing laughed, little man, I knew it was not that simple. In fact, they are all small requirements, such as riding the merry-go-round a few times and setting off a fireworks. Sen also laughed, it's really Ye Yin's daughter, your mother likes these too. Uncle will find you fireworks.

The fireworks that Sen brought scared Ye Yin and said why there were so many. Mori said that it was okay to put it slowly. Bendwan seemed to be tired, and he was very happy to see the fireworks but couldn't get up. Ye Yin picked up the bend and put it in her car and said to Sen that we should go now.

The fireworks go up, so close to God, but they don't know who to pray to for a long time.

Perhaps, beauty and longevity have always been paradoxes.

Sen pointed to the sky and said to Wanwan, "Look how beautiful, it's your favorite kind of fireworks." He himself could see that he was in a god, as if he had returned to his childhood when he and Ye Yin held hands and looked up at the night sky.

When she looked at the bend again, she was asleep. Forever.

Sen picked her up, and the sky grew dark. The night sky is like a background cloth with its own eraser, and the fireworks are instantly clean.

Mori was surprised that Ye Yin was stronger than he imagined, but Qingqing cried and fainted twice.

Ping sighed to Sen that Ye Yin was hard-hearted.

Sen said it was hard or it was broken a long time ago, who knows.

Ping said that she is always good in your eyes. The tone seemed a bit harsh. Sen looked at his mother and was stunned, but Ping didn't continue.

In the past nights of leaning against the window and sitting quietly, Ye Yin repeatedly remembered his own truth in his childhood, death may be able to make people never separate.

Ye Yin's body, which was repeatedly attacked by bad luck, was even weaker, but he always maintained a dignified and quiet body. Lu said that Ye Yin was the most self-contained woman he had ever seen.

Ye Yin put the crooked ashes into the river of his hometown.

Sitting under a tree by the river, Mori found a topic to talk to Ye Yin. He asked Ye Yin, do you remember when we were a child hiding cats in the earthquake shed? Ye Yin nodded, at that time, we were about the same age as Wanwan. And then said that it was okay, her memory will always remain at the most beautiful time. After a pause, Ye Yin said that I was probably smaller than Wanwan at that time.

Sen said that I was running around the yard, and suddenly I heard a cat-like sound, he learned from Ye Yin, help me turn over, help me turn over. Ye Yin also remembered and said yes, I don't have any impression of the earthquake, I just remember that I was lying in the stroller all the time, with a kettle and more valuable items at home next to it, so that I didn't even have the strength to turn over. By the way, you also gave me compressed biscuits, which I never tasted before, and I thought it was very tasty at the time.

As he spoke, Sen was a little distracted, and he suddenly remembered that it should be the first time he saw Jin, and Jin was still leading a little boy, it should be Xiao. She handed the tree a bag of things and left. At the time of the earthquake, supplies were scarce, and what Jin sent was probably food, which seemed to be compressed biscuits.

That was the first time Sen and Xiao met. It's just that it's winter, Xiao is wearing a hat, and Sen can't see him clearly.

For some reason, after learning about Wanwan's condition, Sen often thought of Xiao.

On those days, Ye Yin spent most of his time by the river.

Looking at the river, Grandma Li and Lin Meiya looked at her across the water like those rocks in the river. Ye Yin is familiar with the place of those big stones. The river swirls on the rock, leaving the inevitable distance.

Mori said, "Did you know that large rocks are constantly moving upstream because of the flow of water?"

Ye Yin nodded, went upstream, pursued, and then eventually met. Very good. Ye Yin thought that Grandma Li should have seen her sister who always mentioned it, and when she saw the tree, she saw Yan. Thinking of Yan and Wanwan, Ye Yin thought, the end of the journey, the return, it is also very good.