In fact, she knew in her heart that no matter how much she liked the boss, the boss would never like her - no, in this way, she still gave herself too much face. It should be, no matter how much she likes the boss, no matter how much she chases the boss, the boss will never see her in his eyes.

Hey~ That's how to describe it, that's accurate.

So she has always known in her heart that one day, the boss will marry a woman. And that woman, by no means can be her.

In the past, just thinking about the boss marrying another woman, she was so jealous that she wanted to go crazy!

Jealousy makes her ugly.

She hated to give all the women in the world a machine gun to die suddenly. In this way, she is the only woman left in the world, and even if the boss does not marry her, the boss cannot marry another woman.

If she can't get it tonight, then no one can get it.

For a long time, her thinking was so extreme.

But there are many things that really can't be guessed and inferred. Half a year ago, when the boss hadn't married his sister-in-law home, you were the gun against her temple, and she would never have thought that one day, she would give up liking the boss and become friends with the woman the boss married home.

We can still talk and laugh together in the kitchen like we do now.

This was unthinkable half a year ago.

But that's what happened.

"I can only say that the world is impermanent, right?"

"What kind of impermanence in the world, there are many things in this world that you can't think of." An Ning said casually, "What is there to be surprised about. It's so normal. ”

Even she didn't expect that she, a little person with no hair, would be able to climb the high branch of the fifth master. not only successfully entered the upper class, but also became the most prominent lady in the upper circle of the capital.

Mrs. Quan!

Listen, these three words, listening to it reveal a domineering and powerful spirit.

He is really not a white surname.

Even the surname is powerful.

"Sister-in-law, you are such a good person, how can you not even make a friend before going to college?" Lin Wanwan asked her in confusion.

An Ning lazily asked, "You Miss Lin are also such a good person, why can't you even make a friend before you met me?" ”

"Because I don't want to make friends at all. I also have a high horizon, and I always feel that no one deserves to be my friend. Not worthy of me. ”

"Then I think like you."

"What do you mean by almost! It's pretty much the same, but there's still a difference, right? ”

"I'm not as confident as you, and I don't think anyone is worthy of me. I've been busy making ends meet, trying to keep myself alive. I don't have that time to make friends. You know, making friends is a lot of time. Friend, if you don't maintain it, the relationship will gradually fade. And I didn't have the time to make friends. ”

She needs to learn, and only learning is the only way out for a little person like her who has no father, no mother, no power and no power. Only by studying hard can she change her destiny. Let yourself no longer worry about having a full meal and a place to sleep.

She needs to make money, she needs to make money to feed herself. But she is a student, where is she going to work? She just wants to go to work, and there is nowhere to ask for her. The only way she can make money is on a scholarship. Participate in a variety of contests, place places, and get prize money.

So in the final analysis, she is studying desperately in order to survive.

People who can't even afford to eat, where do they have the heart to make friends? She just had the time to make friends, and she didn't have the money to go out to eat with her friends.

Money!

A money word can really stump a hero!

"But sister-in-law, you don't have to worry about this kind of thing anymore. You are married to the fifth master, not to mention worry-free food and clothing, you are now the most prominent lady in the capital. ”

"So, didn't I make you a friend?"

Lin Wanwan smirked at her, didn't speak, just smirked.

An Ning smiled a little inexplicably at her, and there was also a little hair behind her, "Why are you looking at me smirking?" ”

"No, I just think about it, the fate between people is really amazing."

The word fate is the most wonderful.

How could she dare to imagine that one day, she would talk and laugh with her rival and work in the kitchen together?

"Fate is here, and it can't be stopped." An Ning couldn't help but comfort Lin Wanwan in the end, "Miss Lin, why are you in a hurry?" You're still so young, you're always going to meet the right person. ”

Fifth Master Quan is not the right person for Lin Wanwan.

Ming Jiuye is not a person who is happy to be right.

They all just fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time. But that doesn't mean they won't meet the right person in their lifetime.

What's the hurry?

With a population of more than one billion, where is it so simple to meet the right person.

Wait slowly, you will always encounter it.

Lin Wanwan asked her, "Then what if you live or die?" ”

An Ning replied to her, "It's okay. A person can live a wonderful and delicate life. You don't have to find the right person to make your own life chic and moisturized. When two people are together, there are two people who are together, but when they are alone, there are also good children who are together. At least, when you're alone, you're free enough. You can do whatever you want, but no one cares about you. You can arrange your time however you want. ”

Lin Wanwan washed the dishes and sighed slowly, "But I've been free for too long, so I always want someone to come out and take care of me." ”

"You said it too,."

"Sister-in-law, didn't you ever feel lonely before you married the boss? Eating alone, going to work alone, leaving work alone, there will always be a time of loneliness! ”

"Of course I'll feel lonely." An Ning can already open her heart to Lin Wanwan, she said: "Sometimes when I see others in pairs, I feel a little lost in my heart. ”

"Right? Especially when it's raining. Everyone has a boyfriend and girlfriend together, either in the rain or someone gives an umbrella. But he is a single figure in the form of a single figure, and it is pitiful to think about it. ”

"I've never felt lonely because of this."

"Then when did you feel lonely alone?"

"Probably ...... When I am under a lot of pressure to work and study, and I am engrossed in work and study, I feel a little lonely after a short period of busyness. That's when I thought, ah...... If I had a boyfriend, I wouldn't have to be alone. I finally had time, but I didn't know how to pass the time, and I didn't know who to go with. At times like these, I feel a little lonely. ”

Lin Wanwan, who was particularly empathetic, pecked the rice and nodded violently, "Yes, yes, yes, it's still my sister-in-law." Me too, when I'm busy, I can't care about being lonely or lonely. It's just that after half a day of leisure, I will feel very lonely. ”

It's so tight that you have to squeeze in time to catch your breath, and once it's over, it feels like a long time. I don't know what to do, and I don't know how to spend my time.

At this time, it is the loneliest.

On the contrary, when you are busy, you don't have time to think about the mess at all. I can't be busy, where can I have time to feel lonely!

"Sister-in-law, how do you pass the time when you feel lonely?" Lin Wanwan pouted, "I usually go clubbing with a little chase at times like this." Or go crazy eating and drinking with my men. ”

"But after this, won't it be even more empty?" An Ning asked seriously and said, "The more you feel lonely, the more you want to find someone to accompany you." Yes, when you have someone with you, you will certainly feel less lonely. But people can't always be with you, and when people can't accompany you, the sense of emptiness and loneliness will be even more turbulent. ”

"Yes...... Lin Wanwan pouted, looking at the half-washed plate in his hand viciously, "The more lively it is, the more lonely it will be after the excitement." It's an endless loop. ”

"So the more lonely I am, the less I will find anyone to be with me."

"So what are you doing?"

"Reading, reading a book, an afternoon was passed away. Learn something you're not good at at all, like cooking. No, that's how I've learned how to cook now. When you have some free time, go to bed. ”

But her sleep quality has never been very good. More often than not, I still read under the covers.

In fact, she is not a person who loves to read, but apart from reading, she doesn't know what else she can do when she is alone. As a result, before she knew it, the habit of reading books had already been formed. Now when she doesn't have time, she will squeeze out some time to read books.

Once a habit is formed, it is very difficult to change it.

Lin Wanwan looked at her with admiration, "Sister-in-law, you are so amazing." ”

"Also...... All right? ”

"People who can enjoy loneliness are amazing."

"That's not enjoyment, it's digestion."

"It's amazing to be able to digest loneliness!"

"Miss Lin, you might as well try it next time, when you feel very lonely again, don't go out to find someone to fool around. You just stay in your room and find something to do. ”

"Reading? Don't, sister-in-law, I'm really the type of person who gets a headache when I read a book. ”

"I didn't say you should read, you can do anything. In short, just stop looking for a bunch of messy people to go out and mess around. In the future, whenever you feel lonely, you will do it. Slowly, you won't feel lonely. ”

Because when she is lonely, she will habitually do something.

Everyone is alone.

It's not that with a boyfriend and girlfriend, this loneliness will be counteracted.

She felt that on the contrary, with people around her, it was the most turbulent when that sense of emptiness and loneliness hit.

Because, I am used to having someone to accompany me, and once no one is with me, that huge loss cannot be filled.

And that's why she's always on her own.