Chapter 187: Zhilan, what should we do?
Yes, he can't use such an unbearable word as shameless on his father. But other than that, he felt that there was nothing more appropriate than these two words, but in the end, he still couldn't say it.
rushed into the room that Gao Boguang said, and at first glance saw Zhilan lying on the ground, curled up in a ball, she was already uncomfortable, and now she was so seriously stimulated, Gao Minlang looked at her like that, like a frightened child. There was not a trace of blood on her pale face, and there was not a tear, she bit her lip tightly, and it was self-evident that she was forbearing.
"Lan Lan..." Gao Minlang opened his mouth, only to find that his voice was trembling, he knelt in front of her, his hands passed through her body, and held her in his arms: "I'm sorry..."
Zhilan asked softly, "Have you bought the sanitary napkins?" ”
"What?" Gao Minlang was dumbfounded, he was indeed shocked by Zhilan's question, and after making up his mind, he said: "I bought it back, it's the brand you usually use, but at home, shall we go back?" ”
Zhilan closed her eyes, Gao Minlang picked her up, and left the room step by step. The car stopped at the entrance of the hotel, he put Zhilan on the co-pilot, buckled his seat belt, and then drove away!
When she got home, Zhilan went to the bathroom first, and Gao Minlang waited at the door! There was no movement inside, and soon, the sound of water flowing came from the bathroom!
Zhilan looked at herself in the mirror, her face was pale like a female ghost, her hair was messy, she saw the shadow outside through the glass door, but she really didn't want to say a word, what should I do? I thought it was hard work, but I didn't expect it to be their end!
"Lan Lan..." he couldn't help but speak, it had been too long, and she hadn't come out yet: "Lan Lan? ”
Click, the door was opened, and standing face to face with Gao Minlang, Zhilan felt that the air was a little thin, her chest was suffocated, and she coughed suddenly.
"Lan Lan..." Before he could wait, he was stopped by Zhilan's outstretched hand, Gao Minlang had no choice but to stop where he was and asked timidly, "How are you?" ”
"Can't die!" With that, he forced himself back to the bedroom. Then I got on the bed, pulled the quilt, and wrapped my whole body tightly!
Gao Minlang sat on the sidelines, not knowing what to say, what else could he say? The man who he called his father for decades buried his happiness with his own hands, what could he do? How much he couldn't see his own good, he did everything to tell the truth of the year.
I don't know if Zhilan is asleep, but in short, she has maintained that movement motionless for a long time, like a docile kitten, her face is covered by a quilt, so she can't see her expression clearly.
In fact, Zhilan has been crying, crying, maybe it can also be called silent tears.
Look at the time, it's already five o'clock in the afternoon, Gao Minlang got up to prepare dinner, Zhilan was uncomfortable, but he knew that dinner must be eaten, otherwise his spirit would be poor! No matter what happens, he won't allow Zhilan to abuse his body like this! So he had to prepare dinner well.
Fortunately, he just went to the supermarket, and he bought a lot of snacks and snacks that Zhilan loves! If Zhilan wakes up in a while and is hungry, you can take a mat first!
After more than an hour, I prepared four dishes: celery beef, hibiscus shrimp, stir-fried three shreds, and a soup! There was also a sound from the rice cooker at this time, and the rice was ready!
Gao Minlang returned to the bedroom, Zhilan was indeed asleep, maybe because it was too hot, she didn't know when she had ripped off the quilt and only covered her abdomen!
Gao Minlang walked in, leaned over to look at her, unconsciously covered her forehead, stroked her hair, seemed to sense it, Zhilan moved her eyes, did not open them, just muttered: "I want to sleep!" ”
"Okay, good..."Gao Minlang coaxed her like a child: "But now that the meal is ready, can we eat first, eat, and then sleep, okay?" ”
Zhilan didn't speak, Gao Minlang had no choice, forget it, let her sleep, maybe in her dreams, she wouldn't have so many troubles! Isn't it a good thing to be able to fall asleep now?
Returned to the kitchen and brought the food to the table, without Zhilan, his appetite was also extremely poor, so he ate a few bites casually and put down his chopsticks. Then looking at those meals in a daze, he didn't know what to do next, let alone Zhilan's thoughts. Stand up and bring the food back to the kitchen, the lights are already shining outside, and the night is coming.
He washed his hands casually, then returned to the bedroom, and went directly to the bed, and covered the quilt on Zhilan again, and the excess part was covered on himself, and it took a long time before he mustered up the courage and put his hand on Zhilan's waist, but she didn't give any reaction!
His head rested on her back, and his voice was so soft that he couldn't even hear it clearly.
"Lanlan, I'm sorry!" Gao Minlang said, stretched out his hand to Zhilan's abdomen, and then gently rubbed it for her: "The moment I heard the truth, I almost went crazy, I know what this means to us, the catastrophe, if you are someone else, I will make him pay for it at any cost, but he is my father, what should I do." My own mother was killed by my father, and you say, "Did I do something wrong?" That's why God did this to me. ”
Zhilan's eyes rolled under her eyelashes, she knew what kind of blow this matter was to Gao Minlang, he was a man, so except for getting drunk at the bar that night, he didn't show any emotions, he accepted it silently, just like he said himself, what could he do?
But what could she do? Can that man be so cruel in cold blood that he will force her to leave soon? But do you really want to leave? Zhilan closed her eyes again in pain, tears crossed her face, and the pillow was immediately soaked, and the stain became bigger and bigger.
Hearing Zhilan's heavy breathing, Gao Minlang was startled, he got up slightly, his elbows against the soft mattress, his head was already on Zhilan's neck, and he asked softly, "Zhilan, are you awake?" ”
Zhilan didn't answer him, she had her eyes closed, maybe Gao Minlang was just guessing. Sure enough, there was no answer, and he lay down again!
"Zhilan, can you talk to me? Tell me what you think, if something like this happens, we should communicate more and communicate more, shouldn't we? Don't keep all your thoughts in your mind, I want to know, what do you think! ”
Zhilan finally made a move, she got up, lifted the quilt, got out of bed, and whispered, "I'm hungry." ”
"I'll give you a hot dish!" Gao Minlang moves swiftly as if he has undergone special training. Get up, put on your shoes, and disappear.
Zhilan smiled. Such a lovely person, could she bear to leave him?
Coming out of the bathroom, Gao Minlang had already brought the meal to the table. Zhilan didn't know when the meeting would be, so she learned not to blame her stomach, no matter what happened, she would not have trouble with her stomach. So sitting at the dining table, looking at those dishes that looked very good, Zhilan's appetite was still quite strong.
"Let's eat!" Gao Minlang sat next to Zhilan, also holding a pair of chopsticks, and gave Zhilan vegetables!
"Have you eaten yet?" Zhilan asked.
"Hmm!"
"Eat with me again!"
Gao Minlang hurriedly got up and went to serve the rice by himself, and it was a big bowl. Zhilan glanced at him, couldn't help but smile and asked, "Haven't you eaten it?" Why do you still eat so much, you shouldn't eat too much for dinner! ”
Gao Minlang laughed in a low voice: "Eating with you, my appetite is always uncontrollable!" ”
Zhilan didn't speak, and Gao Minlang remained silent, and all that could be heard, except for the ensemble of chopsticks and plates, was the sound of their slight breathing. Although Zhilan has an appetite, the amount of rice has always been very small, and after eating a small bowl of rice, she pushed the bowl away!
Then he clasped his hands in front of his chest, leaned heavily on the chair, and looked at Gao Minlang quietly!
After a long time, she said: "This matter, in the final analysis, is my father's fault, the fault is that he should not covet a married woman, once this kind of thing is discovered, it will be fatal to both families!" Because I'm a woman, I can't empathize with the hatred of taking my wife, so, you... I don't know what kind of peak the hatred in my father's heart has reached, but ten years have passed, and he can still cruelly tell the truth, which shows that he can't forget my father's harm to him, my father is gone, so this hatred is naturally transferred to me! However, I always think that he should never tell you the truth of the matter, at least hide the truth about your mother's death, which is too cruel for you. ”
Gao Minlang chewed the food in his mouth, as if it was no longer delicious, otherwise, how could it be so difficult to swallow. His throat rolled, but he couldn't swallow the food, he got up, went into the bathroom, and threw it up!
Come out again, there is an extra glass of boiled water on the table! He picked it up, took a few sips, and the boiled water bottomed out. Still like just now, he sat next to Zhilan, but it was closer than just now, he leaned on Zhilan's shoulder, and said resentfully: "After living for twenty-eight years, I didn't know that my father was that kind of person, it seems that the happiest thing in his life is to hurt others at all costs." Because of him, I have taken so many detours, missed so many views, hurt the people I love the most, and in the end, what I should hate the most is the person who brought me into this world, Zhilan, you say, why is God so unfair! How do you ask me to face you in the days to come? You smile at me, what I think of is the harm to you, you cry to me, I blame myself even more, you ignore me, care about me, no matter what you do to me, what I think of is ten years ago, I hurt you at all costs..."Tears overflowed his eyes, like two lonely and long highways, there is no end, he choked and said: "Zhilan, what should we do?" ”