yes, what to do? What to do? Zhilan doesn't understand Gao Minlang's hopelessness at the moment, she is the same as him, she doesn't know how to face him, she knows that she shouldn't be angry with him, but when she faces him, Zhilan will also think of her father's ten years in prison and everything she has experienced!

Maybe God has already seen the ending they deserve, so they chose to announce the truth at this time.

Zhilan stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on Gao Minlang's face, her silent comfort may not have any effect, at this moment they are like a pair of lions healing each other, a female and a male, licking each other's wounds, but they don't know that the wound sticks to the saliva, and it will hurt even more!

"Min Lang..."Zhilan touched her face and called his name: "Although he is unforgivable, he is indeed your last relative in this world, as long as we are together, he will not forgive, as long as we are together, I am afraid that you will never see each other again!" ”

"Zhilan, don't say it!" Min Lang raised his head, and then hugged Zhilan in his arms: "I'm not a person who blindly worships family affection, I just hate that after too long, all the evidence has disappeared, otherwise I will definitely send him to prison with my own hands, it's a big deal, I covered the prison meal for the rest of his life." But I can't do anything now, watching him disappear into the sky, that powerlessness, you understand? ”

"I understand!" Zhilan tightly wrapped around Gao Minlang's waist: "It is precisely because I understand that I know what it means to love deeply and hate deeply." You love him as much as you hate him! So, Min Lang, let's break up and give each other some space. ”

"I don't want it!" Gao Minlang suddenly hugged Zhilan tighter, as if she was about to disappear in the next moment: "I proposed to you, have you forgotten that you promised me, no matter what happens, you will not leave me." ”

Zhilan was held by Gao Minlang like that, she didn't struggle or speak, she wanted to wait for him to calm down, and wait for him to think clearly! Gao Minlang lay on Zhilan's shoulder, Zhilan's shoulder was wet, she knew that this man was crying again!

If you hold it for a long time, you will be tired! He let go of her, and the words that came out of his mouth were full of pleading: "Lanlan, don't leave me, look at me, now there is nothing, I only have you left, just take pity on me, okay, don't leave me." I'll do everything I can to make amends to you and atone for him, okay, okay! ”

It's coquettish again, and it's begging, if it was in the past, Zhilan would have been unable to resist it a long time ago, but now, she must be ruthless.

"The National Day is coming soon, Shao Tong is getting married, and I'm going to help my aunt in the next few days! Just right, let's calm down too! ”

"I don't want you to go, I'm afraid that if you go, you won't come back" Gao Minlang grabbed Zhilan's hand and didn't let go: "It's okay to go, I'll be with you!" ”

"Don't make a fuss, Min Lang! You still have a job! ”

"Do you think I'm still in the mood to work when something like this happens?"

Zhilan was a little displeased, pulled out her hand, got up and went back to the bedroom, and then began to pack her things, they have been together for so long, there are naturally a lot of things, but Zhilan also packed some necessary! At the door, Gao Minlang stood there, motionless, looking at Zhilan! They are childhood sweethearts, and Zhilan's temper is stubborn, he doesn't know it, so he knows very well that the breakup is not a joke! Because of this, at this time, his heart is like walking in the cold winter!

Gao Minlang stepped forward and held down her hand to organize the suitcase, those hands, he had kissed and touched countless times, and he had also pulled it through the streets and alleys, and the heat it transmitted to him had always made him unable to extricate himself... But at this time, in his own hands, he was a little cold: "Don't go, at least... Don't go at this time... I need you! ”

Zhilan's heart softened after all, she held Gao Minlang's hand backhand, she naturally knew that at this time, she couldn't leave, he was disheartened at the moment, the only warmth came from her, saying that breaking up was not angry words, but she also knew that many things, not to say, had to be put into action, she at least had to wait for him... Don't be so sad to leave again.

"I know." Zhilan took the box down, and Gao Minlang hurriedly moved the box away and hid it in the corner. When he returned, he looked like a happy child. Holding Zhilan for a long time and not letting go, he was happy in his heart, not because Zhilan was kind, but because he knew that Zhilan said that she was not sincere!

"Zhilan, can we go on a trip?" Gao Minlang said: "It's the National Day soon, we go abroad, I have always said to take you out, but I don't have time, now I think about it, work is so important, the most important thing is to be with your lover, enjoy a good time." ”

Yes, Gao Minlang promised her to take her abroad to play, but now when he hears this, he only feels that this is not what it used to be, and his heart is cold!

"I told you, Shao Tong is going to get married on National Day, and I can't leave at all!"

"Isn't it only a day to get married! National Day is another seven-day holiday! I'm going to book a plane right now, where do you want to go, Europe, Africa, or..."

"Min Lang..."Zhilan's voice was a little heavy, like helplessness, and like reproach: "At this time, I don't have any thoughts!" ”

Zhilan didn't know that Gao Minlang was to relieve her heart. But, really, she didn't have any thoughts.

"Good, good... Then don't go! Gao Minlang saw Zhilan's displeasure, but still coaxed her patiently: "Then I'll be at home, accompany you, and help my aunt prepare for Shao Tong's wedding, how about it?" ”

"It's late, shall we rest first?" Zhilan said, getting up to make the bed.

Gao Minlang immediately took the futon in her hand: "I'll come, I'll come!" You rest! ”

Early the next morning, Gao Minlang prepared breakfast. Xiang'an slept last night, and after lying down, he didn't speak again, as if he had something on his mind, but he refused to communicate, thinking about what had happened over the years, Zhilan was almost open until dawn, they turned their backs to each other, and they couldn't see if Gao Minlang was asleep, but they heard him snoring in the second half of the night.

Zhilan got up, yawned and went to the living room, no one was hugged from behind before she turned around, Gao Minlang's chin rubbed against Zhilan's shoulder socket: "I haven't slept all night, why don't I sleep more!" ”

Zhilan was a little itchy and dodged, but there was nowhere to hide, she was hugged tightly by him, without a trace: "Is the meal ready?" Eat first, and after breakfast, I want to go see my dad! ”

Gao Minlang was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "Okay, eat first, after eating, I'll go with you!" ”

"I'll just go by myself!"

"At least send it to the cemetery, isn't that okay?"

Zhilan doesn't speak! It's a default.

In front of Modi's tombstone, although it was only a few months, it was overgrown with weeds, and in September, the weather was already very cold, and the original green grass had long been unbearable to the ravages brought by the autumn wind, and gradually turned yellow and withered!

Zhilan cried while holding the licorice, at this moment, she knew how innocent her father died and how worthless it was, although there was his fault, but it was not worth paying for it!

"Dad, tell me, how can there be so many rights and wrongs in life, so many helplessness. It's impossible to say that I don't blame you, but you are my father, more often, I feel that I dragged you down, and for my sake, you are willing to suffer those ten years in prison. Zhilan was a little tired, so she sat there, leaning against the tombstone, as before, as if leaning on her father's shoulder.

"Maybe you don't know it, my mother has also left, and in this world, in addition to my aunt, I am also a relative. You're all gone, as if you had agreed upon! What happened back then, you were thrown into prison, my mother was heard from me, and I was like a homeless stray cat. I thought that ten years had passed, you had been released from prison, and we could be reunited as a family, but I didn't know that my mother had married another woman, and you were counting down the time in this world. Dad, you know what, when I'm sad, I want to be like you... I know that's a cowardly thought, I know... Later, when I met Min Lang again, I didn't think that we would be able to be together... I thought that after you, there was finally a man who could protect me, but the good times didn't last long, and it was only a long time before something like this happened. I know that he loves me, spoils me, and follows me in all things! But Dad, I really don't know how to face him, since then there is a taboo topic between us, it is like a thorn, piercing our hearts, whether it is a midnight dream, or a blue sky and day, it is something we can no longer face! ”

"Break up! I think, this is the only way I can do it, the only way not to let us hurt each other again, if we really go on together, there will inevitably be more contradictions in the future, he is at fault, but you are not innocent! This kind of pain is for our generation to taste, and frankly, I'm not ready! So, I have to think carefully about what to do next! So, I came to see you today, in addition to chatting with you, I still came to say goodbye to you, and I don't know when I will be able to come to see you again today, so I said okay, don't be angry with me. When Shao Tong's wedding is over, I think I will leave, don't worry about me, I will take good care of myself in those ten years, so you have to rest assured. My daughter doesn't have wings, but I want to be able to fly. Goodbye, Dad. ”

Back at the foot of the mountain, Gao Minlang didn't leave, Zhilan thought he was going to work, but when she saw his car, she realized that he had been waiting for him here!

As soon as she got in the car, Zhilan asked, "Why didn't you go to the company?" ”

"I just called the chairman, and this time it's a complete resignation!"

"Why?"

"Nothing! It's just that I'm tired of it, not to mention, the new product can't be researched for a long time, and the chairman has long planned to change people, even if I don't take the initiative to resign, I will be transferred to other departments as well as acquaintances, make room for more capable people. ”

What a stubborn person!