Chapter 22: Seeing My Five-Year-Old Self for the First Time
I always thought that I would not be unaccustomed to not being without you for a while, but I was still wrong, it turned out that I couldn't do without you after all, so unaccustomed...
In fact, I don't know how long I've been walking, but I've been moving forward with my feelings, and I've come to the end before I know it.
When I think about it, I always feel that the journey is not perfect, and I always feel that there is so much tiredness, is it because of the company around me that it will become like this.
Seeing that the bus was coming, he touched his pocket, and was about to take out a coin to take the car, but, as if everything was doomed, Gao Xinye suddenly found that there was something that he didn't bring out...
Suddenly, I felt that I couldn't touch what I wanted, and when I thought about it, I forgot to take the key on the table with me when I came out.
Just when he was in distress, the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly rang, it was Gao Xinye's father, Gao Changsheng, calling.
didn't know what was going on, Gao Xinye immediately picked up the phone: "Hey! Dad, what's wrong? ”
"Oh, I know..."Gao Xinye immediately dialed another number after hanging up the phone, waiting for the other end of the phone to pick up.
"Hey! Sister-in-law! Are you at home now? ”
"I'm here at your house now, my dad just called and said that he and my mom won't come back at night, I came out today and forgot to bring the key..."Gao Xinye said a little embarrassed, after all, he felt quite embarrassed, such a big person, he would forget to bring the key.
I don't know if it was because of my initial annoyance that I forgot to bring the key, but no matter what, he didn't blame her, but blindly felt that he had no memory and didn't pay attention.
"Come to my sister-in-law's house! My sister-in-law is at home now, and your brother is also there, are you going to pick you up? The other end of the phone said kindly, after all, he watched him grow up since he was a child, and he also liked to stay by her side until her son Yuan Feng came to this world.
"No, no, it's good that I'll go over by myself, I know the road..."After Gao Xinye hung up the phone, he turned around and walked in the opposite direction, he was not familiar with it, he just followed his feelings, he didn't want to trouble others, he was more afraid that he would be a burden to others, and he was the most unwilling to play a role in his life.
Along the way, in addition to music, there is only music to accompany it, and the footsteps do not stop, as if it knows how to go in the direction it is going, as if...
"Ding Dong..."
The door was quickly opened gently by the person inside, the familiar face, however, more words could not match that greeting.
"Aunt..."Gao Xinye looked at the person in front of him and shouted, he really hadn't seen her for too long, only to find out that she had also changed a little, but, I couldn't tell...
"Here we go! Come on, come on, come in, the meals are ready and waiting for you to eat! ”
"Wash your hands and get ready to eat..."Gao Lingyue said happily as she watched Gao Xinye come to the house. In an instant, it seemed to become a lot busier, and I kept talking by his side.
I don't know how long I haven't seen him, it turns out that time has passed in such a hurry, and he has surpassed his own size all of a sudden, the immature face at the beginning, the milky voice, and now, more in the direction of the man. He, growing up, became mature.
I don't know when I last saw her, why did I see her at this time, I feel like she has become a little old, is it because of overwork? Still, she's not doing well...
I thought about it, but I didn't ask her, because I knew that even if she had a bad life, I wouldn't tell myself, but when I saw her wrinkles, I was still a little sad in my heart, and the previous memories were bit by bit...
"Xin Ye, this room is for you to sleep in at night, I have changed the quilt and sheets..."Gao Lingyue pointed to that room and said to him with a smile, she wanted to give him the best, more just because he was her brother's child, after all, her brother loved her so much! After all, I had such feelings with the child in front of me at that time.
After all, blood is thicker than water, and family affection can't change the fact, at that time, she has always taken care of him as her own child, and he is also so dependent on herself, just like her own mother, more after getting along is trust.
Thinking back to Gao Xinye, who was only five years old, Gao Lingyue had just been pregnant with Yuan Feng at that time, and when she was resting at home, Gao Xinye lived in her house for a long time, Gao Lingyue did not dislike it, but liked it very much.
Gao Xinye, who has been a little adult since he was a child, is very fond of adults, he can always help adults do something small like a little helper, even if it is really inconspicuous, but looking at him, adults are full of praise.
"Woooooo
"Woooooo
"Woo woo, I'm going to tell my mom, you snatch my toys..."A child said there while crying, and at this time it happened to be Gao Xinye who was playing with this child, and at this time, her crying became louder and louder, provoking a lot of people.
At that time, I didn't know how to deal with things, but at that time, I always knew that I couldn't lie, I couldn't tell lies to deceive others, and the truth was what you really said.
"What's going on, what's going on..."A woman ran desperately when she heard crying, and looked at her child standing there wiping her tears, crying there very sadly.
And when the child saw his mother coming, his crying became louder and louder, which made the mother even more distressed...
"That's mine, that's mine..."The crying child didn't forget to point to the toy in Gao Xinye's hand and said there, Gao Xinye stared at the child's mother and said, without a trace of fear.
"Auntie, this toy is mine, we just played with it, but she didn't give it back to me, she wanted to take it home, so I took it back..."
"Little brother, you are very well-behaved, the little sister is not sensible, this toy is yours, the aunt knows, the aunt will criticize the little sister when she comes home..."
"This kid is so young, and he has so much courage to speak..."
"That's right! This kid is very interesting! ”
"This family must be very good at teaching children, teaching so well, such children are smart!"
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The people who were watching the excitement dispersed one after another, and everyone came to take a look at Gao Xinye.
The small man is not strong, the big round eyes are so cute, and the fleshy face is so cute, which makes people reluctant to be fierce to him, but more pity.
With the toys in his hand, he quickly returned to his aunt's house, he knew that his aunt would make a noise if he played there during the nap, so he came out and played in the open space outside for a while.
Thinking that his aunt now has a baby in her belly, Gao Xinye seems to see what the baby looks like when she is born, is it that she was so small when she was a child, so small...
When she got home, Gao Lingyue had already gotten up at this time, and she was just about to put on her shoes and come out to look for herself, maybe she was not worried about herself, after all, she was still so young.
"Auntie..."Gao Xinye cried loudly, he knew that he had made her worried.
"Xinye, where have you been!"
"Auntie is trying to go out to find you!" Gao Lingyue looked at Gao Xinye who appeared in front of him and said, looking at the little man in front of him holding a toy car in his hand, knowing that he must have gone out to play just now.
No matter how much worry you have, you can't take care of yourself, and you're always afraid that you will have a little accident, and I can't imagine how I will blame myself at that time.
"Xinye, you tell your aunt, where did you just go to play..."Gao Lingyue squatted down, holding Gao Xinye's small hand and said, she still wanted to know if he was safe just now.
"I just played in the open space downstairs, and I didn't run to the road, because it's dangerous there..."
"Then, why don't you play in the living room at home!"
"You're still so young, you don't have your aunt by your side, what if you go downstairs alone and a stranger takes you away..."Gao Lingyue continued, she knew that the child in front of her made her worry-free, but she was still not at ease, after all, she was still a child.
The little hand was holding the toy tightly, he knew that the toy in his hand was almost going to leave him, it was bought by his mother, he liked the car very much, and regarded it as a treasure.
"Auntie, don't be angry..."
"I just went downstairs to play because I was afraid that I would play in the living room, and then you slept in the room, and I was afraid that I would wake you up..."
"Mom told me that my aunt had a baby in her belly and made you angry, so..."
I couldn't help it anymore, Gao Lingyue picked up Gao Xinye and sat on her lap, such a sensible child, so considerate of herself, she likes this child, every thing this child does is so thoughtful, more adult than an adult...
From that day on, Gao Lingyue would take Gao Xinye out every day, play with him at home, let Gao Xinye tell stories to the children in the belly, and then he would laugh there...
I don't know how many Gao Xinye asked, if I like my aunt's belly is a little brother or a little sister, Gao Xinye will answer that I like my little sister.
He said that then he could protect his little sister, he was a big brother at that time, and he must protect his little sister...
Who knows, the current time has taken away everything before, and without the previous life together, just one family is busy, and they are becoming more and more rusty...
Her thoughts were instantly pulled back, and in the face of Gao Lingyue's hospitality, Gao Xinye still felt that she regarded herself as the child who had not grown up when she was a child.
"Well, it's okay, I can go anywhere in any room, it's okay..."Seeing that my aunt was so careful, treating herself like her own child, she hurriedly said, still a little embarrassed.
All those external things don't matter to me, but I clearly understand that I am sad that there is one less place in my heart, and she wants her, but she is not by my side, she...