Boredom is very necessary, what a person does in the blank time determines that this person is fundamentally different from other people, but he always can't help but think about it...

"Brother Xinye, why don't you come to play with me!" Gao Xinye's sister-in-law's son Yuan Feng jumped up and down excitedly, holding Gao Xinye's hand and saying.

The little face, just like the original self, that little mouth, pouted, is always so unbearable to refuse, and I don't know how long I haven't seen the younger brother in front of me who is much younger than me.

If, that time, there was no accident, perhaps, the sister-in-law's daughter would have been about the same size as herself when she stood up, and she couldn't help but sigh when she thought of it.

Thinking of that time, I couldn't help but tremble there, my heart was still hanging there, and I always felt as if that thing had just happened yesterday, so close...

"Auntie, you'll be fine, Xinye is waiting outside for you and your little sister to come out..."Gao Xinye said to Gao Lingyue lying on the hospital bed with tears in his eyes, his voice trembled, and he obviously couldn't help crying.

On the hospital bed, the frail man's face was like a blank sheet of paper, bloodless...

Looking at this child, Gao Lingyue couldn't help but reach out and touch his head, she smiled, it was so pale, as if it was about to disappear...

I feel that all the darkness in the world surrounds me, and I can't find the light to illuminate my surroundings, and the world ruthlessly attacks me with malice.

"Gao Lingyue's family...", when the operating room came out, the doctor shouted loudly, and at this time, Gao Xinye's uncle Yuan Chaolong immediately stood up and stepped forward.

"I am, I am..."Yuan Chaolong's voice was obviously trembling, he was afraid of hearing bad news, he was afraid of losing her and the child he hadn't seen before.

However, the heavens did not favor him, but more of a blow, pressing directly at him, not allowing him to have any chance to think.

"Protecting the adult or protecting the child..."The doctor in the white coat looked at Yuan Chaolong and continued, in this place, he had seen too many life and death, but this time, he felt as if there was something in his heart.

Like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, he almost didn't faint directly, he endured the collapse of his heart, after all, he still has to face this moment, and he still has to come...

At this time, the little Gao Xinye standing beside him, he knew that he was just choosing one of the two in his aunt and the baby in her belly, he was too young to help at all.

"Lord Bao, no matter what, you must protect Lord Bao..." Yuan Chaolong excitedly took the doctor's hand, trembling there all the time, and almost didn't kneel down to pray.

Thinking of Gao Lingyue, who used to be a little girl, since she married herself at that time, she has taken care of both inside and outside, she is a typical good wife and mother, he can't give up on her because of the child, although he clearly understands that his wife looks at this child very much, why shouldn't he!

I hope that this decision wife will understand that whoever loses, he also does not want to lose his most important person. She was by her side, never abandoned, and suffered any hardships, but never said a word.

I don't know what I did wrong in my last life, but in the middle of Gao Lingyue's pregnancy, there were suddenly traces of early rupture of amniotic water, and I was instantly frightened, and I didn't know what to do, but my first reaction was to send him to the hospital immediately, but unfortunately, it didn't seem to mean any favor...

Knowing the moment he lost the little life he had been looking forward to for a long time, his heart was almost broken, and the tears he couldn't help but poured out like a spring, and finally turned into a howl, the fragile side, which made many people pity.

I don't know how many days I've been depressed, thinking about that life, I will become very bad, and I will ask myself all the time, why I didn't keep him, why...

"I heard that it's a girl who looks like her father..."Several nurses in the hospital corridor were talking there, Gao Xinye knew that they must be talking about her aunt's daughter, however, she would never see her.

Witnessing this scene of life and death, Gao Xinye seems to know more, not everything is what he has been looking forward to for a long time, what he wants, and he can get it, in fact, his own efforts may not always come in handy.

With a pale face, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and he had been discharged from the hospital and went home, Gao Xinye quietly walked into Gao Lingyue's room, not daring to go in, he was afraid that she would be angry.

Looking at the little person in front of her, Gao Lingyue suddenly got out of bed and hugged him tightly, how she longed to be a mother of a child, how much she wanted to hear her child call herself "Mom..."

She knelt and hugged Gao Xinye, and the sensible he gently patted Gao Lingyue's back and comforted her.

"Auntie doesn't cry, if my aunt likes Xinye, Xinye comes over to accompany you every day..."

It's just that now, his younger brother Yuan Feng's sudden jump out pulled his thoughts back fiercely...

"Xiao Feng, my brother has already come to play with you!"

"Wait for you to eat well, my brother will take you out to play..."Gao Xinye touched Yuan Feng's head and said with a smile, then turned around and walked to another room.

Too many memories come to my mind, and I don't know why I can think of my previous self, so many heart-wrenching things, so many unavoidable things, so many, so many...

I turned on the computer, looked at the gray avatar, and my heart was empty... How he wished he could be in front of her right now, to see the face he missed every day.

Unconsciously clicked on the album and looked at it, and clicked on the album that only belonged to her. It turned out that he had kept a photo album for her, perhaps, he already knew that one day he would miss it...

"Looking at your girlfriend? You look so beautiful, no wonder you didn't respond when I asked you to eat..."Gao Lingyue's sudden appearance brought back Gao Xinye's thoughts.

"So-so! It's also our people..."Gao Xinye responded, but he didn't know why, but he was so happy in his heart, and he always felt that his face had added brilliance.

"It's good, people can see the essence at a glance..."

"Let's eat! I'll tell you outside to see if you haven't come out, so I'll come in and take a look..."Gao Lingyue looked at Gao Xinye and continued, she thought he was asleep, but it turned out that he wasn't, he was missing.

"Hmm... Can just be wearing headphones so didn't hear! Gao Xinye embarrassedly took off the headphones he was wearing and said there, immediately turned off the photo album, turned around and walked out of the room with Gao Lingyue to eat.

It is said that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, it turns out that there is really such a thing, I didn't find it, others found out, and told myself that even I was shocked.

There was nothing to say at the dinner table, those lively, just more about eating the rice in the bowl silently, not knowing what to say, but I felt that the beauty of the first meeting could not be preserved now...

This meal was obviously so restrained, not even a word...

I finally finished the meal quickly, but fortunately I ate quickly, otherwise I don't know how long I will stay at the dinner table, and I don't know how embarrassing it will be...

When I returned to the room, I stared at the avatar for a long time, and finally it lit up, as if the person on the other side felt the heart of his waiting, as if he felt the longing in his mind...

"Have you eaten?" Gao Xinye immediately sent it over and asked, he was afraid that when he turned down, Yanjin's avatar was gray again, which meant that she was not online.

"Well, just finished eating... What about you? Yan Jin thought about it for a while and immediately replied, thinking in his heart that he should eat it. Quickly pressed the keyboard in reply, she didn't know that she was getting nervous...

How much courage I have so much to talk and laugh in front of you, how many of you need such strength to accomplish this.

"I've just eaten enough, that..."

"I... I... I admit that there was a person who lived in my heart before, but that was in the past, and I didn't care about it for a long time.

"I really only have you in my heart now, and I don't know how to tell you about my past..."Obviously, Gao Xinye replied to Yan Jin in a little hurry, he was very afraid of Yan Jin's anger, he always felt that he had done something wrong, he didn't want to hurt her.

"Well, I know! Needless to say, I'm really not angry anymore. Let's forget about it in the future! It's all gone, why are you still entangled in it..."Yan Jin replied calmly, still sad in his heart that he couldn't see.

You once loved too, how could you not take it to heart? A faint sadness flashed in his pupils...

"Well, then let's not talk about it."

"By the way, my sister-in-law, she just said that you are beautiful, hehe... It's really praised everywhere you go! Gao Xinye seemed to be a little jealous and said, but he was more happy, always like that...

"Your sister-in-law?" Yan Jin asked strangely, she always thought that Gao Xinye would go home after playing today, and she never knew that he was still at his sister-in-law's house, and it was so late.

It's impossible to say I don't care, and it's even more impossible to say I don't care, because I always want to know more clearly where you are and whether you're okay or not, so that I can feel at ease...

"Well, I forgot to bring my keys when I went out today..."

"When I was going home in the evening, my dad called and said that neither my mom nor I were coming home, so I couldn't get into the house and could only stay with my aunt for one night today. I'll go back early tomorrow morning, really..."Gao Xinye seemed to be afraid that Yan would not believe it, and emphasized it several times.

is always afraid that she is defensive of herself and can't believe herself, so he must believe him, after all, he is not lying, does he still care about that hollow?

"Oh, that's it! Remember to touch your pockets before going out next time..."

"Like a fool..."Yan Jin looked at Gao Xinye's nervous appearance and laughed there.

It turns out that the sentence is right, the child who can cry and make trouble has milk to eat, and the girl who can make trouble and be hypocritical has someone to hurt; Sure enough, positivity is still needed...