Chapter 12: Will You Suddenly Appear?
I am especially nostalgic for the one that doesn't have any interruptions, no thoughts, no words, just being alone, doing what I feel comfortable in my heart...
I've met so many people, but why you? You, who seem to be the most passerby, now occupy such an important place in my heart...
Now Yan Jin, I like to lie on the bed the most, quietly watching the message sent by Gao Xinye. Sometimes I watched him brag about the cowhide, but never laughed at him. And then sometimes when she looked at it, she couldn't help but laugh there.
All her thoughts and thoughts were invested in Gao Xinye's body, and her world seemed to turn just for this boy in an instant, he was her steering wheel...
She is like a sunflower, and he is like sunshine. But, only her sunshine...
"What do you say is the hottest temperature of this summer? There is a reward for answering correctly..."Yan Jin sometimes will tidy Gao Xinye, and will ask some questions that have no answers, which makes Gao Xinye cry and laugh there.
But because of these, Yan Jin found that he had unconsciously fallen in love with Gao Xinye, and found that Gao Xinye was very important to him. That is, because of his appearance, everything consciously becomes a future...
"You don't seem to have an answer to this question! How do you feel like you're deliberately making things difficult for me? Gao Xinye seemed to find that Yan Jin was deliberately manipulating him, and he directly pierced the Tao "mercilessly".
"There is an answer! You can answer and see, maybe you will answer correctly! ”
"But! I asked a lot of people this question, and they couldn't answer it..."Yan Jin, who was exposed, did not stop there, but continued to reply and talk to Gao Xinye, she was deliberately making things difficult for him, and she also wanted to know if he understood his heart.
Regardless of whether his final answer was correct or not, she would not give up, she just wanted to listen to his answer, she just liked to watch him frown and think intently because of the problem.
If one day, if you regret something you did, try to forget something. If, you have one more button called "Factory Reset".
Its function is: one touch on it, the body and memory, including everything that is all zeroed. So, will you still press it?
"I see, 520 degrees! Right? Gao Xinye thought for a while, his eyes lit up, and he seemed to answer with confidence, this answer without an answer, he was the first to pull it out.
In fact, he knew that he was also guessing, and he knew that there was no answer in itself, but when he thought of Yan Jin, and then thought of himself, he seemed to understand something.
"Haha, you're so smart! How do you know this? Obviously, I was a little surprised, but more happy and excited. It turns out that the person who really knows her is Gao Xinye...
I don't know if this guess was a pure accident or a coincidence. However, I just couldn't control my joy, because finally someone told me the answer in my heart. It's more because, that person, it's you...
"Actually, I made up this question myself, and the answer was also made up by myself, but I didn't expect that everyone couldn't answer it, and in the end, you guessed it." Yan Jin happily replied to Gao Xinye, because Gao Xinye read his mind. This is enough to show that they are destined...
While guessing correctly, she still wanted to share this question frankly with Gao Xinye, she knew that he knew from the beginning that he was deliberately manipulating him.
Looking at Yan Jin's reply, Gao Xinye smiled, laughing like a child, he forgot how long he had not laughed without thoughts and ideas like this. It turns out that she is the only one who can make herself like this...
There was a sudden ominous premonition in his stomach, and Gao Xinye immediately put down the mobile phone in his hand, ran downstairs in three steps and two steps, and rinsed his hand.
It turned out that I had eaten too many crabs before, after all, the stomach is still sensitive to seafood. No, Gao Xinye sat directly in the toilet, and at the other end at this time...
One minute, two minutes passed, and Gao Xinye did not reply to Yan Jin. Yan Jin, who didn't know it, thought that it was her naughtiness that made Gao Xinye angry, and she began to regret her naivety a little.
Yan Jin began to become uneasy, and she immediately continued to reply: "Why don't you reply to me? Where have you been...", and then sent a series of question marks.
She began to be scared, she began to be sad. But when faced with Gao Xinye's ignorance, Yan Jin could only stare at the screen with his eyes, afraid that he would miss that important reply.
Many times, it is the one who digs a hole by himself and then goes in without hesitation. The pit was dug by himself, and he was willing to jump, and he was the one who couldn't climb out in the end...
After five minutes, Gao Xinye still didn't reply to himself, Yan Jin looked at his phone, looked at his avatar, flipped through all the records of chatting with him, waiting...
"Are you really angry? Why didn't he reply to me..."Yan Jin thought thoughtfully, while regretting his naughtiness just now.
Why haven't you shown up yet? Appear, appear, appear! Will you pop up without me being cranky? Do you know how important your presence is...
Suddenly remembered Dididi's voice, and at the same time as the news sounded, it also pulled back Yanjin's thoughts.
"It's him, it's him, it must be him, bless it's him!" Yan Jin whispered silently, she was afraid that he would ignore her, she was even more afraid of losing him quietly, she didn't want him to be her regret...
"I had an upset stomach just now, and I didn't have time to reply to you, so I went to the toilet, I'm sorry!" Gao Xinye's reply made Yan Jin come back to her senses immediately, and the heavy stone in her heart landed lightly and steadily, and she immediately breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Fortunately, she is not angry!" Scared me to death, scared me to death..."
Her heart is still pounding, and she doesn't seem to have reacted from the "war" just now, she really hopes that these fears and worries will not be experienced again in her life...
"I thought you were angry? If you don't reply to me for a long time, I'm scared to death" Yan Jin replied to Gao Xinye, she wanted him to know how important he was to herself now.
How can you not know your thoughts, how can you be willing to make you sad, how can you be so unsure of us? Otherwise, what are you afraid of?
"Why should I be angry! Besides, how can I be willing to be angry with you! Gao Xinye continued to reply while lying on the bed, and I have to say that the trip to the toilet just now really made me collapse.
"And your question is very interesting, it can also test people's reaction ability, no wonder others can't answer it, my girlfriend is just different, haha..." Gao Xinye seemed to reply happily to Yan Jin, without feeling a little angry.
Looking at Gao Xinye's reply, Yan Jin felt that the stone in his heart had fallen. But what were you afraid of just now? Yan Jin suddenly thought in a daze, in fact, he was very afraid of the four words of gain and loss.
"Oh, by the way, is your stomach feeling better?" Yan Jin suddenly came back to his senses and immediately asked.
At this time, she didn't see Gao Xinye's appearance, and she didn't know what the situation was, she was like a kite without direction, and now she was only blindly worried, worried...
"Well, I pulled it a lot better just now, and now it's much more comfortable..."Looking at the person on the other end was very worried, wanting to see but not seeing, he, more helpless...
I understand your worries, and you understand my worries about yours. Is this a spiritual rhino?
It's just that how much more do we have to go through such hardships, the heart, as if it can't breathe, as if...
"You can drink more boiled water later, and if you still feel unwell, go to the clinic and get some medicine to eat, it will be more comfortable..."Yan Jin replied, knowing that she couldn't hide her inner concern.
"Well, okay, then I'll rest first, sleep first..."Gao Xinye rubbed his eyes, looked at his phone and continued to reply, the girl in front of him who would cry when he listened to an old song, he couldn't bear to let her worry about herself.
"Well, okay, then you can rest! You don't have to reply, but if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me..."After replying, he put his phone in his pocket.
Thinking of his discomfort at this time, she couldn't help but become flustered, thinking that he wanted to rest quietly at this time, and she was worried that she couldn't take care of him, she, what should she do, is it really just to wait?
The white clouds will float only because they have no power from the wind, and those who float quietly and quietly and do not look closely do not know that the clouds are actually running very fast in their place called the sky.
During the period of their relationship, Yan Jin would always talk to Gao Xinye about what he was doing all the time, just like looking in the mirror every day, living such a transparent life.
It seems that inside that mirror lives the boy named Gao Xinye, they live in a world that only belongs to them, without any interference, even if there is any obstacle, she believes that he can protect herself...
At the same time, Gao Xinye will also report his whereabouts to Yan Jin every day and tell Yan Jin what he is doing. It seems that there is only a film between them, clearly watching what each other is doing.
Once they don't have news of each other, they'll be crazy looking there, looking...
Until the end, all that remains is to wait.
In fact, what they all have in common is that they don't like to wait, they don't have the patience to wait for someone else's arrival, they don't have the patience to wait for a bus to arrive, they don't have the patience to wait for a time to come. But, on the contrary, he just wants to wait for her, and she just wants to wait for him, that's all...
Perhaps, this is the reason why he is her first love! Because this is the first time she has fallen in love with someone, Yan Jin feels that this boy named Gao Xinye is very important to her.
Never experienced, it turns out that the feeling of loving someone is like this...