Even arrogant souls can be heartbroken by love.

Habitually open the phone, open QQ, and click on the list that only keeps one person. Yes, there is only Gao Xinye in that list, her boyfriend, and her exclusive.

She wanted him to appear in the most conspicuous place, so that she could find him at a glance, because she was afraid of losing him, afraid that she would go crazy to find him one day.

Lying on the bed and chatting with Gao Xinye all the time, he forgot that he hadn't eaten breakfast yet, until he felt the signal from his stomach, Yan Jin slowly climbed out of bed, walked into the bathroom, and slowly brushed his teeth and washed his face.

Since the day he dated Gao Xinye, Yan Jin has become fond of playing with mobile phones, becoming inseparable from mobile phones, and liking to sleep late at night. She had never had a habit before, but now she was used to it.

One person can really change another person, including her habits and even her personality...

Suddenly, QQ was beating there, and it turned out to be Yan Jin's good friend Mo Li who sent it: "I have a classmate, he said that you are dating that person named Gao Xinye, is it true?" Under the doubts of his good friend, Yan Jin actually chose to escape.

Maybe I didn't know how to answer for a while, I didn't know whether to hide it or be honest, but Yan Jin finally replied.

"I'm not sure yet, I'll tell you when I'm sure, okay?" Yan Jin pressed the enter key and sent the message to Mo Li.

What she didn't want to do, she actually made the same mistake again, the most hated deception in her life, whether it was good or malice, she just hated it, but why, she became hated by herself.

"Uh-huh, okay. Be the first to tell me! Waiting for you! Mo Li replied, without any doubts, perhaps thinking that this little sister who had nothing to say to herself would not deceive herself, never, but...

In fact, Yan Jin wanted to tell them that he was in love, but Yan Jin hadn't figured out how to tell those good friends and girlfriends around him, after all, he swore that he was not in love in high school at first...

The tangled words can only stall there, so that they can think of better words and speak honestly to them.

Yan Jin thought about it, and decided to find a suitable opportunity to talk to her good friend and girlfriend about her relationship with Gao Xinye, it was her conscience, and she was beating her chest all the time.

It's just that I don't know why, as time passes day by day, Yan Jin seems to have become more evasive about the answer to this question. Even she didn't know why, at night, why she wanted to escape, Yan Jin was very entangled.

It's not that I'm not sure of this relationship, and it's not that I'm not sure if my heart is only him, it's just because they...

I clearly know that they are dating, but why don't I have the courage to tell others? Yan Jin is a little unpredictable about herself, she can only say to herself every day and go with the flow, is she comforting herself?

One day, two days passed. Every day, several friends and classmates ask if they are in love, and every time they don't know how to answer, they can only pretend that they didn't see the messages they sent and don't answer them.

When you can't make a decision, let time help you decide. If you still can't decide, then do it. I would rather make mistakes than have regrets. Life is short, and it is not easy to meet what you want completely.

On this day, Yan Jin decided not to run away anymore, she felt that it was useless to escape, and she would have to face it sooner or later. Sooner or later, you still have to face it, and the implicit escape will only make things serious.

At the same time, she also wants to be honest with everyone around her, so when every friend asks her if she is in a relationship, she immediately answers confidently: "Yes, we are dating..."

In fact, when she admitted that she was in love, at that moment, she was also very happy, she did not flinch when facing other people's questions, she faced it truthfully, and she really faced her own heart.

When you grow up, you know how much courage you need to save to live a simple, comfortable, and free life.

Maybe she really cares, her question, Yan Jin actually has no confidence to answer her in an instant, maybe she really cares, so she will become cautious!

"Today, you... Are you dating Gao Xinye? On QQ, Mu Zi sent a message to ask Yan Jin. However, Yan Jin once again wanted to choose to escape, but she did not reply immediately.

Mu Zi seemed to feel something, she sighed and continued to send, saying, "It's okay if you don't want to say it, I'm just asking..."

Still no answer, just silence...

Seeing the message sent by Mu Zi again, thinking that she didn't want to deceive and conceal her in her heart, she chose to confess...

After thinking about it for a while, Yan Jin finally decided that she didn't want to deceive Mu Zi, who got along with her like a sister, so she immediately quickly pressed the keyboard and replied: "Well, we are dating, and we have just been dating..."

"Didn't you say you wouldn't fall in love in high school? Didn't you say you didn't like him? Didn't you say you wouldn't associate with him? Mu Zi sent a series of questions, Yan Jin looked at it, stunned for a moment.

Heart, it hurts, on the one hand, she is like a sister to herself, and on the other hand, he occupies all of his heart, how to choose, Yan Jin instantly felt that she was out of breath, she began to panic...

Obviously, Mu Zi was a little excited, was the words he had said just a verbal description? Then, you can turn your head and forget about it...

Yan Jin didn't know how to continue answering, she didn't reply to Mu Zi again, staring at the text that Mu Zi sent to herself, and unconsciously thought of that time, that time...

At that time, they sat in the shade of the campus tree, and then talked about love, and they all said in unison that they would not fall in love in high school. It seems like I said it just yesterday, and it still rings in my ears, but...

"I don't know how I'm with him, in fact, I just decided that I was dating him, I..." Yan Jin instantly became speechless, not knowing how to reply to the good sister in front of her, she lowered her head and looked at the send key of the keyboard...

It turns out that I know that confession will hurt others, perhaps, concealment or deception will make others not feel cold, she wants to get the sincere blessing of the people she cares about, but...

"It's good that you're happy, no matter what, I'll bless you..."Mu Zi looked at the text sent by Yan Jin, instantly understood something, and continued to reply. It's just that what I don't know is that Yan Jin looks at these words and feels very uncomfortable.

At this moment, Yan Jin instantly felt as if he had lost something in his heart, and began to become empty. She asked herself softly in her heart: "Everything in the world, including love, is friendship also jealous of love...

I can't help but think of that time, Yan Jin, Mu Zi and Mo Li, the three of them were still laughing at the classmates in Gao Xinye's class at the door of the classroom, and they were still secretly discussing them from time to time. Even, sometimes a bad mood can damage them and say something spoofing.

At that time, they were really not lonely at all, because there were so many people who could let themselves smash them with bad words unscrupulously, or maybe time, it could really change a lot of things, including between them...

At that time, they laughed there for a long time because of these occasional episodes, completely ignoring their image. But now... Yan Jin and Gao Xinye are together.

It felt like the frolicking scene at that time was just a second ago, and I even felt like I was still in that scene...

At that time, there were only three of them sitting in the classroom, and Mo Li and Mu Zi teased Yan Jin and said, "You and Gao Xinye are together!" Accept him! Marry him! After saying that, he laughed, causing Yan Jin to chase them all over the classroom, and the laughter spread throughout the classroom.

At that time, at the end of the chase, Yan Jin was beating Mo Li there, and then Mo Li begged for mercy, watching them fight like that, Mu Zi looked at Yan Jin with a smile on the side, and Yan Jin would shout loudly: "Don't kill me, you marry him immediately..."

It really seems that time is still standing, or my memory is stuck at that time, the gears of time, why, you don't stop forever in my memory.

There are some things that can really change everything in a single moment...

Thinking about it, Yan Jin felt that she had deceived the person she cared about the most, and she didn't want to deceive her best friend, Mu Zi. In fact, how much she wanted to tell her about her relationship with Gao Xinye at the first time, and how much she wanted to share her inner joy with her, but she really didn't know how to speak.

He was the strongest liquor of all those years, and I was really seriously drunk.

His mind was actually blank, just thinking about Mu Zi's words. However, now the facts have become a foregone conclusion, unless she and Gao Xinye are separated. However, she couldn't do it now, more importantly, she didn't want to lose him.

Because, love is not easy to come by. She just wants to cherish this him who occupies her heart, she wants to pay for him, is she already caught in the whirlpool of love...

Nu Yanjin was feeling guilty, she was sad, but she still replied to Mu Zi, she said: "I am happy and I also want you to be happy, but I don't know what I should do, you will be happy..."

There is no further reply, no continued conversation, I always feel that there is a small gap between them, what is it, let them return to their original appearance...

After this episode, life seems to have become more and more dynamic than before, and confession can really make the heavy stone in my heart land peacefully.

You are the motivation that I dare to admit, you are my courage, you occupy all of me...

Click on that list, the list that I am familiar with, the familiar avatar, Yan Jin looked at it...