Obviously, she was very tired and tired when she got home, she didn't send a message to Gao Xinye like before, nor did she chat with Gao Xinye on QQ.

She threw her bag down the chair and sorted out the clothes she was going to change, she didn't want to disturb others, even though she knew that Mom and Dad hadn't slept yet, but she didn't have the strength to call them again.

The phone kept vibrating, and she knew that it must have been sent by Gao Xinye, but when she thought of him, her whole body seemed to be drained in an instant, and she began to shake.

How much courage to face you again, do you know the moment when I rushed...

It seems that the other end did not give up, and kept sending messages there, but although Gao Xinye kept sending messages to herself, she didn't want to see it, but directly turned off her phone and went to take a shower by herself.

That sentence was like a boulder, overwhelming her, after all, it was the first time she had encountered this situation, and she didn't know whether she should escape or face it calmly, and her heart was constantly struggling...

Looking at himself in the mirror, his wet hair was sticking to his cheeks, and he looked so messy, but his eyes didn't have the aura he had before, except for despair or despair...

There is no upturned corners of the mouth, there is no expression of joy, and the expression determines a person's mood, is it true? Nothing in the world has anything to do with me, just because I don't have the heart to think about anything else...

Only the last line of defense was not taken down, the conspicuous collarbone, the calm breathing, there was nothing unusual at all, when I covered it up, I was really tired...

It turns out that he cares about a person, and he can't tolerate the appearance of such a person in his past. Even though it's already in the past, when I hear it, I still feel like a pinprick in my heart.

Walking out of the bathroom, the water on her cheeks ran down her neck and onto her body, she was unconscious, or did she care about packing up her clothes on the floor, did it not matter or not?

I want to get my phone, but my instinct tells me not to open it, not to see anything, not to know anything, not to ask anything, not to think about anything...

How sad, I used to be your uniqueness, but the facts made me completely defeated, I don't know what kind of mentality to stand by your side, to tell you, my heart hurts...

"Your past, shouldn't I care, your past is your business, what does it have to do with me..."Yan Jin suddenly lay on the bed, covering his head with the quilt and thinking in the quilt.

The tears of incompetence are still uncontrollable, how can she vent her inner discomfort.

"It's long gone anyway, at least it didn't exist before you met me, why do you care so much! I can't get along with myself! ”

"Who hasn't dated a lot of people, and what are you trying to do in a dead end all the time!" After a few minutes, Yan Jin didn't seem to be thinking as angrily as before.

However, why is my heart still so uncomfortable?

Yan Jin still felt that Gao Xinye had deceived her, she felt that there were many, many things that she didn't know about him, and in that second, she thought about giving up this relationship, but she was so reluctant...

I can't sleep, I keep thinking about it over and over again, and I keep telling myself not to think about it, but I don't know if I want to do it against myself, and his face always appears.

The night continued to shroud, and he on the other end didn't fall asleep, thinking about her today, thinking about whether he was really wrong, if he didn't tell him was wrong, if you told you about my past, would you definitely not care more than now?

Maybe love is so fragile! People who care too much are always able to destroy it in a second, and even reach perfection.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I woke up, I got up and opened the window after stretching my waist, as if it was a habit, I always like to open the window when I see the sun.

Feeling the warmth of the sun shining on his face and whole body, Yan Jin raised his head and said with a smile: "If you sleep lazily every day, you will be a lazy cat." ”

It seems that at this moment, Yan Jin feels relaxed all over his body, without any sense of oppression, as if sleeping is a good medicine that can heal a person's heart...

"Hey! Mom, what's wrong? Seeing that the phone kept vibrating there, and seeing that the number of the caller was my mother's, Yan Jin immediately picked up the call from Lin Mei and asked.

"Mom won't come back at noon, you remember to eat! Everything is in the refrigerator, you can heat it up and you can eat...", the other person on the phone said in a gentle tone.

After all, he couldn't let go of his child, and when he saw that she was still asleep, he was reluctant to disturb her until he woke her up, and he always tried to be good to her, but he didn't ask for anything in return.

"Oh, I know, I'll eat it myself, don't worry!"

"Mom, then I'll hang up the phone! Bye-bye..."Yan Jin continued, hung up the phone and turned around and walked to the kitchen, as if he was indeed hungry, he didn't feel it at first, but after hearing his mother say that there was something to eat, the roundworms in his stomach instantly became uncalm.

Yan Jin walked to the computer with a sandwich and milk, sat down, turned on the computer, she didn't know how to say the first thing to Gao Xinye after yesterday's incident.

She was hesitating, as if she was dodging, sitting in front of the computer and not knowing how to make a decision, the hand reaching for the computer was retracted, she was still afraid...

I still decided to turn on the computer, even if I didn't talk to him, then I wanted to play the game, and I didn't think about it anymore, but I turned on the computer.

Suddenly, the QQ on the desktop kept beating, displaying more than a dozen messages, all of which were sent by Gao Xinye. Last night's, and morning's.

Yan Jin's heart couldn't hold back anymore, chewing the sandwich in his mouth, but he couldn't feel any taste, which means that he still cares, right?

"Are you home?"

"Why don't you ignore me?"

"Did you sleep?"

"Are you still angry?"

"Whatever my past is, it's all in the past, isn't it okay for us to be together now? Don't think about that anymore, okay? ”

"Don't think about that past anymore, okay?"

"I was wrong before, and I'm still wrong now, can you forgive me?"

"Are you up yet?"

"Would you like to reply to me? You tortured me all night, and I didn't sleep all night..."After Yan Jin opened it and read it, he didn't know how to reply in an instant.

Is it that when you meet the person who spoils you with a good voice and anger, you can't help but become hypocritical?

Thinking about it, my heart became more uncomfortable, and I always felt that all the fault was attributed to him, but, I don't know why, I seemed to have figured out a lot in my heart.

"Oh yes, it's all over, how do you care! Now that we're all together, why do you want to do so much! Thinking about it, Yan Jin became less sad.

What you can't get is not terrible, but what you can't keep is a joke.

"Morning!" Yan Jin finally replied to Gao Xinye, but he always felt that something had changed in his heart, and he couldn't even say it himself, but he just felt...

In fact, tolerance is very important, the relationship between two people can be completely destroyed by calculations, but in the world of feelings, the other is willing to bow his head and admit his mistakes, more because he wants to cherish this feeling...

Seeing that Yan Jin only replied to herself with one word, Gao Xinye, who couldn't see Yan Jin's expression at this time, thought that she was still angry. He began to get anxious again, grabbed his head and said: "It is said that a woman's heart, a needle under the sea, how can I salvage this needle." ”

Gao Xinye didn't know what to do for an instant, but he still kept saying good things there. seems to be clearing his "crimes" for himself, and it seems to be opening up Yan Jin, but in the end, he still ignores Yan Jin's love.

In fact, Yan Jin is not angry anymore, but he still wants to continue to listen to what Gao Xinye wants to say to himself...

It's not that I haven't seen the sweet words before, it's just that different people, different identities, and the meanings and feelings expressed are different...

Seeing that Yan Jin was still like this to himself, Gao Xinye suddenly thought of the culprit, Qiu Zehui who chewed the root of his tongue, and he couldn't help it anymore...

"Ding... Bite... Ding..."Qiu Zehui, who was playing the game console, heard the doorbell ringing, and hurriedly ran to the back of the door, looking at the people outside with a cat's eye.

"What?"

"Why is my brother here?"

"Suddenly it won't be..."Qiu Zehui seemed to feel the smell of gunpowder on Gao Xinye's body outside the door, thinking about what he said yesterday and Yanjin, and wanted to bite off his tongue.

"Ding... Bite... Ding..."Seeing that the door was still locked and had no intention of opening, Gao Xinye instantly became impatient and frowned.

Yes, Gao Xinye got up and went to Qiu Zehui's house, Qiu Zehui was alone at home, and his parents went to work.

Thinking of Gao Xinye outside the door, he instantly became unsure of what to do.

In fact, when I woke up in the morning to look at my phone, I saw the message sent by Gao Xinye to himself, but even if I borrowed a hundred guts, how dare I reply! I can only pretend that I didn't see it, thinking, it can drag on for a day.

However, looking at the expressions of the people outside, Qiu Zehui knew that it was estimated that if he didn't open the door today, it was estimated that the door of the stay club would be demolished by him, what should he do.

The knocking on the door kept coming, and I kept thinking about it, my heart was like an ant on a hot pot...

"Ouch, brother, what kind of wind blew you here?"

"It's rare to come here, come in, come in..." Qiu Zehui listened to the doorbell, he knew that he couldn't escape this catastrophe. Quickly opened the door and saw Gao Xinye, pretending to be nothing, and immediately said to him with a smile.

Seeing Gao Xinye walk into the house, Qiu Zehui wanted to cry the moment he closed the door, because he knew that there must be something bad to send.

Seeing that Gao Xinye didn't giggle like usual, his expression was full of seriousness, which made people shudder secretly when they saw it.

If you hadn't made that low-level mistake, how could I have become so...

Walking slowly, as if thinking about something, did I begin to doubt myself?

didn't open her mouth directly, but closed her open mouth again, as if she needed to think about it even more, but her head was full of disappointed eyes.

Wrong...