How can there be so much time in life for you to spend in depravity and sorrow, you see those who get up in the early morning to run for a living, you are just too idle to think so much.

However, my heart is always so uncomfortable, even if the person who can solve my incomprehension is right in front of me, I still can't open my mouth to ask him...

Gao Xinye was very depressed, he couldn't understand why Yan Jin suddenly became like this, he couldn't think about it before and after thinking about it, he couldn't imagine anything unhappy today, he could only blindly look for leaks in his memory.

The more they ignore me, the more anxious I become, the more uneasy I become, am I going to keep going like this? Is this state what you want? But I don't want to...

Gao Xinye still didn't give up and kept asking Yan Jin, but Yan Jin just ignored him all the time, didn't say anything, and always dodged when he touched her, which made Gao Xinye anxious, and he wanted to know the reason.

Gao Xinye stood in the car all the way, staring at Yan Jin all the time, hoping that she could take a look at herself, but in exchange for Yan Jin's constant ignorance. Gao Xinye kept staring at her helplessly, observing her expression.

Along the way, he was like a poor child, he looked at Yan Jin intently, the sweat on his forehead kept flowing, but he still didn't seem to feel it.

One of the greatest bravery in life is the ability to maintain your original trust and love after you have experienced deception and hurt, and how much strength you have to muster up the courage to truly hate someone.

As soon as Yan Jin raised his head, he happened to meet Gao Xinye's eyes who were looking at her. There is no doubt that Yan Jin rolled his eyes fiercely, and before Gao Xinye could react, Yan Jin lowered his head and looked at his phone.

The indifference and silence that I have never had before, how I should accept it, how I should bear it, why I am not willing to say anything to myself, how to solve this dumb riddle!

Along the way, Yan Jin felt very sad in his heart, and the more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, but he didn't know what he was wronged, looking at Gao Xinye standing there, he was obviously reluctant in his heart, but he pretended not to care.

I was wronged because of my grievances, but I couldn't say it, my heart hurt so much, I couldn't even breathe and I couldn't feel it, in the end, I still endured it, holding it...

Finally, the car arrived at the station, and it could be seen that he was very tired after standing all the way, and his legs were obviously trembling after playing, but he still insisted on standing.

Yan Jin got up from his seat, turned around and walked out of the car, ignoring Gao Xinye who was standing beside him. Gao Xinye, who watched Yan Jin get out of the car, hurriedly followed behind her and got out of the car together.

In the world, there is no distinction between happiness and pain, so I only want it to be genuine.

He grabbed Yan Jin's hand and reached out to caress Yan Jin's face: "What's wrong!" You tell me where I was wrong, tell me, and I will know where I need to change. Gao Xinye looked at Yan Jin and said softly, the person in front of him made him feel helpless.

It's really uncomfortable, if I had to choose, I don't want to experience the feeling of helplessness again in my life, it's like putting me in prison when I haven't committed any crimes.

In the face of Gao Xinye's repeated questions, she still kept her mouth shut, she was so tired this way, and even thought about whether to give up, she was struggling, but her heart told her, don't give up, don't give up...

"Say! If you don't say it, I don't know, but I only know when you say it, how do I know what it is when you hold it in your heart! Gao Xinye continued to ask Yan Jin, he wanted to open the line of defense in Yan Jin's heart.

Yan Jin couldn't hold back the grievances in her heart anymore, she was very sad, her heart was like a needle prick, and she couldn't hold back the teardrops in her eyes that had not yet fallen to her cheeks, she had messed up her direction.

How I wish I had known the outcome would have had no effect on me, could you give me that assurance, could you tell me out loud that you didn't have another person in your past...

Looking at Gao Xinye's eyes, Yan Jin lowered his head and whispered a little invigorately: "Xiao Huihui, he told me today that you have had many girlfriends before, why didn't you tell me?" ”

The voice is very soft, so light that I can't even hear it, but why even if I have already spoken the sadness in my heart, why is my heart still so painful...

"What? You say it louder, I can't hear it..."Gao Xinye asked Yan Jin with a puzzled face, and he faintly heard...

Repeat your past over and over again, how much courage I have to persevere in these repetitions, how much anger and loss you see in me.

"Xiao Huihui, he told me that you had many girlfriends before, why didn't you tell me before?" Yan Jin seemed to be cathartic there, and his voice was much higher, staring at Gao Xinye, that look...

I no longer care about the existence of passers-by around me, but my heart is really painful, I can't breathe in pain, and I forget the person standing in front of me...

After Gao Xinye listened, his face sank, obviously a little embarrassed, but he quickly returned to his original appearance, and he scratched his head.

Then, he immediately smiled and said to Yan Jin: "It turns out that you ignored me for this matter!" I thought something was wrong with you..."

I don't know if his smile at this time is to hide himself or pretend to show it to anyone, but Yan Jin has become indistinguishable...

She was afraid of such a Gao Xinye, she felt that something called deception had been lurking between herself and him, but she blamed herself for not discovering it earlier...

Then Gao Xinye immediately put his arm around Yan Jin's shoulder and said, "Do you believe what Xiao Huihui said?" ”

"He's just a schoolboy, but if you really want to know about my past, I'll give you an answer."

"Let's go back first! Pay attention to safety, don't think nonsense, and go to bed early at night..."After Lian continued to finish, he pinched Yan Jin's face.

Why is he still able to face me without blushing and panting, talking about his past, can't he see my heartache? Or, it doesn't matter at all?

Yan didn't have any reply, and in the next second, she didn't look at Gao Xinye again, but turned around and left, she clearly knew that her heart was still blocked.

And Gao Xinye also turned around and left, as if he didn't go home, as if he continued to return on the way back, he didn't know how to describe his mood, but his heart was itching, and he didn't catch his breath.

Have you ever thought about being prepared to give me an answer you once had when you met me...

This parting, without the previous reluctance, this parting, they seem to have a small hurdle in their hearts.

One is reluctant to express, the other is helpless, who is it, who is it that has stirred up between them, how many days and nights have nothing to say, and now...

In the car, I kept staring out the window, as if I was reluctant to retract my gaze, as if, there was a reluctant scenery outside the window, as if, there was the person outside the window who made me reluctant, but unfortunately, that look was more despair...

Along the way, Yan Jin's mobile phone has been looping Lin Youjia's lying in that single, she is so sad, but listening to it, the lyrics actually made her cry unconsciously.

"Hui, are you home? Brother is looking for something to do with you..."Gao Xinye sent a message to Qiu Zehui, only he can solve this mystery, what Gao Xinye wants to know is Qiu Zehui's entire statement from beginning to end.

Qiu Zehui, who was taking a bath at this time, did not find the message from his mobile phone, and Gao Xinye, who had never seen him reply, was even more anxious.

"I don't know if this kid knows that I'm going to come to him to ask for clarification, so he hid in advance..."

"I can hide from the first year of junior high school, but I can't hide from the fifteenth..."Gao Xinye continued, what he wanted to know, he must know thoroughly.

We always want to cherish, but we are full of temper...

"Hui, you come out of the shower and go to the balcony to take the mop to your mother..."Qiu Zehui's mother, Jiang Yin, shouted to Qiu Zehui, who was still taking a shower downstairs.

"Got it, I'll come out soon..."Qiu Zehui immediately responded loudly, I have to say that taking a shower after playing is simply enjoyment.

The mobile phone kept vibrating, and Qiu Zehui, who didn't see it, was still busy with the things in his hands, as if he couldn't finish what he was doing at this moment.

Gao Xinye, who was still on the bus at this time, saw that the sky was gradually getting darker and darker, and he hurriedly called Tan Lei.

"Hey, Brother Lei, is it convenient for me to stay with you that night?" Gao Xinye asked, the first thing he wanted to do when he woke up tomorrow was to ask Qiu Zehui for clarification.

"Well, yes, come here!" Tan Lei on the other end responded, even if there was only one bed, he couldn't bear to refuse Gao Xinye, after all, there were so many friendships.

"Well, okay, I'll be there in a while, I'll see you later..." Gao Xinye continued to respond, and after speaking, he pressed his phone away, looked at the familiar avatar on QQ, and owed her an answer...

How many people still don't understand that the long-term and comfortable relationship between people ultimately depends on commonality and attraction, rather than oppression, bondage, flattery, and meaningless blind giving.

I don't know how to speak, I don't know what she's doing now, whether she's crying, whether she's crying silently because of herself...

I like to walk alone on this path, but I am so scared, afraid of the fear that the night brings to me, and the power of darkness is always so strong.

I can't get rid of that sentence in my mind, I pierce my heart all the time, it hurts, but I don't want to say it, I can bear it...

I couldn't help but sigh, hey~~~

Obviously, my feet have walked without intuition, and I don't know why I don't seem to have the strength to walk there, but I haven't stopped after all.

I don't want to think about the person who once made me have no doubts, and always believes in him so much, but in the end, my sadness is actually because of him, because of his concealment...

I took out the key in my bag, opened the door without strength, and gently pushed it open...