"You stinky boy, tell me, if you really have something three long and two short, what do you want your mother to do? Now my mother is only you, if you don't have any, then what's the point of me still living in this world? It's better to hit your head and die. Zhang Huai's mother saw that Zhang Huai was really fine, and her heart, which had been going up and down, was finally steady, but as long as she remembered what the doctor told her before, she felt aggrieved and sad.

"Although the injury on your son's body looks scary, it is actually not as serious as you see, but when he was sent over, he was cold, as if he had been lying in the snow for a long time, if he really wants to be treated, he can go to the hospital to deal with it himself." The doctor said this, and did not continue the rest of the words, because everyone understood.

As long as Zhang Huai's mother thought about what the doctor told her just now, her heart was like being pinched, she was almost out of breath in pain, her son actually wanted to die, this time fortunately, a little girl saved him, so what about after that? It is impossible for me to follow him anytime and anywhere, watch him, and not let him do anything extreme.

Zhang Huai looked at her mother, feeling that she seemed to be a lot older all of a sudden, even if she was her own family background before, but her mother has always spoiled her mother, so she has always wanted to live a little girl, but since her father's accident, she has changed, she has grown up all of a sudden, supporting this fragmented family, but now she is broken, and she is the last straw that overwhelms her.

Whether it was Zhang Huai at that time or Zhang Huai now, as long as he thinks of this incident, he feels like a complete bastard!

"Cowardice!" Han Yiran said and took a sip of wine, if Zhang Huai didn't tell him these things today, he might never have imagined that Zhang Huai, a good student who seemed to be well-behaved, would have such a past in his life.

"......" means that when Zhang Huai talked about this matter at the beginning, he knew that Han Yiran would not have anything good to say, but he still thought that everyone had known each other for so long, even if he didn't comfort himself, he would probably only say that he was not worthy and stupid, but he didn't expect that people would directly give him the word 'cowardice', how do you let him take it?

"How?" Han Yiran looked at Zhang Huai and looked at him speechlessly, as if he didn't know why he looked at him like this, raised his eyebrows, and asked rhetorically.

Zhang Huai looked at Han Yiran helplessly, thought for a while and said, "It's nothing, I just didn't expect you to say that." ”

"Do you think I'm wrong?" Han Yiran turned his head and asked lightly, "It's not easy for us to come to this world, how can we have that kind of idea of leaving your parents when they are still there, haven't you thought that you would be good to yourself, and leave all the pain to those who are still alive, or the people who love you the most in this world, don't you think your behavior is very cowardly?" Han Yiran's face was relaxed, but his tone was very aggressive, "You had cement in your head at the time, right?" Or is it all soy milk? Han Yiran looked at Zhang Huai seriously and asked.

Zhang Huai raised his head and took a big sip of wine, yes, if he left at that time, it would be very easy, so what should he do with his mother who was left in this world? She has already lost her lover, her pillar, if she is gone by then, then what else will she have? I'm afraid that all I have left her with is pain, right?

"yes." Zhang Huai nodded approvingly, "I also feel that I am very cowardly, not like a person, not like a son of man." ”

"And after that?" Han Yiran looked at Zhang Huai's appearance like this, and knew that he should let it pass when that matter passed, and besides, isn't Zhang Huai still sitting by his side now? And now him, if he doesn't say it, it won't be unimaginable that something like that will happen to her suddenly.

"After that," Zhang Huai continued to fall into the memory.

After that, Zhang Huai stayed in the hospital for almost two months, and as soon as he was discharged from the hospital, he took the doll he grabbed from the girl's body that day and went to the alley where he was beaten and met her, to see if he could be so lucky to meet her.

But for a long time after that, Zhang Huai never met that girl again, and slowly he began to lose, if it wasn't for the doll that he often grabbed in his hands and told him again, everything he experienced that day was real, and the girl who saved him was real, he had to wonder if he was hallucinating, maybe there was no girl at all, everything was his own fantasy.

Slowly, after a long time, Zhang Huai's original vow to find the girl's heart also began to rest, and he no longer took out the doll to see, but he would take it with him.

Until one day, the doll he was carrying with him didn't know how, and when he touched something, he brought it out all of a sudden, Zhang Huai nervously bent down to pick it up, but he heard a surprised voice from a girl next to him.

"Alas, Jingjing, look at the doll that boy just touched, isn't it the one you didn't have before?" A girl looked at Zhang Huai in surprise as she touched the doll that fell on the ground.

Zhang Huai's hand that was originally going to touch the doll was so stiff that he didn't dare to move now, he was afraid that if he moved, everything that happened now would be his own fantasy, and he was afraid that the person was not in front of him at all.

"Oh, really, Jingjing, look at it." Another female voice also echoed and said, "It's not, that's your doll, you liked it so much before, you still hang it on your school bag, some time ago, you found out that it was gone, and you were sad for a few days." ”

Zhang Huai listened to the voices of those girls, and his heart was confused all of a sudden, and he thought excitedly, he would soon see the girl who saved his life, the gentle and kind girl.

Not long after, a girl came over in front of Zhang Huai, she slowly squatted down to pick up the doll that fell to the ground, and then looked carefully for a while at the boy who was stunned in front of her, and said happily, "Where did you pick up this doll?" I also have a doll that looks exactly like this one, but my one was missing some time ago. The girl's voice said with some frustration.

Zhang Huai heard the girl's voice and felt a little strange, but he immediately threw this idea out of his head, he was about to die at that time, maybe this voice was just because he was a little weak because of excessive blood loss at that time, so he didn't hear it clearly.

Zhang Huai thought about it and felt that it made sense, and immediately quickly raised his head and looked at the girl in front of him.

She is very delicate and looks soft and weak, but it can be seen that she is very kind, so Zhang Huai's heart is even more sure that this girl is the one who was her own that day.

He was so excited that he didn't know what to say, and he didn't know if this kind girl would remember himself, after all, he was in that situation, whether he would be frightened by himself, and when he heard her voice, there was a trace of being frightened, but she was very brave, and the current intact self is the best proof.

"That" Wang Jingjing looked at the boy in front of her whose face was changing, and took a few steps back with a little fear, I don't know why he looked at him like this, he didn't know him!

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Zhang Huai realized at this time that he had scared the girl, and he quickly apologized without thinking about it.

The girl was obviously frightened by Zhang Huai's thoughts and a series of behaviors, she looked at the boy in front of her blankly, and said slowly for a long time, "I'm fine, but I didn't react for a while, you don't have to apologize to me." The girl said gently.

So the girl in front of her was once again affirmed in Zhang Huai's heart as the girl who saved herself, but she didn't seem to remember herself at all, Zhang Huai thought with annoyance.

"I'm really sorry, didn't I scare you just now?" Zhang Huai immediately reacted to his own appearance that day, according to his mother told himself after he woke up, when she was after the operation, when she looked at herself outside, she was startled, because it was said that she was covered in blood at that time, and her whole face couldn't see the real appearance at all.

"I'm fine." Although Wang Jingjing wondered why the boy looked at her eyes and was grateful, this realization made her feel even more confused, she had never seen the boy in front of her, why did he look at himself like this, he was really a weird person.

"Hello, I'm Zhang Huai, from the second (10th) class of junior high school." Speaking of his own class, Zhang Huai also felt a little embarrassed, their school, each grade has 10 classes, class 1 is a key class, class 2 is an experimental class, and the other classes are parallel classes, but they are all arranged in order, naturally, class 10 is the last class of each grade, and the students in it are all students with bad grades.

Wang Jingjing looked at the shy boy in front of her, and didn't know what to say for a while, because her grades were quite good, and she was also in the top few in the grade, so naturally she was in class 1, and she didn't know anyone in class 10, but the rumors she heard were not very good.

"Jingjing, I think we'd better go quickly, don't talk to this boy in class 10, the results of class 10 are not good." A girl walked up to Wang Jingjing's side and whispered.

"That's right, and he also said that his name is Zhang Huai, isn't Zhang Huai the bad student who bullied his classmates and loves to fight? Let's get out of here. Another girl also hurriedly walked up and looked at Zhang Huai vigilantly.

Zhang Huai listened to their words, a trace of displeasure flashed in his heart, although they said that they were telling the truth, but now he didn't want to hear these words at all, it was really inexplicably uncomfortable!