"Impossible, impossible." The blood in my whole body instantly seemed to freeze, my hands and feet were cold, I shook my head desperately, no, how could Zhao Ping be Zhao Lichuan, is Zhao Lichuan the one who has something to do with my sister? My head thudded and I fell to the Floyd couch, impossible.

"But Joe, are you alright?" Han Muzhi walked over quickly to help me, stroked my hair and said, "The last time I looked for you, I just wanted to talk to you about it, but I didn't have a chance. Recently, Yang Yize was investigating Zou Shizhao and found a lot of related people, and I learned some things from him, so I finally figured out what I couldn't understand before. ”

"What did you figure out?" I looked at him weakly.

Han Muzhi frowned and said, "Figure out why he wants to trick you, tease you, and lure you into the bait." If he really likes you, there are ways to pursue you in an open and honest way, so why bother with those psychological things. At first, I didn't know his purpose, and I vaguely felt that there was a problem, but I didn't know what the problem was. I also guessed that he knew about your illness and wanted to introduce Keyi's personality, but why did he want to introduce Keyi's personality? Until you and another personality are deeply troubled by his emotions, and Yang Yize found out that Zhao Lichuan absconded to the United States under the pseudonym Zhao Ping four years ago, and most of Zhao Lichuan's fixed assets in China had been dealt with before his accident, but only one house remained, which was the one on Beilu Street where you lived. ”

"The house on North Road Street belongs to Zhao Lichuan?" I shook my head in disbelief, "How is that possible?" "Lu Zenghan once wanted to transfer the property in his name to me, one of which is the house on North Road Street, which is obviously Lu Zenghan's property.

"Maybe it's Lu Zenghan's name now, but before, it was indeed Zhao Lichuan's." Han Muzhi sneered, "This shows that they have a close relationship, will a house be given to people casually?" Zhao Lichuan is dead, will Lu Zenghan give up? But Qiao, you must be sober, Lu Zenghan is a dangerous person-"

"Don't say it, don't say it." I raised my hand weakly, don't say it, I'm not that stupid. I know what Han Muzhi wants to say. I'm not idiot enough to get to that point. If Lu Zenghan wants to kill me, and he knows that I have a split personality, as a policeman who is proficient in psychology, and he wants to kill me without thinking of a trace, the best way is to let my two personalities hate each other, and let one of them kill the other.

So he tricked me first and made me fall in love with him, and then forced out my sister's personality, so that my sister's personality was ambiguous with him, so that whether I killed my sister's personality or my sister's personality killed me, it was me who died, and I would be judged to die by suicide, and the law would not convict Lu Zenghan of guilt no matter what. What a clever means of killing.

Lu Zenghan's words rang in my ears like thunder, "I want to kill someone," "She scurried in my head like a ghost, and I couldn't help but want to strangle her." "Is there a perfect plan to kill?" Won't it be found? "Haven't you ever killed someone?"

Sentence by sentence, sentence by sentence, I broke down and shouted, "No, what you said is not true. ”

Han Muzhi held my hand tightly and said in a deep voice, "Ke Qiao, hold on and take a deep breath." ”

I can't take a deep breath, the world is crazy. I fainted.

I walked into a long road, bluestone bricks, dark and deep, I walked in, a man's bloody face, kept appearing in front of my eyes. Before, he only appeared in dreams, but now that I am finally close to him, I finally know who he is. Zhao Ping, Zhao Lichuan.

Four years ago, in the United States, I graduated with a master's degree and was doing counseling at a community hospital in Tennessee. On that day, I vaguely remember that it was also a rainy night, and a man in his forties walked into my consultation room. When I met a Chinese in a foreign country, my heart was naturally warm and excited, and I took the initiative to receive him. It's just that his attention doesn't seem to be doing psychotherapy, it's talking to me.

He wasn't in a good mood and I did a psychological test on him and was moderately depressed. I tried hard to help him and his mood gradually improved. But two months later, when we made another appointment, he didn't come, and later his assistant contacted him and learned that he had died, and he committed suicide by drinking bullets.

I also wondered if something was wrong with my treatment plan that caused his depression to worsen. But I repeatedly checked the medical records I gave him before, and it was clear that I had seen it again and again. I also ran to the home address he left to see, but the door was closed, only locked. He once seriously left me the address and sincerely invited me to have time to sit at his house and talk to him, he didn't like the atmosphere of the clinic, but I refused.

At that time, I was a therapist who was not very experienced, and I strictly followed the rules and did not have any private contact with the client, and he invited me again and again, but I refused again and again. Unexpectedly, the first time I went to his house, it was already empty.

I tried to convince myself that it wasn't me. I also consulted my mentor, Katherine, who also helped me analyze Zhao Ping's medical records and told me that he was getting better. But I still have a hard time, I also looked for Han Muzhi, he is a friend of my sister, we have always known each other, he often came to the United States on business trips at that time, and he would visit me when he came. He also said it wasn't my problem.

However, after that incident, going to church and praying became a regular thing for me. Peace of mind requires not only expertise, but also God.

In this world, I don't know if it's a dream or an illusion, I followed the road and saw the small building where Zhao Ping lived again, and I seemed to see him standing on the second floor, shooting at his temple with a gun. I screamed loudly.

When I woke up, it was already evening, Han Muzhi nervously stood next to me and handed me a glass of warm water: "Drink some water slowly." ”

I put the water aside and said anxiously, "Makiyuki, you said that it's none of my business, he is gradually getting better." ”

"And what can I say?" Han Muzhi sighed, "You just recovered from Keyi's affair at that time, I can't stimulate you anymore." ”

"So you mean, you think he was killed by me?" I shook my head desperately, "No, Katherine says he's getting better." ”

Han Muzhi said slowly: "There is something I haven't told you. At that time, I went to the United States to see you, and once in your clinic, you suddenly changed into Keyi's expression and tone, that was the first time I saw your split "her", "she" told me that "she" had gone to Zhao Ping, and she wanted to seek revenge on him. As for what the feud was, she didn't tell me. But looking at her expression, she was very excited and angry. ”

"Did she kill Zhao Ping?" My voice was shaking, and if the murderer was her, it meant that the murderer was me.

"I don't know. But she said that the time she looked for Zhao Ping was three days before he committed suicide. The American police will also analyze the cause of death, and the technology is also very advanced, I think, since they believe that Zhao Ping committed suicide, it must be suicide. But I don't know if it was what she said to Zhao Ping that caused Zhao Ping to commit suicide. After all, she is your split personality, and maybe some of your psychological skills will also sneak into her subconscious and be used by her. But I'm not sure. Han Muzhi said.

I have a layer of sweat on my body, and my split personality will kill Zhao Ping? Why?

Han Muzhi continued: "It was also from that time on, I knew that you seemed to have recovered from Ke Yi's death, but there were many sequelae, in addition to selective amnesia, there was also multiple personality disorder. After returning to China, I thought twice and decided to resign and start Yiqiao to bring you back to China. Otherwise, if you continue to stay in the United States, something will happen sooner or later, and I am afraid that the police in the United States will find you. After you came back, I begged a friend from a pharmaceutical company to help me customize the medicine for you, and the effect of your medication was very good, and there was no sudden change in personality. Unless it is a major stimulus or extreme mental exhaustion, and you and her seem to have reached a balanced coexistence, but unfortunately all of this was ruined by that Lu Zenghan. Han Muzhi's tone was a little indignant.

I looked at Han Muzhi and didn't know what to say. He founded Yiqiao for me? I never thought about how I could afford this kindness. I bit my lip, there were so many things, so many emotions, that I couldn't think. No wonder Han Muzhi was so unhappy when he saw me and the police approaching. It turns out that I myself may be a terrible murderer. And if he is as smart and wise as Lu Zenghan, if he wants to kill me, then I am afraid that I am more likely to be a murderer. I was a little suffocated and out of breath.

"Ke Qiao," Han Muzhi grabbed my hand and said eagerly, "Let's go, change cities, and start from scratch." Don't get caught up in all this jumbl of right and wrong. Whether it's Zou Shizhao or Zhao Lichuan, they're all dead, and they all have nothing to do with us, let's go find a quiet city and open a clinic again. ”

"I-" I shook my head, I hadn't recovered from these things, how could I make such a big decision, "Makiyuki, I need to figure out these things. I'm too confused right now. ”

"But Joe, don't you believe me?" Han Muzhi held my hand very hard, and his voice was also very hard, "How could I hurt you?" I've always loved you, and my feelings for you may not be imaginable at all. From the day Keyi introduced you to me, I felt that you and I were just the kind of people, calm on the outside but fiery on the inside. I will go to the United States to see you when I have the opportunity, I have been guarding you for so many years, I am the most suitable man for you, I am the person who knows you best and loves you the most. ”

Han Muzhi's sudden confession was fierce and persistent, I was a little scared, shook off his hand, and hurriedly said, "Muzhi, I'll go back first." I need to think about it. ”