"Kejo!" Han Muzhi quickly chased me a few steps behind, but finally stopped.

I rushed out of the post bridge, raised my hand and hailed a car, and returned to the house on North Road Street. My mind was blank, I was dizzy and went back, Lu Zenghan hadn't come back yet, I rushed to the locked room full of my sister's things like crazy, rummaging around, I longed to find even a trace, what the hell was going on? What Han Muzhi said was heartfelt and reasonable, and I couldn't think of a second explanation.

But it was still those things, and because of my confusion, my sister's clothes and belongings were even shaking and ghosting in front of my eyes, and I shouted, "Come out! You come out! ”

I pulled at my sister's clothes desperately, and for a moment, the person I was so expecting to come out of my personality was that I yelled hoarsely, "What the hell have you done? What have you done with my body? You come out for me, you're not my sister, my sister won't hurt me so much, my sister won't be so terrible, you get out of here! ”

There was a roar in my ears, and I held my head so hard that I curled up in pain. It hurts, it hurts, everything is around me like smoke. I fainted again, and in a daze, someone seemed to be touching my head, and let out a long sigh, a warm female voice. It was "her", I pushed her hand away in disgust and roared, "Go away, I don't want to see you again, you don't want to occupy my body again!" ”

"She" smiled coldly: "Qiaoqiao, you can't get rid of me, you are a simple child, you don't know the sinister world, and you don't know that people are cold." The person you love may be the person who betrayed you, or even the person who killed you, and your infatuation was wronged after all. I'll help you, I'll help you kill that negative person, okay? Anyway, I've already killed one. ”

"Don't!" I shouted, incoherently, "Stop, if you want to kill him, I'll kill you!" ”

"You're going to kill me?" "She" said incredulously, "are you crazy, Jojo, you kill me, but you kill yourself." ”

I was stunned, Lu Zenghan was right, she knew who she was, she clearly knew that she was a virtual personality, and she would use this identity. Her IQ is simply higher than mine. I suddenly felt an eerie horror: "Why are you making a decision for me?" Isn't that still going to replace me? ”

"Not yet, but if you're still so unproductive and being played around by a man, don't blame me for being rude." Her voice was faint, but it made me shudder.

She's horrible, how did she become like this? I picked something up from the table and threw it in the direction from which the sound came, and it fell to the ground with a clatter, shattering and disappearing again. I finally came to my senses, and unlike the previous meetings, this time I could hear the voice, but I could never see "her" face.

And the thing that fell to the ground, I could see clearly, was my sister's picture frame. The sister in the photo is smiling happily. I hugged the photo, tears streaming down my face. Sister, what should I do? Did I really kill someone?

It wasn't until the second half of the night that Lu Zenghan finally came back. I heard him open the door and come in, looking for me from the master bedroom to the second bedroom, but I didn't want to answer. He still came over, squatted in front of me, looked at my trembling appearance, he touched my head, and asked gently, "Do you think of Keyi?" ”

I subconsciously dodged for a while, paused, looked up and asked him, "What is the relationship between you and Zhao Lichuan?" ”

My question stunned him. In his eyes, for the first time, I saw a deep sadness, a sadness that was not so intense even when he mentioned his parents. He didn't answer. After a long time, he asked, "Who said anything to you again?" ”

I looked at him blankly: "I was in the United States, and I once treated a client named Zhao Ping, who shot himself. He's Zhao Lichuan, isn't he? ”

Lu Zenghan got up suddenly, smashed his fist on the cabinet next to him, and strode out. I struggled to my feet, chased to the living room, and grabbed his arm: "Please, tell me the truth, I'm really going crazy." Is that the person you want to kill me? ”

Lu Zenghan looked at me, his expression was full of pain and struggle, I don't know how long it was, he broke my hand, took out a cigarette and lit it, in the smoke, he said slowly: "I once told you that my parents were killed. I hung around the Public Security Bureau for a year, and no one cared. They talk about check-check-check every day, but there is no progress. At that time, it was probably the craziest time of my life. I wandered the streets like a thug, got into fights, drank alcohol, and the school expelled me. I was even more unscrupulous, and even had the idea of revenge against society. ”

"Once, I was short of money and asked a few fox friends to go for a drink, only to find that there was no money in my wallet. I glanced around casually, and saw a man who looked like a foreigner, walking in front of him with a bag, I didn't think much about it, so I rushed up to grab some money, thinking that although he looked strong, but the strong dragon could not suppress the head snake, not to mention that six or seven of us could always beat him. Unexpectedly, he didn't use a few feet, and kicked us one by one to gnaw on the mud. My group of fox friends saw that the situation was not right, and ran away early, leaving me with a dead eye, and I had to fight him, and I was kicked hard by him, and my feet were broken. ”

Lu Zenghan took a few puffs of cigarette violently, and the past was in his mouth, like the color of the years, with the weight of an old photo: "He squatted in front of me and asked me coldly, they all ran away, you still fight, are you stupid?" I didn't say anything. He threw me five hundred dollars and told me to go to the hospital. I don't know what muscle I had in my head, and I threw the money back at him. He asked me, aren't you afraid that I will take you to the Public Security Bureau? You're a robbery. I laughed, yes, I'm expecting you to take me, they still owe me two lives and don't have a word. ”

"In this way, he took me to the Public Security Bureau and learned my story. I also learned that he was a police officer who had come to my hometown city on a business trip. But it seems that the official is not small, he knows the head of the Public Security Bureau, I don't know what method he used, the Public Security Bureau began to investigate my parents' case again, and soon solved the case. ”

"He was going back to Nancheng soon, and he said I could go to him and leave a phone number. He may have been polite, but I would have been stupid, and I really went. He really hosted me too. He took me to a lot of places, there are attractions, there are dinners, all kinds of interesting life. Do you remember the village I took you to during the Chinese New Year? That's where he took me, the first police station he was stationed in, and he showed me the human touch. ”

"He said to me, child, you are still young, your future life will be very good, you can't just be so wasted. I told him that I had been expelled from school a long time ago and that I had no future. He said, then stay in Nancheng, anything can be solved, don't give up on yourself. He found me a boarding high school, I studied for two years, and under his influence, I was admitted to the police academy in Beijing. He is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, when he was a policeman, he was upright, and he would not be stingy with those who could help and take care of him. ”

"Why is he so nice to you?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Maybe it's loneliness. He was married once, had a child, and during a mission, the child was taken hostage, frightened, and died not long after. His lover also divorced him. Later, he was transferred to the Anti-Smuggling Bureau, and some people said that he had changed and become greedy. But I don't believe it, he has no children, no home, and has given his whole life to the country, how can he embark on that road? Lu Zenghan's expression was painful, but I even read a trace of doubt from his expression. Maybe he also can't figure it out? I don't understand it, and I can't figure it out.

"Did he leave this house to you?" I asked.

"Yes. He said let me have a place to stay in Nancheng. I said I didn't need to, my parents left me a lot of money, enough for me to have food and clothing for the rest of my life. But he said it was his heart. Later, I understood why he left this place for me, when this building was under construction, this one was the most special, with direct access to the underground garage and the highest safety factor. Moreover, in this community, there are several houses that are undercover layout points of the police, and even the security guards are specially hired, and every corner is monitored without dead ends, including this house, which is the object of key security monitoring. He knew my job assignment and often needed to hide his identity as an undercover agent, so he left this house to me. Lu Zenghan shook his head and smiled bitterly, "So, what do you say is my relationship with him?" It's not good to say, there is the love of a brother like a father, and there is also the affection of a teacher and a friend. It was he who showed me what a good cop looks like, and he taught me to be a good cop. ”

Listening to his words, my whole body froze there. His relationship with Zhao Lichuan is so deep, it is hard for me to imagine what will happen when he learns that Zhao Lichuan is dead. He said slowly: "When he had an accident, I was on a mission in Yunnan, and I didn't tell me the news. By the time I returned from my mission, he had been buried in the United States for more than three months. I went to pack up his things and brought them back. Police in the United States said he committed suicide. I took a lot of effort to ask someone to find a relationship and find a lawyer, and I saw the information of the police investigation, it was a suicide, but I don't believe that with his strong character, it will not be a suicide. Lu Zenghan stroked his forehead painfully, "No, he told me not to give up on himself, how could he give up on himself instead?" ”

My heart was frying like a raging fire, and I asked myself again like a drum, is it me? Is it my doing? I wanted to ask, but I couldn't, so I could only listen to him continue in silence.