Sister lying here? I turned around faintly, looking at Han Muzhi's face, there seemed to be a big bell ringing above my head, and I was about to faint again, Han Muzhi grabbed me and said in my ear: "Ke Qiao, don't faint." ”

Han Muzhi's words seemed to have magical power, and I shook my body and stood in place. At the moment, I was really blank. I followed Han Muzhi back to the car like a log and returned home.

As soon as I walked into the house, I finally couldn't hold on anymore and fainted. Dreams are entangled like snakes in the night. It's just that it's all like pieces, and it can't be put together completely.

I woke up again, in a hospital bed. This time, I relied on the power of medicine to keep me awake. I stared blankly at Han Muzhi who was guarding my bedside, and didn't want to say a word. Every day is to eat, sleep, and be in a daze. But whether it's sleeping or being in a daze, there's nothing to think about, it's all blank. I literally made my brain a blank slate.

On the third day, taking advantage of Han Muzhi's visit to the doctor, I climbed to the roof of the hospital. Who am I? This question turned out to be the biggest puzzle. I don't dare to think, I don't want to think. I thought about death.

Standing on the rooftop, looking at the people who came and went downstairs like ants, and then looked up at the blue sky, when I took the first step, I don't know why, I suddenly remembered He Xiaomin, the girl who was killed by her lover for love, the girl who was thought to be jumping off the building by the world, but was actually a victim of the girl, for some reason, I took back my legs. I hesitated to step on the other foot, but I remembered Chen Chen, the woman who fell in front of me, who was also put on the folding bookcase by the person next to the pillow and fell down.

I don't know why I think of them. As far as I can remember, they are the only people I've ever seen jumping off a building. But they didn't really follow their hearts and wanted to die, but were killed. It can be seen that in this world, although there are many people who jump off buildings, how many of them are real suicides? And how many murders in the guise of suicide? What about me, is it suicide?

Han Muzhi exclaimed from behind him: "Ke Qiao! I turned my head to look at him, but he didn't move. Han Muzhi trembled and hugged me off the rooftop, until he walked into the corridor, his legs were still trembling slightly. I stopped where I was, and Han Muyi hugged me tightly, and said in a trembling voice: "Ke Qiao, I'm not trying to force you to death, really not." ”

I didn't answer, but walked slowly forward, returned to the ward, and lay down again. Anyone who talks to me, I don't react anymore. My mind was getting more and more confused, I saw my sister more and more often, and I wanted to talk to her, but I couldn't feel as comfortable as before. She was right in front of me, but no matter what I said, she just smiled at me, not knowing if she heard or not, and didn't respond. I couldn't help but scream "ah, ah", don't, my sister is alive!

But my cry could do nothing but attract a doctor. I woke up again, and I was awakened by the quarrel between Lu Zenghan and Han Muzhi. I could make out their voices, but I didn't want to open my eyes.

They were trying to keep their voices down so as not to wake me, but I could hear them clearly. Lu Zenghan's scolding: "Did you do this because you wanted her life?" It's a shame that you're still a psychiatrist, and you used such a reckless way. ”

"Tell her the truth, and she can slowly accept reality. I know better than you! Han Muzhi replied coldly.

"Do you understand?" Lu Zenghan sneered, "Not necessarily, right? Aren't you about to cure her of schizophrenia? ”

"What about you?" Han Muzhi roared, "Look at the wound on her arm, do you know that she is self-harming?" Will you cure? That's the result of your cure? ”

Lu Zenghan didn't say anything, and only asked after a while: "What is your purpose?" What do you want to do? ”

Han Muzhi said coldly: "This sentence should be asked by me, right?" What exactly do you want to do? I have been suppressing the appearance of "her" with medicine, but you are constantly forcing "her" to appear. What is your purpose? ”

"Her situation is special, and medication is useless. The sedation is temporary, but will become more and more stubborn in the presence of "her". Lu Zenghan's tone was very bad, "If the level is not good, don't make up the number for half a catty." ”

What she, she, her, I am so annoyed to hear, I don't know who she is in their mouths. I irritated and picked up the cup next to the bed and smashed it on the floor, and the surroundings finally fell silent.

After a while, I heard the doctor at the door of the ward talking to them: "In her case, it is better to transfer her to a specialized psychiatric hospital for treatment." But this suggestion was rejected by Lu Zenghan and Han Muzhi in unison.

Like an unrelated spectator, I listened indifferently and indifferently.

After a while, Lu Zenghan and Han Muzhi walked up to me, and Lu Zenghan looked at me with deep pain in his eyebrows: "Ke Qiao, do you still know me?" "I didn't react. How could I not know him? But at the moment, I don't want to know him.

Han Muzhi and Lu Zenghan's saber-rattling finally eased in front of my numbness, and they asked me some questions in turn, but I didn't answer them all, and ignored them.

After a long time, Lu Zenghan's phone rang, he looked at it and picked it up: "What's the matter, Lao Mei?" But the more he listened, the more he frowned, hung up the phone, and said to me, "Ke Qiao, come with me immediately." ”

Han Muzhi stood in front of me: "What are you going to do?" ”

Lu Zenghan grabbed Han Muzhi's neckline, gritted his teeth and said, "You did a good job!" The police now suspect that she is the murderer of Zou Shizhao, look at her like this! Doesn't it just confirm the suspicions of the police? I suspect you're in league with the murderer. ”

Han Muzhi pushed Lu Zenghan away and sneered: "Joke! She's a little woman, how can she kill a big man? Don't the police have brains? ”

Lu Zenghan said coldly: "It's you who have no brains, get out of the way!" ”

As I was talking, several policemen led by Yang Yize rushed in at the door of the ward, looked at the people in the ward, and said to me, "Teacher Xin, come back to the team with us to record a confession." ”

Han Muzhi asked, "Isn't it okay here?" Her health is not very good. ”

Yang Yize didn't have any expression: "The orders of the white team have to go back and record them." ”

Lu Zenghan waved his hand: "The police must have evidence, and they must go back." As he spoke, he turned to me and said, "Ke Qiao, cooperate, I will accompany you." ”

I didn't respond, but Lu Zenghan's words made the expression on Yang Yize's face relax slightly, and Lu Zenghan continued: "Please go out first, I'll change her clothes." She can't walk in a hospital gown. ”

Yang Yize looked at the confined space around him, nodded and retreated with the other policemen. Han Muzhi was a little unwilling: "Should you also go out?" I'll call for a nurse. ”

Lu Zenghan gave him a look: "Get out!" We'll be fine soon. Han Muzhi was stunned for a moment and also went out.

Lu Zenghan whispered in my ear: "Ke Qiao, you can't follow the police, and now the evidence is very unfavorable to you." You come with me. With that, he pulled me to the bathroom, pushed the window open, and led me to the table where the air conditioner was plugged in. This is the third floor, following the water pipe, he climbed to the second floor first, stood on the second floor air conditioning platform to catch me, and then went down to the first floor. Grabbing me, he ran to the parking lot and fled the hospital as if he were flying in the car.

The whole process, I was very dumbfounded. just followed Lu Zenghan mechanically. As for where he wants to take me, I don't care. The car quickly left Nancheng, Lu Zenghan did not take the highway, but turned to the small road without monitoring, and drove along the small road for more than two hours to reach Z City, a neighboring city in Nancheng. In an inconspicuous garage in Z City, he changed his car and took me to another place, worthy of being a policeman, and his anti-reconnaissance awareness is not ordinarily strong.

Lu Zenghan took me to a house in a remote place, which was a little desolate, but the condition of the house was not bad, with a small two-story building and a single courtyard. I sat on the bed in my bedroom on the second floor, hugging my knees and not saying a word.

Lu Zenghan stroked my hair and said, "Ke Qiao, I know you know me, otherwise you wouldn't have followed me out." I also know that you actually understand everything, you just don't want to admit it. However, life cannot be avoided everywhere, and it must always be faced. I was going to find the right time for you to accept all of this, but now that it's come to that, that's all it can be. ”

I still didn't react, his words were like a pebble thrown into the sea, and it didn't make any waves.

Lu Zenghan sighed, moved the dressing mirror from the living room to the bedroom, faced me, and asked tentatively: "Or, you let your sister come out, and the three of us will talk together?" ”

Your sister? I suddenly realized at this moment that since my sister came back, Lu Zenghan has never called her name, he has never called the word "Keyi", he has always called "your sister", maybe in his heart, he has already made it clear from "her" to his sister, me, and "her".

I touched the mirror and couldn't help but smile. Han Muzhi didn't figure it out, I figured it out. Yes, I'm also a psychology student, so I never noticed that when my sister appeared, especially when the three of us were talking, there must have been a mirror. In the mirror, I could see myself, and I became "she". In this way, I can communicate with "her" and Lu Zenghan at the same time. As long as my soul has a reflected body, I can cross and even coexist with "her" consciousness.

But what about my sister? Now that there is a mirror, what about my sister? I was frantically patting in the mirror, where did my sister go? I couldn't help but shout anxiously again, my voice was sharp and sharp, as if it could cut through the sky. That voice was so desperate. Lu Zenghan hugged me anxiously: "It doesn't matter, Ke Qiao, let's not talk about it today." You have a good rest first, what we have is time, take your time. ”

I trembled violently, and in front of my eyes, my sister's smiling face was again, but she was no longer like before, and she could walk in front of me alive.