Who am I, you ask me?

Actually, I don't know who I am, and I'm here when I wake up, but I know that I don't belong to this era, and if you ask me where I belong and why I'm here, I don't know.

I remember that in the 21st century, I have my own family, my own job, and my own lovers.

Now there is nothing, in fact, even in their own world, the last lover is lost in the last memories.

There I was just a girl who worked hard silently, studying from childhood to adulthood step by step, coming out to work, and meeting her lover at work, a person who was ready to get married, and a person who was ready to marry me but was caught cheating by me on the eve of marriage.

Maybe that's how I didn't learn to love since I was a child, and when I met someone who was almost suitable for me at a certain age, I got married, not vigorous, not to say that I didn't have to worry about food and clothing like a princess and a prince.

It's just that maybe God saw that I was too smooth along the way, and staged a wonderful life sitcom of my fiancé's cheating, standing behind the door, I led the supper and heard a voice that shouldn't be heard, at that time, should I rush in and scold them, make them ashamed, be a shrew who is said to be a shrew, and speak out for their grievances? Or do you complain to the people in your own family, hoping that there will be a day when you can change your mind?

But I didn't have anything, just silently turned around and went back to the company to continue to do my work, thinking about what work to continue tomorrow, no matter how I did it, I was so humble, or I was humble from the beginning.

As for him, he sent a message on the way back to the company, not WeChat, not QQ, not a call, but a message, he seems to have not sent a message for a long time.

"Let's finish, it's not suitable." It's a sense of ritual, if this doesn't work, find another one, it's really not good, I can't find it, and it's good to have one of yourself.

So much so that I can imagine the moment he received the message, "Damn, it's so corny to break up." Disdain.

Ask me why I can be so calm, maybe because I don't love, but why does my heart hurt so much? Does it hurt? I think I have loved, but everyone has passed that stage, and all that is left is memories. Just him.

I am in a huge dark company, tears are rolling in my eyes, I comfort myself, cry, it's good to cry, but I'm so stubborn that even if I cry, I have to work and keep busy, and when I'm busy, I seem to forget that I can do nothing, and I can pretend that nothing happened.

I don't know if God is not satisfied with my reaction, so he is still planning another life for me to taste, and I don't believe that I can suppress myself so much.

"Ding Ding Ding Ding ~ Ding Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong ~ Ding Ding Dong ~" An inexplicable piece of music reminds me of the yearning for a better life, as if I am so sad and helpless, but I am so eager to look forward to the yearning for a better life.

Listening to it is comfortable and sad, because of the overflow of tears in the eyes but everything is magnified, I don't want to care about what happened in the outside world at all, I just remember that there seems to be a fire behind me, I want to warm up the original disheartened me, only the crisp and pleasant music and the ringing of the company's fire alarm are mixed in my ears, and my eyes are red, and I don't know what happened.

"I really don't want to live my life like this, I still have my parents, I haven't really lived for myself once, I want to see the outside world, the cherry blossoms in Japan, the Eiffel Tower in Paris, the sea in the Aegean Sea."

As soon as I thought of this, a tear fell on the fire without a trace, like a drop in the bucket, and disappeared into the invisible world.

In a coma, I thought I was in a white hospital, but when I woke up, I didn't hear the sound of the monitor, but I saw a mess behind me, but there was a blue sky and a green forest in front of me, and I panicked for a moment, but after thinking about it, what could I do, maybe it was a dream, and I fainted again because of my physical strength.

Is God playing with me? Aren't you fooling me enough? But I don't blame you, people who are good will be bullied.

Everything that happened after that, I saw it and thought about it, after all, how could a human being of the new generation not know that he had crossed over.

It's just that I'm not quite able to accept it at the beginning, and I haven't reacted yet, after all, it seems like I've started from scratch, and it's a new start for myself, I don't know how to deal with everything before, I don't know how to face my parents, I'm almost 30 years old, I've been hanging by the boy constantly, I didn't say when I should get married, and my parents at home have been urging for a long time, and I don't care, and my parents are helpless.

Later, in this world, I occasionally think about the people around me, although I am very reluctant to let my family, parents, friends or something, but as a person who can even see the loss of love, since I have experienced life and death, what else can I not accept.

It's just that there is unwillingness, unwillingness, how can I be so wretched all my life, follow the rules, read when I should study, adults say that if I don't shoot and drag during the study period, I won't shoot and drag, and when I come out to work, the family says that I urge the object, and I feel that I have almost met it, and a blind date will become, but the man does not say that the blind date is all listening to his parents, and there is a male abuse nature, such as seeing a beautiful woman.

At that time, I didn't even dare to say a word of TM, just because the girls around me said that they wanted to be gentle, so that they would be likable.

I'll go to your likability, and in the end, it's not betrayal.

If it weren't for such a sitcom that almost everyone could pass by, and an unknown fire in the company that caused me to come to this world and start over, then my life would not be too exciting or too bad, at least I could live the rest of my life quietly without fighting, and I could still see my gray hair and wrinkled appearance.

But when the fire happened, I felt that I was not worth it, I felt that even if I had a life span of 100 years, it was useless, and my life was not as I thought it was, how could I casually decide to get three meals, food, clothing, housing and transportation and live my life like this?

I really don't believe that I can think so much in the moment when I faint, but I know that if I have another chance to control my life, I must live as I want to live, see a few more handsome guys, make more money, and play more.

You can't focus on work every day, otherwise you have been working hard for your future self, who knows if your future self is still in the world, so you have to be good to yourself, don't always think about the future and ignore the most important present.

When I appeared in a strange world, or I didn't know what kind of world it was, I suddenly felt that I was still alive, and I didn't think about why I came here, but I knew that being alive was the greatest luck.

I have memories in my brain that don't belong to me, and that memory makes me feel as sad as that piece of music, let me say it's indescribable, but the feeling is so real, like a personal experience, but in the memory, she seems to have sealed those bad memories in her mind, so that she doesn't think about it, and I can't find those memories, but I think those memories may be a part of life, since she doesn't want me to know, she has a reason.

When you come to a new world, you have to welcome a new life, do what you want to do, live in your own world to the fullest, don't be too careful, think too much about others, and finally lose yourself.

Okay, new world, I'm going to play, spin up, and be myself.

Appearing in this world is a very small probability, don't think too much about the confusion of the brain's confused memory, now you just need to do what you can do, make yourself stronger, and then you can do whatever you want, live up to this life, she deliberately sealed the memory that belonged to her because of this, if you can't remember, you can't remember it, the road has been walking, and if there is no road, you can drive it yourself......

Just when Mibe has been encouraging herself to fight, maybe she doesn't know that since God has made her appear in another place, she has a reason.