Chapter 4 Can anyone tell me what's going on
"Uncle, aunt, I'm back." I carried the radish on my back, to the nearby mountains to pick some wild fruits for them to eat, after all, this mountain is not like the town, what you want, everything has to come by yourself, do it yourself, food and clothing, although I can pick more alone, but there are a lot, usually there is more to help better.
As soon as I entered the house, I smelled a smell of blood and shivered subconsciously.
Blood...
I saw my uncle and aunt lying on the ground with blank eyes, and their eyes seemed to tell me, go, go, child, don't come back, go.
"Do you think that when you put out the fire, you think that the whole world has nothing to do with you?"
"I'll show you what it means to destroy the world."
For a moment, my eyes were red and bloody. What happened? Standing weakly on the side of the door, he looked around.
The whole house was unkempt, blood was splashing everywhere, shaking his legs in fear, he wanted to step forward to probe his breath, he was so frightened that he retracted, Mu Ran's eyes looked around, he couldn't find Tang Tang's body, where did he go?
No, probably not, he should still be alive.
I didn't dare to cry, I was afraid that they would turn back later, come back to find something, and find something that killed me. I could only rummage through the house, find out all the valuables, pack them, and run away to find Tang Tang, who I knew was still alive.
Ask me why he is so firm in believing that he is still alive, no why, didn't he say that he would promise me a lifetime of glory, how could he just leave.
It didn't take long for me to tell him, you have to be strong to protect yourself.
Why is it over before anything has even begun?
It turned out that what I saw was true, and I didn't know where I came from before with my sixth sense, looking at the stars, and seeing the fireflies guarding my heart, it means that the world is about to be in chaos, and the emperor has a catastrophe, so it may change hands.
If it changes hands, it changes hands, anyway, it's none of my business. What I want now is just to find Tang Tang and live the rest of my life well. Panic and run away, otherwise you won't know what might happen later.
Ran out of the only house in the mountain, one mountain after another uphill and downhill, turned over one after another, through the dense woods, wave after wave of birds flew over their heads, the food they brought on their bodies was eaten, and they stopped and stopped along the way, hungry and full.
In the end, when I saw the stream and saw my reflection in the water, I couldn't help crying anymore.
"Why can I be so cowardly, I didn't do anything for my uncle and aunt, why did I only think about myself at that time?" But for a while, it was like I was at fault.
Thinking that in the company of my uncle and aunt for a year, I have been cared for by my family, and my figure has gradually lost weight again, and I miss my uncle and aunt very much.
And now I only dare to cry silently in the cave in the middle of the night, and I didn't even bury the bodies of my uncle and aunt, so I fled the scene by myself.
Because I am too weak, so weak that I am afraid that an ant can be trampled to death, so I need to learn to be ruthless, learn to protect myself, because you never know what will happen in the next second, so I have to leave the scene, whether I am cowardly, whether I have no heart or lungs, I am like this, in this situation I can only take care of myself.
I don't know where I'm going, I just know that I have to keep walking, where to leave, to leave the place that doesn't belong to me, and to find Tang Tang, I know, Tang Tang is also looking for me. Yes, it must be.
In the blink of an eye, it was winter again, thinking about the winter of the previous year, I could still accompany Tang Tang in the house to bake charcoal, warm my hands, I could watch my aunt weaving clothes, I could watch my uncle carving his favorite patterns, and there was a room chatting with each other, although the house was a little deserted in the cold winter, it was also warm.
I curled up under a tree, covered with hay that I had picked up in the morning from a dry place to keep it warm and not get cold in the middle of the night, and I didn't want to die in such a senseless way if I felt like I was going to hell.
Sometimes I feel quite contradictory, I wanted to die, but I was rescued by my uncle and aunt, and now the environment can easily pinch myself to death, but I cherish it very much, have you figured it out? Or do you have a concern, or do you have a mission?
A sentence to ask myself, the moment I saw my uncle lying on the ground, I wanted to escape, I didn't even want to delay for a moment, I was afraid of death, even if I was sad, even if I wanted to know who was so ruthless.
Is it attacking innocent people for no reason, they have been living well for more than a year, why did this happen for no reason?
Also, what about Tang Tang? Where did it go? Why is he missing? Even though I have many doubts, I am not one who can give up my life for the sake of these doubts. The only thing I know is to find Tang Tang and protect myself.
It's like a hundred thousand whys, but it's a why without an answer.
I don't know how long I walked by myself, but finally it seemed to be gradually populated.
"Come on, come on, come and see, come and see, delicious buns, fresh buns."
"Come and see, it's a beautiful kite."
"Sugar gourd, sugar gourd, 1 wen and a sugar gourd."
Yes, I entered the town, I don't know how many mountains I climbed, how many woods I crossed to get to this town. But I knew I needed a job, a place where I could eat and live. I walked down this street in rags, like a beggar who was just a bowl away.
Suddenly, the crowd went in one direction, and gradually there seemed to be more people like me, no, it should be said, people who were a little better than me ran in one direction, and a little child seemed to be in a hurry to go somewhere, and bumped into me, and said to me
"What are you doing stupidly, hurry up, there is something to eat, don't rub around." After that, pull me and run.
Ran to a place where it seemed to be all beggars, there was a long queue in an orderly manner, it seemed that someone was serving food in front, everyone could get the copper coins and white steamed buns, everyone was happy, and the people around were all around to watch the excitement and chat about the little gossip in the city.
I was dragged by the kid in that long line, thinking, I'll have something to eat later, so I don't care so much.
"An Pinghou, it's really a blessing, with such a kind daughter, beautiful and dignified, if my son marries her, it will be really happy."
"Yo, you're thinking beautifully, and you're daydreaming, but you'd better wake up early. When is it your family's turn. ”
"If you want to take care of it, you can't do it, but then again, this girl, who is really good, will come out on the fifteenth day of every month to give those beggars food, for fear that they will be hungry. You said that in the current troubled times, how many people still have the spare money to support people who have nothing to do with them. ”
"That is, that is, since the emperor died for no reason a year ago, there is no prince after that, and all the royal relatives and relatives in the court who have some relationship with the emperor are not all staring at the throne, making trouble in the court, recruiting troops and buying horses, making the people unhappy, where can we still take care of the people, although now although there is a queen mother to control the government, but who does not know that the power is in the hands of Nangong Jiang, and I am really afraid that when his throne is confirmed, this country will be gone."
"Yes, it's a pity that King Anping, who loves the people, doesn't care about the government and politics, and he is also old, otherwise if he becomes a good emperor, he will also be a good emperor."
"yes." "yes."
"Okay, okay, don't talk nonsense, in case Nangong Jiang's ears and eyes hear it, you can't eat and walk around..."
I was in a trance, as if I had been in a long time and had fallen into my own world, and there were many pictures in my brain that kept returning to see the familiar, the unrecognized, and the familiar.
But what are these? Nangong Jiang? Who is it and why do I feel this way?
How could it be him, shouldn't he have disappeared in the fire, how could he still be there, how could he still be there? Why is it still there?
Why do I have this awareness?
My head hurts, what happened?
What happened to the uncle and aunt at that time?
And where did the soup go?
Why did I know Nangong Jiang?
Why is his name so familiar to me?
What exactly happened to me, who can tell me.