Ping Yan didn't expect to see the flower peony again. It was raining outside when she came, and she was drenched, and it was the early spring cold, and she was dressed very thinly, wearing only a ragged cotton dress. She pays the most attention to her appearance, especially in front of herself, and this outfit is probably her most embarrassing outfit.

She's not as aggressive as she used to be, just shaking. Ping Yan boiled a bucket of hot water for her to bathe, prepared a clean dress, and was about to ask her what happened? But here he came.

He carried a food drawer, which contained a few snacks, all of which were famous snacks and cakes in her hometown, especially the apricot blossom spring dew crystal cake, which was made by every holiday in their Meijiao Town. She hasn't been back for a long time, and she heard that a few years ago in the war in Beiping, that town was not spared, and it was an epidemic that all died.

She picked up a piece and ate it. Obviously, such a sweet and soft taste is more like swallowing a mouthful of bitter water, turning over and over between the tongue and teeth, but I can't swallow it, like a past that I can't forget. My mother made this the most delicious, but she was greedy for fun when she was a child and never refused to learn, but she didn't expect it to become a lifelong regret. In her life, there are regrets everywhere......

She was a little moved, but she bit her cheeks tightly, and tears were dripping in her eyes, like solidified amber.

Shen Dashao stroked her back, "When this battle is over, I will accompany you home to sweep the tomb and incense, okay?" He believed that she was not a stone, and that as long as he put his heart and lungs out, they would one day be intimately connected.

She lowered her eyes to cover a trace of disgust, and when she raised her eyes again, her eyes were full of clarity and tears, "Okay, I'll wait for you, Yuji." ”

He breathed a sigh of relief, but also a little sad. He can secretly kill everyone in front of them, but he can't kill Shen Yuji in her heart alone. But what is there to worry about? Shen Yuchen is dead, their marriage has come to an end, and he is the only one who can accompany her for the rest of her life, and he can only be him.

He felt light, and the chasm between them seemed to be filled in this remote town. Next, he just needs to wait for time, he believes that he will not be worse than Shen Yuchen, he has been stronger than him since he was a child. He took her into his arms, looked around and said, "What about that girl, why don't you wait by your side?" ”

She lowered her eyes, leaning quietly and obediently in his arms, her thick eyelashes curled, like a thousand rain lines with thin cow hairs, Shanshan froze, covering the color of her eyes, "I let her go, I'm afraid that one day she will die in front of me, like Granny Wang." I'm used to seeing death, but I'm getting more and more afraid of it. I want to keep everyone around me, but I can't keep it, I've been like this since I was a child, I just don't stay, I never fight, and there is no pain. ”

There was a small worm gnawing on his heart, and his waxy body, seemingly harmless, gnawed down round by circle with its fine and sharp rodents, his entire heart seemed to have been stripped of a layer of skin, and the gentle layers of pain progressed gently, gently patting every nerve in him. His hand on her waist shook a few times.

In troubled times, he couldn't help himself, he did many bad things, and killed many people, he never felt afraid, and the ghost didn't dare to knock on the door in the middle of the night, because he was a ghost. In this world, who can chase and survive in Vanity Fair is not a demon with blood on his hands? But her words made him feel frightened from the bottom of his heart. Granny Wang was killed by him, he even expected the death of his own brother, but he still didn't stop it, and Bai Heng, if he hadn't threatened him as Liu Sanchun, he would have been the ghost of his gun. In fact, it's not that she can't keep the people around her, it's just that he doesn't want those people to stay by her side, he wants her to be the only one by her side, and the rest of his life is long, and he is the only one.

She looked up, her eyes lit up, staring at him. But he felt chills for a while, as if he had stood in the spring cold mist for a long time, and his whole body was wet. It seems that there is really fog around her, her smile is also a little hazy, through the soft veil, she is a very fresh apricot blossom, snow-white color, she looks at him, also snow-white, like the magnesium light of a camera, recording his crimes one by one.

He pushed her away, and he leaned on the table to catch his breath a few times, only to realize that his whole body was drenched in cold sweat. He can face the rain of bullets, but he can't bear such a little woman, who is so gentle that she even has a bewitching gaze. probably really loved her so much, so silently, cautiously loved her to death. He had the means to force her and keep her, but it was useless, he just chose the most clumsy one, pretending to be Shen Yuji, and slowly entered her heart. He still has a lifetime to go, and he's willing to spend it.

Hua Peony had already washed and dressed, came in from outside the door, and saw that Shen Dashao was also there, his face was timid, and he hesitated not to move. Ping Yan got up from his arms, led her in, sat down on the stool, and pushed the dim sum to her, "Senior sister hasn't eaten yet, let's eat some dim sum first." ”

Hua Peony sneaked up on him, and when he saw that he didn't look at her, he reached out to grab the cake, several in one hand, and stuffed it up.

It was late at night when he left, and the rain was getting heavier, so he insisted on leaving. That's fine, if she really stays, overnight, she really suffers from perfunctory him. He wouldn't let her go out to see her off, saying it was too cold outside and he would come back tomorrow. She bowed her head shyly and timidly, and reluctantly let him go. As soon as he left, the whole room was clean, clean, and much more pleasing to the eye. She stood by the window, lifted a corner of the curtain, and watched him walk under the eaves, where a soldier with an oil lamp and an umbrella rushed over to support him. Hua Peony lived in the east wing, was standing by the door to watch the rain, he did not leave immediately, but walked a few steps towards the east wing, Hua Peony saw him like a ghost, hurriedly turned around and closed the door.

He withdrew his gaze and stepped into the night. The rain pillar is majestic, falling along the umbrella bone, a river is flowing, the oil lamp is getting farther and farther away, and the yellow light can't pierce the wind and rain of this night.

The rain crackled and smashed on the window, smashing it to pieces, and gradually, like a human face, blurred and white in tears.

She slammed the curtain shut, her fingers touching a little jade heat around her neck, and her heart slowly settled down.

She had lost a memory, and she couldn't remember Shen Yujian's face...... She's going to get it back.

This battle was fought for four months, from early spring February to the end of May, tens of millions of floating corpses, blood flowed into a river, so that the rhododendrons in early June of Qingyuan Town this year bloomed all over the mountains, blood quenched like fire, and the white bones were their nourishment. Qingyuan Town was recovered, Qingzhou was also recovered, and all parts of Central China conquered by the Lingnan Army were also recovered. There are many battles, and everyone wants to live a peaceful life.

It is said that he built a new house in Nanyuan, saying that he wanted to surprise her, and it has been repaired today, and it is a good day to move in. Her belly was already very large, more than seven months old, round and pointed, and she thought she was a boy. Hua Peony was cleaning up for her, her feet were so swollen that they couldn't touch the ground, so she had to sit aside and gossip with her, "Do you want to go?" In the future, it is inevitable that we will meet often, you don't have to be afraid of him, the second young master is a kind person. "After living together for four and a half months, they didn't see much intimacy, and they were finally able to talk peacefully.

The movements in her hands kept stopping, knotting the burden one by one, "I have nowhere to go, only to follow you, you don't dislike me, you can give me a bite to eat and a bed to sleep in, it's already a favor." I'm afraid I'll follow you or not, you're the only person I can still talk to in this world. ”

Since Bai Heng disappeared, she has changed a lot, she doesn't like to wear bright clothes, she doesn't often dress herself, she doesn't like to talk, she is often sluggish, she always likes to shrink her neck in her shoulders, like a chick squatting on a branch to avoid the heavy rain, and she walks like a thief. Her arrogance is gone, Ping Yan doesn't like her arrogance, but she also feels pity, she can wear out a person's temperament, what kind of blow should this be?

Ping Yan asked again, "Why are you afraid of him?" She had asked this question so many times that she couldn't even remember it herself.

The flower peony turned its head, and the eyebrows were faint, like a colorless and tasteless wind, shuttled into the temple, and knocked on the red fish chime. She replied again and again, without any impatience, like a quaint and vicissitudes of life wooden fish stopping for a while, not hurrying and clattering, "Since that day I saw him in the teahouse with a gun at my senior brother, I have become afraid of him." She always finished saying this, and then began to be silent again, and added at the end, "If he shoots and kills my brother that day, it will be fine, so that I can die with him." It's also stronger than now, he suffers somewhere, I can't see it, I can't touch it. ”

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