There are a few new idlers in the medical hall, replacing the previous ones. Ping Yan didn't feel that it was twisted, maybe it was because she was accompanied by Granny Wang to talk about the short life of the parents, and the days were leisurely, as if she was back when she was a child, the pace of the years was very light, and she could hear the sound of flowers blooming and falling in front of the court. It's just that Shen Yuchen hasn't been here for four days, although she misses him, she doesn't dare to see him, she always feels that he is different, but she can't say what is different.

That evening, she was playing with the black charcoal in the stove with iron tongs, when a scream came from the front yard, like Granny Wang's. She secretly palpitated, and hurriedly beckoned the little girls who served the left and right to run over, and when she saw a large patch of blood on the bluestone brick floor, Granny Wang was lying on her back on the ground, and the back of her head was knocked on the tip of the hoe.

The old Chinese medicine doctor also came out, quickly bent his knees and sighed at her, touched her pulse, and shook his head with a gray face, it seemed that he was hopeless and dead.

The little girl was frightened and didn't dare to go over, so she held her sleeve timidly, and said in a trembling voice: "Miss...... You have joy, you can't go near the dead, it's unlucky. ”

Dead person? She almost couldn't stand, and the little girl held her arm. She froze for a moment and walked forward, the little girl had no choice but to tremble and pestle behind her. The cold wind invaded the bones, the residual sun was shining, the eaves blocked half of the light, and the yard was divided into two, half shade and half sun. She stepped on the light, and she didn't know how many steps, and gradually, the shade ate away at her whole body, and she shivered with cold, and where the sun could not shine, the colors here were rusty, old, and a hazy copper. But the blood is clear and fresh, but the people are not alive anymore. Oh, the old Chinese medicine doctor stood up and sighed at her, "The man is dead. ”

Granny Wang also left, just like her father, mother, brother, and the servants who grew up with her. They were all gone, in the same hurry, without any chance to say goodbye, only her life. She thought that she must have created some unforgivable sins in her previous life, so retribution in this life is coming, God is punishing her, making her always alone, and letting the people around her always live with unpredictable fate.

Ping Yan lowered her body, stretched out her hand to cover Granny Wang's face, wiped it gently, and closed her eyes. There was blood in the white hair between her temples, and there was also blood on her face, which was spotted and patchy. Ping Yan tugged her sleeves and slowly wiped the blood on her face, but somehow the more she wiped it, the more she wiped it, the more she wiped it, the blood color became a bigger piece, she was still wiping, her breath was a little anxious, and her eyes were dry red, which was the color of the bloom.

The old Chinese medicine doctor glanced at the little girl, and the little girl timidly wanted to drag Ping Yan up, with a thick nasal voice, "Miss, get up, I know you are sad, but you can't ignore your body, what do you want to do, what can the child do?" ”

Ping Yan pushed her away, and half of her body fell to the ground first. She looked at the void blankly, tears welling up in her eyes, "I killed my mother-in-law, if I hadn't taken her over on my own initiative, she wouldn't have died." ”

The little girl cried: "Miss thinks too much, life and death have a fate, it has nothing to do with you, this is probably Granny Wang's life." ”

Life. All powerless deaths are called fate, which can comfort others and exonerate oneself. She propped her hands on the brick floor, and blood trickled down into her palms like red frost flowers. She saw a pair of black leather shoes, stepping on the ground, her steps were windy, and soon her waist tightened, and she leaned on one of her broad chests. She leaned close to him, and heard his heartbeat, which was a dense drumbeat, and slowly smoothed, and the raindrops of Cheng Sisuo, uninterrupted, made her feel very relieved.

She fell asleep and woke up feeling a little confused. A curtain of idle moon hangs on the window, with fluffy edges, silver and yellow color, like a copper mirror, which has been precipitated at the bottom of the blue river for a long time. The house was sparkling, and the long river of heaven flowed here. It seems that when I was a child, the night was always so quiet, there was no trace of war in my hometown, and everyone could lie on the bed and die peacefully.

She quietly got up from the bed and pulled on her shoes. He was asleep leaning back in his chair, his head still facing the bed. She didn't intend to wake him up, and she didn't know how to face him, so she gently walked around and pushed the door open.

Granny Wang's coffin was placed in a utility room, her son was not around, there was no one to keep a watch, and it would be buried early tomorrow morning. She went in and found a futon and knelt down, kowtowed three times, and was extremely calm. The door of the house was open, and the moonlight struck her, hitting her body like a cold whip, and her body slowly bent down, in a shameless posture of pleading, and she did not raise her head for a long time.

Granny Wang was killed.

Maybe it's because of her, some people can't sit still, and the more they deliberately hide it, the more they will show their feet.

This is another trap. She sneered miserably, straightened up, knelt upright, and looked at the coffin, beads fell from her eyes, "I'm sorry, I hurt you." People die like lights go out, and there is no point in saying this, so you will regard me as your daughter, and I will guard your soul and do your filial piety. ”

It was dawn, and a rooster crow could be heard in the distance. The little girl came into the house with washing water, and when she saw the figure in the west room, she was startled and threw the basin everywhere. Shen Dashao heard the sound and hurriedly rushed out, Ping Yan was already exhausted and faint, he twisted his eyebrows in displeasure, strode into the house and carried her out, while shouting at the girl, "Let the Chinese medicine doctor come over quickly." ”

She lay on the bed, as if lying in the clouds, the clouds were swimming, she was groggy, but she was very conscious, and her eyes were open, staring at the beams. The old Chinese medicine doctor gave her a pulse, and because he was afraid that he was not angry and arrogant, he replied as if walking on thin ice, and explained her physical condition as much as possible. But anyone can understand the meaning of the words, she is still young, as long as her body is well adjusted, she will soon have another child, and the child in her belly, don't do it.

The air in the room was like a stagnant water, and there were only the two of them left. She was still staring at the beam, he stood up, finally sat down on the edge of the couch, and held her hand a little uncertainly, "It's okay, I'll always be there." ”

Her child's life is too bitter, and she has accompanied her several times before she was born, and she has tasted all the joys and sorrows. Did he forget? She is a doctor herself, no one knows her physical condition better than her, she knows that this child can't be kept, and it is likely that there will be two deaths, even if the mother and child are safe, and the ancestors will accumulate virtue, the child will be sick and thin.

So, he proposed, "The doctor is right, you are still young, and we will have another child." ”

Yes, she will have another child, it can only be Shen Yuchen's, not you.

She turned her head and stared at him directly, her eyebrows frowning slightly, and there was an almost bewitching smile in her eyes, "Don't you want to ask why I knelt in front of Granny Wang's spirit all night?" ”

He said as usual: "I know you value feelings, and I blame me for being too busy and not having time to accompany you, don't think about it, her death was an accident, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

She chuckled a few times, "yes, I don't think much of it." He turned his eyes sideways and said lightly: "I'm tired and want to rest." ”

His heart was empty, mixed with worries, Granny Wang's matter, he was too anxious, but it was only because he wanted to see her too much, as for whether she could detect anything, he was not sure. He couldn't help but think, what would he do if it was Shen Yuchen who was by her side at this time? He has a lot of ideas since he was a child, and he can always coax her in every possible way, unlike himself who is helpless. He has never been good at making women happy. Besides, he didn't dare to stay any longer now, he was really afraid that she would see his true colors.

He straightened up, "I'll come back to see you in the evening." After hesitating, he said, "The child's business ......"

She interrupted abruptly, and her words were cold, but she didn't look at him, "I must keep the child!" ”

His words were stalked in his throat, bitter and unpalatable, but he still agreed, "Okay, you say to stay, stay." ”

Second brother, you are so happy, she took such a big risk to give birth to your child.

The corners of her eyes were dry, and the tears had been soaked for a long time, and some of them hurt, like they were cracked. However, there is a heat wave rolling in the eyes, lines and lines, such as endless thoughts, however, perhaps the person receiving the letter is no longer there. She turned to the side, and the door was closed. The room was empty, a few rays of sunlight slanted in, and the golden dust drifted in the air, clearly visible, like ashes that no one could sleep on. She closed her eyes and remembered the three words Shen Yuchen, but she couldn't remember his face, but she knew that there were stars in his eyes when he looked at her, quiet and focused, and they had been so hot and embellished her lonely life.

Granny Wang was buried, but she didn't go, but only burned a handful of paper money in the yard. He arranged everything very well, buried them together as husband and wife, and Granny Wang was also considered complete, and they would stay together underground for a long time.

The little girl brought the freshly boiled fetal medicine soup, looked at her cowardly, and wanted to say something soothing, but she was stupid and didn't know what to say. She took the medicine and drank it down, and took out the fifty oceans prepared in advance, "I don't have much money on me, that's all I have left, you take it, get out of here, don't serve me anymore." ”

The little girl was terrified, and pulled her skirt with tears in her eyes, "Miss, are you trying to drive me away?" ”

"It's to drive you away. I'm afraid that you, like Granny Wang, will one day know something you shouldn't know, and I will also kill you. ”

The little girl was stunned on her face, as if she understood something, and she was so frightened that she had no master. She knelt down and kowtowed a few times, saying goodbye, "May Miss have a good life." ”

Now it's okay, the surroundings are clean, there is no one close to a person, and no one will die because of her. She touched the pendant around her neck, the cool little jade was warmed by the body temperature, she pinched it in the palm of her hand, and remembered Shen Yu's marks.

Is that string in your neck also warm?

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