I looked at Lu Zenghan in disbelief, and my voice trembled: "You say it again." ”

Lu Zenghan looked directly at me, held my shoulder and said firmly: "Uncle Zhao's eyes are sick, he can't see the spiral curve from your painting, and he won't be depressed because of that painting." He committed suicide not because of your sub-personality. ”

My lips quivered, and then an electric current rushed from my heart to my brain to my limbs. I didn't kill anyone, even if it was my sub-personality. It seemed that in an instant, a thousand pounds of boulder flew away from my heart, and the heavy cross was finally removed. I have never been happy, I have never been bright, so that the curtain on my heart lifts a corner, and then the room is full of sunshine. I couldn't tell the emotion, I trembled slightly, I actually laughed, laughed and laughed, and suddenly I wanted to cry again, and the tears came down with a drop.

Lu Zenghan's lips covered mine fieryly: "Qiaoqiao, do you know how excited I am? I can't wait to fly back and tell you the news. You don't have to have any more baggage, and I can finally feel at ease. ”

All the love and hatred that existed between me and him finally disappeared at this moment. His entanglement and pain, contradictions and struggles, my heaviness and pressure, self-blame and guilt, all turned into strong feelings in an instant, I responded to his kiss, he stopped talking, his emotions ignited the deep affection that had been brewing for a long time, as if to transform my whole person into his body.

"Jojo." He murmured affectionately and carried me into the bedroom. That night, he indulged himself like never before, like a fish in full swing. I have been with him many times, but it is the first time that I have completely borne the impact of his fiery body, and that kind of ease and exhilaration, I have been happy to the peak. It turns out that everything can be so intoxicating.

I whispered his name, and my voice made him wilder, sending me up and above the clouds. The melting of love to the depths is the emulsion of the soul - blending. Lu Zenghan, I repeatedly chanted his name in my heart, I love him, this kind of love that has gone through many ups and downs, I don't know how precious and firm it is, but I know that I am intoxicated with it, and I don't want to let go for the rest of my life.

The next morning, I woke up in the crook of Lu Zenghan's arm. Seeing that I opened my eyes, his lips fell again, and I moved my sore body to avoid him, and whispered, "I hate it, my whole body hurts, and I am messing around." ”

Lu Zenghan's voice was soft, and he chuckled dotingly: "Why is it nonsense?" This is an outstanding contribution to the aging of the Chinese population. "Can this be put on the line? I couldn't help but roll my eyes again, but he kissed my eyes, and said gently, "It's also what I want to do the most." ”

I was a little excited by his kiss, turned around, turned my back to him and asked, "So what else do you want to do?" ”

He turned me around again, and before I could react, he was already pressing on me with lightning speed: "I still want to marry you, and do what I want to do most every day." This time I couldn't struggle, I was deceived by him, and the fierce pleasure was overwhelming again, and in the end I could only hear him whisper, "My life is so long, I have you to suffer." ”

When I woke up again, it was almost noon, I got up with him, and he took out a set of police uniforms from the bottom of the cabinet under the bed. Curious, I walked over and stroked my clothes, which had a very divine brilliance when I looked at them. I couldn't help but ask, "Why did you hide your clothes under the box?" ”

Lu Zenghan rubbed my hair: "What do you say? A sucker. ”

I stuck out my tongue, he was an undercover agent before, and he definitely wouldn't let the police uniform be revealed easily. Seeing that he put on his pants and shirt, I helped him button up his shirt. He wears a police uniform, which is really good-looking. Tall and thin, with fair skin and calm dark clothes, there is a unique handsomeness. The whole person is shining. I couldn't take my eyes off it.

Lu Zenghan put on his hat and asked me proudly: "How is it, is it handsome that blinds you?" ”

"Hmm." I replied honestly, took my mobile phone, took a selfie with him, and sighed, "I don't think you will spend money on any suits in the future, none of them can compare to this one." It comes with a 360-degree aura, and it is also double-circled. ”

"Getting poorer." Lu Zenghan smiled, stroked his hat and said, "I have an important meeting in the afternoon, I have to report to the leader, and I may not come back until late in the evening." If you're okay in the afternoon, go to the mall and pick this up by the way. After speaking, Lu Zenghan stuffed a card in my hand and turned to go out.

I picked it up and looked at DR's order card, my heart moved, and I couldn't help but trot a few steps towards Lu Zenghan's back and asked, "Which fake ID card of yours was ordered this time?" ”

Lu Zenghan turned his head suddenly, the police badge on his hat shone in the reflection of the sun, and he hooked his lips and smiled: "This time it's real, you can still use a fake one for your wife." After saying that, I strode away briskly, and my heart was sweet.

This Lu Zenghan doesn't know when he secretly set the ring, but how can a girl not be tempted by the ring? I haven't seen the ring yet, and I'm already fantasizing about the wedding scene he said, and when the police open the way, it should be very imposing. Should I wear a wedding dress or a gown? Thinking about it, I couldn't help but purse my lips and smile. It is a beautiful thing to marry and stay with your beloved.

Before the afternoon, I couldn't help but take a taxi to the DR store and retrieve the ring, the number of grams of the ring is not large, more than one carat, but pink diamonds. Even the waiter in the store said that this diamond is very rare and the price is not cheap. I tried it, and the size of the circle was just right. I don't know how he knows my size. Thinking about his thoughts for me, my heart was sweet again.

I soaked in the store for a long time, and finally got Lu Zenghan's real ID number. It turned out that his birthday was three days away. I was thrilled to give him some surprise, which would surely scare him.

When I got home, I couldn't help but put my sister's diamond ring and mine side by side, one large and smaller, one white and one pale pink. My sister's happiness and my happiness are just connected. Maybe we're all happy, right? They can love each other with the people they love.

The sun reflected the colorful light through the ring, and the afternoon sun warmed me, and I couldn't help but lie on the table and fall asleep.

In my dream, it was an afternoon in the United States, the sun was lazily shining through the sycamore leaves on the bench, and I was answering my sister's phone call in the house, and in China, it was already more than three o'clock in the middle of the night. It's like the scene where I hypnotized myself before. At that time, my conversation with my sister was interrupted by the subperson. At the moment, I couldn't tell whether it was a pick-up or a new start.

My sister's voice on the other side of the phone was very calm: "Qiaoqiao, maybe I will be very busy in the future and can't contact you often." You have to take care of yourself. ”

"Have you changed jobs?" I asked her curiously.

"Well, changed." My sister's voice was a little soft, and then she said softly, "I was too tired from my previous work." However, I finally got what I wanted. Seek benevolence, even if you pay the price, you will not regret it after all. It's just a pity that I may not be able to see you in your wedding dress and walk the most crucial part of your life. ”

"Sister, what are you talking about?" I was a little nervous, "Did something happen to you?" The last time you said he had failed you and was going to put you in someone else's bed, was it true? ”

"I misunderstood him." My sister said quietly, "He is a good person, he didn't misunderstand him before, and he doesn't do it now." He asked me to go first through that person, but I couldn't, and if I left, he might be like my father, wearing a black hat and never being able to turn over. I've seen this happen once, and I can't watch it happen again, and I can't allow him to be slandered like a rat and bug by others. You know, Jojo? ”

I was very ignorant in the dream, but at the same time, I seemed to understand what she was talking about, but I couldn't transmit feelings to the me in the dream. I had to see me anxiously say to my sister in my dream, "Is there no one else who can help?" Why do you have to go? ”

My sister's voice was a little weak: "There is no one to help." I wanted to find one of his closest friends, but I couldn't reach him, and if he was, maybe things wouldn't be so bad. By the way, his surname is Lu, if you meet him in the future, you can talk to him, I originally wanted to introduce you to you-"

In my dream, I didn't have the heart to listen to my sister's introduction, so I just said in a panic: "Sister, don't say such things, I'm afraid." You don't have to be impulsive. Don't let yourself be hurt, don't force yourself to do what you can't do. And my sister, you can't leave me on an adventure. ”

My sister smiled gently: "Silly Qiaoqiao, my sister will accompany you for a lifetime, no matter where I am, I will accompany you." But Jojo, whatever happens to me, you remember, has nothing to do with you. If you want me to have peace of mind, the only thing you have to do is live your life. Don't be wrapped in hatred, don't let obsession fill your heart, what I have tried to do in my life is to make you simply happy. In the future, you find a husband who loves you, give birth to a lovely child, and live the most simple and ordinary life, this is the life that my sister expects you to live. Got it? ”

I shook my head: "Don't, sister, you're not happy, how can I be happy?" How much you love me, how much I love you, sister. I can't leave you. ”

My sister smiled warmly on the other end of the phone: "Qiaoqiao, although my sister's experience is more complicated than yours, my sister is very happy, and I have no regrets in this life." I loved, hated, and were all hearty. After a pause, he added, "Jojo." I will not leave you, ever. ”

After saying this, my sister's phone was cut off. In the end, it suddenly came to me like a spider's silk. I struggled, but this time I wasn't as weak as the previous times, and I could easily pull the silk aside, and at the end of the silk was a woman, the sun, but she sat in the shadows, surrounded by cold.