Chapter 119: An intact face
Zhao Youwen scratched the back of her head and carefully recalled what her mother said, "Mom, why can't I remember what you said at all?" ”
Zhang Manlian said: "You were only eight years old at that time, how can you remember? ”
Zhao Youwen said: "I have already started to remember when I was eight years old, and I clearly remember that it was when I was eight years old that your relationship with my dad deteriorated. ”
Zhang Manlian said: "Although you started to remember when you were eight years old, you will only remember the things that impress you, how can you remember that Zhao Kelong took you to the hospital for a blood type test, and you didn't know that it was a blood test at that time, so you won't remember it at all." ”
When Zhang Manlian said this, Zhao Youwen understood, no wonder she didn't remember.
Zhang Manlian continued: "I thought that Zhao Kelong would come back after sending the specimen, after all, the paternity test would not be able to produce results on the same day, but Zhao Kelong did not go home for three days, and my phone was not answered, but the phone was turned off." On the morning of the fourth day, I sent Zhao Youwen to school, and when I got home, I found that Zhao Kelong had returned, his condition was very bad, as if he had suffered some disaster, the whole person lost a whole circle, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he had not slept for three days and three nights. I didn't dare to look at his appearance, let alone ask him where he had been in the past few days, but he kept looking at me, and he muttered, although his voice was very small, but I heard it very clearly, and he muttered: Zhao Youwen is not my daughter. I looked up at him and saw that he was staring at me with very fierce eyes, fierce enough to kill me, I knew very well what was going to happen next, it was a scandal after all, I didn't want to be seen, so I closed the window, closed the curtains, and checked to see if the door was closed. Then came the storm I expected, Zhao Colon was completely like a madman, he roared, his fist accompanied by a roar like a dense raindrop falling on my body, every time I felt that the bones in my body were about to break, but I gritted my teeth and endured, I didn't let out a scream, just tears, maybe he didn't hear my scream, so he smashed it even more fiercely, I never screamed, and fortunately Zhao Youwen went to school, she didn't see this scene. ”
Zhao Youwen heard that she felt a little sorry for her mother here, her eyes became moist, and Zhang Manlian's eyes were already full of tears, and she was extremely sad.
Tears rolled down from her eyes, Zhang Manlian wiped them and continued: "Later, I didn't feel the pain, no matter how hard Zhao Kelong tried, I couldn't feel it, I don't know why the class reunion of the year appeared in front of my eyes at that time, Wang Futian appeared, his drunken state appeared, and he curled up and cried the next day, and there were many scenes, the more Zhao Colon hit, the more scenes appeared. At that time, I didn't feel the pain and thought that I was about to be beaten to death, thinking that I was going to die, I actually had a sense of relief, I actually laughed, and the tears didn't flow, but when I thought of Zhao Youwen, no one loved her after I died, Zhao Kelong didn't necessarily recognize her daughter in the future, thinking of this, my tears gushed out again, I told myself that I couldn't die like this, I had to live, and suddenly, I felt it again, I felt the pain, and my whole body was in pain, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't help screaming out from time to time. ”
Zhao Youwen threw herself into Zhang Manlian's arms, maybe a little empathetic, the two hugged each other and cried sadly, and the others stood on the side and did not come forward to comfort, this kind of thing is better to cry and vent.
After a while, the mother and daughter cried a few times, and their emotions returned to normal, Ma Jing handed over a few tissues, Liu Bohong on the side felt that he should do something after seeing it, and saw that Zhang Manlian threw the paper cup in his hand on the ground when he was crying while holding Zhao Youwen just now, Liu Bohong took two more glasses of water and handed them over.
The mother and daughter looked at each other, and did not take the water handed by Liu Bohong, Zhao Youwen said: "Mom, you ......"
Zhao Youwen wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say, she choked up and cried again, Zhang Manlian wiped Zhao Youwen's tears with a tissue in her hand.
After a while, Zhang Manlian continued, "I don't know how long Zhao Kelong smashed my fist on me, how many times, finally, Zhao Kelong stopped, I don't know if he was tired, I saw him sitting on the ground crying, and scolded me, when I fell to the ground and saw Zhao Colon crying, I knew that he was very uncomfortable, it was difficult to accept this reality, and I felt a little sorry for him." I lay on the ground for a while before sitting up, Zhao Kelong slowly stopped crying, we both calmed down, he lowered his head, didn't look at me, asked who I gave birth to, I explained truthfully, but I didn't say Wang Futian's name, only said that he was slept with by a male classmate after being drunk. Zhao Kelong asked why he didn't call the police at that time, why he gave birth to the child, and forced the male classmate to ask for the name of the male classmate, saying that he was going to kill this person, but I refused to tell him, and he punched me a few times in a hurry. ”
Zhao Youwen asked: "Mom, why don't you say Wang Futian's name, are you protecting him?" ”
Zhang Manlian said: "I'm worried that Zhao Kelong will kill Wang Futian, and I don't want to have a life case because of this incident." At that time, I was ready to be separated, first apologized to Zhao Kelong, and now everything is because of the ...... caused by me."
Ma Jing interjected: "It's not entirely caused by you, it all stems from Wang Futian doing dirty things to you while you were drunk, your only fault is that you didn't call the police afterwards, so that the situation developed to an irreversible point over time." ”
Zhang Manlian ignored Ma Jing's words and continued to blame herself, "If I don't attend that party, nothing will happen, I apologize to Zhao Kelong repeatedly, I said that I can divorce, Zhao Youwen I will raise you, I will not have any requirements in terms of property." Zhao Colon did not respond to my words, got up and left the house with his back on his back, his back seemed to be pressed by a mountain, sitting on the ground I lay on the ground again, lying on the ground for a long time, at that time I thought that this family was destined to be scattered, the whole person collapsed, I didn't eat all day that day, and in the afternoon I got up from the ground, because of the pain of being beaten, I climbed up for a long time, but I couldn't stand steadily, swaying, as if I was going to fall at any time, and finally, I fell on the bed, maybe the bed was more comfortable than the ground, Soon I fell asleep in a daze, woke up at half past five, missed the time to pick up Zhao Youwen from school, I wanted to sit up immediately, maybe I hadn't eaten for a day, plus my body was still in pain, I couldn't sit up after trying several times, and finally I sat up with the head of the bed. ”
Lu Ge didn't want to hear how Zhang Manlian endured that day, and was more concerned about Zhao Kelong, and asked: "You said you were going to divorce, and then Zhao Kelong left home, where did he go?" ”
Zhang Manlian also ignored Lu Ge and said her own, "I was about to get out of bed when I heard the door open, and then saw Zhao Youwen running to me, I quickly grabbed a pillow towel and covered my face, for fear that Zhao Youwen would see that I had been beaten, so I apologized to Zhao Youwen with my face, saying that I overslept and let her go home from school alone, but my daughter said that her father picked her up from school." Then, I saw Zhao Colon walk in, he looked at me, and then said to Zhao Youwen that his mother hadn't cooked yet, he went downstairs to buy some food, and then went out. I was stunned by this scene, unbelievable, Zhao Youwen asked me why I didn't cook, why I covered my face, was it because I was uncomfortable? I asked several times in a row, but I didn't answer, I was wondering what Zhao Kelong meant by doing this, is it ......, I can't believe it. ”
At this time, Zhao Youwen said: "Mom, you were beaten all over your body, I should have an impression of what I remember, why can't I remember?" ”
Ma Jing said: "Didn't your mother say it, she covered her face with a pillow towel, not wanting you to see it." ”
Lugo said: "Have you been covering it for a while? ”
"Of course not," Zhang Manlian said, "I got out of bed with difficulty, and found that my right arm hurt and couldn't lift it, Zhao Youwen saw that he wanted to help me, and I pushed him away, I got into the bathroom, I wanted to see how serious the injury on my face was, if it wasn't serious, I could tell Zhao Youwen that I accidentally knocked it, and when I took off the pillow towel in the mirror, I was stunned and stared at my face in the mirror in disbelief." ”
Xiao Wang asked: "Is it that you were beaten miserably?" ”
Zhang Manlian shook her head and said, "No, I was surprised to find that my face was intact, I thought my eyes were dazzled, I rubbed my eyes, and the whole face was really intact." ”
Xu Dirong said: "So it seems that Zhao Kelong didn't hit you in the face when he beat you violently? ”
Zhang Manlian said: "That's right. ”
Xu Dijon said: "You didn't even notice it when you were beaten? ”