Lu Zenghan's anger rose, "What are you avoiding?" You're only concerned about your own vulnerability, your own sadness, have you ever thought about her? What was she like? ”

Lu Zenghan has never scolded me like this, but this time he scolded more and more: "She takes care of you, and she will pay whatever it takes for you to say, but what about you?" You are so cared for by her that you don't know the fireworks in the world, and you can't tolerate a little flaw, do you know how difficult it is for people to survive at this time? Who can be flawless? If you weren't protected by her, would you be so clean? But why do you dislike her in turn? ”

"I didn't, I didn't!" I covered my ears with my hands, I didn't want to listen to it, he scolded me mercilessly into my heart, and I was poked so much by him. I admit that when I answered my sister's question, I did have reservations, as he said. But I didn't mean to hurt my sister, I just couldn't control myself. I haven't done a good job of psychological construction for myself to accept all this, so how can I have time to take care of my sister.

"You must want to say that you didn't mean it, you did it subconsciously." Lu Zenghan still refused to let me go, "But your subconscious is self-preservation, if it is replaced by your sister, her subconscious must be to protect you first." But Joe, people have to compare their hearts to their hearts, you can't be so selfish. ”

I was poked in the heart by Lu Zenghan again, I cried and slid on the ground, I was wrong. Mine is indeed wrong. Thinking of the despair in my sister's eyes, I wanted to slap myself a few times.

Seeing my painful appearance, Lu Zenghan let out a long sigh, his voice was less powerful than just now, and he said slowly for a while: "Her hopes are all about you, and she doesn't want you to know her past." But there is no way, Zou Shizhao, that old bastard doesn't do good things. But the way you are, you're going to kill her. ”

Lu Zenghan's words startled me hard, I stopped crying, and asked him in disbelief: "What are you talking about?" Sister, sister is so strong—"I'm a little incoherent.

"You don't know what she's been through." Lu Zenghan's eyes were full of painful struggle, "You are probably her only sustenance." So, everyone can hurt her, but you can't. ”

Lu Zenghan's words made me hurt, but they also made me entangled, I looked at him and lost his mind and said: "Is there you who hurt her?" ”

Lu Zenghan didn't answer my question, twitched the corners of his mouth, and finally sighed: "You still care more about her, don't let her do anything earth-shattering." Again, she doesn't have to fight hard, I will slowly solve everything for her. ”

Lu Zenghan said it very firmly, but I listened to it in a daze, but it was a little pantothenic. This tacit understanding between him and his sister surprised me and made me jealous. Perhaps, not only the tacit understanding, the way he desperately saved his sister is more like caring for him from the bottom of his heart. What am I?

I nodded, the door rang, and the paramedic returned. I wiped my tears and squeezed out a smile: "I know, you have a good rest, I'll go first." With that, he turned around and went out.

"Kejo." Lu Zenghan shouted at me, wanting to say something, but finally turned into a faint sentence, "I'm fine, don't worry." ”

"Hmm." I scrambled and ran out of his door.

Lu Zenghan, my sister, the two most important people in my life, gave me a big problem at this moment. I really wanted to find a clean place to think about it, but what happened in the past few days gave me no time to think about it, and I was at a loss. But I didn't have this time, I was in a hurry to go home to see my sister, Lu Zenghan's words just now made me a little scared. My sister is so strong, but the sister in his heart is so fragile. I'm afraid he's really right.

I quickly ran back and opened the door, and the room was neatly organized. I knocked on my sister's bedroom, but no one answered. My heart was cold, and I pushed the door in, but there was no one in the room, and there was not a single thing from my sister. My heart is so panicked, I look everywhere in a daze, where is my sister?

I took out my phone with shaking hands and called my sister several times, but I couldn't get through. I sent her a WeChat message: "Sister, where are you, I'm so worried." ”

Holding my phone, I nervously waited for my sister's reply. It wasn't until half an hour later that my sister replied to me on WeChat, a long paragraph: "Qiaoqiao, I still have something to do, let's go first." You don't have to worry. ”

Sister gone? What do you mean? What else would she do in Southtown? Thinking of Lu Zenghan's words, I was so worried, I thought about it, and replied to her with a long paragraph: "Sister, for so many years, my biggest dream is to be able to live with you again like when I was a child." We are the closest family members and the only ones who rely on each other. No matter what people say about you, no matter what you've done, I don't mind, let alone dislike it. You will always be the dearest and most respected sister in my heart. Don't be impulsive, what you want to do, Lu Zenghan said he will help you do it. Sister, as long as you are safe, I still want you to accompany me, without you, I can't survive. "In the last sentence, I am deliberately showing weakness, I understand my sister, the weaker I am, the more she can rest assured of me.

I waited with anticipation for my sister's reply. About ten minutes later this time, my sister also replied to me: "Qiaoqiao, there are many things that I can't explain. I remember that in the past, I always used the posture of my sister to teach you girls to have self-respect and self-love. But in the end, I didn't do it myself, no matter what the reason, I didn't do it, I, as a sister, didn't give you an example. I'm not a qualified sister. You must be surprised, sad, and painful right now, and I have no way to comfort you but give you some space and hope that you can come out of your sister's hurt to you. I'm sorry. ”

My sister's words made me cry while holding my phone. Lu Zenghan is right, my sister's subconscious is to protect me, and my subconscious is self-preservation. I'm so mean, so selfish. I don't love my sister as much as she loves me. What the hell am I?

I don't know how long I cried, but I felt that in the end, my heart was empty from crying. I walked back to my room and lay down on the bed. It was I who forced my sister away, and my words made her hide. I sent my sister a lot of WeChat bombardments, begging her to come back. But it's like a stone sinking into the sea, my sister never replies to me anymore, and I still can't get through when I call. I threw my phone aside and wanted to cry, but the tears seemed to be dry.

After three days at home, my sister has never been heard from. I finally recovered from my stagnant condition. My sister is avoiding me, so why can't I go to her? But where to find it? Thinking of the past few years, I know too little about her, I am really a selfish person, I care about my sister, palms up, and accept it calmly. But I don't have a deep love for my sister, she doesn't tell me, and I don't ask. I thought this was respecting her, but this respect made her helpless.

I'm walking around the house like a beast, who knows? Lu Zenghan must not know, why don't you ask Fu Yayuan? Isn't she an old acquaintance with her sister? Maybe she knows something?

I appeared in Fu Yayuan's second-hand store again, and when she saw me, she was stunned for a moment and hurriedly asked, "Are you okay?" ”

"Nope." I shook my head.

Fu Yayuan breathed a sigh of relief: "After Mr. Zou took you away that day, I hurried to find Lu Zenghan, but fortunately, I didn't miss anything." ”

I didn't talk to her too much, and went straight to the topic: "I came today to ask you, has my sister ever come to you?" ”

"Nope." Fu Yayuan replied, "What's wrong with her?" ”

"She was fine, she just left from my house. I don't know where she went. I sat helplessly across from her and rubbed my hands, "I guess my words that day hurt her." ”

"What did you say?" Fu Yayuan looked at me inquiringly.

I pursed my lips and didn't answer, just asked her, "You've known my sister for a long time, haven't you?" Can you tell me about it? ”

"This, ah," Fu Yayuan looked at me a little embarrassed, I don't know if my sister had told her.

"I know, my sister is Lan Ke, you should all call her that." I bit my lip in pain and looked at Fu Yayuan pleadingly, "Tell me about her, at least let me know where to find her." ”

Fu Yayuan thought about it, and finally sighed and said, "I've known her for four or five years." At that time, everyone was in that circle, she was a college student, she was good-looking, and she came out soon. I've followed a few big bosses. But she's a weird person, bold, and righteous. But she seems to be particularly short of money, every time she has something good, she asks me to cash it out for her, tens of thousands of bags, watches, and half price can be sold in a hurry, and I don't know what she wants money for. Later, I got acquainted with her, and I realized that she was going to send you money, and I once saw a picture of you on her phone. Later, when you went abroad, she came to me more often to cash in. Fu Yayuan said, glancing at me.

My face was hot, and I always thought that my sister made so much money because she was good at painting and working. I knew that her money was so hard, I just didn't study, and I would never let her do these things.

Fu Yayuan smiled bitterly: "But later, she went higher and higher, first climbed to Mr. Zou, and then seemed to climb a higher position, and I rarely interacted with her." She doesn't come to me much to cash in, so she guesses she has money. My level can't mix with her circle, this Mr. Zou is still the line that has been put on in the past two years. Saying that, he looked at me and said, "If you want to know about Lan Ke, you can ask Lin Ruoxi, she has the best relationship with Lan Ke." ”

"Lin Ruoxi, who is she?" I was stunned, I had never heard of this person.

"Former friends, too." Fu Yayuan thought for a while and said, "Forget it, Lin Ruoxi has been back to her hometown for several years. By the time you reach her, the daylily is cold. Alas, speaking of the few people we are familiar with, there are not many who are still in Nancheng now. He looked at me and said, "There is another person, named Lin Hua, you can also ask." ”