Chapter 177: Selfish Me

In a daze, I heard someone shouting my name, hearing someone fighting, I opened my eyes weakly, but everything in front of me seemed to be in the fog, not as clear as the real world, all the people and things were like a coating, angular and reflective. I blinked hard, and it was still the same effect. I couldn't move, my eyes could only look in one direction, I wanted to get up, I wanted to see clearly, but I couldn't. I could only follow the angle where I was lying and see my sister coming in the mirror.

My sister chased Zou Shizhao like crazy, picked up something and smashed anything, and Zou Shizhao's attitude was very strange, he avoided his sister, as if he didn't want to see his sister in general, and he didn't have a bit of the affection I guessed, but looked at his sister playfully mockingly. There were a few times when he was almost hit by his sister, but he didn't fight back, just grabbed his sister's hand and said something. I didn't have time to hear clearly, and I was groggy again.

I was conscious again, I was awakened by a bigger movement, Lu Zenghan also came, he was desperately caring for his sister, Zou Shizhao was not polite to him, and called several big men to come in and fight him, in a daze, I only clearly saw that Lu Zenghan blocked his body fearlessly in order to protect his sister, and was beaten with blood all over his head in just a few strokes. I was in a hurry, and I lost consciousness again.

I fainted for a long, long time, and I wasn't physically devastated, but there seemed to be a force that made me not want to wake up. I really don't want to be sober, the real world is too cruel, my sister is Lan Ke, Lu Zenghan desperately protects my sister, it's too dazzling, I'd rather sleep forever than want to know these cruel facts.

But I woke up eventually. My sister was sitting beside me in a distraction, touching my forehead with her hand, watching me wake up, with a burst of surprise: "Qiaoqiao, you are awake." ”

I grabbed my sister's hand tightly and tried to say something, but my mouth was so dry that I couldn't say it. I looked around, and I was back home, the house that Yingying had vacated. I slept in my old bedroom. I breathed a sigh of relief, and after a long time, I said hoarsely: "Sister, are you okay?" Did that brute hurt you? ”

My sister shook her head, she was so haggard, her hair was unkempt, her face was pale and bloodless, and she held my hand tightly and refused to let go. The gaze struggled and tangled. Such a sister makes me feel so distressed, I reached out and hugged my sister, my voice trembled: "Sister, I don't believe a word of that beast, you are definitely not the kind of person he said." ”

My sister let me hold her, her body trembled slightly, and after a long time, she said slowly: "If what he said is true, you, will you dislike me?" ”

"No, no, what he said won't be true, I believe your sister." I responded incoherently, but I hugged my sister tighter, I didn't dare to look her eyes, I was afraid.

"What if what he said was true?" The elder sister asked again in an accentuated tone, a hint of desperation in her voice.

"No, it won't!" My voice suddenly became sharp, almost shouting. I don't believe it, how can I believe that the sister I have always admired, the sister I worship as a goddess, will be as unbearable as Zou Shizhao said? I admit that I need money for graduate school in the United States, but I don't want to force my sister to that job.

My sister didn't speak, just broke free from my embrace, sat quietly next to me, hooked her lips and smiled, that smile was full of desolation, helplessness, and despair. I trembled and reached out to touch my sister: "Sister, don't be like this, I believe you." No matter what others say about you, I believe you are innocent. ”

My sister pursed her lips and smiled, her eyes were crooked, like when she was a child, at that moment, it seemed that everything in the world had stagnated, and for a long time, my sister said gently: "Qiaoqiao, I promised my mother to protect you and take care of you, and I did it." I'm happy with myself, are you happy with my sister? ”

I nodded desperately, my eyes red: "Satisfied." Sister, you are the best sister in the world, and I know that you have given too much for me. Let me take care of you in the future, okay? ”

"Silly boy." My sister touched my head, "I'm my sister, how can I need your sister to take care of me." Do you remember when you were a child, you were always bullied by boys, and I helped you run away. My sister said a little gloomy, "It's just that some people I can fight, and some people, I can't do anything." However, I will do my best to take care of you. ”

My sister's last words made me a little inexplicable, I didn't know what she was referring to, I grabbed my sister tightly and said, "Sister, I don't know what you're doing, but I hope you don't take risks in the future, I need you." ”

"It's really a child." My sister smiled warmly, chatted with me for a while, and said to me, "I ordered takeout in the living room, if you are hungry, go to the living room microwave to warm it up." I'm tired, go get some sleep. After speaking, my sister stood up to leave, and suddenly turned her head again, "By the way, Lu Zenghan," my sister paused and said, "He is hospitalized and recuperating in his own home, you have time to go and see him, he is not lightly injured." My sister's voice was very low, and then she almost ran away, and hurriedly walked out.

I was stunned there, Lu Zenghan was injured? My brain started to boom again, my sister had gone to the other bedroom to rest, and I chased out the door and stopped. My body is still a little weak, but my heart has been completely suspended, my sister's takeout is on the table, I hurriedly warmed it up and ate two bites, and then changed my clothes and walked out.

I don't know if I slept for too long, my whole body was a little floating, I took a taxi to Lu Zenghan's house on North Road Street, hesitated at the door for a long time, and walked in. I had the key to his house and went straight to the door.

I was a little flustered, looking around as I walked, until I got to the bedroom, I was stunned at the door, my sister said that he was not lightly injured, but I didn't expect it to be so serious, his head was wrapped in gauze, his arms were also bandaged, and his legs were tied. My heart ached, and I walked up to him quickly and muttered, "How did this happen? ”

"It's okay, it's all skin trauma." Lu Zenghan's mouth was also swollen, and he couldn't speak clearly.

"Is it just you? Why don't you stay in the hospital? "I wanted to reach out and touch it, but I didn't dare to do it.

"Dr. Zhang helped me see it, and I lay in the hospital for two days, and I couldn't stand the smell, so I came back." Lu Zenghan wanted to move, but he didn't succeed, I helped him to lean a little against the head of the bed to support his body, and he continued, "There is a nurse who went out to buy something." It's okay, it's all a minor injury. ”

I really couldn't see him pretending to be strong, his nose was sour, I rubbed my eyes, and said, "Have a good rest." After a pause, he said, "How did you get out that day?" "I fainted, I didn't remember anything.

"After fighting for a long time, I forced Zou Shizhao to release people with a gun." Lu Zenghan shook his head and said, "Damn, this person is crazy, he didn't run away quickly, he didn't know what the cat was doing in Nancheng." ”

There are several strong men around Zou Shizhao, and it is not easy for Lu Zenghan to coerce Zou Shizhao with one enemy and ten. I thought for a while and said, "Zou Shizhao shouldn't think about serving us in a pot, right?" ”

"Who knows." Lu Zenghan sneered, looked at me carefully, and asked, "What about your sister?" How's it going? ”

He still cares about his sister, I'm such a big living person standing here, he didn't ask me, I was a little sad, but I still forced a smile and said: "She's fine, she hasn't been injured, she's resting." ”

"That's good." Lu Zenghan breathed a sigh of relief, looked at me and said, "What did Zou Shizhao say to you that day?" You don't have any external injuries, why did you faint? Still so dizzy? "How does he know I'm not injured? Seeing that I was surprised, Lu Zenghan added, "I went directly to Dr. Zhang that day and examined you." ”

I see. What did Zou Shizhao say... This question made me struggle again, but this question, in fact, Lu Zenghan had known for a long time, but it had been deceiving me. I looked at him and said firmly, "He said, my sister is Lan Ke." ”

My words made Lu Zenghan suddenly panic, and he asked nervously, "What else did he say?" ”

He also said, "My voice began to tremble, and my gaze began to blur as I looked at Lu Zenghan," and he also told me how he abused Lan Ke, and how Lan Ke was with many menβ€”" I couldn't go on, and the tears had begun to fall.

"Your sister, does she know that?" Lu Zenghan was even more nervous.

I nodded.

"And what did she say?" Lu Zenghan stared at me and asked.

"She asked me if what Zou Shizhao said was true, would I dislike her." I bit my lip and struggled.

"And what do you say?" Lu Zenghan took the trouble to ask for details.

"I don't believe it! I don't believe what he said, even if my sister is Lan Ke, it will never be as unbearable as he said! I jerked my head up, almost screaming.

"That's what you said to your sister?" Lu Zenghan's eyebrows and eyes showed a hint of anger.

I pursed my lips and nodded slightly.

"Heh," Lu Zenghan sneered, looked at my gaze a little unfamiliar, and muttered, "Okay, very good." After a moment, his voice suddenly became louder, and he pointed at me with his uninjured finger and shouted, "Xin Keqiao, I didn't expect you to be so selfish. ”

I didn't reply, just looked at him stubbornly.

"I said, why are you so obedient today, what do I ask and answer, are you ashamed? Well? Lu Zenghan said coldly, "You are a psychology student, you won't know what she wants to hear now." She asked you if you dislike it, you said you don't believe it, what do you mean? It's just that if it's true, you still can't accept it, right? You know that she just wants to hear a word from you and not dislike you, but you just don't say it! ”

Tears fell from my eyes, and my heart felt like 10,000 horses were running wildly. Lu Zenghan is always so ruthless, tearing off the last fig leaf in my heart mercilessly. I covered my face with my hands, my little Jiujiu couldn't hide Lu Zenghan, who also studied psychology and was very proficient.