"Am I apathetic?" Lu Zenghan sneered twice, "I just don't want to interfere with his choice, whether it is death or life, it is all his own thoughts, what does it matter to me?" ”

"You-" I was so angry by what he said that I was speechless, and I slowed down for a long time before I shook my head and said, "You're a criminal psychologist, and you've been by his side for so long, you can't guess what he's going to do, isn't it that after so long, you don't have any feelings for him at all?" ”

"Feelings," Lu Zenghan slowly repeated the two words here, and said lightly, "Why should I have feelings for him?" I have a cooperative relationship with him, it's just a working relationship, why should I bring my own feelings into the work? Even though I have helped him with my knowledge of psychology, it is so that he can cooperate rationally. Didn't I develop a brotherhood with him, and the relationship is so cheap? ”

His words completely made my hands and feet cold, yes, I'm an idiot, I can be emotionally and empathetic. How professional he is, he has been with Zou Yukai for more than a year, and he will not have feelings, he can watch him die indifferently, and turn off the only mobile phone that can connect to his lifeline. I said sadly, "You're so cold-blooded. I really overestimated you, I thought you were a person who values love and righteousness, but I didn't expect that you were just a machine, and you were too unfair to Zou Yukai. ”

Lu Zenghan glanced at me, the cigarette in his hand was extinguished, and he lit another one: "There is nothing wrong with being cold-blooded, and affection depends on who you are right." Fair? When Zou Yukai kills someone, is it fair to the deceased? You must have said that the dead are not good men. Yes, Xiao Yanbing and Chen Chen are not good people, but you also said just now, what mistakes did they make, the police can arrest them, the law can punish them, why did Zou Yukai try them with lynching? What's more, he is not the embodiment of justice, he is just for his own selfish interests, for the Zou family's business, and for himself. For such a person, if I still have to invest emotionally, is it fair to the deceased? Is it fair to justice? ”

Lu Zenghan said a series in a row, his tone was not hurried, but the words made me uncomfortable. That's right, but I always feel that something is wrong. Eventually, I figured it out, he was reasoning, and I was interceding. I couldn't accept it emotionally. I looked at him and asked, "Is it the person you are using that you can control your feelings no matter how you get along?" When I asked this sentence, my heart hung in my throat, and I was not only asking Zou Yukai, but also asking myself.

Lu Zenghan hooked his lips and spit out a few words: "I hope it is." Then a hint of helplessness flashed in his eyes.

My head thrusted, completely extinguishing the little spark in my heart. I didn't continue to talk to him, but went into the bedroom and lay down on the bed. I'm so tired that I don't want to think about anything anymore.

I don't know how long I was lying down, Lu Zenghan walked in, touched my forehead, and asked softly, "If you want to eat something, I'll order a takeout." ”

I shook my head, I didn't want to eat anything, I didn't want to think about it. Maybe when I wake up, it's time for me to go. Lying in a daze, half-dreaming and half-awake, one moment was the black blood flower that Zou Yukai shot and exploded, one moment was Lu Zenghan's indifferent face, and the other was the back of my sister, my whole body was tense, the dream was dull and depressed, I couldn't breathe and moan.

Suddenly someone woke me up, I opened my eyes, my whole body was soaked, Lu Zenghan sat at the head of my bed, there was a trace of pain in his eyes: "Don't torture yourself, eat something." ”

I took a long breath, thinking that it would be better to eat something, and when I stood up and felt dizzy, I hurriedly walked outside, took my medicine from my bag, and took one. Recently, I don't seem to have much hypoglycemia, and I have taken less medicine. After a few casual bites, I lay back on the bed. I don't know if it's because of the medicine or because I just woke up, but this time I can't sleep at all, just staring at the ceiling.

Lu Zenghan cleaned up and lay beside me, feeling his breath, I felt awkward for no reason, if it weren't for the soreness of my body and dizziness, I really wanted to escape again. Lu Zenghan's hand wrapped his hand around my shoulder, and his voice was a little deep lingering in the night: "Ke Qiao, don't be angry with me anymore." ”

I didn't say a word, but silently wrenched away from his hand and leaned sideways towards the outside of the bed. My silent resistance aroused Lu Zenghan's anger, he grabbed me tightly again, and his lips fell on my face and neck tightly, with heavy gasps and thin anger: "You obviously love me, why do you torture people?" ”

"You let me go." I struggled and said bitterly, "Don't prove it this way, you won't prove anything." If you want, you can find a woman to sleep with you for the money. ”

My words made Lu Zenghan stunned for a moment, and then pressed me like a storm, and roared as he entered: "I'm not so cheap." I want you, I just want you. "I couldn't break free, the pain in my body, the pain in my heart made me curl up desperately, but I couldn't suppress the desire that welled up from the depths of my heart, I couldn't control myself, I still had a strong reaction to him. Lu Zenghan's voice changed from thin anger just now to restrictive, and he whispered softly in my ear: "Ke Qiao, don't always be confused by your profession, you love me, not the psychological effect after the routine." ”

Shame, self-blame, complicated feelings almost knocked me down, and my body seemed to tell me the answer more clearly than my heart, but it shouldn't be like this. If the brain hasn't made a judgment yet, why can the body judge? I stubbornly replied, "Maybe I and others can do the same." ”

I regretted this brainless sentence as soon as I burst out of my mouth, and when Lu Zenghan heard this, it seemed that the blood of his whole body was enraged in an instant, and he hit my body like crazy, almost crushing me. I was subverted to my senses, floating up into the clouds and falling down again and again, pain and pleasure hitting me together, leaving me in a daze and unable to feel my heartbeat at all. Only Lu Zenghan's deep voice lingered in my ears: "Don't even think about being with others, you can only be mine for the rest of your life." ”

I was groggy that night, not knowing what I had been through, until I woke up the next morning, my whole body aching and the bruises on my chest, and I could vaguely remember the events of last night. Lu Zenghan had already woken up and sat on the head of the bed, not knowing what he was thinking. Seeing me wake up, my voice was faint: "Accompany me out today." ”

I struggled to remember, but I shivered with pain, fell back on the bed, and couldn't help sneering: "Haven't you proven enough?" ”

"Not enough!" Lu Zenghan was annoyed by my expression again, "I don't know how I can prove it." It was my fault in the past, but even if I am a criminal, I can reform and become a new person, why don't you give me a chance? Lu Zenghan threw a punch against the wall in pain, "What do you have to do to forgive me?" ”

I don't know, I don't know. My heart is gasping for mourning. At this moment, I realized that how much psychology I learned was useless in the face of love. What I was concerned about was the reason why Lu Zenghan was tricking me, but he refused to tell me.

What I still care about is whether he is sincere to me later, and whether I love him at all. But last night's physical intermingling made it clear to me that I could burn a fire in his body, and although I was stubborn, I knew that it was impossible with others. Even if Han Muzhi gently grabbed my shoulder, it would make me have the urge to dodge, and I couldn't imagine doing that with others. But there is only Lu Zenghan, who can always easily make me lose myself and burn myself. It turns out that some things can really see your own heart. But I'm like that, what about him? Is he? He doesn't have any pity for Zou Yukaishang, if he really uses me, can it be turned into love?

I pulled my hair painfully, and after a while, I said to Lu Zenghan: "Give me some time, I want to think about it." ”

"Okay, I'll give you time." Lu Zenghan said dryly, "Whatever you want, but don't want to leave me." ”

I was noncommittal. Lu Zenghan urged me to clean up quickly. I didn't know what he was going to do, so I had to do what he told me. Packing up, he drove me to a law firm. I was even more confused, and followed him to the elevator to the fifth floor.

The fifth floor is a very grand office area, with a big signboard at the door: "Tianming Law Firm", and the front desk at the door saw Lu Zenghan, who seemed to be very familiar: "Mr. Lu, Lawyer Ma is waiting for you inside." ”

"Okay, thank you." Lu Zenghan pulled me in, a male lawyer in his forties was sitting in the innermost office and was dealing with something on the computer, and when he saw Lu Zenghan coming in, he stood up and smiled: "It's still so punctual." ”

"How dare you be late for an appointment." Lu Zenghan said with a smile, sitting opposite the lawyer Ma with me, the two of them exchanged a few words, and Lu Zenghan went straight to the point, "That's what I told you before, my property in Nancheng was transferred to this Miss Xin." I brought someone here today, if there is anything that needs her to sign and cooperate, you can do it. ”

I was stunned by him, and Lawyer Ma looked clear, stood up and took out a folder from the bookshelf next to him and handed it to Lu Zenghan: "I've sorted it out, you can take a look first, and I'll go through the later procedures if it's okay." ”

Lu Zenghan glanced at it and said with a smile: "No problem." I still don't have to worry about you doing things. After saying that, he handed it to me, "Look at it." ”

I took it, and the dense words on it confused me, the house on North Road Street, the two yachts, and what else was behind my brain was booming I couldn't understand at all. I just felt the blood rush up, I got up and ran out.

Lu Zenghan didn't expect me to react like this, so he hurriedly chased me to the elevator entrance, helped me and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"What are you doing here?" I looked at him, not knowing what to give him.