Chapter 163: Let's See

"I don't know how to prove my feelings for you," Lu Zenghan was a little at a loss, holding my shoulders and earnestly, "I just want to give you everything I have." ”

"It's ridiculous." I broke away from Lu Zenghan's hand, "Are you used to smashing with money?" I've never had money, but I'm not scarce either. ”

It just so happened that the elevator came, I stepped in and pressed the close button, Lu Zenghan was quick and followed me into the elevator, he looked at me helplessly: "Ke Qiao, what do you want?" ”

"I want you to be honest with me, be honest with me, and have real feelings for me instead of routines. Can you give these? I looked straight into Lu Zenghan's eyes, wanting to see him in his heart.

Lu Zenghan avoided my gaze. The elevator reached the first floor in silence, and Lu Zenghan led me to the parking lot, and on the way he called the lawyer Ma and told him that we should go first.

Sitting in the car, Lu Zenghan and I were still silent. The car drove back to Beilu Street, but Lu Zenghan did not drive the car into the community, but continued to circle forward twice, and when we arrived at the platform we had been to before, we could see the vast sea.

The sea in the south of the city is always everywhere. It's as if you can touch a reef without paying attention. The sea breeze can sometimes clear the heart, and sometimes it stirs people's hearts. Lu Zenghan's car stopped on the platform, and I remember the first time I came here with him, I jumped into the sea and startled him. Now that I think about it, that crazy self is a little unreal.

"Ke Qiao," Lu Zenghan looked at the tumbling sea, his voice was very calm, "I remember when you first got with me, you said that you could not care about what I did, you could let it go, and you could even die with me, why do you regret it now?" Said a little self-deprecating, "When you jumped here, I can't forget that scene, I told myself, I want to be good to you, or live up to you, but in the end, it was you who failed me." ”

Lu Zenghan's tone was a depression and disappointment that I had never heard before, as well as a little sadness. My heart trembled, but I didn't do it. I pursed my lips and shook my head, "You're stealing concepts. I said I don't care what you do, but if you even use means to be emotionally for me, how can I trust you? ”

"Don't you feel anything about you?" Lu Zenghan hooked his lips and smiled helplessly, "If you still can't feel whether my feelings are real or routine, then there is really no need for us to continue." ”

His last words made my heart ache so hard that it almost suffocated, and although I had said the breakup several times, it was particularly piercing to come out of his mouth. No wonder some people say that women say that they break up in order to be retained, while men say they really want to break up.

I was silent and timid, and the pain in my heart didn't make me brave and persistent in breaking up. I sat lonely on a chair beside me, and after a while, Lu Zenghan also sat beside me, looked at the sea, and sighed softly: "Why did you come to this point?" There was a hint of dazedness in his eyes that I had never seen, and on his face, it was always resolute and clear, and there was hardly such a dazed and helpless expression now.

At that moment, I was also a little at a loss, why did I suddenly come to this point? I don't understand either, as if I did it. But I knew I wasn't doing it. My logic doesn't make sense.

After a long time, Lu Zenghan said slowly: "No matter what, Lawyer Ma, you still have to go, you have to accept those things, that is a little bit of my heart, and it is also a guarantee for you." ”

"I appreciate your kindness." I said sincerely, "But I don't really need to." You've given me a lot of very expensive things," I said, I raised my wrist, and I wore the Chanel camellia watch he gave me, and I didn't have that rich life.

"That doesn't count." Lu Zenghan had a look of embarrassment on his face, "We're already together, no matter what you think, I'm always going to give you something I should give." ”

This sounds strange, what do you mean by what should be given? When a man and a woman are together, do they have to give something valuable? Otherwise, I'm sorry for the woman who followed him? What is this straight male cancer? I couldn't help but hook my lips and smile: "Don't have this psychological burden, in the United States, there are also husbands and wives who are AA, not to mention boyfriends and girlfriends, you and I are willing, don't mix too much money." ”

"Don't use your foreign devil theories." Lu Zenghan snorted in a sullen voice, "This is Nancheng, unless it is really poor, a man's money is not given to his own woman, it is called picking." After a pause, he said, "Are you afraid that my money will not be clean?" ”

"No, that's not what it meant." I said hurriedly.

Lu Zenghan said: "Every point of what I give you is clean. You can rest assured that I didn't buy it with black money, nor did I give it from the voyage. ”

"Not really." I saw that Lu Zenghan was stubborn about this, so I had to explain, "I admit that since I was in elementary school, I haven't had a good life, and I have suffered a lot of poverty. But I never felt that there was anything wrong with being poor, probably because of my sister, I knew how to live a poor life, and there was also the happiness of being poor. My sister can cook me a delicious meal with simple ingredients, or surprise me with the occasional change. Therefore, the poor days are very happy for me, because it is too easy to be satisfied, and a little improvement can make me happy for a long time. You can be happy if you eat a good meal, you can be happy when you pay your tuition, and you can be happy when you have an egg on your birthday. Now that I'm working on my own and earning an income, I'm so satisfied that I don't know what I'm going to do with the money. If you give me money, not only will it not give me a sense of security, but it will put pressure on me. ”

Lu Zenghan didn't know what to say to deal with for a while, and only smiled after a while: "What a strange theory." It's the first time I've heard of the pressure money can bring. After speaking, he seemed to fall into thought, and after a long time, he said, "It seems that you have a good sister, so that you have no worries, so that you do not fall into the distress of having no money." ”

He suddenly mentioned my sister, my heart trembled, and Han Muzhi's words unconsciously came to mind. I carefully observed his expression and said, "Yes, I have a sister, which is my greatest luck." She was the one who made me live a life of poverty but ignorance of the sufferings of the world. ”

"Listening to you say that, your sister is really not an ordinary person. By the way, why haven't I seen you before? Lu Zenghan was also looking at my expression carefully.

"She's busy. Didn't have time to come to Southtown. I replied simply, but my heart sank a little.

"If I have time, I hope to meet her." Lu Zenghan's words were said carefully.

My hands and feet began to chill, and my lips trembled unnaturally: "Do you want to see her?" ”

"Yes." Lu Zenghan said in a brisk voice, "Your family, especially your sister, I naturally want to see you." But it still depends on your arrangement, there is no need to be presumptuous. Lu Zenghan naturally pinched the conversation.

My heart eased slightly, but I was even more confused, did he approach me to see my sister as Han Muzhi said? The heart that had just calmed down a little was fluctuating again, and I stood up: "Go back, I'm a little cold." ”

It happened that the mobile phone rang, Yang Yize's phone, I hurriedly picked it up, he asked me to have time to go to the criminal police team, Zou Yukai committed suicide, some of his posthumous psychological treatment reports, I hope I can help take a look and do a psychological analysis. I chatted with him by the way, and the case is closed, but there are still some doubts about the details, such as Zou Yukai said that he was related to Xiao Yanbing's case, but it is not clear how it is related. Moreover, where did the pistol for his suicide come from? After all, guns are controlled, and the source must be traced carefully.

I chatted with Yang Yize for a long time, hung up the phone, and the car had already driven into the community. I followed Lu Zenghan upstairs, Yang Yize's question was still hovering just now, and I asked him casually: "Zou Yukai said that it is related to Xiao Yanbing's case, but Xiao Yanbing was not killed by He Xiaomin's father?" How does it have to do with him? ”

"Do you remember what Xiao Yanbing wore to go out before he died?" Lu Zenghan asked while changing clothes.

"A raincoat." I said, I remember that Lu Zenghan said before that it is not easy to make Xiao Yanbing, who loves the tide brand, wear such an old and ugly raincoat.

"You also know that Xiao Yanbing would rather be drenched than wear such a raincoat. But he wore it that day, and when he wore it, he was photographed by the surveillance, and the murderer was also wearing that raincoat and was seen by you, just to make people mistakenly think that the two people were the same person, and to confuse the time when Xiao Yanbing was killed. But these things, He Xiaomin's father can't do it, there must be an internal response in the villa. Lu Zenghan said slowly, "When we went to Nanqi Island the night before, someone deliberately created a terrifying atmosphere, saying that there were female ghosts on Nanqi Island, and Xiao Yanbing was originally going to live in the middle room, but in the end, because the haunted lived on the side, there was no probe on the side, so he went downstairs and didn't know it, if it weren't for your painting analysis, I wouldn't have found Xiao Yanbing out." ”

I nodded: "I can understand that. However, do you mean that Zou Yukai asked Xiao Yanbing to wear that raincoat, how did he do it? ”

The infrasonic generator he used at that time was only adjusted to the appropriate level of frequency and intensity, which made Xiao Yanbing in a state of numbness, didn't the surveillance see him go downstairs at that time? I believe that he just took advantage of that moment to give instructions to Xiao Yanbing. And Xiao Yanbing, who was controlled by infrasound, must have said what he said and immediately executed it like a robot. Lu Zenghan replied.

I said incomprehensibly, "But how did you come up with the infrasonic generator?" ”

Lu Zenghan hooked his lips and smiled, and said, "Because that day, many people had nightmares." If one or two have nightmares, and everyone I hear has nightmares like evil spirits, then it is not superstitious that can explain it. ”