It was snowing again, and it was getting heavier and heavier.

She stood in the snow, and the snow flakes were like puffs, rolling up the sky. The upstairs window shone in a yellow light, a hazy glimmer that seemed to never see the end of the end.

Shen Yucheng took off her coat to block the snow for her, she immediately got up, her tone was cold, far more like a knife than the cold wind, "Get out of the way!" ”

Shen Yucheng was anxious and distressed, and said: "You have been waiting here for an hour, I went to let the servant report several times, if the second brother wanted to come out, he would have come out a long time ago, why do you bother to practice yourself here?" ”

"I don't believe it!" Her eyes widened, "He'll meet me...... He'll definitely see me! ”

Shen Yucheng knew that he couldn't help her, so he had to endure the anger in his heart and compromised: "Okay, I'll wait with you." You will one day understand that I am the one who loves you the most in the world, I have time, I can wait. He simply threw away his coat and stood side by side with her in the snow.

After waiting for a few hours, she didn't seem to remember clearly, but she knew that her whole body was frozen to stiffness, and only the little heat in her heart and the little light outside her eyes were supported. Later, the light in that window was also extinguished, and it melted into the night, and there was no trace of it.

There is no trace, what an unacceptable fact.

She burst into tears, stumbled over, and banged on the door. She didn't know where the strength came from, and she didn't look like her own anymore. She used so much force that the sound of the thump almost drowned out the whistling wind and snow, but no one responded.

Shen Yucheng dragged her body and said sharply: "Let's go, Ping Yan, wake up!" He doesn't love you anymore! Who are you doing this? Do you think he will feel sorry for you and pity you? ”

"I don't believe it!" She clasped the lock ring with both hands, and roared with tears on her face, "I don't believe it! I don't believe he doesn't love me! Life and death have not been able to tear us apart! I can't believe he's going to leave me now! She raised her head and hissed and shouted, "Shen Yuchen! I don't believe it! I don't believe you're such a merciless person! If you don't come to me, I'll die here!" ”

"Ping Yan!" Shen Yucheng hugged her tightly, no matter how she punched and kicked, she wouldn't let go, "Go back with me!" ”

"Shen Yuchen! Shen Yuchen! You come out for me! How can you hide from me? How can you not love me? How can you not want me......" By the end of the sentence, he had lost his voice. The snow flakes were like knives, scraping on her body piece by piece, and the pain made her almost faint, but she still gritted her teeth and stubbornly trusted her love.

Finally, the door opened, and out of a domestic servant, he stepped forward and bowed, and handed the brocade handkerchief in his hand to Ping Yan, "The second young master said, things return to their original owners, no longer owe each other in the first half of their lives, and don't be entangled in the second half of their lives. Then he turned and went through the door.

She pinched the handkerchief, her fingers trembling, and picked open the corners of the stack of handkerchiefs. In the white satin lies a drop jade pendant, and the red rope is as bright as ever. She picked up the pendant, as if she was looking at something that had been lost and recovered, looked at it and looked at it, and suddenly smiled, laughing and laughing and tears broke the thread.

"Let's go." Shen Yu became enlightened.

She didn't refuse, and let him help her go. The snow nest was so deep that she could hardly pull out her legs, and she couldn't escape from this love cage. It suddenly occurred to her that she really seemed to have lost something forever, the affection she had relied on for a living. It would be good if you could die in this snowfall, under his window, in front of him.

She suddenly paused and looked back, not knowing what she was hoping for, and what else could she hope for. In fact, there were no lights, and there were no people, only the invisible wind, the flying and swirling snow, and the dark night.

She didn't seem to be able to leave, and the snowflakes were all over the sky, like a grave, and they were taking away her breath of life little by little. She saw that one after another of the blood was blooming on the snowy ground, and it seemed that spring had come, and the flowers had bloomed. Her mouth was full of blood, and she turned over like a tide, spitting out mouthfuls and mouthfuls. Maybe she can't wait for spring, where is she still spring?

She was in a coma for three days after the heavy snowfall and woke up in the evening. Shen Yucheng was sitting at the head of the bed, described as haggard, at first glance when she opened her eyes, she was so happy that she almost jumped up, busy calling a doctor, after an examination, she was too tired to open her eyes.

Seeing that she was still lifeless, he couldn't help worrying, and kept looking for words to tell her, "Your body is fine, as long as you take care of it, it will be fine, the Buddha is recovering well, do you want to bring him to you to see?" ”

"No, you don't." Her throat was as uncomfortable as being run over by a burning car, and her heart was already scorched, "Buddha Sheng is the bloodline of the Shen family, send him back, maybe one day I won't be able to take care of him." ”

"What do you want to do? Just for the sake of Shen Yuji, you don't even want your own children? Are you still the indomitable Xu Pingyan I know? He sneered.

"Women are the most susceptible to infatuation, and I can't go back." She slowly opened her eyes, "I'm not a heartless person after all. ”

"What about your brother?" He glared angrily, his fists slowly clenched, and he didn't know what he was annoyed about, "Xu Pingle, don't you want it too?" ”

"What do you mean?" She suppressed her voice.

"Do you remember your brother's wet nurse, Qingniang? It was she who risked her life to take your brother out of the fire, I have been sending people to investigate the destruction of the Xu family back then, and I also discovered Xu Pingle by accident, Li Yong found them when he was in Qingyuan Town. The reason why I won't tell you is because I'm afraid that if you have to leave ruthlessly one day, I will have a condition that can contain you. But now I just want you to live well, I want you to understand that you still have relatives to take care of in this world, you and me, not just one Shen Yuji. ”

She closed her eyes and did not respond, as if she was asleep. But he could see her fluttering eyelashes, like a frightened butterfly, picking at the thorny vines to settle on. He figured she wouldn't have died so easily in the wind.

He sighed and said, "You have a good rest, I will pick you up tomorrow and take you to see your brother." ”

She closed her eyes, not sleepy, but seemed to be dreaming again. A rare heavy snowfall in her dream, she walked and stopped in the sea of snow, what she lost and what she gained, as for luck or misfortune, who can say.

Later, she took Buddha Sheng Tan'er to live in that courtyard, and lived with her younger brother and Qingniang. In fact, she had seen her brother a long time ago, and outside the shop, she had given him three silver dollars. The trajectory of fate goes round and round, carrying those who are scattered and gathered in the dark, and gathered and scattered. In her life, there have been ups and downs, joys and sorrows, and it is worth it to be able to exchange for a few days of such a life.

But she knew in her heart that such days would not last long. At the beginning, in order to avenge Shen Yujian, she desperately waded into this pool of troubled water, but now it seems to be calm, but in fact the progress is hot, she wants to retreat, I am afraid it is not so easy.

On Chinese New Year's Eve this year, Dong Changlin took his last breath. Inkstone knelt outside the door for a whole day, crying and begging her to go and see him one last time, so that he could walk in peace. Her heart was also ruthless enough, but in the end she still didn't go. I heard Qingniang say that my father was born as a military general, and his martial arts were strong, and he was able to escape from thousands of enemy swords, and the reason why he couldn't escape the fire that night was because of the pot of wine that was drugged with sweat. And the pot of wine was taken by Dong Changlin from Dong Guosheng's hand.

Ask yourself, does she hate Dong Changlin. If it weren't for him, she would have been different in this life, she would have a happy and ordinary childhood like other young ladies, and then smoothly marry and have children, husband and children, and live a plain and rich life that belongs to women. If she doesn't hate, she really cried for his death, and she recalled the original affection bit by bit. It's just that people die like lights out, and all the past events are burned to ashes and scattered in the long time.

This is the last calm spring in the true sense of the word.

After the spring, the six provinces of Lingnan without a leader fought in all directions, and they were completely chaotic. Xu Weizhen sent troops to Lingnan under the pretext of maintaining peace and recuperating from the people's livelihood. Because of that treasure map, the military is rich and the tactics are treacherous, even if the terrain of Lingnan is closed and difficult to attack, it is still invincible. In just half a year, and in the late autumn, the five provinces of Lingnan have been collected, and only Yuzhou remains.

There is a closed city in Yuzhou, and there is Shen Wei in the closed city, so it can't be attacked for a long time.

In the early winter of this year, Xu Weizhen stopped fighting and sent Shen Yucheng to Yuzhou to negotiate with his father.

Ping Yan finally told Shen Yucheng about the remaining two formations, if nothing else, as a thank you gift for him to get back his brother. Bai Heng and Mu Zicheng didn't know what they were planning, Nie Caidie sat in her courtyard all day long, chattering a lot more than before, often chattering, frightened, and a few words without leaving Mu Zicheng. Ping Yan listened as usual, sometimes echoing one or two irrelevant reliefs, most of them not answering. Ask for more blessings, she really doesn't have the energy to flutter in this troubled water anymore.

Shen Yucheng came back from Yuzhou a month later, and Xu Wanqing died the night before he returned, and it was Ping Yan who accompanied her at that time.

Since the death of her daughter, who was born not long ago half a month ago, she has been suffering from pain, and she has completely lost the will to live, and her body is even more like boiling oil on fire.

Before Xu Wanqing died, she entrusted Xizong to Ping Yan, not the Xu family, not the Shen family, but her. At that time, her explanation was like this: Xizong is a fool, whether it is in the Xu family or the Shen family, it is impossible to live happily, I thought about it, only to find that there is no one in this world who can be trusted except you. I know that you are a good woman, and these days the Xizong is by your side, and you are much happier than following me, so the kindness in this life, I will repay you as a cow and a horse in the next life.

She did hold on all night, but she still didn't wait for Shen Yucheng.

She seemed to understand that she couldn't wait. But if that person has a heart, he should have arrived thousands of miles away, and his heart is no longer with her.

On the day of her burial, there was a day of snow, and Yi Fengjun went to give her a ride. He said: In fact, she was originally a very optimistic and cheerful person, but it was only because of the narrowness of love that she ended up like this. The next day, it was cloudy for a few days, but suddenly the sky was clear. Ping Yan thought: She is probably really relieved.

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