Chapter 22 The pen is full of affection
In the old days, girls lived with their parents when they were young, and when they were in the prime of their lives, they would be sent to the embroidery building.
The embroidery building is a small and exquisite, delicate and elegant two-storey building. Its steps are generally made into two groups, the first group of steps is designed as thirteen steps, indicating that girls need to live in the "embroidery building" when they are thirteen years old, and when they are fourteen years old, they will grow long hair, and they can marry at the age of fifteen. The second set of steps has been repaired into seven steps, which is exactly twenty steps added to the first group, which means that the girls will stay in this "embroidery building" for a maximum of seven years. These seven years are not only their "golden age", but also the best period for them to get married.
Once the girls enter the "embroidery building", it means the beginning of the life of "the door does not go out of the two doors", eating, drinking and Lazar are in this embroidery building, and their parents will specially match them with a personal maid to wait. Girls who enter the embroidery building must learn piano, chess, calligraphy and painting and female red, because girls will be the enlightenment teachers of their children in the future, and enlightenment is the key to whether their children become talents; Moreover, girls also have to learn the concepts of three obedience and four virtues, etiquette and housekeeping, which is the basis for everyone to become a good wife and mother. Every lady has to spend at least two long years in this "embroidery building". Therefore, the marriage of a girl is also called "out of the cabinet".
[1] "Jun Sheng, I am not born" is unknown
Liu Haohao, who returned to Wang's mansion, thought that he was now at the age of "leaving the cabinet", but who would he marry? Alas, only Wang Shouchang is left, because only he can afford a dowry of 10,000 taels of silver.
She remembered the love poem that Wang Shouchang and Du Siniang used to have, so she continued a poem for him and quietly put it on Wang Shouchang's desk-
I was not born, and I was old.
Although I am not born at the same time, I hope to be good with you.
I was not born, and I was old.
Butterflies go to find flowers, and perch on fragrant grass at night.
[2] "Good Poems. Its eleventh Du Mu. poem
Hire Baguio Pei, carry a purple cloud car;
The sound of the water is far away, and the moon is high and the toad shadow is lonely.
The next morning, Wang Shouchang saw the continuation of the poem, so he hurriedly called Liu Hao to the study and asked the reason.
Liu Hao said: I am also old and I am old enough to get married, so I plan to agree to his marriage proposal.
When Wang Shouchang heard this, he was overjoyed and said loudly: "Okay! Good! Good! He stood up happily and paced back and forth in the room excitedly, "I'm going to use Baguio Pei as a dowry and a purple cloud car to greet you." Wang Shouchang hollowed out his mind and thought about what to use to please Liu.
He interrupted him and said, "I don't want anything, just 10,000,000 taels of silver as a dowry." β
Wang Shouchang asked suspiciously: "You have no father and no mother, why do you want so much money?" And who is the dowry for? β
Hao hurriedly said: "Who said that I don't have parents, Ji Xu is my father." β
Wang Shouchang laughed: "What are you kidding, how can he be your father?" He is not a few years older than you, even if he is your father-in-law, he is a little younger! β
"Then, it's true that he's my master!"
"Yes, I heard my brother say that Ji Xu taught you poetry and songs."
That's right, a teacher for one day, a father for life. After you give my master a dowry of 10 million, I can marry you whenever I want. β
Wang Shouchang was puzzled, and said with a straight face: "Why are you so good to him, could it be that you ...... with him"
I was afraid that Wang Shouchang would see through her thoughts, so he hurriedly said: "What do you think, people just look at him so pitiful and want to help him." He still wants to go to the capital to take the exam next year, and his family has no money at all - no, he doesn't even have a home, how pitiful. Do we have to help him! After all, he is my master......" As he spoke, he shook Wang Shouchang's arm and said: "Such a talented man, you don't want him to be buried like this!" β
It seems that Liu Haohao doesn't look like he has something to do with Ji Xu, and besides, Ji Xu and himself are not comparable at all, so Wang Shouchang agreed to Hao's request. "Alright! I'll give you a dowry in a few days......"
"Tomorrow! My master wants to go to the capital early. Liu Hao said eagerly.
"Okay, tomorrow will be tomorrow, tomorrow I will have someone give you a dowry gift for your 'father'." Wang Shouchang looked a little impatient, "As for when I will marry you...... At the end of the year, it will definitely not work, and the filial piety of the two emperors [the emperor died, and festive activities such as music and marriage should be banned. The official stopped for 100 days, and the military and civilians stopped for 1 month. Not yet, and I still have to go to Yunnan to deal with the riots. Wait until I get back! I'll give you the grandest wedding in Chengdu. How about New Year's Day? New Year's Eve is the most auspicious to get married. β
"You can set the time!" Seeing that he had agreed to the dowry, he hurriedly said: "You should be a good person to the end, entrust your relationship in the capital, and dredge up my master, lest he find a way to find a way and not be able to enter the palace like before." β
Wang Shouchang was a little anxious: "I owe him?" Who is he? I help him to dredge up the relationship, is he my father? β
Ryu snorted and laughed.
Wang Shouchang looked at the cute smiling face, his face was much looser, and he said with a smile: "Oh, he is really my father!" Little Tarzan! β
Wang Shouchang thought for a while and said: "Now that Boyan is in power in the court, it is not good for me to write to him directly to do this. It's better for you to write a letter to Du Qiu and ask Du Qiu to tell him, not to mention that Boyan has always thought that you are my Mrs. Ru [referring to the concubine]. β
Liu glanced at Wang Shouchang.
Wang Shouchang continued: "When the prime minister saw your letter, he understood that it was me, and he would give me face!" β
Think about it for a moment and say, "yes, it's better." She couldn't help but be happy......
Wang Shouchang arranged Liu in the handsome mansion of his eldest brother Wang Sichang, and raised him in the embroidery building where his little niece lived before she got married. From then on, like the legendary fairy on the rooftop, Liu Haohao closed the 'cave door' and no longer socialized with the staff friends he knew well, like a bird trapped in a cage, and lost his freedom.
[3] "Sauvignon Blanc. Anonymous
Whispering, around the fingertips,
The pen is full of signatures,
How can this be embarrassing?
Beaded blinds, leaning against the eaves,
Visiting the plum blossoms in the cold and glamorous jaws,
For whom?
All afternoon, Liu Haohao did not leave the door of the embroidery building. She sat silently in front of the window, lost in thoughtβ
I love him dearly, and I have to make such a sacrifice for him, but will this decision cause him more harm?
If you love, you will be hurt and hurt, how can love not be connected with pain? It is really not easy to love each other deeply, because it not only requires two people to pay a piece of sincerity, but also to be able to bear the pain of this love and bravely face the hurt of this love!
Liu Hao found homemade rouge powder paper and spread it on the table, picked up the pen and pondered......
I'm going to write, I'm going to put all my love for him on paper, so that he can understand how much his love hurts me!
I want to say that I want to say everything in my heart, so that he can understand how much I love him, how much I can't bear him, and how much I don't want to leave him for a moment. But how helpless I am!
She wrote a poem "Pan Chun" on paper: "A beautiful woman in pink, Ling Han looks forward to spring alone; The raindrops are beautiful, and the cold and arrogant are absolutely fragrant. β
I want to go back to that spring, that evening that I will never forget for the rest of my life. But will there be such a spring in my future life? Will there ever be such a glamorous evening? When the begonia flowers are in full bloom, can you still see you who make my heart move?
No more!
In the days to come, I will be without your company, and I will look forward to spring alone with tears in my eyes, but I will definitely clean myself and love myself......
[4] "A Thousand Paper Cranes" Tai Zhengxiao. Lyrics and songs: Zhang Lu. Guzheng Fei'er. song
People in love, because they love each other deeply, will become extraordinarily sensitive: maybe a movement or a look feels wrong, and it will set off a storm in the heart.
If that happens, it will distract him from the exam and affect his future, so I can't let him see the letter I wrote to him too early, it's better to hide it somewhere, where to hide it?
By the way, hide the letter in the "Thousand Paper Cranes".
Listen to the old man that paper cranes can bring good luck. I will turn my thoughts of him into a crane, fly to his side, and hide it in his heart.
Liu Hao took the colored paper and kept folding the paper crane......
[Song] "Love is too deep, it's easy to see scars; The love is too true, so it is difficult to part. Fold a thousand pairs of paper cranes, knot a thousand hearts, legend has it, heart and heart can meet.
Sleepless nights, the past flickering; My heart hurts, and I sink deeper and deeper into you. Fold a thousand pairs of paper cranes, solve a thousand wishes, and after waking up from a dream, the love is no longer drifting.
My heart has no regrets, folding and folding are all for you. I couldn't stop crying, entangled in the burden of the night in my dreams. My heart doesn't regret it, it's for you over and over again, a thousand paper cranes and thousands of hearts, flying in the wind. β
It was late at night, and people were quiet.
Liu Hao folded the paper cranes and thought: Is it right for me to do this? In the end, I broke up with him and was good for him? Or is it better for him to elope with him? Her heart is like a paper crane in her hand, in turn, folded over, but she can't think of anything appropriate.
eloped with him, Lord Wang would definitely not be able to spare the two of us. Even if the elopement is successful, with his own skills, he will definitely not be hungry if he learns from Zhuo Wenjun and Sima Xiangru to open a restaurant. But avenging Ji Xu's parents will never be realized, is he willing to be a bloody man like him? Is he an ordinary person who has lived an ordinary life? Is this the life I want to give him?
Loving someone deeply and never hurting him is something that anyone who loves thinks so, but almost no one can do it. Love can cause harm, and love will heal itself, and this scarred love has been tempered by time and has become stronger and stronger.
If the love is too deep, it is easy to see the scars, but as long as the true love is still there, the scars will become a beautiful aftertaste. When a person reminisces about his love, the scars of love will flicker in the depths of his memory and become a treasure in the depths of his heart!
If a certain sentence you have said is a long time ago, it can still be remembered by another person. Well, you are happy. For he who remembers your words is the one who is closest to your heart. As long as you have Him in your heart, you will never be alone in this world.
Liu Hao clarified his thinking, found a basis for his decision, and also strengthened his approach. She figured it out: isn't love the most painful love? Do you have to be together to love him? What is true love? True love is to love Him more than Himself. Empathize with all his joys and sorrows, when he is happy, I will be happier than him, and when he is in pain, I will be more painful than him.
Love is a lifetime of giving, a lifetime of protection, if for his so-called "love", tie him up, entangle him, I think that's selfishness, that's not called love.
Therefore, to love someone is to bathe him in the happiness of love; To love someone is to keep him away from the worries of loneliness; To love someone is to say goodbye to the troubles of frustration; To love a person is to stop suffering from the soul of the soul; Love someone, and pray silently for him wherever he is; Love someone, no matter where you are, worry about him; To love someone, to be willing to let yourself suffer and be burdened, also to pave the way for him......
Liu Hao had a lot of thoughts, and with the rebirth of the paper cranes one by one, her heart knot was slowly opening, but her tears never stopped.
She folded all the colored paper on the table into paper cranes, and she wanted to turn all her love into wishes, wishing him that he would definitely "be named on the gold list" this time.
[5] "Bead Curtain. In front of the windowγ
The sky is getting brighter.
Liu rolled up the beaded curtain, leaned in front of the window, and looked at the pear blossom tree in the distance. The pear blossom trees in the autumn rain swayed in the wind, shaking off the gray hair like an intoxicating person.
Her heart was broken, and tears unconsciously welled up in her eyes. The plum blossom tree in front of the window was also hanging with teardrops, and she was crying sadly. She returned to the table and wrote down a poem "Bead Curtain", and she wanted to turn all her love into a permanent miss for him.
The poem reads:
Beaded blinds, in front of the window.
Don't be late in the month, and the dream of this life is stranded.
Pear blossom is drunk and heartbroken.
Engraved with wind and sand, turned into thousands of tears.
Fold the poem you just wrote into paper cranes, find a small brocade bag, and put all the paper cranes in it and seal them......
At noon, the eldest maid of the Shuai Mansion came to the embroidery building and said that Lord Wang Shouchang was here, dined in the living room, and asked her to accompany the wine.
Liu Hao came to the living room, and Wang Shouchang took out 10,000 taels of Jiaozi coins [Jiaozi is the world's earliest paper money, which first appeared in Sichuan and was issued in Chengdu in the early Northern Song Dynasty (1023). He handed it over to Hao Hao and said, "You are already a married person, and you need to be detained in your life, and you should not show your head again." Do you think it's more appropriate for this gift money to be sent to Ji Gongzi? β
He took the coin and said, "Okay! I know, I'll let Ruyan send it! β
Liu Hao found Ruyan and told her: "You hurry up and send it to Ji Gongzi!" Let him hurry up and prepare, and leave for Beijing tomorrow. Hao Hao emphasized: "Don't tell him about me and Lord Wang, if he asks about the origin of the money, you can say that a few of our friends made it up for him." Ruyan walked out the door, "Hey~, you tell him that the two of us will go to see him off early tomorrow morning." β
I urged Ji Xu to leave quickly to avoid extraneous branches. Because her marriage to Wang Shouchang will soon be rumored all over the city.