Liu Haohao, as the female school secretary of Pingzhang Mansion in Sichuan, accompanied Wang Shouchang to quell the rebellion in Yunnan for more than two years. It was not until the autumn of the third year of Yuan Zhishun [1332] that she returned to Chengdu.

When she knew what happened to Ji Xu's family, she hurriedly pulled Liu Ruyan to find Ji Xu's whereabouts. When they found Shen all the time, they found the thatched house where Ji Xu lived by the river.

[1] "Slow Voice. Looking for and seeking-Shang Rong "Li Qingzhao. word

Seeking, deserted,

Miserable and miserable.

When it's warm and cold,

The hardest thing to do.

Three glasses and two light wines,

How can he be the enemy, and the wind is in a hurry at night!

The geese are also sad,

But they were old acquaintances.

Thatched house, simple and quiet, cold and deserted. The white walls of the years depict the cracks of old age, and they look even more miserable and miserable after being washed away by the rain.

Liu Haohao's sweaty and warm body just ran away, and it quickly became cold, she couldn't help but shiver, and a sad and miserable atmosphere enveloped her whole body, and she couldn't suppress it for a long time.

The doors of the thatched huts were tightly closed, but the windows were open.

Liu Hao came to the window and looked into the house, only to see a man with gray hair lying on the table and falling asleep, and there were wine jars and wine glasses on the table, I don't know if this person was drunk or asleep.

The autumn wind blew into the house through the window, how could these three glasses of light wine be able to withstand this gust of cold wind?

At this moment, a flock of geese flew overhead, chirping sadly. They seem to be old acquaintances of the people in the house, and they seem to be telling others about the difficulties of the life of the people in the house.

[2] "Slow Voice. Looking for and seeking-Xia Que" Li Qingzhao. word

Accumulation of yellow flowers all over the ground,

emaciated damage,

Who is there to pick it up now?

Guarding the window,

How can you be born black alone!

Sycamore more and drizzle,

By dusk, bit by bit.

This time,

What a sad word!

The chrysanthemums under the window were piled up all over the ground, and no one took care of them, and they were all scattered and haggard. They guarded the cold lattice alone, from dawn to dark, and I don't know when it will end?

Liu Hao stepped forward and knocked on the door a few times, and after a long time, the door was opened with a "creak".

It was Ji Xu who opened the door!

Although he still has jade-faced starry eyes, he is much thinner than before. At the age of twenty, his hair is all white, and the once high-spirited teenager can't escape the cruel fate.

Seeing Ji Xu's haggard appearance due to poverty, he was a little afraid to recognize him: "Brother Ji, is it you?" Is it really you? Your hair is all gray. Ryu looked at him with concern.

"Okay, it's me."

Ryu threw herself into his arms excitedly and cried bitterly......

Seeing this, Liu Ruyan quietly walked out of the house.

"Don't cry! How is it good for me to be so sad that you are so sad? Don't cry, we meet again, you should be happy. Ryu leaned on his shoulder, still sobbing, "Remember the first time we met?" I said I'm Ji Xu, what did you say - I think he should have a goatee and his hair is almost white......" Ji Xu learned the way Liu Hao spoke at that time, "The current Ji Xu is similar to the Ji Xu you imagined at the time, right?" Ji Xu teased her and laughed, "That's right, I like to look good and laugh, those little dimples are not used to hold tears, show me another laugh." He looked at this little girl who he loved all his life with pity, she still hadn't grown up, she was still so cute, but there was a little more sadness and sadness in her eyes, and these grievances and pains were brought to her by him.

"Brother Ji, your home is gone, do you want to leave? Take me with you, okay? She looked at him with tears in her eyes.

The most painful thing in life is separation, and she has tasted enough at a young age. This time, no matter what, she will follow him and never let go.

"I wanted to go to my uncle, but I always wanted to see you and say goodbye to you before leaving. So I'm just waiting, waiting, I'm finally looking forward to you back today. ”

"Then let's go now!" broke free from his embrace, took Ji Xu's hand and came outside the house.

Like smoke, squatting under the window and picking up those fallen chrysanthemums.

"Don't worry!" Ji Xu stopped her.

"I have to go back and get something to pack my luggage, oh~ You also need to pack your luggage, then I'll go back first! You can't sneak away, anyway, I don't want to be separated from you this time, I'll follow you wherever you go! ”

"Hey~" Ji Xu sighed helplessly and said, "Let's not talk about it, can Lord Wang let you go, that is, let you go, where can we go?" I wrote a lot of letters to my uncle, asking him to send me some money first, and it's been almost two years, and I haven't written any letters. I see that I am in this situation, he will not care about me, he wants me to fend for myself! Ji Xu sighed helplessly.

Looking at the two children who didn't know why, at this time, God was also so sad that he burst into tears, and the tears dripped onto the sycamore leaves.

Ji Xu pulled Hao Hao back into the house, and fell into Ji Xu's arms......

Outside the house, Liu Ruyan stood under the eaves, close to the root of the wall to avoid the rain.

[3] "Huanxi Sha. Persuasion of Wine" Shu Yan. word

The rain washes the autumn sky and the sun is red,

Green and jade,

The good wind blows the east of the Minjiang River.

And the red dress sings,

Don't say that the liquor drinks a thousand bells,

Half of life is in parting.

[辔pèi bridle ]

Night had fallen, and the rain was still falling. The drizzle gently kissed the gauze curtain as thin as a cicada's wings, and rhythmically dripped on the window lattice, adding infinite thoughts, and Ji Xu in his mind felt the warmth that he had never had before.

At this moment, the rain outside the window was no longer a cold autumn rain, and it became gentle in his eyes. At such a time, at such a moment, my heart was inadvertently drunk, drunk in this autumn rain like graceful and light dance steps......

Holding his lover who was as gentle as water, Ji Xu opened his mouth with difficulty: "Or, you go back to Pingzhang Mansion first, and when your life improves a little, I will pick you up?" ”

Liu said quietly: "No, I won't go back~, I want to stay and accompany you." ”

"How can I be willing to let you suffer with me in such a hard life?"

"I'm not afraid, even if I go to beg with you, I'm willing!"

Ji Xu was a little suspicious: "You are used to living a comfortable life, are you willing to give up a good life and live a begging life with me?" ”

"As long as I'm with you every day, I'm not afraid of anything! As long as we love each other, that's enough! She looked at him innocently, trying to convince him of her determination.

Ji Xu shook his head: "But I can't even eat enough now, how can I fall in love?" When you are hungry, how can there be love? ”

"I will!" Yoo said firmly.

"Nonsense!" Ji Xu poked her head and said, "Child, what do you know!" When I have a stable life, I will come back and marry you, and now you will go back first, okay? ”

"Hmph~ No!" Liu twisted her body and sprinkled coquettishly.

"Obedient!" Ji Xu stroked her back and soothed her emotions. In fact, he knew in his heart that it was impossible to be together in this life, so wait for the next life!

"I don't! I just want to follow you now. So anxious that tears were about to fall, and his heart kept thinking of a reason that would make him accept her: "Hey! If I marry you now, can I be your eldest wife? His eyes stared at Ji Xu's eyes with tears in his eyes.

Ji Xu laughed: "How old are you!" Why is my heart full of wives and concubines, are you ashamed!"

When Ji Xu said this, he buried his head in his arms shyly.

Because in the society at that time, you can't be a wife, you can only be a concubine.

"Okay or does it look good to laugh, I haven't seen you smile for a long time, quickly expose the little dimples, let me smell the wine from the last lip seal is still there?" He gently held the pear blossom rain face and kissed her cheek with infinite love.

In the past, when Ji Xu kissed her, she was shy to dodge and quickly fled. This time she responded so passionately, so lingeringly, like a vine tightly wrapped around him, as if it was about to be embedded in his body.

Is she still the little girl who was crazy about love, but she loved herself? Isn't it already with Wang Shouchang......

Ji Xu didn't dare to think about it, and removed his mouth with a sense of guilt. "Okay, can you do a dance for me? It's the one you and I danced when we first met, remember? ”

"Remember, of course remember, will always remember."

Ji Xu took out the bamboo flute and blew a melancholy melody, dancing to his melody-

[4] "10,000 Sorry" Qi Long. Lyrics, songs, songs

[Song] "The sky is drizzling, dripping down on my heart, thinking about our past, the sweetness we have had together." The love that is destined to be doomed, but you have to choose to escape, you can only rest assured, and we will continue in the next life.

10,000 I'm sorry, it's not that I don't love you, look at your tears, I know you're wronged. Ten thousand sorry, it's not that I don't love you. Looking at your gentle beauty, my heart aches like blood. ”

[Rap] "It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I have no choice, look at your tears, I know you are very wronged." It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I have to. Looking at your gentle beauty, I can only say I'm sorry! ”

[Song] "Ten thousand I'm sorry, it's not that I don't love you, look at your tears, I know you're wronged." 10,000 I'm sorry, it's not that I don't love you, look at your gentle beauty, my heart hurts like blood. Looking at your gentle beauty, I really, really can't bear you. ”

After Liu finished dancing, he seemed to be a little thirsty, picked up half a bowl of wine in the bowl, and drank it, "It's already cold, why don't you even close the window?" ”

Ji Xu explained: "Close the window, the room is dark, and you can't read. ”

He took a good look at Ji Xu and said, "Then don't catch a cold." ”

"It's okay, I'm in good health right now." Ji Xu smiled bitterly.

Ji Xu lit the oil lamp on the table, poured another bowl of wine and handed it to Liu Haohao, who was sitting at the desk.

"Do you have any plans for the future?" Ryu asked.

"I still want to go to the exam next year, I must pass the exam, beg for an official position in Yunnan, go to Wumeng Mountain to suppress the bandits who killed my father and mother, and avenge my father and mother."

"Good! I'm sticking with you. "Good encouragement.

"However, without money, I can't do anything, and it's time to leave for the capital, alas!" Ji Xu sighed hopelessly.

"How much money do you need?"

"At least 10,000 taels of silver."

"So much?" Liu Hao was a little puzzled.

"In addition to food and lodging, I also want to have a relationship this time, otherwise I still won't be able to get into the house."

"Really!" laughed, "You, a decent gentleman, also know how to go to a relationship?" ”

Ji Xu smiled bitterly and talked about his thoughts and plans, he was like a child confiding in his mother about his helplessness, and as he spoke, he unconsciously shed tears.

Liu pondered for a long time and said firmly, "It's okay! Money, I'll help you figure it out, I've got some there, I'll borrow some from others, and I'll be able to make it up. ”

Ji Xu heard that Liu Hao had a way to make money, and a childlike smile appeared on his face.

It seems that Ji Xu's family is not ordinarily rich, otherwise why would it be so easy for 10,000 taels of silver to come out of his mouth. At that time, a family with a hundred taels of silver was a rich man. Where can a kabuki borrow 10,000 taels of silver? But Liu Hao did not hesitate to respond.

This is really: life is affectionate, and love is infatuated in the depths.

Liu Hao picked up the bowl of wine and drank it, she saw the guqin in the corner of the wall, took it, and she played a song of love-

[5] "Ten Thousand Reluctant" [Le Qing/Qi Long. Word Qilong. Qu Zhuang Xinyan. Song]

[Song]"Don't ask whether it's right or wrong, after all, we have loved each other, and I'm really happy in the days when I'm with you." You are always cautious because you are afraid that I will be upset, and I cannot give you the results you want.

10,000 reluctant, can't go back to the past, love you have no regrets, but it should be over. 10,000 reluctant, I will always love you, I think it's worth loving you, but I can't love anymore. ”

[Rap] "Don't ask whether it's right or wrong, after all, we have loved each other, and I'm really happy to have you with me. You are always careful because you are afraid that I will be upset, and I will not be able to give you the results you want, and you will always be the best. ”

[Song]" 10,000 reluctant, can't go back to the past, love you have no regrets, but it should be over. 10,000 reluctant, I will always love you, I think it's worth loving you, but I can't love anymore.

Separated, it doesn't mean I don't love you anymore, in my heart, you will always be the best! ”