The smile on Hong Yan's face that was about to dissipate instantly froze, and her stiff body sat on the seat for a long time, she didn't cry or make trouble. She was far less surprised than I thought, and after a while, she moistened her throat and said resolutely, "Why? You mean that Shen Qian is coming back to you now, and she makes you remember her kindness to you, don't you? You can't get over it in your conscience, so you're going to turn to her, huh? ”

"She never told me about helping with the middle way, I found out on my own. Yes, I feel indebted to her, I'm sorry, Hong Yan. ”

"What about me? Doesn't your conscience feel uncomfortable? We've been talking online for 10 months, we've been in Hohhot for more than a year, and we've all met with parents. Have you changed your mind now? What am I in your heart? Summoned to come and linger? Ah, Qin Yuan? ”

"I'm sorry...... I don't know what to do to comfort you, it's all my fault. ”

Hong Yan was very annoyed, she tried to calm down, and then said, "I know in my heart that you can't let go of Shen Qian, I can see it." I really thought that my long time with you and companionship would make you slowly forget the past, and it turned out that I was too naïve. I'm naïve to you, you're naïve to Shen Qian, we're all the way, it's a joke. Hong Yan's sneering sneer sent chills down my back.

There was silence in the car for a moment, and it seemed that there was nowhere to put my hands and feet. Hong Yan held my hand in the palm of her hand and said earnestly: "Qin Yuan, I am more suitable for you than Shen Qian, and the two of us get along more naturally." Look at your current appearance, this bitter gourd face is no longer your original appearance, and you will only lose yourself in front of Shen Qian. ”

The matter has come to this, I can't hide it anymore, I said after a while: "Shen Qian has returned to the city, and she stayed in the hotel, she asked me to go to the appointment last night, I ...... went. There is no room for turning back in this matter, you can blame me for being half-hearted and thinking differently, but we really can't go back, and all the mistakes are my fault. ”

Everyone is an adult, of course Hong Yan understood what I meant, but she didn't want to believe that things had developed to such a point, and her hesitant and surprised eyes betrayed her. "Are you iron-hearted? Is there really no room for recovery in this matter? I was silent, Hong Yan began to go crazy, and her emotions completely exploded: "Don't be too self-righteous, I told you Qin Yuan, if you want to mention breaking up, I will mention it, I don't want you anymore, from now on, we will break up, and you and I will have nothing to do with it in the future." ”

She slammed the door in a rage, and I stared at her back for a long time until it completely disappeared from my sight. Hong Yan is a good girl, we have no fate, I failed her. I was deeply trapped in self-blame all day, absent-minded, and when I went to work in the afternoon, I received a WeChat message from her: Qin Yuan, you are the right person I met, but we didn't meet at the right time. You are a righteous gentleman, maybe we are destined to have no fate. I understand your decision, but I don't understand your ruthlessness. Goodbye, I'll try to forget about you slowly.

I considered the meaning of her words every word, and she didn't seem to hold a grudge against me, which made me feel a little at ease. From the beginning to the end of the journey between the two of us, Hong Yan and I don't seem to have the same sense of dependence and intimacy as a couple, as if we always feel like we lack chemistry. It's more appropriate and accurate to characterize our relationship as a companion, at least that's what I think.

Since then, Shen Qian and I have recovered as before, and she stayed in Hohhot for a few days. We are tired of being together every day, going to Wanda shopping malls together, watching movies together, and eating together. It was as if there had never been any unpleasantness between us, and the old thing was indeed never mentioned again. But I know that my relationship with Shen Qian has deteriorated, and I look like a god, even though I still love her.

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I returned to Ding Xiaofei's residence before sunset, I am afraid that he and Yin Hui will inevitably be suspicious, and now I can't be so comprehensive and thoughtful, let's take one step at a time. Ding Xiaofei was eating instant noodles while puffing into his hands. He sniffed and sniffed, probably sensing something unusual. More than half an hour later, when Ding Xiaofei went to the ward, Yin Hui had already packed up and was about to leave, seemingly waiting for him to hand over. Yin Hui carefully looked at Ding Xiaofei's dress and demeanor, and was stunned; "Thank you during the day, I'm tired."

"Thank me for what?" Ding Xiaofei's empty eyes have never changed.

"Take care of Qin Yuan."

"Oh, that's not how it should be." By the time Ding Xiaofei reacted, Yin Hui had already walked away when he asked again. "I didn't come during the day, what do you mean?"

Should I be glad that Ding Xiaofei's extra-long reflex arc and sluggish, wooden reaction? I didn't hesitate any longer, and strode after Yin Hui and followed him downstairs to the car. I squatted in the co-pilot to observe Yin Hui's expression and complexion up close, which was much better than when I was first hospitalized. The bloodshot at the corners of his eyes also disappeared, and his pale face gradually regained his blood.

She didn't go home and went straight to my father-in-law's company. It is said that the company is actually an empty shell ornament, and its name is Changtian Real Estate Development Co., Ltd. Because the main project operated by Yin Changtian is investment, choosing the project to inject funds is the top priority, and the company does not need to invest too much energy in independent operation and management. Yin Hui is the company's accountant and in charge of finance, and outsiders are not at ease in her own trading. On weekdays, Yin Hui makes some records of the entry and exit of the flow accounts, sometimes he is busy for a week or two, and he has nothing to do for a few months, especially in the winter in the Hohhot area, when the ground freezes and all the projects have to be stopped. Yin Hui simply took care of the housework at home and took care of my daily life.

There is a bedroom in the office room with only a bed and a set of desks and chairs. It is vacant on weekdays, and occasionally it can be used for the day of rest for Chief Yin's father and daughter. I saw that the bedding was brought by the family, and it seemed that Yin Hui had made plans to camp for a long time. I don't understand why she has a few comfortable homes to experience the hard life of the company. The company's address is in Xinyi Building, Passage Street, which is very close to the hospital, and it happens that it is still on the way from Ding Xiaofei's residence to the hospital, so I don't know if the distance is the main factor that Yin Hui considers.

The first time I saw Yin Hui in my memory was in the box of the KTV after a class reunion, which should have been the holiday stage of the 2014 Chinese New Year. Yin Hui is not my classmate, let alone a family member of a classmate, it seems that someone's best friend is here to join in the fun. After graduating, many of our law students have different destinations and working conditions: some work as legal counsel for enterprises, some are unknown in law firms, and some even change careers to work that is completely unrelated to their profession.