Chapter 355: Resolute Separation
Along the way, Lin Yuelan and Situ Nanyun walked side by side.
Lin Yuelan saw that she looked thoughtful, so she was also silent, only protecting her in her arms, and the sound of small footsteps and the noise of insects chirping in the night sent into their ears from time to time.
The two accompanied the faint light of the jade lamp, and after a while, they returned to the Qingzhao Palace.
When the two brothers saw the two coming back, they hurriedly brought the meal that was still hot.
Lin Yuelan added food to Situ Nanyun and sandwiched the dishes for her, "I specially asked Xuan Yi and Xuan Er to make a few dishes you like to eat according to Tianyan's taste, try them." ”
Lin Yuelan's soft words drifted into Situ Nanyun's ears and pulled her back from a somewhat distracted state, "Thank you, husband." ”
At this time, looking at the food in the bowl, she didn't have any appetite, pretended to be happy, and forced herself to swallow a few bites.
The food she swallowed was like a hard thorn, piercing her throat and stomach with a burning pain.
"Yun'er, what's wrong?" Seeing her look of sorrow, Lin Yuelan asked with concern.
"It's nothing, maybe I've eaten too much these days, so my appetite isn't very good." Situ Nanyun smiled lightly.
At night, Lin Yuelan slept with Situ Nanyun in her arms, thinking that there would not be many such opportunities in the future, so she unconsciously hugged the person in her arms tighter, and couldn't wait to rub the person in her arms into her own blood.
Situ Nanyun felt his reluctance and helplessness, endured the tears that were about to slip out, and forced himself to sleep.
She knew in her heart that after this night, she would never be able to enjoy his arms and his breath again.
Lin Yuelan saw her lying motionless in her arms, although her eyes were closed, her brows were slightly furrowed, and there was no shallow breathing sound from her nose, knowing that she should not be asleep, so she dropped a kiss on her forehead, "Well, why can't you sleep?" ”
"When I think about today's daytime, I can't sleep." Situ Nanyun rubbed his strong chest, soft and glutinous.
"But what about the soul?" Lin Yuelan asked.
Situ Nanyun originally just found a reason at random, but when he said this, he followed his words: "That evil soul seems to have a deep hatred with me, and I can't remember for a while, where I offended him, so I was a little annoyed."
Lin Yuelan put her palm on her eyes, "Don't think about it, a demon soul has nothing to think about, and he was accepted by the second elder again, he can't afford any trouble, go to bed early." ”
Situ Nanyun said "um".
In the middle of the night, Lin Yuelan lifted the quilt and got up gently.
Situ Nanyun slept lightly, felt that her arms were empty, and woke up, but when she felt Lin Yuelan's gaze looking back at her, she quickly closed her half-open eyes.
Lin Yuelan pushed the door lightly and walked in the direction of the study.
Situ Nanyun looked at his back and left, and not long after, he also got up in his clothes and followed him to the study.
In the study, a dim lamp was lit.
She stood quietly outside the study, and through the window of the study, she looked at the cold and thin figure inside who was sitting cross-legged on the couch, concentrating on her strength and healing.
There was a jade spittoon next to the couch, and there were dark red blood stains on the spittoon.
The light was hitting Lin Yuelan's cold body, and suddenly, a painful look appeared on his face, his face became pale, and a large cold sweat broke out on his forehead, "Poof! With a thud, he spat out a mouthful of dark red blood into the spittoon.
The bloodstain pierced Situ Nanyun's eyes, and her heart suddenly hurt.
Lin Yuelan's situation is really bad!
He has been hiding from her, and the third watch came to this study in the middle of the night to heal, so that she would not notice it during the day, how could he deceive himself like this?
"You can't do this, I can't watch you die!"
Situ Nanyun's tears flowed out again, wiped away the tears on his face, and said in his heart: "Lin Yuelan, there is no way, in order to let you live, I please forgive me for being cruel to you." ”
When Lin Yuelan returned to the room, it was already slightly bright.
Seeing Situ Nanyun sleeping quietly, with a shallow breathing sound coming from his nose, his face softened, stretched out his arm, and gently hugged her in his arms.
In fact, Situ Nanyun hadn't fallen asleep since she came back from the study, and when Lin Yuelan hugged her, she trembled slightly.
Feeling the movement of her body, Lin Yuelan's brows furrowed slightly, and when she saw her dreaming a few words, she fell asleep again, thinking that it was a nightmare, the corners of her mouth hooked slightly, and she closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Situ Nanyun snuggled into his arms, his thoughts wandered, and he stayed awake until dawn.
Outside, there was the sound of women's footsteps and laughter.
Lin Yuelan took a nap for half an hour, and just woke up, and saw the clear spring-like eyes of the person beside him staring at him, and the corners of her mouth rose, "Yun'er, woke up so early." ”
Seeing that her face was a little haggard, and her eyes were slightly blue, she continued: "Why didn't Yun'er sleep well last night?" ”
Situ Nanyun sighed slightly, "Husband, you're going to marry the saint tomorrow, so I can't sleep." ”
Lin Yuelan's face flashed with apology, and she scratched her face, "Yun'er, I wronged you for my husband." ”
As the two were talking, the sound of outside speaking suddenly and clearly reached their ears.
"This main hall is a happy hall, and this red brocade is hung on the lintel of the main hall, and these red candles and happy words are placed in the main hall."
"What about the red carpets?"
"From the main hall all the way to the entrance of the Qingzhao Temple."
"In the past, when the Holy King married Xuan Ling'er, the red carpet was spread ten miles away from the Cloud Palace."
"Deacon Xuanbai said that the Holy King doesn't like grand decorations, and this time to marry the Holy Maiden should not be as arranged as last time."
"Okay then."
"Let's do it quickly, don't rub it off, I'll go to the palace square to decorate it later."
……
Even though she had preset such a scene many times, Situ Nanyun still felt extremely harsh when she heard this, and got out of bed in silence, and after a long time, she sighed again.
"Husband, I thought I was generous enough, tolerant enough, I could not care, I could not care, last night all night, I comforted myself countless times, admonished myself not to care, to let go, but just now, I found that all my firmness and self-confidence have collapsed, I can't do it to turn a blind eye to the other woman you are about to have, and I don't mind."
Lin Yuelan was silent for a moment, her eyes focused on the color of pain, and for a moment the pain was about to surge out, and finally he restrained himself, "Yun'er, it's for her husband that I thought of it for granted, and my husband shouldn't have the luxury of being with you, I'm sorry." ”
Situ Nanyun's tears burst out of her eyes, "I don't want your 'I'm sorry', 'I'm sorry' can't solve any problems, 'I'm sorry' can't solve the fact that a third party is inserted between you and me, and 'I'm sorry' can't let me be with you without any guilt!" ”
Situ Nanyun gradually became a little out of control, tears flowed wildly, and she shook her head vigorously, "Lin Yuelan, I really can't share a husband with other women, I really can't do it...... I don't have faith in our future anymore......"
Lin Yuelan stretched out her hand to hold her in her arms, wiped the tears on her face, buried her face in her hair, and was silent for a while before saying, "Yun'er, what should I do with you." ”
Situ Nanyun was held in her arms, and for a moment, she felt that she couldn't hold on anymore, so she finally gathered her will and pushed him away with all her might, "Lin Yuelan, let's break off the relationship." ”
Lin Yuelan looked stunned, "Yun'er, you ......"
"Let's break off the relationship." Situ Nanyun said loudly again.
"Yun'er, yesterday in Yunjin Mountain, you said that no matter what you face in the future, we will face it together and never give up, how could you change your mind overnight? It's not like you, what happened in that Zhiqing Pavilion? Tell me! Lin Yuelan's eyes pressed towards her.
"No, don't overthink it." Situ Nanyun raised her reddish eyes and said firmly: "Lin Yuelan, I'm just tired, I've experienced so many ups and downs, but I found that there is still an obstacle between us that can't cross the domain, I'm too tired to support it, because I'm just a mortal, and my heart is only built of flesh and blood, not a copper wall, indestructible, and there will be a time when I am exhausted and exhausted." ”
"I should have a life of my own." She pondered for a moment, then let out a faint breath.
Lin Yuelan had a look of disbelief on her face, and her body stumbled slightly.
He had never heard Situ Nanyun say such resolute words, even when he was in Luoxia Villa that time, when he said that he was going to take the red lotus away and fly away, she had never said such firm and resolute words.
"Yun'er, I don't believe that you will leave me so ruthlessly," he shook his head after calming down for a while, and then, put his hands around her shoulders, "Tell me, who did you see in the Zhiqing Palace?" What did the man say to you? ”
Situ Nanyun ruthlessly brushed off his hand, "Don't ask me anymore, the matter there has nothing to do with this matter, I'm just suddenly tired, and I'm fed up with you repeatedly stopping your wife and remarrying, and I don't want to continue with you." ”
After saying these few words, she felt as if she was about to drain all her strength, and if she didn't escape from here, she would disarm and surrender in the next second under Lin Yuelan's pressing gaze.
She took a deep breath, opened the door, and almost ran away.
Lin Yuelan looked at her departing back in a daze, her throat tightened, "Yun'er......"
He stood for a while, pondering that Situ Nanyun's unusual actions and words today must have a lot to do with the person he saw in Qingting yesterday.
After she came back from Zhiqing Pavilion last night, she began to be a little abnormal, on the way back, she lost her former cheerfulness, was silent, and it was a little difficult to swallow when eating, even if she wanted to hide it at that time, but still did not escape his eyes.
He had to find out who she had met in the Zhiqing Pavilion and what that person had told her.
He walked towards the side hall where Xuan Yi and Xuan Er were.
When he received his questioning, Xuan Yi and Xuan Er withdrew from the state of having breakfast without distractions.
"Yesterday, the person who delivered the letter was someone from the Second Elder Qingjie Palace." Kenji replied.
"Do you remember what that man looked like? Lin Yuelan asked.
"Naturally, if I see him once, I can remember what he looks like." Xuan Er said with some pride.
"You two will bring me the man after breakfast." Lin Yuelan commanded.
The two brothers of Xuan Yi and Xuan were a little confused, why their Holy King was interested in this inconspicuous messenger, peeked at his cold expression, and didn't dare to ask more, nodded like garlic and said: "It's the Holy King, even if the Qingjie Hall is turned over to the sky, we must find out this person." ”
After Situ Nanyun left the room, he walked around the courtyard in a daze for a while, thinking that Lin Yuelan would definitely go to find the person who delivered the letter, and when the time came, he would be in trouble if he found Xuanmingzi.
"No, I have to go find Xuan Mingzi."