Situ Nanyun was extremely sad, sat down on the ground, and big tears fell down, "Guo'er, all this is a dream today, it's not true, it's not true, right?" She cried and grabbed Guo'er's hand and twisted it around her arm, "You pinch me hard, pinch my hand." ”

A clear pain came out, she looked at Guo'er with teary eyes, shook her head, and said, "How can it hurt, it shouldn't hurt, this is a dream." ”

Guo'er wiped away the tears that flowed wantonly on her face, "Madam, don't cry, you have to take care of the little Shizi in your belly, he finally escaped, and besides, you can't just be sad, you should go to Shizi to ask for clarification and give you an explanation." ”

"I'll have to ask him about it, but I'm going to die in agony, so let me cry." Situ Nanyun replied with a sob.

In fact, she knew in her heart that Lin Yuelan was not a reckless person who made decisions, since he proposed to divorce her, he should have made a thoughtful consideration, which would be talked about by Guo'er, and she added another courage to ask him in her heart to save the situation.

For a period of time, she has been unsteady in her heart, always feeling that something is going to happen, and sure enough, it happened, one after another, making her scramble and chaotic. Her original hunch was right, this happiness was as short as a dewdrop. She also thought that something was going to happen to Lin Yuelan, in the past few days, she felt the change in Lin Yuelan's mood, and was worried about him, but she didn't want to, it turned out that the owner of this disaster turned out to be herself, Lin Yuelan suspected her innocence, was abandoned by him, and even the child in her womb experienced nine deaths, these events followed one after another without warning, she had no power to resist, she was tortured and ravaged by pain in every way, and the funny thing was that this person who hurt herself was him who she was worried about.

She smiled bitterly, tears still flowing silently.

The scene of Lin Yuelan and the bright moon swearing as a matchmaker and a sea of flowers that night is still vivid, why is it like this now? Is he still the one who has always been in love with him and swore that he would be together for the rest of his life? How is it that the trust between them is thinner than paper? How can their relationship not stand the test so much? How can we still be together in life and death?

It took a long time for her to collect her tears and go to Zhuyunxuan, where Lin Yuelan was, and she was still waiting for Lin Yuelan to give her an explanation.

In Zhuyun Xuan, Lin Yuelan was medicating Honglian's wound, and his movements were so gentle, just like what he had done for her. Situ Nanyun expected this to be the case, but her eyes still stinged uncontrollably. She was originally reluctant to admit that the reason why Lin Yuelan wanted to divorce his wife was not only because of his suspicion and distrust, but also because he had already empathized and fell in love with Red Lotus, but now, this idea began to dip into her heart little by little, and she had to believe it.

She hid the pain and loneliness in her eyes, and said with a hint of teasing: "Lin Yuelan, you just divorced me, and you ran to your sweetheart to whisper softly, the scene of your bright moon as a matchmaker and a sea of flowers to swear to marry me is still in front of you, why is it that in less than two months, you want to divorce me and throw yourself into the arms of your new love?" Your heart grows faster than a book. ”

As she spoke, she had a sad expression on her face, and continued: "Now the bright moon and the sea of flowers are still there, let me tell you, you don't want to divorce me, I don't have any immorality and fault, what you said is your suspicion, not facts, it doesn't count, you have no reason to divorce me." ”

"On the contrary, you yourself are unkind, you like the new and hate the old, you are unkind to your father, you hurt your children, and you have bad deeds, you can let me divorce my husband in any way, why do you divorce me?" Her emotions became more and more excited, staring at Lin Yuelan's eyes and questioning.

Lin Yuelan's face was always cold, mixed with a hint of indifferent attitude, "Yun'er, whether I divorce my wife or your husband, the result is no different to me, okay, if you want to divorce your husband, you can divorce your husband." ”

"You...... Lin Yuelan...... You're sick in the head! Situ Nanyun was a little overwhelmed because of his attitude.

"Yun'er, don't be obsessed with it anymore, since I have already decided, I will not change it again, whether it is divorce or divorce, we are all going to separate, we will not live together anymore." Lin Yuelan looked at her and said seriously.

"Also, I'll leave here tomorrow, and this Luoxia Villa will be left to you." He continued.

Situ Nanyun was unprepared, stunned by the blows of one ring after another, "You're leaving tomorrow?" He looked at the red lotus who came over with a smile on the side, "Take her with you?" The two of you both live and fly, leaving us a pair of orphans and widows? No...... Don't, you can't leave me, please, don't go, stay. Situ Nanyun heard her eardrums buzzing, tears gushed out at once, and her self-supporting reserve and stubbornness collapsed, and she cried and begged.

"You go, my resignation has been written, and from now on, I have nothing to do with you." Lin Yuelan stopped looking at her, and turned around to carry her.

Situ Nanyun stepped forward and hugged Lin Yuelan's body, crying profusely, "Lin Yuelan, you still love me, right?" Don't leave your Yun'er so ruthlessly, without you, I will die. ”

Lin Yuelan's body froze for a few seconds, and slowly turned her head, "Yun'er, I found that you are a self-righteous and blindly entangled woman, yes, I used to like you, that is because you are strong, independent, and empathetic, and now you only live in your own world, naïve and naïve, so you are no longer attractive to me, I no longer love you." Yes, I once married you for the bright moon as a matchmaker, at that moment I swore that I would be with you in life and death, but people will change, love also has a shelf life, those vows only exist at that time, no one has to bear a lifetime for their commitments from time to time, you don't take those vows too seriously. ”

Situ Nanyun intuitively felt that his words were like a thousand forces slamming into her, smashing her eyes with gold stars, her body swaying, unable to stand, tears gushed out again, her mind was in chaos, looking at the smile on the bed that looked at the corners of her mouth, and said sadly: "You abandoned me, is it because of her?" ”

Lin Yuelan didn't look back, his gaze wandered into the distance, "Yes, I've already fallen in love with her." Tomorrow I will take her out of here, and from then on I will live a life of no concern for the world and away from people. ”

Situ Nanyun was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and it took a long time before a voice came out of her throat, "Okay...... I will fulfill you. ”

At this point, she still had a trace of dignity and pride in being a human being, and when she said that sentence, she seemed to drain all the strength in her body, and the voice echoed in her head for a long time.

She didn't know how she got out of Zhuyunxuan, and when she came out, she was already weak. The soles of her feet seemed to be filled with lead, and she had to exert all her strength with each step. She looked around, not knowing where to go, this familiar place that brought her happiness, now only the desolation remains, once, her smile was also a beautiful scenery here, now, how miserable and sad the figure standing here is, what a ridiculous and sad contrast! The tears on her face slid down her face one by one, dripping onto her skirt, dripping onto the bluestone slab, and imprinting a wet mark.

I don't know when the rain fell outside, and with the chill that didn't belong to this time, it fell on her, she shrunk back, and just dragged her steps back to Lanqin Courtyard step by step.

"Ma'am?" Guo'er looked at her worriedly.

Situ Nanyun shook her head desperately, her tears had dried up, but her heartache could not be contained, gnawing at her internal organs.

"Madame, don't be sad, everything will be fine." Guo'er felt that her comforting words were very pale.

Situ Nanyun staggered and got into bed, she was so tired, her heart hurt, she lay on the bed, but she couldn't sleep, looking at the roof in a daze with a pair of desperate and helpless eyes.

She remembered the self from a thousand years ago, sitting stiffly under the peach blossom tree, looking at the heartless letter, tears kept flowing, and finally tears died. The scenes after a thousand years are so similar, is this her fate, the curse of love? She will always be expelled from love, she will not die well, she will always be alone, licking this boundless emptiness and loneliness repeatedly.

Situ Nanyun opened her eyes and burst into tears until dawn, and suddenly remembered what Lin Yuelan had said that he was leaving, her heart tightened, and she hurriedly turned over and got out of bed, and ran towards Zhu Yunxuan.

The thought of him leaving her and the two never seeing each other again tore her heart and hurt. She suddenly found that what she thought she couldn't admit the most was the fact that he didn't love her, but as soon as he left abruptly and disappeared into her world, she felt the most terrible and unbearable. It turns out that when love is the humblest, even a glance is a kind of satisfaction, and immediately, she is almost gone with this happiness.

Her pace quickened, Qingyun's footwork was growing step by step, she hoped that he hadn't left yet, and she could still see him, although she didn't know what else to say or do when she saw him, but now there was only one thought, she had to see him immediately, if she could, find a way to keep him, no matter what method she used.

She felt that she was crazy, and now her mind was full of thoughts of eagerly seeing Lin Yuelan, and she didn't think about anything else, all her reason, dignity, pride, and strength were gone, and she wanted to try her best to keep her love.

The door of Zhuyunxuan's courtyard was wide open, and there was a different silence inside, she rushed into the room and found that it was empty, even Xiao Liu and Xiao Wu were gone.

The quilt on the couch in the study has been folded, as if there is no trace of movement, the qin table and Jing stand aside, the qin has been stored in the cabinet, the four treasures of the study on the desk are arranged in order, everything is in order, judging from the cooling temperature of this room and the arrangement of the items in the room, the owner of this room is afraid that he has been away for an hour or two, her throat is tight, everything is late, she has not even seen the face when she said goodbye.

She sat down on the ground, and there was still a faint smell of bluegrass on Lin Yuelan's body in the air, and she inhaled greedily. What is like a dead heart, all thoughts are ashes, she has tasted it a thousand times now.

She got up suddenly, and suddenly remembered Xiao Liu, Xiao Wu, and the Qingqing of the Feng Sect, yes, they must know where Lin Yuelan went, and they had to look for them.