Chapter 205: Grounded in the village
Situ Nanyun walked towards the gate of the villa, and when she was about to step out of the gate of the villa, a voice stopped her, "Madam, please stay." ”
Situ Nanyun was very surprised when she heard Qingying's voice, she was worried that she couldn't find Qingqing, Qingying sent it to the door by herself, so she asked, "Your family ordered you to be here?" Where did your family go? ”
Qingying replied, "Yun'er, the prince ordered me to temporarily come and garrison the mountain villa to protect you. ”
Situ Nanyun smiled sadly, "Lin Yuelan has left me ruthlessly, and you have been instructed to protect me?" After a pause, he looked at him, "Directly say where Lin Yuelan went." ”
Qingying was silent for a while, "Yun'er, as for Childe's whereabouts, please forgive me for not knowing, and Childe didn't explain where he went." ”
"Well, since you don't know, then I'll go find him myself." Situ Nanyun turned around and left.
"Yun'er, you can't get out of this villa." The Blue Shadow stopped her.
Situ Nanyun suspected that she had misheard, "Qingying, what do you mean by this?" ”
"Yun'er, Gongzi commanded, you can't take a step out of Luoxia Villa for a year and a half." Qingying replied.
Situ Nanyun gradually had a mocking smile on his face, "Qingying, your joke is not funny at all, he Lin Yuelan abandoned his old love and ran away with his new love, and he didn't allow me to leave Luoxia Villa, you say, what does this mean?" ”
Qingying looked at her mocking smile, a little sad, looked away, and explained: "Yun'er, this is what Childe meant, please don't embarrass me." ”
"Qingying, don't stop me, you know that I hate being toyed with the most, what right does he Lin Yuelan have to ground me here? He threw me a letter of resignation, and I had nothing to do with him. Situ Nanyun said angrily.
"Yun'er, this is Gongzi's order, I can't disobey it, don't force me." Qingying looked at her sympathetically, her head a little big.
"Qingying, I won't blame you for obeying your son's order to stop me, but it's also my right to let me go, and besides, you can't stop me." Situ Nanyun threw him a firm look.
"Not necessarily, who you look at here." Qingying clapped her hands.
I saw Xiao Liu and Xiao Wu coming out with Guo'er, and Guo'er was unconscious at this time.
"How can the fruit be in your hands? What did you do to her? Situ Nanyun's face suddenly turned blue, and he glanced at Qingying.
"Yun'er, if you stay in the villa, Guo'er will not have to worry about her life." Qingying replied very dryly.
"You...... You actually attacked a helpless girl, aren't you afraid of losing the face of your Fengzong? Situ Nanyun sneered.
"Yun'er, we are also helpless, only in this way can we keep you." Qingying waved his hand.
Situ Nanyun was forced to retract her steps and glared at Qingying, "Okay, I'll go back to the village, and you will release the fruit." ”
She didn't like the feeling of being threatened, and with that, she walked back angrily. Qingying felt her angry emotions, waved her hand helplessly, and said in her mouth: "Childe, for you, I offended Yun'er." ”
On the way back, she thought in her mind that Lin Yuelan ruthlessly left her behind, but grounded her in Luoxia Villa, and said that it was to protect her, I'm afraid it was to prevent herself from going to him, right? She smiled bitterly, "He really did not leak a drop of water when he was ruthless, and he didn't even leave a chance to find him." ”
As soon as she returned to Lanqin Courtyard, she returned to the void, and all the strong qi that she had been arming outside just now suddenly leaked.
In the past two days, she has cried too much, her tears have flowed, she has been sad for too long, she has become numb, she has hollowed out all her emotions, and now she is only a shell.
She just walked back to her room, sat on the bed with empty eyes, didn't know what she wanted to think, what she wanted to do, her head was groggy, it seemed to be filled with a lot of things, but in fact it was empty, nothing, she had no joy, no sorrow, no hate, no love, no injury, no suffering, no emotion, no thought, a void in her head. She knew that there was still a fragile life in her belly, but at this time, she couldn't spare a trace of energy to take care of it, and she herself was already like ashes, without a trace of life.
She sat like this all day, until Guo'er came to see her, and when she saw that her body was very stiff, and her eyes were dull and there was no light, she was frightened, and hurriedly pushed her, crying, "Madam, don't scare Guo'er like this, in this way, Guo'er will be very afraid." She patted Situ Nanyun's body, put her down on the bed, folded the quilt, and then lit the soothing incense according to Qingying's instructions, and gradually, Situ Nanyun couldn't stand it and fell asleep.
Today's scene at the gate of the villa, Guo'er was not so much tied up by Xiao Liu, but rather that she was willing to do it, when Situ Nanyun rushed to Zhuyunxuan with her front foot, Xiao Liu Xiao Wu entered Lanqin Courtyard with her back foot, and explained to her that in order to protect her wife and hope that she would cooperate, she left with Xiao Liu and Xiao Wu without saying a word, and as for the coma, it was also to make Situ Nanyun believe that her life was threatened, and increase the certainty of keeping Situ Nanyun to stay.
Situ Nanyun didn't know how long he had been asleep, after waking up, the room was empty, the sky outside was gloomy, and the light in the room also dimmed, the pale yellow curtains were half rolled and half closed, looking dull and weak, desks, several, cabinets, bookshelves, potted plants, etc. all exuded a taste of loneliness and emptiness, rushing towards her, and the chaotic and vague emotional space she had just woken up was filled with these lonely and empty breaths.
As if she was awake before, she was in a daze, not knowing what to do, everything in life was boring, and life didn't have much taste for her.
Guo'er pushed the door in and looked at her happily, "Madam, are you awake?" ”
Situ Nanyun slowly rolled her eyes, looked at her, and did not speak.
"Madam, I made you millet porridge, you haven't eaten for a day and a night, fill in something into your stomach." Guo'er walked up to her side and brought the bowl to her mouth, "Come, Guo'er feeds you." ”
Situ Nanyun shook her head, her body was already numb, and she didn't feel hungry. She was still thinking in her mind that she had slept for a day and a night, why didn't she keep falling asleep, and still wake up and face everything soberly? At least in her sleep, she didn't have to face all this, and there were clear memories of the past.
Guo'er didn't care how she reacted, scooped a spoonful of porridge into his mouth, "Madam, I know you're sad, but for the sake of Xiao Shizi, you still have to eat something." ”
Qingying took the doctor to show her during Situ Nanyun's sleep, although she took a large amount of aconite powder and was emotionally sad, but the child in her womb miraculously survived, he was very excited, and before leaving, he explained that Guo'er must take care of Situ Nanyun and the child in her belly.
Situ Nanyun heard Xiao Shizi, and her scattered thoughts withdrew a little, no matter how much this little life "destroyed" him, she survived strongly, and never gave up with herself, and a trace of guilt rose from the bottom of her heart. She forced herself to swallow the porridge, but because of her mood swings in the past few days, which hurt her stomach, as soon as she swallowed it, she felt a wave of nausea and vomited.
Guo'er looked at her distressedly and patted her back gently, "Madam, slow down, let's drink slowly, and don't vomit this time." ”
Situ Nanyun knew that she had hurt her stomach, and even if she ate it, she couldn't absorb it well, so it took a long time for a hoarse voice to come out of her throat, "Go and get my golden needle." ”
She raised her weak hand and pricked herself with a needle, and sure enough, the situation was better, and she didn't vomit much, but by the time Guo'er had finished feeding her the porridge, it was already half an hour later.
Guo'er wiped her mouth, "Madam, wait a minute, Guo'er will help you walk around the courtyard and move your body." ”
Perhaps because of what she had eaten, she felt less dazed, and she lay in bed and slept for a day and a night, and she should get out of bed and walk, so she nodded.
It was already in the afternoon, the sky was dark outside, a gust of wind was blowing, her thin body shook a few times, Guo'er held her tight, "Madam, it's windy outside, I'll help you go back." ”
Situ Nanyun shook her head, "Guo'er, I'm fine, I want to walk alone, this little wind, it's okay." ”
Guo'er wanted to persuade again, but when she saw the persistence in her eyes, she had to compromise and said, "Okay, madam, then you can take a walk in this courtyard, don't go far, I'll go and prepare dinner for you." ”
Situ Nanyun nodded, dragging her vain steps step by step, Guo'er looked at her back and shed tears sadly.
She just walked like this, and she didn't know where she wanted, the room was too stuffy, and there were Lin Yuelan's shadows everywhere, so she wanted to come out to breathe, but Lin Yuelan's figure was everywhere outside, and there were sad places everywhere, she just walked aimlessly, but her legs brought her to the small hill in front of Luoxia's residence, looking up, more than a hundred steps stood there quietly, and extended up to the most sad place for her, she didn't want to go, but her legs took her up the steps like a demon. Because of her weakness, it was already dark when she climbed the last step.
The sea of flowers is still dazzling, shrouded in the thin night, adding a mysterious and profound taste, the peach blossoms are still blooming colorfully, vibrant, Xiaobi Lake is still steaming, steaming the surrounding green trees and flowers, these old scenes that seem to have not changed, but for her, it seems to be a world away.
This is the place where she Lin Yuelan Mingyue is the matchmaker, and the sea of flowers is the place where she swears to marry her, but now she is left alone here, sad and sad here, things are people and everything is resting, she wants to cry, but there are no tears in her eyes, just sit under the peach tree by the Xiaobi Lake, staring at the water blankly, until the night is cold, a voice sounded from behind her, and she came back to her senses.